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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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6:09 am
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Here is a little note to all you females out there, if you're going to start telling me something then your obligated to tell me the whole story and if you don't tell me then the next time you want to know something from me I won't tell you. Payback is a bitch isn't it. So what am I saying? If you're not planning on telling me what it was you were going to say keep your fucking mouth shut and don't peak my interest for gods sakes! This goes for all women talking to any guy, we'd rather not know at all then to know that you have an issue that you're not planning on telling us.
current mood:  irritated
current music: Metallica - Nothing Else Matters
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| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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11:32 pm - The Weekly
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Erm, so lets see here... Ever since the post I made about my grad weekend a lot of stuff has happened.. For example, Lyndsey and I have drifted apart and I don't really know why and all I can say about it is that I really don't want to go through the effort to repair things. Why would that be? Well I guess the simple answer is that I didn't really know her very well in the first place and now that I actually am getting to know her better I don't know if I've made a huge mistake letting myself get attached or if things'll be all right. I realize that's a harsh thing to say but some things need to be said.
I have been downloading a lot of music lately, mostly just single mp3s but I've also I downloaded three albums that I wanted to have the other day and they were:- Evanescence - Fallen
- Finch - What It Is To Burn
- Seether - Disclaimer
As per school related items I didn't go to school on Monday because it was grad skip day and I don't know how many people showed up but I know most of my friends didn't. Then on Tuesday I slept in and missed Japanese and English, Wednesday I missed English and Japanese, the only class I missed today was English. I don't really see the point in going to English anymore, as you can probably tell and the reason is that we're not doing anything in that class anymore, not even review, its just boring shit where she bitches and we listen... Fuck her. I'm going to go tomorrow though because we have to write this 'practice exam' and its going to be worth marks..
I recently found out that EA Games would be making a new game called Need for Speed Underground 2 and I happen to have Need for Speed Underground on my computer and looking at some of the concept art for the new game made me want to play again so I re-installed to find out that I was back where I was before the time I un-installed which means I was on 71/111 I managed to bring that up to 83/111 today!
Well anyways, that's it for today, I should get to bed, oh and just for anybody who could be wondering. I'm hungry! Dinner was just started like 20 minutes ago and its freaking well 11:30 PM damnit! I'll most likely end up going to bed before its even ready.
current mood:  indifferent
current music: Seether - Driven Under
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| Monday, May 31st, 2004
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12:09 am - Grad Weekend
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Lets see here, some of you know that this weekend was my grad weekend and a lot of stuff happened, good and bad, a good number of both but for the most part it was a good weekend all in all. I'll give you the rundown from the very beginning because it just wouldn't be a very good story unless I did. (Notice: I redid this in a more efficient fashion to make it easier read).
Pre-Commencements
So lets see here, all the students were let out of school early at 12:35 as if it were a regular half school day so that the grads could possibly go home get something to eat and make it to the McArthur Island sports center by 1:30. I had a friend of mine named Marcin come over to my house because he lives so far away and it wouldn't be practical for him to go home and then go all the way back. We spent some time on my computer and ate lunch after we ate my mom gave us a ride to the school and not to the sports center as we didn't know we were supposed to go to the sports center. Marcin and I ran the 1 minute run there found out where we were supposed to be (because we were late getting there) and got to where we were supposed to be. There were two practice runs and then we all went to the gym at the school to get our cap, gown, and lapel, took some pictures in the gym. The first went well but then the guys flash on the expensive camera gave out and he had to go get another camera... Yay. Went home, showered, and got ready for the commencements.
Commencements
Arrived at the sports center at 6:30, met all my friends and put my cap and gown on, got my bootiner thingy put on by one of the assistants (like I know how to do that kinda stuff, I would've ended up stabbing myself). I talked to a friend of mine, Andrea, I tried to convice her to go to the dinner, but she said she hadn't paid all of her fees and wouldn't be going, I was like alright but you HAVE to go to the dance so that I can at least dance with you once , she didn't show up at all *cries* its not fair, I like her too. Anyways, we did the march, there was a standing ovation for a guy named Charles Davis because his mom and dad died during his high school career. Went through all the people till we finally got to me, nothing special there a few people cheered and I got down. The last guy, Willy Ye, got a standing ovation from the whole grad crowd but it wasn't for any particular reason besides the fact that everybody likes Willy and he's the only male Asian person in our grade. Next there was a slideshow that I made and didn't get any recognition for which took like 30 minutes to run through because once I had handed it in to Mr. Aziz's our Vice Principal he decided to add some special effects and such extending the slide length by 25 minutes! Pictures were taken of grads, friends and such and I made sure I got lots with my friends and Stephanie.
Pre-Dinner
Just before I was about to head to the dinner Stephany called me and told me that she bought me a bootiner (I was just planning on using the one I had from the night before) and would be bringing me it in a few minutes. She showed up and her mom and my mom made her put it onto my tux, a couple pictures were taken and off to the dinner I went. Just as we were getting there my mom realized that my bootiner was falling off and so she re-pinned it to get it to stay better.
Dinner
Got to my table, found out that I was sitting with some of my friends, a lot of the people who were seated at my table didn't show up, whatever. I was going to bring my date Stephanie but by the time I realized that you had to buy an extra ticket for your date they were all already sold out, great! The dinner went on pretty smoothly, first we had some speeches which were boring, then each table was called randomly by number so that we could get our food (my table was fifth I think, I was sitting at table one), I had one plateful and some desserts because I wasn't particularly hungry. After dinner Some awards were given out (most likely to bungee jump naked, couple most likely to get married, etc) I didn't get one, thank god! More speeches were made and then that was the end of the dinner, nothing special happened at the dinner.
Pre-Grand March
As we were waiting for our turn to get into the grand hall for our grand march I ended up having to get some pictures taken of Stephanie, Tia, and I, I got several pictures where I have both women on my arms *smirks* lol, don't ask. More pictures with friends and family, blah blah, boring stuff. Grand march starts here.
Grand March
My mom insisted that she walk with me, whatever. We did that and as we were coming up into the dance room the line stopped for like 5 minutes we've no idea why, after the line started again a friend's sister took a picture of me and my mom coming up the steps and managed to get a picture of my mom and I where I was one step above her so my mom looks like a midget! Its great, I love that picture! Some pictures of me and my mom during the pre-dance and pictures of me and Stephanie during the pre-dance.
Grad Dance (Prom)
This was horrible it was super packed with guests, parents, grads, and grad dates. It wasn't a dance it was a freaking mosh pit, we were trying to get everybody who didn't need to be on the floor off the floor but they wouldn't leave. After about 10 minutes everybody left and they played the grad song (Time of your Life by Greenday) I had to dance with Stephanie because its 'our song' long story I might tell you about it later. There was a big fight between Steph's friends Laura and Kayla I was like whatever you guys aren't ruining my night so you can fight all you want and Steph if you want to do damage control go ahead I'll be over getting a drink or something (cheese, coke, watermelon, and grapes to be exact). After the drama was over we danced some, I inhaled some helium balloons and did some of my impressions and then we left over to Step's friends house Tia's...
Post Grad Dance (Prom)
Well, there is a lot to tell here and I don't think I want to tell it all so basically I'll boil it down while trying to keep all the interesting points intact. We got over to Tia's house it was just the three of us. After about 30 minutes Tia invited two of her male friends from across the road over and things got weird, (generic dumb stuff, smoking, bantering, blah) after the boring stuff the girls went to get the VCR and put it in Tia's room which was really small and had a small TV so I was like whatever and I stayed in the living room. Somewhere during all that the people who we got a ride with to Steph's house (we had to get a ride from there to Tia's house) showed up and made things even weirder. Near to 12 o'clock my friend Mike and his date went home then at around 12:30ish I decided that I was going to walk home in my tux (its about an hour long walk), I was soo mad at being ignored by my date that I left without saying anything to her.
The Walk Home
Man, all I can remember was that I was really mad and I was making pretty good distance because I was so irritated. I was about two-fifths of the way home when I heard someone call my name, I didn't really think about it at first and kept walking but after a few seconds I realized that I should probably at least check to see if the person was infact calling me and not someone else, to my surprise it was Stephanie! I walked some of the way back to her and after about a half an hour of her pestering me I finally told her some of my feelings for her, I wanted to tell her in the first place I just couldn't find the words.
Back at Tia's
We walked back to Tia's place, four people who'd showed up were left: the two guys, my other friend zane and his date, after zane and his date left it was just me, Steph, Tia, and the two guys. They left about an hour later and Tia went to sleep. After about 20 minutes of Steph and I talking she fell asleep on me and I didn't want to move so I let her sleep and was forced to watch some horrific shows on YTV, I won't tell you what just that they were bad. During Steph's sleep she mumbled something about safe and I thought she was awake but she really wasn't I was kinda confused. Steph finally woke up at around 6:30 and decided to go sleep in Tia's room and I figured now would be the perfect time to go home, so we said our good-byes and I left.
The Walk Home (Part 2)
I don't know why but the walk home seemed to talk like 4 hours even though I was home by 7 am, which means I was walking fast because like I said (and if I didn't too bad) it only takes about an hour to walk home. Got home, read my emails, played a game for about 20 minutes and went to bed at 8ish. That was about that.
current mood:  drained
current music: Seether - Broken
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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6:57 pm
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Wow was today interesting or what! I'll start from the beginning since that seems like the best way to do it. First off, I slept in first class and missed English and an essay that we were supposed to write, but before you be all like, 'hey why'd you not go', the answer is simple, because I left class early yesterday when I wasn't supposed to and I know my teacher so showing up would be useless because she wouldn't let me write it in the first place. So on my way to school I sorta 'ran' into someone I knew way back when I was in grade six and I was on my way to school and she was on her way to the store. Anyways, we were walking and I was staring at her cuz she looked familiar and she was staring at me, I assume for the same reason. I finally figured out who she was, she's my friends sister, who's like two years younger than me (and she's pretty good looking too even though she's a skater),
Next on the list, math, we started a geometry unit and I'm a dumbass when it comes to geometry, you give me trig and tell me the equations and I can do anything, but you stick me in geometry and I'm SCREWED! Umm, lets see what else, I played some starcraft and ruled some of the best players in the group of people who play but only cuz they were 'not playing properly'. Last but not least, the note I gave to Stephanie, apparently I was so very close to the mark it wasn't funny, guess I'm pretty good at thinking from her perspective!
Well that's about it, cept for some new Japanese phrases.
1. Ashita nani o shimasu ka?
2. Doitachi machite.
3. Doomo arigato gozaimasu.
4. Anato no baka desu.
current mood:  hungry
current music: Jay-Z - 99 Problems
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| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
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10:19 pm - Blah!
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Blah, yes thats right you read right! I said blah! Why? Thats rather simple, I'm sick of life today, grr, stupid life *growles at life*
So anyways where to begin, eh? That is the question! For now I'll tell you that my uncle is gone most likely for good, he's going to be coming back to get some of his stuff and then he's gone for good, why? Well here is how it works, he was out of town for a job that would only allow him home for about 2 days a month and he decided to come back a week after he'd started to get some more of his stuff, but when he got here he had spent all the money he had on alcahol when he was supposed to use it to buy a ticket back into where he was working.
So after getting in the door he yelled at me for the mess in the house I don't know what he was talking about because the house wasn't a mess in the first place. He 'talked' to my mom for a bit and she told him about the cheque he'd been waiting for and he opened and found out it was only for $31 and he freaked and called my mom all sorts of rude things because she didn't open and see how much it was worth when he never told her and she can't anyways because thats mail fraud. After bitching for awhile he left and nearly got my sister fired from her job because he wouldn't leave. Yeah, thats basically that.
Next on the agenda is the fact that I think I finally figured out a friend of mine, I believe I've mentioned her before: Stephany. Anyways, I was thinking about her and I before I went to bed last night and came to some conclusions as per our 'relationship' trying to come to them from her experience and not mine, I wrote her a note and gave it to her today and I havn't heard from her since, so I must have been pretty close on my assumption. I tried to make it comical and stuff so that she knows I'm not really being serious but I mean it could be that she doesn't know how to take what I said because I might be totally off base, I dunno I'll just have to wait for her to talk to me because I don't want to pester her.
Uhhh, lets see what else... Nothing much that I can think of at the moment besides the fact that I wont be going to the Art Institues of Vancouver this summer because my course cost $22,970 and thats a wee bit more than I have to spend on a course, and I don't want to take out a loan because it will be in my mom's name and not mine. So basically I want/have to get a job and earn the money myself.
Oh right the translations:
1. Teacher, are you ok?
2. What is your phone number?
3. What is your name?
4. What time is it right now?
I would post some new ones but I don't really feel like it at the moment. Whatever, oh and if you're wondering about the song its japanese! The only reason the name is super long and really weird is because its translated and not the REAL name of the song.
current mood: blah
current music: Orange Range - Viva Rock Japanese Side
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| Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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9:40 pm
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So lets see it has been forever since I have posted anything in my Blurty and the reason is I didn't really have anything to say in it. Life has for the most part been really boring and I haven't had much to say about until recently and I was still wondering if I wanted to post about it or not, and as you might be able to tell I am going to tell you. Bear with me because this will most likely be the hugest post I've ever made here.
So lets see I think I'll start off with the fact that Aaron introduced me to Caz awhile back and I've been talking to her ever since, even though she's hardly on during the times that I'm on, but no matter. I think she's about as cool as I think Aaron is, which is a good thing. I mean I pretty much consider Aaron the brother that I never had, so that's like saying that Caz is the sister I should've had instead of being stuck with the two I have, not to say that my sisters are bad or anything they're just.. annoying as hell...
So lets see what else, OH I know apparently I was failing English 12 which is required to be able to pass grade 12. The reason I was failing is because I missed a week of school due to the fact that I was sick and the fact that my teacher is a bitch and said that I couldn't hand in any of the work that I had missed the week I was sick. I have since talked to her myself and had my mom phone in and talk to the administration and now I got to hand some of that stuff in, that's what they get the bastards. I'm pretty sure that I'm not failing anymore as I handed in a bunch of stuff that I had been missing plus I've done everything that has been required of us.
Umm, lets see what else, oh yah this girl that I have been getting real personal with online (her name is Lyndsey) we've really been hitting it off, if we didn't live a province away I would seriously be going out with her, but ya know we live a province away which sucks. So anyways, that's not the bad part yet, the bad part is that we've been like talking everyday and now her dad has gone ape on her and now she's not allowed on the computer unless she okays it with him first and he doesn't want her on the computer much anymore so she's like never online. I haven't talked to her properly in two days! That freaking sucks hardcore, making me really mad is what that's doing.
Uhhh, oh I also might be getting a job for a real estate agent guy to make a website for him and doing some secretarial jobs and such, which might sound bad but when I heard the estimated pay per hour well I decided that any such thoughts were not appropriate. I could be earning anywhere from $10-20 dollars per hours!!! That's crazy and all I have to do is make a website, setup some mail merges with Microsoft Access or Microsoft Excel and shazam I'm done! I might be doing some other jobs for him depending on how much he likes what I do!
Well anyways that's about it for me, my fingers are getting sore and I don't have much else to say 'cept, bye! Oh oh, one more thing, I had to put some japanese on here, see if you can figure them out!
1. Sensei, dai jobu desu ka?
2. Anata wa denwa bango desu ka?
3. Onamae wa nan desu ka?
4. Ima nanji desu ka?
If you can't figure them out I'll post the answers and some new ones next time I made a new post, whenever that is.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Rammstein - Spieluhr
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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11:17 pm
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Well, life could be worse, but its been all right so far... Minus the fact that my sister Amber who was supposed to have moved to the United States permanently is now coming back to live with my mom because if she doesn't she's going to get arrested and then be deported.
My mom and I argued about this for about half an hour today because I think that she should just let my sister stay down there and deal with her own problems because she insisted that she be treated like an adult and be allowed to make her own decisions which meant she be allowed to move there, not like my mom could say no, my sister is 18 now and can do whatever she wants...
Now that Amber IS in trouble my mom is spending the money that was going to MY grad fees so now I have to spend my hard earned money from the website I'm making for my math teacher on my own fees and I'm not getting recompensed for it..... Awesome, my computer upgrades just went out the window, best I can get now is maybe a new burner and some more ram...
I suppose today was also a good day, one of my ex's Stephanie came over today to visit unexpectedly and we had a nice visit, I think I might end up asking her to go to the 'prom' with me, and maybe some other things afterwards ^_^; but I should really get going I have school tomorrow and its already 11:15 as it is, not to mention I didn't sleep well last night.
current mood:  good
current music: Nirvana - Come As Your Are
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| Sunday, April 18th, 2004
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1:58 am
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Man my fucking family sucks ass! Sorry for the profanity but seriously they're starting to piss me off! I tell my mom and my uncle every day I don't appreciate it when the smoke in the house and what do they continue to do, smoke in the god damn house!! Fuck, I might as well just off myself, that way when I'm 40 I wont have to worry about lung cancer for my fucking family smoking in the god damn house.
Anyways, I went and found a download for the new D12 CD entitled D12 World I was pretty much convinced that it was going to be a fake download that wasn't the actual CD but the minute I put it into my play list I knew it was the actual album! I'm quite pleased with that, but the rest of my life sucks....I was told that I was done working on the website for my math teacher, looks like I'm not, apparently the little drop down menus that my math teacher wanted the committee doesn't like and I might have to go and take those off, wonderful!
God I'm not having a good day today, I was talking to my friend from Calgary, Lyndsey today and I was rather enjoying myself until her parents found out that she was on the computer, flipped on her and made her get to bed.... Shesh, I have some bad luck today...
current mood: aggravated
current music: D12 - Git Up
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| Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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10:50 pm
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I guess I haven't posted in my Blurty in awhile, there is no particular reason, except for maybe I haven't had a whole lot to say, and I still don't but I'll try to get something down today.. So I guess it was Wednesday I found out that this girl that I dated awhile back, well I thought for the longest time that I only liked her as a friend, but apparently I was wrong.
I mean, this was a major shock to me, but that day she told me that she was getting hit on by some guy she didn't even know, which made me majorly jealous, which sucks because like I said, I really only thought I liked her as a friend.. But anyways, I've talked to her about it, and we've decided that I'm going to take her to the movies sometime soon, which is cool!
Well anyways that's it for now, my mom has been bugging me for the computer for about 49 minutes and wont lay off which is why I'm going to let her on! I'll probably have a whole lot more to say tomorrow, it all depends.
current mood:  blank
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| Sunday, April 4th, 2004
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4:48 am - I had some shitty days
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Man did today suck or what?!
I mean I've had some bad days since I've had this Blurty but today (this includes yesterday because I made no post yesterday) has to have been the worst of them yet!
So basically let me give you the run down. That girl I was supposed to have come over, she didn't. Apparently she was too busy or forgot or something along those lines, once she told me that she forgot I basically stopped paying attention.
Saturday night 'round 1 am I was getting up to refill my glass of Dr. Pepper and because my couch is right behind my computer desk I somehow managed to snag the corner of the leg of the chair on the couch, lost my balance, fell onto the desk and knocked my computer off of the desk (oh shit)!
What was really bad about it was that it didn't just tip off the desk and fall on its side, for some odd reason it fell, rotated on a weird angle and fell on the face and managed to crack the top of it, and I didn't want to try to fix it and make it worse so it looked like I had a hole in my comptuer, is my mom gonna kill me, damn rights.
So then today I woke up at around 2 PM (great time to wake up eh?) and came out into the living room, putzed around on the computer doing pretty much anything to keep occupied until around 5 PM I think it was when my friend from Calgary came back online we had a good talk for about an hour until we brought up old relationships.
I ended up crying because I actually dwelt on the fact that 5 out of my 11 girlfriends have cheated on me or used me for some reason or another, not a great thing to think about when you're already depressed as it is eh? So then she managed to cheer me up and I was feeling quite good about myself until I watched the latest episode of Naruto.
This happened to be episode 77 and when that was done the parts about Gaara being betrayed and all that shit made me think about my girlfriends again and I ended up crying again. Geeze, I havn't cried in almost four years and all of the sudden I do it twice in like 2 hours.
However, just because the last two days were shit, doesn't mean they were all bad I mean I managed to get D12 - Devils Night, nearly finished my shoutbox, did some of the modifications that my math teacher wanted done on his website, re-broke my computers face to make it look like a crack and not a huge hole in the plate....
Because I fixed my computer face "somewhat" I probably won't get into a whole lot of shit from my mom, but she'll still be pissed, I think im goning to have to lie to her about it. Whatever, I used some of her clear nail polish to seal it together so its not THAT bad anymore.
That's about it for today... I think...
current mood:  lonely
current music: Billy Talent - Standing In The Rain
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| Friday, April 2nd, 2004
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4:14 pm - Putzing Around
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I was just sitting here doing nothing so I figured I might as well put something in the journal for today... I can't really think of much to say because I really haven't done anything interesting over the past few days, minus make some awesome smilie's! I'll be sure to post a link to a couple of my favorites even though I designed my smilie's for light backgrounds and my blog has a black one.. whatever...
So I said that my friend was supposed to be coming over today, I'm not too sure if she is actually going to but now would be the perfect time as my uncle has gone out under the pretense to get some food but he's really going to go get something easy for me to cook and some alcohol because I told him that my mom wasn't going to be home until Sunday, my mistake.
But whatever I don't mind it when my uncle is drunk because he spends all his time in his room and I get to do whatever I want without him watching my every move. I also have to make a list of stuff I want for my birthday and stuff I want for when I grad, so basically one long list because I grad and then a few weeks later its my birthday!
Whelp I made two updates today, one was to remove the smilies because the server is down, and two to update the colors of my blog!
current mood:  amused
current music: Eminem - 'Till I Collapse
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| Thursday, April 1st, 2004
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6:47 pm - Mood: good->pissed in 2 minutes.
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I was having a pretty damn good day today until about 6:30 PM my time, then one of my friends from Calgary, Alberta (one province over from me) logged onto msn and she was being all strange, not acting like she normally does (probably something to do with the fact that she was over at her sisters place) so anyways, she was pretty much being stand-offish and hardly said anything to me.
Finally when she started actually talking to me she typed something that was so horribly composed I had no idea what it meant and I asked her what it meant and then she said basically that if I didn't know what it meant then I needed help. I mean those weren't her exact words but like before they were so horribly composed I had to read between the lines. I decided to tell her that I wasn't in the mood to be patronized and could she please explain what she meant, got nothing out of that.
So I told her how can I understand what you were trying to say to me when it's so horribly typed I have no idea what its supposed to say, which was responded with a bunch of these (...) lovely eh? So I let the issue drop and decided I'd go back to working on my layout for Eternally Forsaken (which is looking awesome and coming along quite well) after about 2 minutes of work she messages me and told me that her and her sister were getting off, I was like whatever, then she cussed me out called an asshole, told me I didn't need to be a jerk about it.
So basically I went from having a pretty good day to really pissed off, if there was a smilie that showed "someone" bashing "someone" then it would perfectly fit my mood because that's what I want to do right now... Violent tendencies, damn rights. I was reminded of a quote from a poem I wrote just when I typed that so here is how it goes:
She will never awaken,
I am eternally forsaken.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Eminem - When The Music Stops
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| Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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10:47 pm - Today, a waste?
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So lets see, a female friend of mine came over today and it was supposed to be just the two of us but ya know that would be too easy, my uncle was home all day and he didn't go out like he was supposed to. I could've dealt with that because my uncle has a slight drinking problem and normally passes out for hours on end but then my sister called me up today and asked me if I minded if she came over to do laundry and I couldn't exactly say no because then she would wonder what was up >_>.
So basically her and I spent four hours talking and cuddling and all that sappy shit, and now were talking on msn and I have jack shit all to say to her but whatever, she's gonna hopefully be coming over again this Friday and I will not for any reason let anybody in this house besides her because my mom will be home sometime soon and I don't want these five days to have been a waste.
Well anyways that's it for now, I've got to get some stuff done before I head off to bed and what not, I would upload this new 800 x 600 grunge wallpaper I made but I don't have a stable enough server to upload it to and you can't upload anything to Blurty so basically I have to wait, I'll show you guys all sometime later ;)
current mood:  sleepy
current music: AFI - He Who Laughs Last
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So I woke up today after having a really horrible dream and I decided that I wasn't going to go to school, I can do that because my mom is out of town for four days and my uncle probably wont wake up from his party with my other uncle until around the end of school anyways. I'm starting to remember part of my dream that put me in a bad mood so if you want to read about it go ahead, I wont flip on you if you dont.
So, I'm in grade 12 this year and I'm going to be graduating as I have all the credits I need and I'm supposed to have 30 CAPP (Carear and Personal Planning) hours but I don't, well I do I just havn't put in a slip to register them. I mean, working as a cashier at the school cafeteria for two years should give me ample enough CAPP hours. But I digress; I don't have a date for the grad dance or as some other cultures call it, the prom. So there are three girls that I'm thinking about asking, Stacy who is only a year younger than I am and another girl named Debi who is two years younger than I am (I happen to like Debi quite a lot more), and finally Andrea *drools* she's in my grade and I'm not quire sure HOW old she is all I know is... *Drools some more* anyways, I think you get the idea.
So in my dream I finally got up the nerve to ask Debi (kinda suprising because I'm naturally a shy guy and have a lot of trouble doing these kinda things) and she tells me no. I asked her why she said no and she tells me, because someone else has already asked me to go with him. That hurt me but it was no big deal its not like I havn't been turned down by girls before, what really hurt was I decided I needed to know who it was and I find out its one of my best friends. That wasn't that bad but he doesn't even like her, he just asked her because he knew I wanted to ask her and to get back at me for something I'd done to him (I never really found out what).
Well anyways, thats all for today, I might update about something later but I doubt it.
current mood:  crushed
current music: Billy Talent - Lies
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