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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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8:31 pm - Just while livejournal is down.
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Ok.
Mark and Rachel are taking me out to Numbers tonight. A San Diego gay bar. It's Bad Kitty night. Yeeeeaahh.
In other news, my mother and I have agreed that I need to lose thirty pounds. So I'm starting a plan. I finally was really honest with myself. If I care about my career so much, why haven't I taken care of my body? I'm really very big. So no more. I am going to stick to a healthy diet. I outlined a meal plan for myself, which I can vary a bit from day to day. No more Cappy's. No more late night snacking. This is my plan for eating in the caf:
Breakfast: 1 Banana, 1/2 grapefruit w/ Splenda, 2 egg whites, One glass milk.
Lunch: Turkey Sandwich, small salad w/ vinegar, water, diet soda
Dinner: Big salad (lots of broccoli), rice and beans, water, fat-free frozen yogurt in a small bowl.
That coupled with my 8 hours of advanced dance classes a week, and (I will make myself do this, I swear!) pilates in my room a few times a week, and the joining of the yoga club should help me to lose about a pound a week, don't you think? I don't own a scale at school. I'll have to gauge it by feeling and looseness of clothes. And stamina, hello. And hopefully comments from friends. Ok, thirty pounds. Off you go.
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| Saturday, August 21st, 2004
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1:35 pm - Last things
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This journal has become ridiculous. Nothing is sincere, or even me anymore. I think I'll start a new one. And I'm going to copy Mr. Luedtke. You'll have to find it yourself if you want to know what really goes on in my head. It won't be easy. For either of us. I'll still keep this one up for appearances. For retarded little quizzes and drunken quotes and anecdotes. There hasn't been anything of substance, partly because nothing much of substance happens here. Outwardly. Everywhere I go, I change. And I feel stupid talking about it. But of course, there's that little masochist in me, that little exhibitionist that wants to lay it all out on the table. It sounds pompous, but this journal has stopped being worthy of the actual me. So there it is.
Ta.
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| Saturday, August 14th, 2004
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9:43 pm - shut you face
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5:54 pm - There's stuff to say, but I haven't the patience
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| Monday, August 9th, 2004
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2:41 pm - North Shore, Maui. Uh, hang ten?
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Ok. So I have this fluey chest cold thing. I don't think I'm contagious anymore. But eeeh.
So I drive to work this morning - this week I'm stationed in La Jolla. Beautiful celebrity-ridden land of incredible shopping and impossible parking. I get my directions off Mapquest, I go.
I get to La Jolla and am getting close to the Y, and come to find I can't park anywhere near my building, because the whole area is blocked off today, because they're filming the Arnold Schwarzeneger Biopic right smack in front of the Y. So I have to park forevers away, and walk forevers more. I filter through the cops, photographers, friggin' loooads of bored-as-hell extras, and get into the Y, and I walk up to the counter, and the girl smiles and is like, "Oh, they didn't tell you?" WHAT. "You've been moved for the day. They're using your room for the movie. You have to drive to the OTHER La Jolla Y. Here, have a really vague map. Watch out for dead ends."
So I walk forevers back to my car, grumbling and hacking up yellow gook as I go, for with this fluey thing, my lungs are not so hot. I get driving, and it's going ok, I'm in Torrey Pines residential area. I'm looking to turn onto Nottingham Road which is right after Robin Hood Road (aw.), and the Y is on a street called Cliffridge. I come to Cliffridge and turn onto it, and it curves around, and after a couple blocks, it's a dead end. Just houses. Wtf? So I turn around and go back to Nottingham, and find that the next street is ALSO called Cliffridge. Holy hell, so I drive and I come to a snaggly residential intersection with streets meeting from like 6 different angles, and I look at the street signs. And I am not joking. EVERY SINGLE STREET was called CLIFFRIDGE. I was about to piss myself in anger. Anyway, after looping around and hitting many many dead ends, I finally found the correct Cliffridge. I believe it was the fifth Cliffridge. Godammit.
Camp went fine, aside from the fact that I have to musically direct and choreograph this musical with no voice and a tired achey body. So I audition the 22 little suckers (ONE of which is a boy. Typical. And he doesn't want a part with singing or dancing.) And it's lunch time, and I have no appetite so I'm basically sculpting things out of my PB&H sammich, and these 5 girls come up to me and tell me that they think I look just like Jennifer Garner in 13 Going on 30. Which is absolutely ridiculous, but nonetheless extreeeeeeemely flattering, cuz she's just adorable. Ridiculous as it is. So they naturally become my favorite girls (not that I remember any of their names, or what they looked like - I'm becoming less and less able to distinguish one child from the next when I teach 50 new ones every week). So that brightened my day a little bit. And now I'm back. And I don't know what to do with myself. And now that I've typed that, I have Cameron Diaz's voice shrieking in my head.
Anyway, I'm quite anxious to get back to school. I want to have classes. Shakespeare with Steve, man. I think that's what I'm looking forward to most. Also, at the mall the other day, I ran into Sarah Zimmerman. She is a BozCon Alum, AND she went to USD for her master's which is where I really want to go. She told me a secret about how to make Fran think you're a genius on the first day, and I'm not telling! BWA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!! I don't know what I'm going to sing. I'm not trying out for Wild Party. Though it's lovely to watch and hear, I just don't fit into that kind of musical. I'm not very poppy. I am way behind on other stuff - like I don't know what monologue I'm doing for the Brecht. Eep! I'm horrible!
Tomorrow, Yuri is coming to visit me! Wahoo! And maybe later this week, Maria is coming too. Party up in SD. I want to wash my face.
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| Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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8:46 am - Yar yar yar. . .
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Ok. Just one quiz, I promise. But I must tell you, this is the weirdest, and possibly the most disturbing quiz I have ever taken in my life.
What Kind of Tickler are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
*Shudder* . . . I'm thoroughly weirded out.
current mood:  sick
current music: Eh, my head is pounding and I'm not hung over
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| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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11:06 pm - I think my mom has a secret microphone in her teeth.
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| Sunday, August 1st, 2004
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1:46 am - Quotes of the Saturday that was to/last night. Happy August.
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I'm a little bit drunky. My car is not where I am. I walked from Neal's. With Nathan and Ben and Logan. Ah, the lone female. If I am to do the hunting for the pack, then we are in serious trouble, my friend.
These are the quotes I am known to jot. Down, down, down. But they are not quotes of Neal's house, save one. No, no, they are all quotes of Erin and Mike's humble abode, at which there was a party. Save one. There was a party for a party. A thank the party party. I received a gift. And now, for the public record (Let it be known that what was stricken from the record is not here, for it has been stricken):
"It's a creme fuckin' brulee burrito, man."
"Tickle the fucking eskimo!"
"I love your bib."
"Your head's too big! You're killing bunnies!"
"I wanna stab 'em in the butt with my fork. Whoever's butt's closest to me."
"It's just one of those spank the ghost games, isn't it?"
"You'd like that, wouldn't you."
"Erin just named us Ladongattori and Puntangiara."
"Did you just say 'cop a feel'?"
"I said, 'cup of yellow.'"
"Hey, I'm a man with needs. I hear what I need to."
"Yeah, that's me. I go around tempting men."
"Well, you ARE a Grady girl."
"Spam!"
"You know, that's all they eat in Hawaii."
"I think I love all the Grady sisters. Just like that. Just like that. Lucky you."
"You don't want to share a crepe with me anymore, do you."
"No."
"Will you at least make out with me?"
"Oh, that doesn't sound good. That sounds too little-tiny-pieces-y."
"I'll get me s'more condensation."
"Out of the way, Dickless."
"Did he just say 'a keg is a utility drinking game in a tampon'?"
". . .'with a TAP ON it.'"
That's all I have to say. My head hurts. I think I shall have a sip of water. Then I shall take a migraine pill. With more water. Then I shall sleep. Then I shall awaken. Then I shall shower and wash my hair and such. Then perhaps eat something, though I must say, I've let myself go a bit. I've gained about 5 pounds over the summer, and I do not feel beautiful. Then I shall find out when to pick Maria up at the airport, for she is coming to visit tomorrow. ".
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current mood:  drunk
current music: I had to sing "I believe in a thing called love" tonight.
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| Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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4:14 pm - Life's not a bitch. . .
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| Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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9:50 pm - your typical euro mutt?
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ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Caitlin Colleen Grady
Age:: 21
Height:: 5'3"
Natural hair colour:: dark dark brown - almost black. bleh!!
Eye colour:: Brown. Not very dark.
Number of siblings:: 2
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: ears and belly button
Tattoos:: just the one
Braces?:: thank god THAT'S over. not since freshman year.
FAVOURITE
Colour:: oh yay another british survey.
Band:: Tori Amos, Ben Folds, Jenn Grinels, Vienna Teng, Queen
Song:: Tonight, Gravity. *sigh*
Stuffed animal:: my cabbage patch doll - Leora. you know how some kids have blankey? She's my version of that. she's all tattered. Her head's falling off. and it's hard like cement. I love it.
Video game:: Karaoke Revolution haha
TV show:: will and grace, friends
Movie:: Eternal Sunshine, In America. I'm stickin to this year's movies. ok then, I'll as Big Fish.
Book:: Peter Pan
Food:: Baked Alaska, and lots of non-dessert stuff. hooray food.
Game on a cell phone:: eh? No uh parle cell phono jugetas?
CD cover:: thar blows a new question. I have no idea. I'll say No Doubt Tragic Kingdom. It's so recognizable, and it's really cute. . .?
Flower:: Daisies, Tulips, Wild Flowers, Hariette Roses
Scent:: That tangerine shea butter, and Burberry London.
Animal:: giraffe, tiger, platypus, fucking kangaroos, seahorse, firefly
Comic book:: uuuh, none? no, wait. Road to Perdition.
Cereal:: Berry Berry Kix. Remember them?? Sooo good!
Website:: I dunno. Playbill.com
Cartoon:: The first episodes of South Park, cuz they were simple and retardedly smart. Rainbow Brite. Family Guy - sometimes.
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: yep
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: ew! no!
Like to sing?:: yes, in fact i do.
Have a job?:: yep. WHYYYYYYYYYYYMCA. Next week's assignment: Harry Potter camp in the dirt. Oh joy.
Have a cell phone?:: yes
Like to play sports?:: not particularly. I would love to play drunken capture the flag. or even regular capture the flag.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope
Have a crush on someone?:: Not officially, no not right now. Nope.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: ha no. . . wait. . . no.
Have any special talents/skills?:: the other day i stood on my head and sang Chicken Lips and Lizard Hips for the kids. They seemed impressed.
Excercise daily?:: sometimes. That means no. Not unless it's part of a schedule. Cuz if I don't have a set schedule, i'm a lazy sunuvabitchstress
Like school?:: me encanta!
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: yep, even when i'm not quite sober. . .
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: like on pointe? I used to. I think it would hurt now.
Speak any other languages?:: Espanol, pero yo comprendo mas que yo puedo hablar. Y un pocito de American Sign Language.
Go a day without food?:: Yes, if I have to, but normally, I haven't the will power. Weak, weak me.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: I'm weak. I fall asleep. On you.
Read music, not just tabs?:: yes. In fact, I SUCK at tabs.
Roll your tongue?:: I can do nothing visually impressive. Careful choice of words.
Eat a whole pizza?:: ew. I don't think I could. In one sitting? Ew.
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: More in-sneaking than out.
Cried to get out of trouble?:: No, I cry when I'm in trouble naturally. Because I'm weak. And I hate confrontation. I don't cryon purpose. I get all chin-quivery, it's embarrassing, oh the shame!
Gotten lost in your city?:: Only because of bad directions once, and I was new to driving.
Seen a shooting star?:: I don't think I have.
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes
Had a serious surgery?:: chronicle of the past year.
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no way
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no, but i'd like to try
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: menny menny times
Cried over a girl?:: yes
Cried over a boy?:: yes
Kissed a random stranger?:: no. i've BEEN kissed by a random stranger. I had mexican food in my mouth at the time. He got what he deserved. Naaaaaasty.
Hugged a random stranger?:: yes.
Been in a fist fight?:: no.
Been arrested?:: no.
Done drugs?:: sorry didn't hear you.
Had alcohol?:: yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no, i didn't like drinking milk till recently. now i love the stuff. i don't think anything has ever come out of my nose. you know what i mean.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: i think i did like last weekend. i was either drunk or dreaming. or both? how stupid.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: HAHA my friend Mary did that Aaaaall the time.
Swore at your parents?:: only at Dad.
Been to warped tour?:: nope
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: nope
Been in love?:: nope
Been close to love?:: doubt it
Been to a casino?:: yep
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no!
Broken a bone?:: nope
Gotten stitches?:: yes. one in my earlobe. and some of those oral dissolvable ones. for wisdom teeth and biopsies.
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: probably. winter doesn't exist here. i'm pretty damned sure i have.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: that's so bad for your digestive system.
Made homemade muffins?:: uh, does mix count?
Bitten someone?:: yes. Elbow skin is cool.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes. Disneyland rocks! World is stoopid.
More than 5 times?:: disneyland soooooo many more than 5. world only once.
Been to niagra falls?:: no.
Burped in someones face?:: ew
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yep, that was fun. my friend paige had them at the same time, so we just played for a week.
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning.
Went to the bathroom:: in about five seconds
Saw a movie in theaters:: ok i'm back. Anchorman, a week ago(?). AWFUL movie.
Read a book:: uh a few days ago
Had a snow day:: never had one
Had a party:: uuuuuh don't know
Had a slumber party:: an official one? i don't know
Made fun of someone:: myself. every day.
Tripped in front of someone:: uh last night, like 4 times
Went to the grocery store:: yesterday
Got sick:: hmmmmm. have I been sick this summer? like from sickness?
Cursed:: every day man.
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Both!
Black/white:: both!
Lights on/lights off:: both!
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: to be paid? check. to pay with? cash.
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: hmmm. stomach ache i guess. those tend not to last as long.
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: east coast/west coast
Summer/winter:: only if I'm in San Diego.
Snow/rain:: snow I guess
Fog/misty:: misty!
Rock/rap:: rock.
Meat/vegetarian:: vegetarian
Boy/girl:: girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: depends.
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles. I HATE frosting.
Cake/pie:: hmmmm. I'm gonna go for the pie.
French toast/french fries:: french fries!
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries!
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean. Pacific. In Hawaii.
Hugs/kisses:: both
Cookies/muffins:: cookies. good ones. yumm.
p33n/bewbz:: HUH!? haha is that sposed to be poon/boobs? "poon-poon!" haha. who can pick?
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: door
Emo/goth:: either
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: both
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants! shorts me no likey!
Winter break/spring break:: winter break
Spring/autumn:: both. though spring involves less spiders
Clouds/clear sky:: clear
Moon/mars:: mars. i love planets.
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: oh gawd
What are their names?:: oh gaaaaawd
Do you have a best friend?:: a few
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: the close ones? nope
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: it's pretty evenly spread
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: of course
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: The nucleus doesn't just suddenly jump stage right! You've thrown me off my rotational axis!!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yes on the 8th grade east coast trip. luv you jennie.
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: i don't know. i let one stay at my house for a few months with only a small utility charge. that was probably pretty nice.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: all sorts of things
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes
What friend have you known the longest?:: katia since i was 4. Nathan since before birth. Really.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: I feel bad, but I don't regret. I had to be honest.
If so, what is it?:: Told him I was gay so he'd stop professing his love.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: every day or so for a little bit, or more
Do any of your friends drive?:: uh yeah. SoCal, you kinda have to.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: yes. two at once.
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: no comment
What do you think your friends think of you?:: i hope they don't think i'm too bad.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: nope
If you have, with who?:: nopey noperson
Are you single?:: yes
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?::
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: i have no idea
What is your idea of the best date?:: oh let's change the subject. Not Scooby Doo the movie, ok?
What was your first kiss like?:: So gross.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: Real one? or stage? or stupid childhood?
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: I think it's rare, and the rest of it (the people who rush or don't take it seriously) is a load of shit.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: uh. sure. yeah they were all kinda not enjoyable. if you're speaking sexually.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yes.
Have you ever been dumped?:: no don't think so
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yeah.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: ew. had sex.
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: Bunny
Hat:: Hair
Hard:: Ass
Free:: Falling
Space:: -Time Continuum
Taste:: Good
Good charlotte:: Teeny Bopper Bullshit
Red:: Leather
Deep:: Purple
Heart:: Attack
Cord:: uroy. Corduroy.
Cheese:: Whiz
Rain:: Drop
Work:: Ethic
Pedal:: to the metal
Head:: butt
Bed:: head
Fluff:: ernutter. Fluffernutter.
Hardcore:: Metal
Race:: for your life, Charlie Brown!
Knife:: Swiss Army
Jump:: the Gun
I....
am:: Sleepy
want:: a massage
need:: a massage
crave:: a massage
love:: massages
hate:: lack of massages
did:: not have sexual relations with that woman!
feel:: pretty, oh so pretty, i feel pretty and witty and gay!
miss:: the BozCon folk
am annoyed by:: hilary duff
would rather:: die. not really
am tired of:: staying awake
will always:: love you -ooooo-oooooo-ooooo!!
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: Musical Theatre, and sad people with pianos.
What time is it now?:: 11:23
What day is it?:: Tuesday.
Whens the last time you called someone?:: yesterday. last night
How much money do you have right now?:: in my wallet? like a buck twenty in change.
Are you hungry?:: nope
Whatcha doin?:: watching the news. crazy shit, man.
Do you like parades?:: no clowns or STILTWALKERS, please. . .
Do you like the moon?:: yes, it looks like my dad
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: caitie go nigh nigh
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: cup cup cup cup of of of of cup cup cup cup of of of of - name that musical!
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: Flying
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Yes my dad's firm picnics were fun when I was little
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: my neighbors had one. I rocked that thing.
What about sock em boppers?:: eh, no, i don't recall those.
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: i can be
pretty?:: i can be
sarcastic?:: heh i can be
lazy?:: weak and lazy!
hyper?:: every once in a while
friendly?:: yes
evil?:: not consciously. oh no. . .
smart?:: yes, but I don't want to prove it. That's stupid.
strong?:: eeeh sure
talented?:: at Some things more than others.
dorky?:: of course. hullo, i do like 8 million surveys on an online journal!
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: Neil
skip:: uh, Lou. Skip to m'Lou?
dance:: Audrey and Arielle
lonely:: Natasha. The only human monkey at the San Diego Zoo. . .
pen:: Nathan?
flower:: skunk?
window:: i dont know.
psycho:: this is getting stupid...
brain freeze:: im bored.
orange:: next!
sassy:: blegh
jelly:: die
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against. sympathetically. but it's cowardly and selfish.
love:: for
drunk drivers:: uh for! retard.
airplanes:: eeh
war:: make love!
canada:: Canada's fine?
united states:: we've got issues.
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: oh i hate surveys! get em away! no, seriously! I have a problem.
parents:: for. weirdo
cars:: love/hate relationship goin on there
killing:: against
britney spears:: whatever, for, fine.
coffee:: for
pants:: for?
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: i would like to
Play strip poker?:: been there.
Run away?:: not really.
Curse at a teacher?:: probably have actually. but not in an angry way.
Not take a shower for a week?:: oh god I would want to die
Ask someone out?:: i'd like to think i would.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: i hope not
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: holla next summer!
Go scuba diving?:: i'd rather stick to my friend the snorkel, but sure.
Write a book?:: it might suck. I don't have much to talk about that i think is worth reading. i'm not confident enough.
Become a rockstar?:: sure
Have casual sex?:: i'd rather not.
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: Alterna Caviar
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: whenever surfer boy was.
What kind of computer do you have?:: this one? uh hahaha i don't know!!
What grade are you in?:: sophomore in college
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no. that's sad. people need so much attention.
Or just make out?:: hmmmm. :p
How many posters do you have in your room?:: uh 3 in the room, 2 in the closet. lots of other stuff on the walls of the room though, just not poster size.
How many cds do you have?:: 150 maybe?
What time is it now?:: 11:42
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004
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6:58 pm - "Does it feel good when she rubs your wings like that?" - Billy Boyd
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A PUBLIC SERVICE MESSAGE
THE TOP 13 ADDITIONAL WARNINGS THE FDA IS CONSIDERING FOR BEER AND ALCOHOL BOTTLES
13. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.
12. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole.
11. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN.
10. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish.
9. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning.
8. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants.
7. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and or name you can't remember).
6. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead.
5. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, handsomer and smarter than some really, really big guy named Bubba.
4. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible.
3. WARNING:
consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.
2. WARNING:
Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuem, whereby small (and sometimes large) gaps of time may seem to literally disappear".
1. WARNING:
Consumption of alcohol may actually CAUSE pregnancy.
current mood:  blah
current music: Vienna Teng
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| Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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12:37 pm - Hey love, I am a constant satellite of your blazing sun. . .
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So the Comicon party was last night. The Vampire Ball. I dressed as a gothic butterfly. Needless to say, I'm a little hung over. I now own a bacardi shot glass, a light up bacardi necklace, a bacardi keychain, a light up bacardi pin, and a bacardi yoga ball. wonder if the party was sponsored by bacardi.
So somehow, in our drunken state, Jennie and I ended up in the VIP section, hanging out in a booth with Billy Boyd and David Wenham. For those of you are lost, Billy Boyd played Pippin the Hobbit in Lord of the Rings, and David played Faramir. How weird is that? It was cool, they were really chill. Billy took pictures of us. I love that accent, dude. Lots of people took pictures of us actually. We are going to be on at least two websites, Jennie and I. The official website of the party, which is freaksnightout.com and also on drunkrockers.com. Jennie and Craig and I went backt o Craig's place at about 3 o clock and we passed out on his couches. Then this morning we sat outside for a while talking and dangling our feet in the pool and then went to IHOP for breakfast, still in our gothic garb. I feel grubby, man. I'm going to take a wee shower before I haul my mother off to do her errands.
That is all.
current mood:  groggy
current music: Vienna Teng: Gravity
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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3:38 pm - Mmmmm. . . goat cheese.
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I had a really crappy night's sleep last night. I was tossing and turning and then at 2:45, I was almost ready for sleepage, and for no reason, all the smoke alarms in the house go off. So I was totally awake again. But it's ok. Cuz teaching today was easy, and I'm going shopping with Allison tonight, which I can actually afford to DO a little. And I counted up my hours for the week, and I'll be able to comfortably order my two pairs of La Ducas once I'm paid.
The weekend is coming.
Saturday is the Comicon party. I'm excited cuz I never got to go before, but I'm 21 now, so I can go shmooze. In cute black clothing. I'll have to put some effort into my appearance.
So the kids I'm teaching are really cute, great kids. This is no quality production they're putting on, and Bugsy Malone is just an awful show. But the kids are cute. There are what like 40 of them? Mostly 6-9 years old, some up to 13-ish. I don't understand it at all, but little kids seem to really like me for some reason. The very first day, within an hour, I had 3 dangling from my arms and neck. They're not shy, kids. They want to sit with/on me. They want to "watch" me eat my sandwich. They get in fights over who gets to stand next to me. It's flattering, but I'm totally lost, cuz I wasn't really ever a babysitter or anything, and I had no younger siblings or anything. Oh, and another thing. It seems like these are the first two questions that they always ask (they're organized in their attacks, the little buggers):
"What should we call you?"
and then. . .
"Are you ticklish?" And then they all ATTACK. Which is not good, because I am indeed quite. . . sensitive, and you can't be vulnerable when you're dealing with 40 children. It's kind of embarrassing. I have to give them the evil eye. Which isn't convincing, since I apparently do not have an angry face. So they think I'm funny when I'm trying to look mad. C'est la vie.
1. 10 of your favorite movies:
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Girl, Interrupted
But I'm a Cheerleader
Now and Then
Forrest Gump
Singing in the Rain
Noises Off
Big Fish
A League of Their Own
The Last Unicorn
The Hours
2. 9 of your favorite actors:
Meryl Streep
Kevin Kline
Megan Mullally
Kenneth Branagh
Maggie Smith
Angelina Jolie
Kate Winslet
Edward Norton
Laura Linney
3. 8 amazing directors: I don't really know this, so I'm gonna list ones that I know of
Scorsese
Tarantino
Burton
Coppola
Coppola
Jonze
Kubrick
Luhrman
4. 7 hilarious comedies:
Noises Off
Four Rooms
The Emperor's New Groove
French Kiss
Life of Brian
Waiting for Guffman
But I'm a Cheerleader
5. 6 unforgettable romances:
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
ok i'm gonna turn into a girly girly person here. . .
Sleepless in Seattle
French Kiss
When Harry Met Sally
The Quiet Man - hey, it's romantic 'n stuff. . .
Amelie
6. 5 overrated actors:
Brad Pitt
Liv Tyler
Kirsten Dunst
Kiera Knightly
Orlando Bloom
7. 4 quotable lines:
I will triumph!
Congratulations, liars! You know who you are, and you know who you want. Ain't nobody gonna change that. Shee-it!
Lucky I can't see far, with this leg. . .
What're you gonna do? Bleed on me?
8. 3 timeless black & whites:
The Bad Seed!
Miracle on 34th Street
Twelve Angry Men
9. 2 loveable characters:
Dori the Fish
Amelie
10. 1 of the worst movies ever made:
Anchorman. Or Dumb and DUmber. Is there a difference?
1. A color you like to wear: Magenta
2. Regardless of size or circumstance, an animal you would like to own as a pet: A Marmoset or a Corgi and a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel
3. A flower you would like to grow in your garden: Tulips
4. Your lucky number: 7
5. A smell that makes you pause: Laundry
6. A taste that makes you melt: Baked Alaska
7. A hobby that occupies your time: Piano
8. A sport you enjoy watching: Gymnastics
9. A sport you enjoy playing: Thumb Wrestling
10. A city you like to visit: London and New York
11. A country you'd like to explore: Ireland
12. Your favorite meal: Sushi Deli - Veggie Tempura Bento Box
13. A drink you often order: Vanilla Chai
14. A delicious dessert: Baked Alaska!
15. A game you like to play: Ship to Shore with the kids. Cranium, Trivial Pursuit
16. A book you strongly recommend: Peter Pan, Till We Have Faces, White Oleander
17. An author who has affected you: JM Barrie, CS Lewis, Peter S. Beagle, Alice Seabold
18. The magazine you read most frequently: People, Psychology Today
19. The newspaper you prefer to read on Sundays: None
20. Music you prefer to listen to when you are alone: Tori, Ben, Jenn, showtunes
21. The singer or band you currently listen to the most: Tori
22. The film you could watch over and over: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
23. A screenwriter you admire: Charlie Kaufman!
24. An actress whose performances you admire: Meryl Streep
25. An actor whose performances you admire: Edward Norton
26. A TV show you watch regularly: Will and Grace
27. An artist whose work you highly respect: Van Gogh, Seurat, Manet, Escher, Rockwell
28. A piece of clothing you love to wear: My silver belt, my bikini top, my flip flops
29. A monument you would like to have a view of from your bedroom: Big Ben
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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6:28 pm - oh-ho!
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1. Five words that best describe YOU are . . .
Caitie. Grady. Me. Myself. I.
2. OTHER people (that means besides you) most often say you are . . .
Funny. Silly. Smart. Cute. Talented.
3. The thinks you like most about yourself are . . .
My integrity. My honesty/rationality. My face. My dedication. My creativity.
4. What you want to change most about you is . . .
My weight. We know this. And My voice. I wanna be a lot better.
5. You think of your body as . . .
Having a lot of potential. If only I weren't such a lazy ass. It could be really hot if I'd buckle down.
6. If you are trite enough to wear sweatshirts with slogans, your shirt slogan says . . .
I wear a school sweatshirt, and a san diego lifeguard sweatshirt. Do those count?
7. Your epitaph will say . . .
Anything you do, Let it come from you. Then, it will be new. Give us more to see.
8. Three people you admire most are (living and/or dead). . .
My mother, Bette Midler, Ellen Degeneres
9. Your cultural background is . . .
Mostly Irish, and smidges of Dutch, British and French. My PERSONAL background is upper middle class Southern California baby. Single White Female.
10. Fuck hobbies, what do you spend the MOST leisure time doing? . . .
Music, Reading, Talking, This here journal, Sleeping, Watching films.
11. The best books you've ever read are . . .
Peter Pan, Till We Have Faces, White Oleander, A Confederacy of Dunces, To Kill a Mockingbird, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Like Water for Chocolate, 1984, Angels in America, Wit. . .
12. Your favorite kinds of foods are . . .
Japanese, Mexican, Indian, Fruit, Vegetables
13. Your favorite anime is . . . (What's your second?)
Uh, I don't do anime.
14. Some EXAMPLES of your favorite kind of humor are . . .
I like smart witty humor a la Bill Bryson and Ellen Degeneres (My bra's in my ass!)
I like ridiculous British humour a la Monty Python and Fawlty Towers and AbFab
I like dark humor a la Four Rooms and Army of Darkness and Donny Darko
I like most humor. But not STUPID humor. I HATE Dumb and Dumber.
15. When I want to have fun you usually . . .
When YOU want to have fun? I don't know you, so I doubt that I do anything. Cuz I don't give a flying platypus's pussy.
16. The kinds of things you do when out on dates are . . .
Think too much. And who actually goes on dates nowadays. Really.
17. What's your attitude towards recreational drugs?
Fine if you are willing to accept the consequences. Do it. I want no part of it. Usually.
18. How do you get most of your physical exercise (assuming you do in fact exercise) . . .
Walk a lot, and dance classes (I took a burly ballet class yesterday. My butt is sore.), I do crunches and things at night, as of like 3 days ago. . . like I said. I gotta buckle down.
19. Your favorite topic of conversation is . . .
Music, stupidity, movies. I dunno. I don't freely converse an awful lot. I'm not a gossip queen if that's what you're asking.
20. You are afraid of . . .
Tornadoes, Stiltwalkers, drowning, driving or being forced off the bridge, tidal waves, failure
21. You feel most creative when . . .
I've seen a really incredible film or play for the first time
22. The three things you want to accomplish before you die are . . .
I don't know. I don't have goals like that. A GOOD film and a boradway show would be nice, as would a child or a really fulfilling relationship. But what if I die tomorrow? I'll feel like a failure if I make all those goals cementy-like.
23. The biggest problem in your life right now is . . .
It's SO damned hot in here! And I'm a fat-ass!
24. What you are doing about this problem is . . .
Eating Flan. I gonna buckle down!! ACk!! i did eat salad and eggs today. That's good. But then there's that damned flan. Why did I have to make flan?
25. The most significant change you have made in yourself in the last year is . . .
My openness about myself. Confidence in myself as a person.
26. When you feel depressed, you usually . . .
Get all silent and frowny and cry-y.
27. Have you had sex? Why? or Why not?
Yes. I wanted to get it out of the way. I'm not curious about that anymore. Penis bad!
28. You respond to the threat of sexually transmitted deaseases by . . .
Not getting into trouble. . .
29. Homosexuals are . . .
FABulous.
30. Your astrological sign is . . .
Libra, baby.
1. What is the most comforting smell you can conjure up?
The smell of my grandmother's Sunday cocktail. A Sazarac. Ha, booze memories of childhood. Also this one candle at Restoration Hardware, "Nectar". Itr smells like a childhood memory and makes me feel great.
2. List some things you've seen yourself as in a dream.
Myself. I'm not usually anybody but myself.
3. What's your earliest memory that has to do with food?
Ummm. . . rejecting fish when I was like 2. Haven't had seafood since.
4. Do think we would find the feeling we have when we get hurt unpleasant if not for the physically harmful side effects?
What?? Yes. Shit hurts, dude! Well, some pain is ok. But now I sound sick. But you know?
5. What do you think happens when your head gets chopped off?
You die after 7 seconds.
6. Who's the strangest person you've ever been mistaken for on the telephone?
Courtney I guess.
7. Do you think that emotions are utterly linked to the five senses?
Not utterly, but sure a lot of the time.
8. If you were a blind atheist and suddenly, after your dying grandmother prayed for you, find yourself with the power of sight, would you believe in God?
I've never been an atheist. But I think I probably would. Though that might be a little shallow. It's nice all the same.
9. What one CD have you listened to the most this week?
Avenue Q and Tori Amos Under the Pink
10. Describe your sensory surroundings at this very moment.
My wrist hurts a little from being pressed into the end of the table. I have an itch right under my right ear, and my left cheek is being tickled a little bit by my hair. It's stuffy in this room.
It's bright, though outside it's dimming a bit - the sun is setting. The brightest spots are in front of me and a little to the right (the white computer screen) and directly above me (the lights on the ceiling fan).
It smells of paper and linen in here.
The computer is whirring softly, the keyboard is clacking loudly, and the fan is nearly silent. I can hear planes flying at the base, and cars going by quietly outside. I can't hear the ocean right now.
My mouth tastes mildly like morning mouth. Not like anything much, though I think I'll brush, for it's not very pleasant.
11. And finally, out of the blue, what's the size of the biggest rat you've ever seen?
Pretty big. That's stupid.
WHAT SONG...
1. ...makes you want to dance?
Britney Spears's "Toxic"
2. ...makes you happy?
Wig in a Box!
3. ...reminds you of an ex-friend?
Can't Fight the Moonlight
4. ...describes your relationship with your parents?
Ummm. . . oh here's one for my mom: Like a River (Carly Simon)
5. ...makes you cry?
Most of the Songs in Sunday in the Park With George
6. ...says a lot about you?
The Origin of Love (Hedwig), Two Little Sisters (Carly Simon), Care-a-Lot (Carole King)
7. ...do you wish you'd written?
There's too much. Most Sondheim, and Guettel
8. ...do you wish to NEVER hear again?
That Blink182 song "I Missed You" - - AAARRG!! "Already a voice inside Moy-Ed" "I messed you". I wanna kill.
9. ...do you want played at your funeral?
I don't know.
10. ...do you want to get married to?
I don't know.
11. ...makes friends think of you?
Cailin by Unwritten Law, Now and Forever, anything Sondheim
12. ...do you sheepishly admit to liking?
Toxic
13. ...would you do anything to see played live?
Ruby's Arms
14. ...reminds you of your childhood?
Care-a-Lot, Straight Up
15. ...sums up your teenage years?
Stay, Now and Then
16. ...do most people like and you hate?
I Missed You
17. ...do you love the lyrics of?
Don't get me started
18. ...did you used to hate but now love?
The maroon 5 song that's played on the radio every 5 minutes
19. ...is best played in the car?
any upbeat Ben Folds
20. ...do you like to fall asleep to?
Ruby's Arms, Philip Glass
21. ...do you like out of your parents' music collection?
Carly Simon stuff
22. ...makes you think of someone who died?
On Eagle's Wings
23. ...you love the video more than the tune?
Don't really watch those
24. ...do you love that's from your favorite movie?
Now and Then makes me happy. It's not from my FAVORITE FAVORITE though.
25. ...makes you think of sex?
Let's Talk About Sex, i guess
26. ...is not your 'typical style' but you love it anyway?
Cartoon Heroes by Aqua. Ha!!
27. ...reminds you of your best friend?
Different songs, different best friends
Katia - "Somewhere Out There"
Meg - "Accidentally in Love" from Shrek 2.
Court - "Now and Forever"
I could go on. But that's enough.
28. ...reminds you of your first real crush?
Haha. "Straight Up" from when I was 6 and in love with Paula Abdul.
29. ...do you love that wouldn't be so if it weren't for a friend?
Shoop.
30. ...do you like to wake up to?
I'm Walking on Sunshine, or Lucky (not the Britney song)
1. are you an "insomniac" i mean you cant sleep and when you do it's for like 4-3 hours or something and you always feel like shit, i dont want you to say "yeah i'm an insomniac" cuz you so think it's like, cool.
Wow. ok you need help. I was an insomniac Junior Year.
2. what's the longest time you've ever slept?
Like 11 hours
3. where's the weirdest place you've ever slept?
The porch of a building in a ghetto area of DC
4. what colour is your bed spread? pillow? pyjamas?
Bedspread - blue, but I'll be getting a white one soon. Pillows - White. pajamas - whatever underwear I'm wearing.
5. have you ever eaten cheese b4 going to sleep? (if NO, go to Question 7, if YES, go to Question 6)
Uh, probably? Freako.
6. did you experience a bad dream after eating the cheese? what happened in it?
Doubt it.
7. have you ever dreamt your family was made up of celebrities? e.g. your mother was Roseanna Bar (god forbid)
No. Well wait. Yes I have! I had a dream that I was a Cosby kid! I was their little white girl. Friends with Rudy. I was like 4 in this dream.
8. what's the coolest dream you've ever had?
The swimming pool one and the other one.
9. what's the worst dream you've ever had?
The one where I dreamed that my dad was sleeping with his secretary.
10. have you ever had that dream where you're walking along and then you slip but really you've just flinched in your sleep and then you wake up?
11. have you ever dreamt of flying?
one of my two favorite dream styles.
12. Ever had the "someone's about to kill..." and then wake up dream?
Many times. I'm always shot in the neck. Does that mean something?
13. ever actually been killed in a dream? as in you actually stayed asleep while some mad axe murder was wackin you in the head?
Yes once. I was flushed down a giant toilet by an angry tribe of natives. I drowned.
14. ok ok, do you dream in a) colour or b) black and white or c) limited colours... e.g only in red and purple or orange and green.
Color.
15. ever been followed in a dream?(YES->Question 16, NO->17)
Yes.
16. would you say you are a paranoid person?
A little maybe.
17. do you believe some dreams can be read into everyday life?
Well I DID have that "Dad's sleeping with his secretary dream", so yes.
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| Friday, July 16th, 2004
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6:38 pm - Fuggly!! Yay!
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1. What day is it (right now)? Friday, July 16, 2004
2. Are you at work/home/school/library/other/friends house? Home
3. Do you think of yourself as creative? Yes.
4. o(-<]: <--- what does that look like? A little dude on a skateboard. Or a little dude tattooed over someone's unibrow.
5. What's your favorite movie? Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
6. Do you want to be rich someday? Yep
7. What's your favorite day of the week? Where am I and what season is it?
8. Do you check out other people's butts? Some, in envy.
9. What's your favorite aspect of the sex of your choice (what makes you hot about someone)? Smell, confidence, eyes, mouth, SMILE
10. Do you have a cell phone? What kind is it? What service provider do you have? Yes, Nokia with a the funny buttons, T-Mobile
11. What kind of animal would you like to be, if given the choice? Either a giraffe or a platypus. Or a tiger.
12. If you knew no fear, what would you do? Skydive, approach the people I'm interested in.
13. Where's the last place you ate out at? The La Jolla ice-skating rink place. I had Indian. Mmmmm.
14. What was the last thing that came out of your mouth? My hair.
15. What time did you wake up this morning? 9am
16. Do your feet ever stink? Not usually. But if the shoes are smelly, it comes off on your feet. But I don't have smelly shoes.
17. Do you think sweat on someone else can be sexy (if in the right circumstance)? Sure, but not a lot. A light sheen.
18. Do you work? Where? How long have you had the job? Finished teaching at the Middle School in Coronado today. Monday, I start at the YMCA in Encinitas. What ho, North County! That's a bit of a drive!
19. What company is your dream job located at? Is it for the money, or the recognition? Uh, broadway or film. Both.
20. Do you believe your High School Valdictorian will succeed in life? No. She's bitchy and looks like a harpie. Uhm, if you're reading this, I'm. . . just kidding? (No, I'm not.)
21. Because, odds are, he/she will NOT as much as someone who only did so-so in school (according to a study I read about in Psychology). How do ya like that? I like it great. But how bout the people who weren't Vals but did better than so-so? What about us?
22. poop! No thanks, don't need to. Cheeky.
23. does it bring you pleasure to pop your own zits? No. Ew. That leaves scars, y'know.
24. Jelly Belly put out the BERTIE BOTTS EVERYBEANS from harry potter. do the booger ones taste like boogers to you? Aren't the dirt, grass, and vomit flavors freaky? Uh, I make it a point never to eat anything labeled 'booger'. Thanks though. Nor do I eat dirt or vomit. I did the grass one though. It was actually quite nice. Fresh tasting.
25. it really comes down to penis size. bush or clinton? CLINTON
26. tell me why we're different from animals. We have ulterior motives.
27. do you have a passport? if yes, have you used it/where? Yup, though I don't know where it is right now. It's gotten me into Mexico, Canada, All over the Caribbean (wait do you need one for that?) - Jamaica, Bahamas, Cayman Islands; Switzerland, Germany, France, Belgium, Wales, England, Scotland, and Ireland.
28. what makes YOU so different? and damnit, none of that "oh, well, shux. i'm not really THAT different." Ummm, nobody expects me to be gay? I attract really sincere boys. Which really sucks cuz then I'm the bad guy.
29. do you blame stuff on your parents, still? like what? I blame a bit on my dad. Like some of my distrust of males. But I was gay before that whole chestnut went down. I just didn't tell anyone.
30. how much or your CD collection is also stuff you can WATCH on mtv or mtv2? either way, does this make you proud? I don't know about MTV2, but regular MTV, I don't think anything is on there. I don't care.
31. let's say you're a cartoon. what's your mode of transportation? I can fly. I sort of swim frog-style in the air. It's awkward-looking, but fuck you! Let's see YOU do it!
32. you're a superhero. what's your deal? 2 for a quarter.
33. do you read enough calvin and hobbes? I don't anymore. I used to have that Lazy Sunday book though.
34. how happy were you about diet pepsi slurpees. if you weren't that happy, then CONSIDER THE FRIGGEN' DIABETICS, WOULD YA? I don't follow slurpees.
35. go to "thespark.com" and see if you're a boy or a girl. report back. no no no, it's not good enough to just look down. i want some proof. I've done that before. And yes, I'm quite a girl.
36. what makes your sparks fly? Static electricity.
37. do people call you a slut, a bitch, an asshole, or a dick? how does that make you feel? None. I don't think anyone's ever sincerely called me that. I guess, of those choices, I prefer ASSHOLE!!
38. visualize somebody walking to the market to grab a beverage. really think about this one. right off the bat, is that person in your mind a male/female, which ethnicity, and (if you really pictured this) about how old? I visualized a girl, white about my age.
39. why do you think you visualized that person that way? Because that's what I am, what I know best. We're all ethnocentric.
40. Favorite "Friends character": Joey!
41. Favorite "Friends episode" - The one where no one's ready, and The one with the Prom Video, and The One where Ross Can't Flirt - because the pizza girl's name is Caitlin and they all yell my name. *blush*
42. Reading or Drinkin - either. Not both.
43. buzzed, drunk or blacking out - somewhere between buzzed and drunk.
44. Dawsons Creek or 90210 - Ew!
45. blonds or brunettes? Brunettes
46. Beer pong or asshole? Asshole
47. Love forever? I don't know.
48. favorite outfit? I don't know.
49. Favorite store? Urban, Sephora, Jasmine Sola
50. Mixed drink I may not know of and their ingredients - Who are you? Vodka. Give or take the cranberry juice. Give or take a chaser.
51. Snowboarding- Video Game or real thing? Neither cuz I'm not a vg person, and I've never actually gone skiing or snowboarding. Or sledding or anything!
52. cash or check card - both, thank you. I'll say check card. If I have cash, I spend it.
53. Lots of friends or a few best friends - both.
54. camping or hotel - Never gone camping.
55. Fave girl and boy name - Aidan and Emma
56. rough or slow - Slow
57. favorite food - Japanese. Veggie Tempura!
58. Craziest thing you have ever done - Come out of the closet? I've stood in a toilet and sung a song before. 6th grade truth or dare. I don't care to relive it.
59. something no one knows about you - My weight. Haha!!
60. talents? Taking countless surveys. I can sing and play piano and tap dance purty good too. All at the same time!
61. funnel or keg stand? Don't like beer.
62. one thing you would change about yourself if you could - I'd remove all frizzies from my hair. Permanently. And I'd straighten that one bottom tooth. Little fucker.
63. vibrators.. ya or neh - ya or neh? Wha? Ok then. Ya. Mrs. Darling?
64. Your name is..? NOW we're doing this? Caitie. Grady.
65. When you're depressed, you usually..? Are very quiet.
66. When you're happy, you usually..? Are not very quiet, but are not too loud unless there's booze involved. Smile a lot.
67. When you feel fat, you usually..? Wear something loose and don't eat any big meals that day.
68. Are you happy with the way you look? Getting there. I do like my face and hair and neck and shoulders. My feet are kinda cute too. I don't care what my sister says.
69. If you could change three things about your appearance, they would be...? Ok then one more thing. A little lipo, and I'd shave my hips down a little. I've got birthin' hips, man.
70. What are the positive things going on in your life right now? I'm making money doing something not horrible. My family and friends love me and I love them. I love the school I go to. I'm confident in most things about myself now (still not a confident singer but hey.), I'm gonna have a listening party tonight with nathan!
71. And the bad things? It's reaaaally hot right now. Mom just had surgery, so she's infirm.
72. How much do you weigh? Nobody knows. Probably more than you think. I have more muscle than you'd expect.
73. Are you happy with your weight? Why/Why not? No I'm not. Who is? I wanna weigh less. The number doesn't matter as much as the look though.
74. When you have sex, do you always make sure you use contraception? I've slipped up once. That one and only time. Whoa.
75. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 21. No making fun.
76. What do you think of one night stands? I think it's unhealthy, not just physically. It's sad and pathetic.
77. Have you ever read my diary? Who? What? This is MY journal!
78. Name your top five diaries... Uh. . . The Diary of Anne Frank? MY journal, Nathan's Journal, Jeannie's Journal, and Yuri's journal.
79. Do you live in the UK? No, but I'm going next summer for the third time! Yayayay!!
80. What is your opinion of people who self-harm? I used to be one. I feel sad for them.
81. What is your opinion on gay marriage? Bush is a maniacal dick-fuck. Banning it is pretty much unconstitutional. All 'men' are created equal, n'est pas?
82. Do you think the media puts a lot of pressure on us to be thin and beautiful? Hells yeah. But that's the way it is.
83. Are you happy? For the most part.
84. Coke or Pepsi? C2, though I'm not a big fan of carbonation.
85. Sprite or 7up? 7up
86. Fanta or Sunkist? What? I don't know about either. Sunkist. I hate that damned Fanta commercial.
87. thin or fat? Somewhere inbetween
88. long or short? What? Me? Shortish. Other people? Not too tall. Shortish is fine.
89. hard or soft? Soft. Mostly.
90. carpet or floorboards? Hard wood. Like my house!
91. fast or slow? driving? Fast. Relationships, slow.
92. gay or straight? Gay. For me. You can be whatever you want. I no care.
93. pretty or ugly? Pretty
94. bus or train? Train
95. plane or boat? Plane for speed. Boat for fun.
96. abroad or in your country? Both
97. stay in or go out? Both, but I'm a little more stay inny.
98. kisses or cuddles? Both, but I'm a little more cuddly
99. make love or have sex? I would feel cheesy saying make love, but it's more personal if you think of it that way though. Less . . . impersonal. . .
100. relationships or one night stands? Relationships.
101. smirnoff or archers? Ketel One.
102. fruit or chocolate? Fruit. Not flavouring. Actual fruit.
103. milkybar or dairymilk? Dairymilk! Yummmmm British candy!
104. internet or shopping? Shopping
105. thongs or pants? Uh pants? Oh you're British, mister creator. Pants.
106. bra or no bra? Bra
107. PJ's or sleep naked? Naked
108. trousers or skirts? Both - oh so British.
109. bikini or swimming costume? Aw costume haha. Bikini.
110. tampons or towels? Haha towels. Tampons, absolutely.
111. big brother 2 or big brother 3? I have Big Sisters. 2.
112. gold or silver? Silver
113. nike or adidas? Adidas I guess
114. What do people call you? In order of popularity: Caitie, Caitlin, Caitie Grady
115. Why did you decide to answer this survey? Cuz I tend to do shit like this when I want some down time.
116. Do you like having an online diary? I prefer to call it a journal. Yes I do.
117. Do you usually have good dreams or bad ones? Weird ones. And good ones. And Good and weird ones.
118. What is your favorite dream? That I've EVER had? I do not know. Hehehe yes I do. And I'm not telling. You'd make fun of me anyway.
119. What was the strangest dream you had? I'm going to talk instead about Jennie's weird-ass dreams from 7th grade. The first one, she was driving (yes 7th grade) along this road, and this big blue chunk of something falls out of the sky and hits her car. She gets out of her car and is staring at it, and this kangaroo hops up to her and starts chanting, "I know what it i-is! I know what it i-is!" I won't go into the other one. But it involved our humanities teacher dancing on the table in yellow spandex and throwing flourescent candy bars which used to be students she expelled.
120. Do you remember your dreams usually? Quite often.
121. Did you ever dream about someone famous? Quite often.
122. Who was it? I've had dreamd involving the cast of Friends, the cast of Will and Grace, the cast of Moulin Rouge, Diana Rigg, Bernadette Peters, and many more. . . mostly non-sexual. Mostly.
124. Did you ever dream about flying? Hell yes!
125. Did you ever dream about having magical powers? Flying! And being a ghost who could act through people. For some reason I was trying to reach people through Becca. And any of you who know Becca know that that's not gonna work, cuz she's already a little too out there. People would think it was an acting exercise she was doing.
126. Do you day dream? Hell yes.
127. What do you day dream about? People, the future.
128. Did you ever get caught daydreaming in school? Nope.
129. If so, what did you do? Bweh
130. Are your dreams black and white or in color? Mostly color.
131. What do you dream about for your future? Much of the time, film. Sometimes theatre.
132. What do you want to be? Successful
133. Do you want to be famous? I wouldn't mind.
134. Do you hope to be better off than your parents? That's different. It's unrelated.
135. Do you talk about dreams with other people? Yep.
136. Who do you talk about them with? A few friends.
137. Are your dreams important to you? Sure, yes, I find them to be quite enjoyable.
138. And... do you take the time to listen to other people's dreams? Sometimes.
139. Hi! How are you today? You are a psycho, you know that?
140. Are you wearing pants? A skirt? Shorts? A skirt.
141. What does it look like? Denim, a few inches above the knee, JCrew, sort of a mediumy blue color.
142. Are you wearing socks? What kind? Nope.
143. What kind of shirt or top are you wearing? Oh good lord. Something you'd never expect on me, but it's pretty I swear! It's one of those peasanty tube top things. It's white with big pink roses on it.
144. What is your favorite top or shirt to wear? I like the bright ones with personality. Liek my 80s-looking magenta one, or my orange cut off thing. This top is fun too. That or my black tanktop. It's slimming.
145. Do you prefer wearing sandals or boots? Generally, flip flops. So sandals. I'm wearing boots now though. Fuggs. You know, fake Uggs.
146. Tennis shoes (tennies) or heels? Heels.
147. What is something you wouldn't be caught dead wearing? Shorts.
148. Socks or pantyhose? Those socks you can't see. the ones BELOW the ankle.
149. Shorts or capri pants? Ack! Death to shorts! Capris please.
150. Sweats or jeans? jeans
151. What's something you know other people would laugh at you for wearing, but you wear it anyways? Sometimes I wear my tinkerbell watch.
152. Button-up or pullover? Pull-over. I've got boobs, it's too complicated.
153. Fleece or flannel? Fleece.
154. Are you fashion-smart or fashion-impared? I'm fine. I wear what I LIKE.
155. Macy's or Old Navy? Neither.
156. What color looks the best on you? Pinks, creams, certain blues, and weird shades of red. Some greens too.
157. What color looks the worst on you? My natural hair color doesn't look good on me. It's brown, but it's so dark it looks black. Not flattering. Black is hard for me to get away with I think. I'm not a winter. I think I'm a cross between Summer and Fall. Lavender isn't great either.
158. What color looks bad on you but you love wearing it anyways? Bright red. I love my red lifeguard sweatshirt.
159. Bikini (two piece) or one piece? Bikini, but with a sarong or something around my booty. A wrap of some sort.
160. Do you go for style or for comfort? A nice mixture.
161. Designer name or store brand? I'm a little bit of a label whore. Eep!
162. Girls, are sports bras a God-send or just pure evil? Both
163. Ballcaps or bandanas to cover your head? I want that pink trucker hat from D*Lush that says Shorty on it.
164. Do you get a belt or just buy smaller pants? I like my belt. I only have one. But I like it.
165. If you could have a $5000 shopping spree and go to your favorite clothes shops, where would you go? Urban, Banana, Jasmine Sola, Arden B, A leeeeetle bit of Prada, AE, What's that one East Coast place called - - the cheap one - - UMMMM not Filene's . . that ONE place. Oh well I can't remember what it was called.
166. Where abouts are you located, and do you like it there? I am located in Coronado. It's a little stifling but it's a very very nice place to grow up. And then leave.
167. If you could live in one place, where would that be? Maybe London.
168. If you had one wish, what would it be? I'm too wishy to pick.
169. Which would you rather be, blind or deaf? Why? Blind. Beauty is only skin-deep. And I can't do without music and words.
170. What is your favorite thing in the whole world to do with your free time? Play music.
171. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Right now, I'd go to Hawaii. Kauai, to satisfy the child.
172. What do you think about the new SouthWest policy on larger people having to buy two seats if they "hang over" from one seat into the next? That seems like discrimination to me. That really sucks.
173. What is your favorite time of the day and why? Long about noon, when your appetite's pokin' atcha, pokin' atcha. Fifty points to you if you can tell me what that came from.
174. Favorite thing to drink? Water with crushed ice. And Chai. And Arnold Palmers.
175. Are you a cat person, a dog person, or both? Both.
176. What is your favorite movie of all time? Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
177. Do you believe in love at first sight? Why or why not? No. It doesn't work.
178. If you could travel back in time, who would you most like to meet and why? I suppose I'd like to meet Shakespeare. Or Catherine the Great. To find something out. Or that Eleanor Dooza. See what the hubbub is all about.
179. Speaking of time travel, what time would you most like to live in? Hmmm. Elizabethan? No. The thirties? No. Little Women era is endearing.
180. What do you think about make-up? To use, or not to use...that is the big question. Just kidding, I'm curious, that's all. To use. Subtly, unless with specific non-whore-ish purpose, ie dressing up as something
1. For $50,000: Would you Kill someone? Absolutely not.
2. For $50,000: Would you make out with a sibling (tongue and all)? EWWW!!
3. For $50,000: Would you eat a bowl of feces? NO!
4. For $50,000: Would you do heroin once? No.
5. For $50,000: Would you run through your city naked? No.
6. For $50,000: Would you play Russian Roulette? No way.
7. For $50,000: Would you walk through a pit of poisonious snakes? No.
8. For $50,000: Would you ingest blood? Maybe.
9. For $50,000: Would you gain 50lbs? No.
10. For $50,000: Would you have a tooth pulled with no anisthetic? Maybe.
11. For $50,000: Would you let the government tell you a classified secret and not be able to tell anyone ever? Probably not.
12. For $50,000: Would you let someone drop you off in the middle of nowhere with no map, compass or any possesions? No.
13. For $50,000: Would you tell someone you loved your deepest darkest secret? I have done that for free. So sure, if you wanna pay me that's fine.
14. For $50,000: Would you dip your hand in a bowl full of pills, not knowing what any are, and take whatever you pull out? Uh. . . I don't know. Doubt it.
15. For $50,000: Would you renounce God? No.
1. who are you? Me.
2. what are you doing with your life? More than you know.
3. when did you first fall in love? When I was 11. Not with a person. Or an animal, you sick fuck.
4. where were you on 09/11? Washington, D.C. - - THAT was SOMETHING. Holy crap.
5. why do you do the things you do? I gotta be me. I like it. It's honest.
6. how do you like your eggs? Over easy. NO!!!! WAIT!! Huevos Rancheros. MMMMMMM. . .
7. who is the person that crosses your mind the most? Me. And a couple people I'm obsessed with. Other than me.
8. what is the one material item you could not live without? Chapstick or deodorant.
9. when was the last time you ate chocolate? I had one of those peanut butter swoop things yesterday. Just one. I'm not huge on the chocolate.
10. where did your Mom give birth to you? Sharp Hospital, San Diego, CA.
11. why aren't you outside right now? I'm in here. I'm leaving in like 10 though. To listen. . .
12. how does it feel to be you? Right now, feels a little like the need to pee.
13. who is the person you run to the most for comfort? Mother
14. what makes you smile without fail? When Logan says "SO. Here's the earth. . . Chillin. . ." Also certain Sondheim songs. But it's a smile while crying.
15. when did you join Diaryland? What? blurty. in the winter, or very late fall I guess. 2003.
16. where did you lose your virginity? (assuming you have) or where do you want to lose it? (if you haven't) I lost it in a bed. In a house.
17. why did you decide to style your hair the way it currently is? Cuz it's more flattering to have your hair up when you're wearing a strapless top. It shows off the neckline better. And the little strands frame my face nicely.
18. how many pillows do you sleep with? Two. And one next to me, but it's too hot to touch that one.
19. who is the celebrity you loathe the most? I don't like that Simpson girl much. Nor do I care for Norm McDonald. Or Martha Stewart.
20. what would you rather be doing? Having a listening party. Oh hey! It's just about time!
21. when did you last eat? Ummm like 5 hours ago.
22. where do you usually hide stuff? HA! Like I'm posting that in public. Then you'll come and reveal my secret and embarassing stuff!!
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| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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4:01 pm - WEDDING PICTURES!!
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| Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
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7:21 pm - Once you drive up a mountain. . .
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A - Age: 21
B - Bands listening to right now: Nothing at the moment
C - Career of the future: Actress. Film and stage.
D - Dad's Name: Tom
E - Ethnic Background: Mostly Irish. Teeny smidges of Dutch, English and French. I know. It doesn't make sense.
F - Favorite song at the moment: Morning Passages. Philip Glass. At the MOMENT. It changes multiple times a day.
G - Great escape: Sleep, music, Hawaii. . .
H - Hometown: Coronado. My little island paradise.
I - Instrument: Voice and Piano.
J - Job Title: Right NOW, it's Assistant Teacher/Accompanist/Choreographer.
K - Kids: Does my Build-a-Bear count? She has a birth certificate.
L - Last person you talked to on the phone: I think it was Logan. No. It was Meg.
M - Mom's Name: Linda
N - Number of Siblings: 2 and an in-law
O - Oldest Sibling: 28
P - Phobia[s] / Fear[s]: people on stilts, shelley duvall, tornadoes, tidal waves, torture of certain kinds (though there IS the wicked fascination. . .) I used to have phobia of driving. Which I slowly got over.
Q - Favorite Quote: "We all go somewhere."
S - Song you sang last: Mama Says. From Footloose the musical. Cuz I was choreographing. I hate that show. Good thing it's just that one number.
T - Time you wake up: 9-ish
U - Unknown fact about me: Uh. . . my foot itches.
V - Vegetable you Hate: I do likes me vegetables!
W - Worst Habit: laziness
X - X-rays you've had: My head. About a BAJILLION times. That thing has been X-rayd, CATscanned, MRId. . . other xrays are teeth, ankle, neck. That I know of.
Y - Yummy Food: Cold Stone. Sweet Cream with strawberries and yellow cake.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Libra
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| Monday, July 12th, 2004
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12:01 pm - I hear America Singing
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See what amusement park ride you are.
Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz"
Adolf Hitler
A mass murdering fuckhead, and a vegatarian painter.
OOHHHH No GOOD LORD!! SOOOOO NOT TRUE. This is just because I said I was artsy and a vegetarian-ish person.
Take the quiz: "Which Broadway character are you? "
Tracy Turnblad
you are a big girl, with big hair and a big heart! Your greatest passion is dancing and luckily the Corny Collins show lets you live your dream! You stand up for what you believe in, and are awarded with the man of your dreams!
HEY! It NEVER asked me about my weight.
Take the quiz: "Which famous actress are you?"
Angelina Jolie
Pucker up- I'm Angelina Jolie!
AAAAAGH!! YESSSSS!!! Ah. Ah. Ah.
[f.i.r.s.t.s]
First best friend: Katia Maguire
First car: 2003 Silver VW Jetta
First screen name: cnilfaerie
First self purchased album: I think it was the Aladdin soundtrack
First funeral: Pop-pop
First pets:Ralph and O'Hara
First piercing/tattoo: piercing - ears. tattoo - hip
First credit card: Visa
First true love: acting
First enemy: Don't recall any really.
First big trip: Hawaii probably, or New Jersey/New York. Either was, I wasn't talking yet.
[l.a.s.t.s]
Last cigarette: few weeks ago
Last car ride: Driving to work. Which is where I am right now.
Last good cry: Couple weeks ago. Or in my dream last night.
Last library book checked out: The Bell Jar and Good Woman of Setzuan
Last movie seen: The Terminal. It was cute. Wait for video.
Last beverage drank: Water. Ice.
Last food consumed: Last night I had Coldstone. Sweet Cream with strawberries and yellow cake.
Last crush: Sssh!!
Last phone call: Meg.
Last time showered: 9am
Last shoes worn: Rocket Dogs
Last item bought: A Lifeguard sweatshirt.
Last annoyance: I'm tired. That annoys me.
Last time wanting to die: Junior Year
Last time scolded: I don't know.
[r.e.l.a.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p.s]
01. who are your best friends? Court, Nathan, Meg, Logan, Grace, m'Dog. . .
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nopers. But there are rumors going around that Logan and I are together. Y'all know that doesn't work.
[f.a.s.h.i.o.n | s.t.u.f.f]
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Urban Outfitters, AE
02. any tattoos or piercings? My ears and belly button, and the one tattoo
[s.p.e.c.i.f.i.c.s]
01. do you do drugs? Is alcohol a drug? How bout caffeine? I'm too paranoid to answer this question. Never know who's readin'. Listening Party.
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Alterna Caviar. Fancy expensive stuff I love.
03. what are you most scared of? Death, loneliness, tidal waves, tornadoes, people on stilts, Shelley Duvall.
04. what are you listening to right now? The kids are singing All the Live-Long Day from Working.
05. where do you want to get married? Do I want to get married? Is it legal? Somewhere small. Not a church.
06. how many buddies are online right now? Don't know. I'm not home.
07. what would you change about yourself? Some stuff.
[f.a.v.o.r.i.t.e]
01. color: pinks, greens, white, silver
02. food: japanese, mexican, mmmm. . .
03. boys' names: Aidan, Liam
04. girls' names: Emma Rose (BLAST Spiderman for stealing it), Moira Jane, Charlotte
05. subjects in school: Acting, Tap
06. animals: Giraffes, Seahorses, fireflies, platypusES, Kangaroos, Tigers
07. sports: Bleh
08. perfume: Burberry Brit
09. cologne: Screw cologne
[h.a.v.e | y.o.u | e.v.e.r]
01. given anyone a bath?: I think I gave a baby a bath once in like middle school.
02. smoked? *blush* yes. I don't like it!
03. bungee jumped? No
04. made yourself throw up? I've tried. But I can't.
05. skinny dipped? Nope
06: ever been in love? no
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? that's dishonest. Probably.
08. pictured your crush naked? cheeky!
09. actually seen your crush naked? fresh!
10. cried when someone died? uh, yes.
11. lied? Yeah
12. fallen for your best friend? no.
13. been rejected? not conventionally
14. rejected someone? yeah but i was nice about it every time.
15. used someone? in what way. we use our teachers we use our parents we get what we need.
16. done something you regret? probably. yes.
[c.u.r.r.e.n.t]
clothes: Dark red silk boobie0shirt from JCrew, tan cords, flips, underwears, earrings
music: Didn't you already ask that?
make-up: Mac eyeliner, Maybelline mascara, Christian Dior nude-looking lipstick
annoyance: nuttin'
smell: vaguely of soap and deodorant. Me.
favorite artist: Like paintings? Oh good lord. I know it's cheesy, but it's personal. Van Gogh. And Seurat of course.
desktop picture: At home, Angelina Jolie. :P
CD: ummmm Smetana. At home.
dvd in player: Mickey Blue Eyes.
color of toenails: French Pedicure with flowers
[l.a.s.t | p.e.r.s.o.n]
you touched: ummmm, Nathan. Goodbye hug.
hugged: Nathan!
you IMed: Logan
[a.r.e.| y.o.u ]
understanding: yes. very.
open-minded: quite.
arrogant: about certain things probably. who isn't.
insecure: yup
interesting: if you find me interesting, whoo-hoo!
hungry: actually, right now. Yes. Quite.
smart: yup
moody: not very
hardworking: when i'm not putting it off.
organized: yes
healthy: Pretty healthy, sure. I could do with more activity.
bored easily: no, the piano's right there.
responsible: about most things. others, not.
obsessed: yes.
angry: hardly ever.
sad: sometimes
disappointed: Sometimes
happy:sometimes
hyper:i can be
trusting: somewhat.
talkative: depends on the company
legal: yup, all over.
[r.a.n.d.o.m]
in the morning i am: needing to pee like a madwoman.
all i need is: some food.
love is: a mystery
i dream about: ;ast night i dreamed i had died and was a ghost trying to communicate with obscure people from my past.
Jahovah's Witnesses: I've only known two. One went to Juilliard. The other was a friend from summer camp. Her mom drew the rats' asses in the Secret of NIMH. How weird is that.
what do you notice first @bout guys: Ego, attitude
last person you danced with: uuuuuh. i haven't the foggiest. someone at the wedding maybe.
worst question to ask: what's wrong? NOTHING! I SWEAR!
who makes you laugh the most: Lots of people
who makes you smile: Lots of people
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: like a good funny feeling? Not telling!
who has a crush on you: I'm always oblivious. Suddenly they're professing their undying love on bended knee and I'm like, "WTF mate?"
[d.o | y.o.u | e.v.e.r]
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: uh no.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes i want to play some really good guy roles. but no. me gusta ser una chica.
wish you were younger: yes. a year or two. but then I wouldn't be able to drink legally.
[n.u.m.b.e.r]
of times i have had my heart broken: once. by my daddy.
of hearts i have broken: ummm i can think of 3 off-hand
of girls i've kissed: uh 3
of continents i have lived in: One
of tight friends: a handful
of cds i own: Lots and lots
of scars on body: 1
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| Sunday, July 11th, 2004
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11:56 pm - Put THAT in your blurty and smoke it!
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I had a night full of ridiculous words. Here are some quotes of the night. . . (the title of this entry is also one of the quotes. That one was Nathan.)
I planned three cities last Tuesday.
Really. What did you name your cities?
Nathonia, Nathtopia, and Nathtopolous.
Poon-Poon!!
Hello. My name is African Rainwater.
A lot of capillaries around the rectal issue-tay.
Maybe I did, and Maybe I DID!
I'm gonna do a stomach monkey.
Buuuuuullshit! And by bullshit, I mean more power to ya!
Ow! I'm getting butt-raped!
Aaaand by butt-raped, you mean. . .
Butt-raped.
And now I go.
I love my new piano music. Philip Glass is easier to play than some of the Yann Tiersen. Or however you spell it.
I didn't drink tonight.
Gowd!
current mood:  chipper
current music: I'm Going to Make a Cake. Philip Glass. In my head.
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| Thursday, July 8th, 2004
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7:17 pm - Good hair day.
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For MY future reference, as I don't want to have to scramble for a piece of paper for the first couple weeks of school, my class schedule. Well, what there is of it. So far.
MONDAY
Sophomore Music Lab (hopefully I can try to test out)
2:00pm - 2:50pm
Rm 306
Acting 3
4:30pm - 6:20pm
Studio Theatre
TUESDAY
Shakespeare 1
11:30am - 12:50pm
Concert Room
Musical Theatre 3
4:30pm - 5:50pm
T21
WEDNESDAY
Voice and Speech 3
11:30am - 12:50pm
T30
Musical Theatre 3
1:00pm - 3:20pm
Studio Theatre
Musical Theatre 3
4:30pm - 5:50pm
Annex 3A
THURSDAY
Movement for the Actor 3
11:30am - 12:50pm
Annex 2
Voice and Speech 3
1:30pm - 3:20pm
T30
Acting 3
4:30pm - 6:20pm
Studio Theatre
FRIDAY
Sophomore Music Lab
10:30am - 11:20am
AB13
Shakespeare 1
11:30am - 12:50pm
Concert Room
Aaaaaaand, that's it so far.
YET TO BE SCHEDULED
Ballet - I'm assuming Intermediate again. :P I'd be freaked out if it was anything higher.
Jazz - I'm guessing Intermediate on that one too.
2 Sections of Tap - I'm assuming Advanced
Voice Lessons
YEP. Word up, Core 3.
Summer is a bitch.
But my hair and eye makeup are pretty today, and I just had yummy Mexican at Miguels. So I'm okay.
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/endofworld.html
Shits and Giggles.
current mood:  full
current music: There's a high pitched whistle in my head. Eeeeh.
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