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wow,i actually didn't write an entry yesterday. that's just because i was hardly on the computer. i had to go up to university of hartford for some reason to see it(cuz my sisters going there next year). i guess they were showing my grandparents, but i dont kno why i had to go. oh well, but then after swimming i went to bed pretty early so i didn't really have much time on the computer. and then that brings us to today. lets start by me waking up at 5 fucking o'clock in the morning so i could go "warm up" for swimming in the freezing cold ocean. well im getting ahaid of myself. first of all today was this open water swim thing, where we have to swim a mile in the long island sound. they set up some bouys, and basically you run in the water and swim around some bouys and come back. well we had to have a 6am warm up at our regular pool before this, but i guess that was sort of good because we couldn't really warm up in the ocean. but still, we didn't swim the actual mile untill like 9 so it was kind of pointless. and then we get to the actual water in the sound. holy shit is it cold. its like 66º. you kno when u have a pool and its all cold and like u get it and your like wow this is really cold and then you get out. well that water's probably more around 76 than 66. it was REALLY cold. ok now we had to swim a mile. a mile is a very long way to swim. it took me 24 minutes and 7 seconds to swim this mile, and that was pretty good. i was in the FREEZING cold water for almost a half hour. it was not really that fun. but really, im making it sound like it was some horrible evil thing that was like the worst experience in my life. but after everything, it wasn't really that bad and it was ALMOST fun. especially after. ok enough of that. knop whats cool? on my swim team,(and hes actually from my town) theres this kid(well not really kid, he's 21) thats like olympic level. if you live anywhere near me you might have heard about him breaking an american record in the newspaper or something. but anyways, hes like really cool, but a like completely normal college kid. well technically hes not a college kid, cuz he graduated, but still lol.he gave me a ride this morning, and he was talking about like the crazy stuff they did in college and stuff and he was just talking about stuff and it was really cool. kno what i cant believe!! one of my coaches(jenn dowling)was gunna swim this mad mile(thats what its called, short for madison mile) but she decided this morning while jogging that she didn't want to. this was out of PURE LAZINESS. and she yells at us for being lazy at practice...
everyone that reads this, i have to say that winters pregnant
oh yea i think tonight i decided iim gunna try to do something that i may regret and may not. i guess ill have to see how it goes ><
later all
(by the way, if you dont kno why it says confused its just because i cant really tell you why i am, but i still am confused)
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