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i'm still alive no need to be alarmed....
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| the phone slips from a loose grip |
[14 Apr 2004|08:51pm] |
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bright eyes - haligh haligh a lie haligh |
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my day was pretty rad today.
It's my best friend Jess Conrad's birfday today!!
yeah.. this is jess
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| come on get up |
[27 Feb 2004|04:51pm] |
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smile empty soul-with this knife |
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today my english teach gave me this thing for poems....and she wants me to enter and if i win 1st i get 25$ and a ribbon and if i win at all i get to read it at the arts festival.and u get ur poem published in the arts book....which is awesome becuz that is #10 on my list!!!
well i need to go to the mall tonight to get somethings....
OH my i am on ryan kenner's water volleyball team!! wahoo
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| ye thought ye knew the |
[26 Feb 2004|05:50pm] |
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thiller-michael jackson |
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well time ticks down to the weekend....prison was ok today....i haven't written for a long time so today i figured i would sit down and really write....no quick stuff....but yea....i can't remember the last time i thought about things....i mean i do think all the time....very spiritual....
the darkened sky really glooms everything...but happiness will come...i have dance tonight...for some reason i am writing really short senteced....haha...
wow prison...there is a thing to talk about...every morning the same old thing....i am sick and tired of dr. petracka.....and his freakin rules....no one likes him....i wonder if he knows people make fun of him....
yea lunch is fun i'm with krystyn,becky,kelly,and roni......but since i gave up junk food for lent i really don't have anything to eat which sucks....so i usually eat pizza everyday now....
i have been playing this game on the puter....its called age of mythology and omg it is sooo much funnn....bryan gave it to me...i love him!!<33 best ever...its soo cool becuz we are both very interested in greek mythology and all the others and we have all these things to talk about and i love staying up late talking to him on the phone and when he comes over....and the other night we were talking about how he misses playing with me and stuff so we sat down and played checkers hahaha i haven't played that forever..he beat me..but secertly let me win....and he gave me and hug and kissed me good night....and i almost cried....becuz i didn't make the move first he came to me....i loved it....<3
if i didn't have him i don't know what i would do...
but yea....i don't know i am just lovin life right now...
but i g2g so i will write my pretty mind down later
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| fate |
[25 Feb 2004|07:48pm] |
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I hate the knife of irony in my back
and the twist of fate making my bones crack
my blood is flowing like destiny
down a predetermined path out of me
there are no forks in the road left
while the pale rider plans my last breath
there wasn't anything behind door #3
that wasn't behind #1 waiting for me
there are no opitions we truly choose
God already knows who will win and who will lose
Far off the fates understand
what man doesn't know his life is planned
No chaos exists that is not for reason
not an accident without cause or the change of season
sadly enough we only have one type of control
the thoughts in our minds our heart, and soul
<333 i love it
...thats all for now......
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| alright.. |
[20 Feb 2004|04:49pm] |
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janet jackson-come on get up |
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Come on get up
Come on get up baby
Before you make me change my mind
Come on get up baby
So we can dance all through the night
I feel so free
Could it be
The way you're loving with me
Between the sheets
My mind was telling me
Now I see
The single life's for me
Never thought I'd be
This crazy for you baby
Gotta spell on me
It's who doo
Aw come and get me off
The way your body moves
It drives me damn baby
Now what I wanna see
Is you shake that ass for me so
Come on get up baby
Before you make me change my mind
Come on get up baby
So we can dance all through the night
I feel alive and this smile
Because you're on my mind
All the time
Sexually you please
Mentally
I like your style
Never thought I'd be
This crazy for you baby
Gotta spell on me
It's who doo
Aw come and get me off
The way your body moves
It drives me damn baby
Now what I wanna see
Is you shake that ass for me so
Come on get up baby
Before you make me change my mind
Come on get up baby
So we can dance all through the night
thats my dance song for my tuesday dance class....its awesome....my toe dance and my other jazz class is awesome....i can't wait till the recital....
tonight aliah and jess are suppose to stay wahoo....it is going to be ok according to aliah!!! hahahha luv ya!
well thats it for now
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| dog days have just begun... |
[31 Jan 2004|11:33am] |
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jaine's got a gun-aerosmith |
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wow ski club was cancelled soo i was all bumed out on thursday....then friday i was close to kill devin....ew i am not going to even start....jess and me had this beautiful convo last night in my room of all the memories or our lives....wow have we done some crazy shit....haha it was great....
today i am going to eric's and having fun in the snow with jb, jd, eric, sam, britt, krystyn...wow its going to be sooo great then i am sleepin at krystyn's or britt's not sure yet.....but yea
lately i have been thinking and was soo confused about my life....and i started to think i was doing everything wrong but i figured it out and now life is just starting to make sense....thanks
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| wow its been a while |
[28 Jan 2004|05:06pm] |
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wow...i haven't written for the longest time ever...so i am going to try and start writing again....haha but yea i don't have anything to talk about now...except SKI CLUB TOMORROW>.....wahoooooooo....talk to you later
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[13 Dec 2003|03:48pm] |
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[12 Dec 2003|10:13pm] |
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You're Green Nailpolish.
You're wild. You're always hyper; and always the
center of attention. You never get bored; and
hell; you wouldn't want it any other way.
You're one crazy effer.
What Nailpolish Color Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
hahaha i couldn't say it any better myself hahahaha
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| life |
[16 Nov 2003|11:36am] |
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wow....it is just flying past soo fast...i don't even know where i am sometimes...but if it wasn't for my friends and family to keep me sane i don't know what i would do so this entry is a special thing to them !!
THANK YOU
u are the true miracles**
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| I'm sorry that I am not a maiden fair and that I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere. |
[06 Nov 2003|10:08pm] |
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ani difranco-i'm not a pretty girl |
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jessica ann conrad , lloves robert edward franzwa III to the most distant star and beyond, and she will die lloving him<33 she fell asleep in his arms today for about an hour. it was wondrous.
pam lloves me. i know it.
you're trying to defy gravity on a planet that insists.. that llove is like falling and falling is like this.
pam rocks at volleyball. she needs to bring my shirt tomorrow so i can wear if for pictures.
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| this weekend |
[02 Nov 2003|05:44pm] |
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wow this weekend was freakin kick ass!!!
i went to the football game on friday and hung out with mike, renee, justin, and krystyn.....i couldn't find my jessica ann till the end....then i found her YAY and kayla YAY and alliah YAY and britt YAY hahahaha then we went to kings and hung out and ate...then we got kicked out of the parking lot so we went to the back parking lot and hung out till alliah's dad came....i got to spend time with mike...it was grand!!.....then we went to my house and got clothes then alliah's ahhahaha and then we snuck out and went to sheetz and britt and her 95 cents wow funny shit...then went back to alliah's and watched 16 candles...kick ass movie....then i went to bed....
-next morning-
i woke up by the shaking of britt and alliah-hahha then we took pictures of our body parts..haha what ear are u? hahahha then britt, jess and i had to leave alliah and kayla....so sad =*(....
then i went home and got ready for the show...i bugged mike for i think two hours to go...and he did...=)))
then the show was freakin great i had soo much fun i was so tired though hahaha...thanks mike =P
then today my mom and me went to SC and i had to buy new toe shoes...and we ate lunch with my brother it was great and then on the way back my mother and i sang oldies i LOVED it....
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[16 Oct 2003|05:44pm] |
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My memory of you is like snow.
You left your tracks in it.
Your footsteps pepper the frozen fields.
This ice covers the flowers,
but your footsteps remain.
I follow them, but they never lead me to you.
The snow never melts.
If it did, I would lose you forever.
I pray for the winter to stay.
by ~me~
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| SICK |
[14 Oct 2003|12:41pm] |
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=*(....sick....
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| the hours i sit and wait |
[04 Oct 2003|05:59pm] |
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sitting in the darkness wondering if anything will happen...sitting in anticipation...waiting...and sitting...nothing happens...not even a tad of light appears....does this mean i'm dead?....or just not there...not knowing what i am waiting for i try to get up...but for some reason my legs,not making the slightest sign of life,....won't let me get up....it seems that fate has assigned me to sit here and wait..
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| the football game |
[04 Oct 2003|02:19pm] |
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the football game was great....i finally got to be held in justin's arm...it made me soo happy to be with him...=)...after the game jess and i went to kings but it was packed so we went to best way and ate then back over to kings to hang out with some people....bret and stuff man it was great....funny stuff....then alisha was there hahaha i am sex hahahah!!! wow great night then after that jess slept over and we watched EMPIRE RECORDS...the greatest movie!! haha then i fell asleep and that was that....hahahaha.....Just ur nutty typical american teenager..
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| lying in heaven |
[01 Oct 2003|08:57pm] |
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Name: Justin
Location: Altoona
Gender: Male
Marital Status: This close :pinches fingers:
Hobbies & Interests: Playing guitar.
Favorite Gadgets: My guitar, my amp, my pedals, my other guitars, and my skateboard.
Occupation: Guitarist for Usless Ambition.
Personal Quote: Slayer said "Blood" 71 times in 8 albums...Spread the news.
wow that makes me smile!!!
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| the days go by...but am i still sane? |
[29 Sep 2003|08:58pm] |
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Hey boys, Hey girls, Hey anybody who will listen to me
In case you havent noticed its just me against the world today
I fell out of the wrong side of the bed and landed in the worst mood
The stupid alarm clock screaming at me from across the room
I'm trying to be nice im trying ot be reasonable but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be
If your looking for that nice girl from the day before dont bother she dont live here anymore
Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed and in case you havent heard its just me against the world
And the world is winning
You should have let me stay in bed I've got this pounding in my head
No nothings ok wont you stay out of my face today I'm slamming doors I'm slamming phones down
Watch out for this temper tantrum
Stay outta my way cause if you dont you'll be scared away
I'm trying to be nice im trying ot be reasonable but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be
If your looking for that nice girl from the day before dont bother she dont live here anymore
Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed and in case you havent heard its just me against the world
And the world is winning
I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna make you believe what I say
I'm gonna make you
Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed and in case you havent heard
its just me against the world
its just me against the world
And the world is winning
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