||:The Day That I Die:- Good Charlotte
As my Valentine's Day wraps up I'm left with a lot of emotions and a lot of thoughts.
I woke up early this morning to feed Trent, and Joel had sent a dozen roses over, that was really sweet of him. It was nice to wake up to. Joel and I are still getting along very well. We spent yesterday together, with Trent and talking. We haven't had a day like that in a while. I can't even imagine having him gone on the road, he is going to miss some of the best moments with Trent. It's hard to believe he is already a month old, he is so smart and so intellegent. He looks a lot like Joel...he has dark brown hair and bright blue eyes. His hair already spikes out.. *laughs*. So earlier today I took Trent shopping with me, and I decided since I know I will be heading out to some Good Charlotte shows I needed to look like I somewhat fit in.. *laughs* So I got a new outfit.. bare with me, cause it's totally not my look..
( My *NEW* Look.. haha )
Can I pull it off? Who knows. Oh yea, so I finally got my tattoo I have been wanting. It's takes up the whole small of my back... it's 3 stars.. one fairly large one, that kinda looks like one of the ones on Joel's shoulders, and then 2 small sized ones on each side of it.. it's pretty radd!!
So back to my Valentine's Day...I shopped a lil bit, bought Tay a watch for Valentine's Day. I don't know what is going on, and I'm kinda scared to ask...he seemed really distant tonight, and I didn't like it. He did get me some amazing gifts, but what I really want isn't something he can buy, I just want to be with him. Maybe he doesn't feel the same, and if he isn't happy with me, that is ok, I'll understand. I just want him to be happy. That is all I want for everyone, no drama, just happiness.
Congrats to all the new love birds and old.. I hope you had a great Valentine's Day today!!!! It's hard for me to keep track of who's with who. And those of you who are single, someone amazing is waiting out there for you, waiting to love you and take care of you, don't loose hope.
I met Wade tonight, he is a very sweet guy. And an AMAZING dancer!! I hope to kick it with him sometime. It'd be a blast.
My Lil "I <3 u" Shout outs!
Trent- My baby... I love you so much. You are the reason I am living life, I'm so thankful for you, you are my lil angel. I love you.
Joel- Thank you so much for everything, you are one of my best friends, and I love you.
Tay- I love you so much, and you mean so much to me. You are too good to me, and I honestly don't know what i would do without you in my life.
Avril- My best friend, I love you girl. I'm so glad we are friends, and becoming more like sisters each day! You are a beautiful and talented girl!!
Evan- One of my other best friends, you are awesome! I'm glad we became closer, ya know I love you.
Ike, Kelly O, Wade, Julia, Nick, Jessica, Christina, Elijah, Michelle, Ashley, Mandy, Benji, Chelle Lavigne, and everyone else, thank you all for everything, you are all such beautiful and amazing people, and I'm glad to have each of you in my life. *MUAH*
Ok i'm done now...