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dunno man [19 Sep 2003|09:17pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | "One Day At A Time" ~Die Trying ]

I don't know, lol. So much stuff to blog about so little effort to blog it.. so just FF again.

1. Who is your favorite singer/musician? Why?
My favorite singer is.. steven tyler. yes I love his voice =) I grew up onm aerosmith.

2. What one singer/musician can you not stand? Why?
KELLY CLARKSON! GRRR her voice is so fucking shitty I want to shoot my ear off when I hear her.

3. If your favorite singer wasn't in the music business, do you think you would still like him/her as a person?
I don't know? I don't know much about the guy other than I love his voice o.O

4. Have you been to any concerts? If yes, who put on the best show?
Yes I have. Good Charlotte put on the best show.. live they are amazing. But The Used comes sooo fucking close because bert has an amazing stage presence and voice.

5. What are your thoughts on downloading free music online vs. purchasing albums? Do you feel the RIAA is right in its pursuit to stop people from dowloading free music?
Just purchase the fucking album you damn porkers! I mean it is one thing to download to see if you even like their other songs, and it is another thing if you just download their whole cd and don't even pay for it. I don't think downloading singles and shit should matter though because you hear it on the radio all the time anyways. Although I persoanlly love buying cds it is my third favorite thing ever because I love going to the store and browsing through them. You can sample them and everything it is great. Everyone should go buy a cd right now. lol.

`ClOsEd EyEs`

I forgot to do Friday Five! [13 Sep 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "Poem" ~Taproot ]

1. Is the name you have now the same name that's on your birth certificate? If not, what's changed?
Yes, i am a loser and don't need to change my name.

2. If you could change your name (first, middle and/or last), what would it be?
I don't know :(

3. Why were you named what you were? (Is there a story behind it? Who specifically was responsible for naming you?)
Because my mom wanted a boy names christopher and my dad wanted a girl names alexis so i guess they compramised, they got a girl and my mom insisted on kristina and then my bro was born and named daniel because if he was named christopher that would suck.

4. Are there any names you really hate or love? What are they and why?
I hate the name jacob, it looks ugly, and is pronounced jay-cub not jay-cob and it throws me off damn name..

5. Is the analysis of your name at / / astroexpert accurate? How or how isn't it?
"Your name of Kristina gives you the ability to be creative along practical lines of endeavour. Your ideas can be very original and inventive. You enjoy being with people in a social environment. Your personal appearance is important to you, for you desire to make a good impression on others. Your pleasant manner attracts people to you with their problems and you are capable of offering practical advice, though you would probably not follow such advice yourself. This name causes you to be somewhat too concerned with the personalities, problems, and activities of other people. You seem positive and decisive and can be outspoken in the expression of your opinions, but you lack the self-confidence needed to follow through with your ideas and plans. Procrastination is your downfall. You frequently choose the path of least resistance to avoid your responsibilities. It is not easy for you to overcome obstacles or face issues. This name does you an injustice in that it restricts your success in business and personal pursuits through a lack of ambition. "

Kristina knows more about nothing than anybody.
Kristina is not exceptionally stable.

Kristina is weak of spirit.

Kristina hates happy people.

Kristina is sexually aroused by everything-- including lawn furniture.

Kristina couldn't beat Ghandi at boxing.

Kristina has a horrible, horrible secret.

Kristina likes to see others fail."

yeah they are accurate except the lawn furniture.. lawn ornaments are another story.... j/k.

I am all of the rest though, haha yes I do like to see others fail it makes me feel greatness and that is not nice.

`ClOsEd EyEs`

last picture [08 Sep 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | "Creatures" ~311 ]

Today I took the last school picture I will ever take for the rest of my life. It feels sort of strange knowing you won't be doing this whole routine next year... mainly a relieving feeling. I don't know it feels so final, lol. Oh the happiness. Anywho yeah.

I got my hair cut and dyed today, I got it shorter than I normally do, so I think it will be more managable. Yeah, so a lot of BS happened today buuuttt whatever, it doesn't matter I bitch too much, lmao. until next blog!

`ClOsEd EyEs`

SHIT [07 Sep 2003|10:42pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "The Leaving Song" ~AFI ]

I have senior pictures tomorrow and I need to fucking dye my hair because my roots are showing! GAHHHHH My mom is fucking evil she is supposed to take me and uhh she never did. SOOOO I have to leave a message on her voicemail telling her to set up an appointment for my hair and that she needs to pick me up early from Graphic Design class so I can actually get my hair done and take a shower and fix my hair for senior portraits.

GARH, also the internet world is seriously fucked up. People faking deaths, which is WTF eeww, and then me getting hits and comments so that means I became popular and left my friends behind my fucking ass. ARGH.

`ClOsEd EyEs`

a fuckin har [04 Sep 2003|09:39pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | "Responsibility" ~Mxpx ]

Yeeeaahh. Ok so I don't feel like bitching today so instead I shall talk about my experience in Graphic Design. I talked to Stacey and Dereck. I think Dereck is somewhat of an ass. Cross out think, KNOW. Anywho he was talking about how I listen to MTV bands so I must watch mtv. I really don't though. I watch like 3 shows, lmfao. No TRL is not one of them jerk offs! The Osbournes, Newly Weds and All Things Rock.. but I miss it a lot so bleh.

Define MTV band anyways. He is talking about how he listens to old stuff like bruce springstein. First off. I am sure that back in the day bruce would have put out a video and knowing his following he would have been on mtv a lot, so PSH to you dereck.. not like you read this you ass. Yes because I like some bands that play on MTV I am an MTV follower. MUSIC TELEVISION, not like they play music. Besides I watch FUSE more IF I watch anything related to music videos. I swear you like a band, and if they get on mtv a few years later, you are automatically labled a sheep. Bite a fucking spoon. Metallica is an MTV band, I don't see any flack for people listening to them. Then he said I am not making fun of you. OOOK shall we break it down? I don't watch MTV, they watch TRL, I don't. They watch all the MTV shows, I don't. If anyone is a sheep it is them for even watching all those MTV shows in the first place. They have them hooked, they have them hooked good.

Anyways, I put my PS on hiatus. I don't feel like blogging there when I can't say how I feel. I am not sorry to her, I am fucking not. If I lost her as a friend I suppose it would be for the better as I would make her feel like shit later, I have a tendancy to do that to my best friends. *sigh* I don't mean to but it happens. I think I may break away from that site altogether. I don't think I want it.

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GRR at the world [01 Sep 2003|08:26pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | "Say Anything" ~Good Charlotte ]

I HATE WHEN YOU FUCKING GET PISSED OFF WHEN I AM FUCKING PISSED AT YOU FIRST! You make it look like I'M the bad one when I'm not. I was stating how I feel, and you get pissed off. GARH. If someone co-owns a site they are entitles to keep up their half and do their share are they not? And when I blog about it and they say "um.. you could have just asked..." NO. I couldn't have because I shouldn't HAVE to. CO OWN. GRR

DAMN you all. GRR at you and GRR some more. DAMN YOU ALL DAMN YOU AND YOU AND YOU! All except Zeebra as she gets the specialness "damn you!" that we damn each other with damnit! Everyone else who has made my life hell, DAMN YOU!!!!!

`ClOsEd EyEs`

1 year [17 Aug 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | "Oxygen's Gone" ~Die Trying ]

It has been a long day. I am not talking to my friend because she is pissed off. She probably found this blurty and read the entry before last. Which is fine. I was speaking my mind which I rarely do, and I am sorry if I hurt her feelings, but for gods sake it is friggin true. And it isn't like I used names, and no one knows who it is, so fuck it.

I am also sorry for another friend because she is having trust issues.. her not being able to trust people and a certain someone not being able to trust her. It was a really fucked up. I'm sorry if you read this which you probably won't since you don't have the url. S'okie. Anyways I know how she feels, but she is strong and will get through whatever comes her way. Plus I am always here if she needs to talk minus the little problem w/ my phone being drained and turning off in the middle of an IKEA talk, lmao. Anywho yes, I am out though. I need to fill out some forms for school. FUCK SCHOOL.

Also even though it has been a year I still feel you around me, and I still call you sometimes even though I know you arn't there. You were my best friend, more than anyone else. Thank you for always being there, you will be forever remembered. (that was to a dog that passed away btw). I still cry.

1 `ClOsEd EyEs`

thanks =D [15 Aug 2003|01:21pm]
I want to say thanks to Tawni for setting up my blurty. Now it is not in a retarded looking state anymore, lol.

Ok, just a newsflash to internet people. I don't believe 1/2 of what you say. Now I know you arn't reading this, as you do not have the url to it. But I mean, what the fork? I don't like anyone more or less if they have or haven't met a famous band. Telling me a tall tale doesn't make me like you more. I am quite aware that a 16 year old girl grabbing everyone's asses is highly doubtful. So is benji kissing someone's cheek because it was their "birthday". Dude, I am not gullable, I don't believe you. Don't try and pull one over me, you arn't slick. Where as it MAY have happened, I don't think it is possible for me to meet 7 people who had "highly doubtful" things happen to them, hence the reason they are highly doubtful.

Anyways, school is starting soon.. evil. I know it is my last year blah blah blah. I don't want to go. I like summer, it is nice. Today should last forever. That would be nice. Something about school and my "friends" I don't like. It is mean to say, but I hate most of my "friends". They just hang around just to hang around. One of them asked me why i want to mutilate my body, because i have my ears pierced.... umm.. right. Mutilation right, I have ONE piercing on each ear, and that is mutilation. I'd have more.. but seeing as i have to live under my parents rules, blah blah blah. Whatever, as soon as I am out my eyebrow shall be pierced, haha. Lame I know. Well I'm out.
`ClOsEd EyEs`

bleh [14 Aug 2003|03:40pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "Burning Bridges" ~Mest ]

Ok so i am just using this as a journal away from a blog. I don't want to have to censor myself. Ok so here it goes.

Lately I have been noticing that one of my friends is so freaking immature. She was talking about one of her friends saying how she always HAS to know a band before someone else, because she thinks it is cool. So to get her back she kept asking me about bands that no one has heard of. I mean, isn't that just stooping to her level? Oh yeah I think it is. WTF, dude it is so immature to do that. And what is the point of it? What does it prove? NOTHING. garh.

1 `ClOsEd EyEs`

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