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    Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
    12:33 pm
    I'm still here
    I update a lot for being in college. I like updating, it doesn't bother me too much, and it gives me a reason to procratinate on that english paper that is due tomorrow.

    Nothing big has been going on. I played basketball with Kait, Kristen, and these two guys last night. The guys didn't try which made me mad, but it was still fun. I think we're playing tonight again, but inside this time because there are a lot of pickup games in the gym. We played outside of Martyr's court (one of the dorms) yesterday, because it was such a nice day, and it was nice to just be outside. There are two other girls on the floor that play, so I think we're gonna check them out tonight and see if they are "worthy" of playing with me, kait and kristen. I'm sure they are, and better than us, which isn't too hard to be.

    Yesterday, I also met another girl that plays lacrosse. My entire floor seems to play lacrosse, and we all brought our sticks which is really cool. We've yet to play, but we definately are sometime this week.

    Rugby is thursday. I go back and forth between whether I should play or not. I want to, but I know I will be busy once my work study starts up. Plus, I want to play basketball, and get involved with community service stuff. I also have to go into manhatten once a week to see the doctor, which will take up a good chunk of whatever day I go. I'm really torn between playing and not playing, because I was all about playing before. I think I may wait a year, and see how busy I am this year, and if I have a lot of free time this year then I will play next year.

    My work study orientation is friday. I'm really excited to begin. I feel like one of those over anxious, naive, young teachers whose first job is at an inner city school, and whose major hopes of making life altering changes in the kids are going to be dashed a week after beginning. I know I'm going to see and hear things the first few weeks that I never imagined. Whatelse is there to expect though? It's the bronx.

    I have class soon, and then I have a mandatory security meeting tonight. That's about it for today.

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: im still here - johnny reznick
    Sunday, September 7th, 2003
    11:24 am
    heyyyyyyyyy. Yesterday I was a little depressed because I REALLYYY missed my friends back home, but today I'm feeling better. I still miss them like crazy, but I had a good time last night so I'm ok. I think I'm not gonna call people when I'm drunk though - it isn't as good as I thought it would be because you have no idea what your saying, and you can end up regretting half of it later. Everyone can still call me when they are drunk though, just don't expect to be hearing from me that way anymore.

    Today is dedicated to laundry, homework, and sleep. We'll see how that all goes.

    Free bagels this morning! score!

    Current Mood: tired
    Saturday, September 6th, 2003
    7:51 pm
    The brandnew/mxpx/dashboard confessional concert was fucking awesome!!! I saw the list for DMB though, and that too seemed to have been great. Brandnew only played 4 songs, but one was mix tape and the other was jude law and a semester abroad - two of my favorite songs. The concert was at the Roseland Ballroom. The crowd was crazy - soo many people in line.

    Today, I went downtown with two girls down the hall. It was a nice day. I don't know what I'm doing tonight yet. I may go to Tinkers, but I don't know.

    Everything is going well so far i guess. I miss my friends a lot though. Everyone here is really nice, but I haven't really clicked with anyone the way I wish I would. I hang out with people, but I don't know if they really want to hang out with me. I guess I think too much that everyone has something bad to say about me, but I really don't feel too comfortable in that respect. I'm not homesick though either. I don't know feel like I really belong anywhere - here or home. My roommate and I get along well, but it's a little wierd because everyone seems to love my roommate, so I kinda feel left out a lot. It's hard...but this is where I want to be, so complaining is a little wrong for me to do I guess. I just really want to see my friends. The biba 6 is the only thing I feel like I really belong to, and I hate not being near them. It's only the first few weeks of school though -I'm sure it'll get better eventually.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Thursday, September 4th, 2003
    8:20 pm
    They say its your birthday.....happy birthday to you!!
    September 4th - Juice's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I know I haven't blurtied lately, but the internet was down for awhile, and I've been kinda busy. It was funny when the internet was off because everyone was socializing with one another, but now that the internet is back on people are more in their rooms.

    The bronx is treating me well - I like it here. Yesterday my roommate, me, and 3 girls in the hall went shopping in Little Italy. Little Italy is located right outside fordham's gates on fordham road. We went food shopping and got those rold gold god's of pretzels, as well as milk, teddy grahams and other good eats.

    People here say the word "wicked" a lot. I'm not all into the "wicked" phase, but it's all good I guess. I get made fun of for saying "dude", but dude....you know what? I'm gonna keep saying dude.

    Yesterday, after Little Italy, me, kate and kristin across the hall, and this kid Nick went to Greenwhich village to get fake ids. We got scammed by some guy on the street. It's our fault, but here's the play by play for anyone bored enough to read:

    Some kids got fake ids the other night at a tatoo parlor in the village called whatever tattoos. They told us how to get there so we decided to head over. We first walked to the D train, which isn't as close as I originally believed, got off at 34th street, then took the F train to 4th Street. The tatoo parlor was on 3rd, so we walked the block and asked the guy if we could get ids. He said he didn't do them anymore. "Anymore"....that was such BS because the kids just got them the other day. Anyway, we left, and tried the other 2 tattoo places located right next door to "whatever". The one guy gave us a card to go to Christopher Street located a few blocks away to a men's clothing store. On our way there, a guy selling newspapers stopped us and asked if we wanted fake ids. We were at first sketchy about trusting him, but being a good scam artist, he did well making us believe him. We walked with him to this pizza place a few blocks down, and listened to him the entire time about how the cops are cracking down on ids in the village.

    When we got to the pizza place he said he was taking nick inside to show him samples of the ids. He told us to just wait in the pizza place until they both came back. He didn't tell nick the same story he told us though, and took nick inside. While in there, he made him pay $60 for the id. After that, Nick and the guy came back, and the guy said he needed a down payment of 20 from me, kate and kristin. He then took Nick outside and told him to walk around the block once. When he got back his id would be finished. Now....I'm not nick, so I don't know why he listened to him about walking around the block, but he did. Obviously, when Nick made his way around, the guy and $120 of our cash was gone.

    After that, we went to the men's clothing store and got our ids. When we walked in, the guy, without even telling him, told us to go to the back. When we went to the back there were atleast ten other guys there from Fordham. It was a small room with a tv and a little girl's bike. The little girl's bike kinda freaked us out a bit, since it was severely out of place, but...we were in the village so anything goes. Jeopardy was on tv so we all entertained ourselves with that until our ids were finished. I got mine for Michigan. I don't know how realistic it is, but who the hell knows what Michigan's liscence looks like?

    So that's my story. There's a party off campus tonight, but I have an 8:30 class in the morning and I'll be busy all weekend. Tomorrow night I'm going to the Brand New, Dashboard Confessional concert with some kid I met the first day here. I'm excited - the ticket is free too.

    Oh yeah - my classes are going well I guess. Italian sucks - I hate languages, and my Philosophy teacher never showed up for class the other day. It was my 8:30 class too so it was kinda annoying. Other than that though, everything is good.

    I miss my friends, but I've been able to talk to them which is good. I even slightly miss Philly. Slightly being the key word there. Ok well...I should go I guess.

    shout out tonight goes to Jim. Jim's 2nd to last entry made me laugh so mad props to him, and actually I guess Rich too.

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: the sounds of the washer machine down the hall
    Saturday, August 30th, 2003
    5:21 pm
    every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
    Well guys, beginning tomorrow I'll be updating from the Bronx. I don't know how much I'll update, but I will be sure to try. Everything is packed, and I'm ready to go. I made a cd for my brother tonight too - I hope he likes it. here's the list:
    How's it gonna be - third eye blind,
    Acoustic #3-goo goo dolls,
    with a little help from my friends - joe cocker
    the boxer - simon and garfunkel
    best of whats around - DMB
    where's your head at - basement jaxx
    get what you give - new radicals
    in the middle - jimmy eat world
    this too will pass
    sympathy - goo goo dolls
    have a little faith in me
    im still here - johnny reznick
    the weight - the band
    say what you mean - cat stevens
    hangin around - counting crows
    the scientist - coldplay
    here comes the sun - the beatles
    beautiful day - u2
    find the river - REM

    There's a bunch a messages in each one of those songs that I hope he gets - especially how's it gonna be, and my personal favorite on the list - "where's your head at, don't let the walls cave in on you, we can't live on without you".

    My uncle called today to say goodbye. They were on their way home from vacation - it was nice to hear from him. They'll probably be coming up to NYC some time this fall.

    Well I'm gonna go - jim and I are going to Shop Rite in a little while.

    Talk to ya'll soon!

    quote of the day: mom - "we can talk on-line!" (pretending to type - "Hey Beck"...."Bye mom")

    Current Mood: determined
    Current Music: best of what's around - DMB
    Friday, August 29th, 2003
    5:57 pm
    On aol's main screen they have a picture of the kid who has reportedly caused the internet virus that has wreaked havoc on many computers across the nation. The kid's picture reminds me of Newman from Seinfeld - the same actor who played in Jurassic Park 1 and shut down the power in the park. Many hours and many candy bars, it seems, were spent sitting at his computer creating this hazardous virus.

    I went to the mall with Juice today. It was a lot of fun, and I bought a pair of jeans and shirt from Hollister. I also got sandals for $5.00 at A&E.

    Tonight I'm going out to dinner with my parents and Nanny. It's my goodbye dinner. We always had goodbye dinners for my brothers so I don't see why I had to fight so hard to get one. My dad said I was going to be so close that the goodbye dinner was pointless. They gave in eventually though, and tonight we're going to Carrabas. I'm excited for the bread.

    I have two more nights in my bed. I'm not worried about going or anything because it seems like everyone is already there. My friends seem to have gotten acclamated pretty quickly, which makes me more hopeful that I will be the same way.

    quote of the day: "It's never too late to have a happy childhood" - store in Oxford Valley mall

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: the sound of rich's incessant iming
    Thursday, August 28th, 2003
    8:40 pm
    Today I realized how much I am going to miss driving. I love driving - I could do it all day. I grew up on annual road trips to Florida and frequent day trips to Virginia. The car was my second home. Actually, that's going a little too far - it was never a second home, although my grandmom did believe Christopher was living out of his car in his junior year of college.

    Today, downtown, I picked myself up a small journal that can fit in my bag. I hear so many classic quotes through the day by random people that I want to start keeping track of them. There hasn't been many quotes of the day lately, and that's mainly because I've forgotten them by the time I get home. With my little book though, I can write them down as I hear them. I feel so cool with my book. I know I'm odd.

    Current Mood: nerdy
    Current Music: when she loved me - sarah mclachlan (toy story 2)
    Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
    12:28 pm
    A most useless place. The Waiting place...
    Nothing is really going on today. I went downtown this morning - no parades thankfully. While there I picked up a dictionary at Barnes and Noble, as well as my mocha frappacino - I haven't had one in awhile.

    I'm getting really anxious to leave. Mo and Rachel leave tomorrow, and Shannon and Mare have already left. I don't know what I'd do if I were Juice - I can't wait that long to start school. I have pretty much everything I need - it's just going that I need to do now. I miss my friends a lot - more than I thought I would actually. I'm happy though that it seems like they're having a good time so far. Things will fall into place once I get to school and I'll be busy with stuff and hopefully not miss them as much. It's fine that I miss them, but I don't know...I just wanna get started and finally have a life, because it's really difficult missing people that you know are busy and can't really miss you the same way, or just don't miss you same way. For once I wanna be the one who's too busy to miss people, or atleast have someone miss me the way I miss them.

    My dad and I were talking yesterday about why Tim and I are screwed, and we came to the conclusion that Tim and I just feel things a lot harder than the normal person. Tim and I are both very empathetic, which means most of our problems are other people's. When someone I love, or even just know, is in pain, I literally feel their pain. The people in our lives are extremely important to us, and we have a hard time being left or leaving them behind, because we want to be there for them so badly, even if they don't really need us. Tim wants so badly to fix my family that it's killing him, and I want so badly to fix him that his unhappiness is killing me. It's just one vicious cycle. If everyone would just be happy everything would be fine. The only time I ever feel I have a purpose is when people go out of there way to talk to me. When people have nothing to say to me I get really depressed because then I don't feel like I'm really needed. Chris's selfishness is why he's so healthy. Maybe I need to be selfish, and not care about other people anymore. Caring about yourself is the only way to be it seems.

    Dr. Seuss, in his poem, 'Oh, the Places you'll go', explains about the waiting place. He warns never to get trapped in the waiting place, but to always keep moving. There's not much moving I can do right now though, so I'm kinda stuck in the waiting place. I could go to more stores, but there's only so much one can buy for such a small room. I can't clutter up the room with more shelves bccause it wouldn't be fair to my roommate. I'm really mad though that it seems as if I don't have any shelves. I thrive on shelves because I have so many little things to put up - like my shot glasses, and picture frames. Mo was only joking when she told my mom I collect shot glasses when they bought me one in NYC, but now it's the truth - I do collect them. I have to get all of my stuff that I stole together too - like my coasters and applebees menu.

    I think I'm going down the shore saturday with my mom. I hope it's a nice day, and I can get a good tan one last time before I leave. I love cold weather, but I look so much better tan, as do many people. I look so sick when I'm pale. When I'm rich I'm going to have a house in Florida, as well as NYC, so I can go down every once in awhile to work on my tan. I know there's tanning salons, and that's probably the more practical route that I'll end up taking one day, but it's nicer to dream about the house in Florida than the tanning booth.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: please remember - leann rimes
    Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
    10:47 pm
    ...and he walked some more nights under african skies
    I talked to chris again today for one last time before I see him in December - 4 more months and he's in the United States for good. We didn't have much to say to eachother since we had just talked a few days ago, so we kept it short.

    Tonight, I went to Best Buy, Target, Office Max, and Tower Records. I met Rachel at Target, and we both bought plates. I also bought a small bookshelf for my books, because when I looked at the dorm the other day through the window I didn't notice any shelves.

    At Tower Records I bought a cd case because I ran out of room in my other one. I have 152 cds all together. 76 of them I listen to on a regular basis. The other 76 have not been listened to since the day they were bought. If you round out each cd to cost $15.00, I've spent approximately $2,280 on cds in my lifetime so far.

    I've just been packing all day - nothing too exciting. I got all of my pictures together, as well as cds. Cds and pictures are my two most important possessions. I think I have too many picture frames though, and not enough room to place all of them. I like all of the pictures though, and I really don't want to take them out of frames. I'll find room.

    Tomorrow I gotta head downtown. I wonder if there'll be any more parades. I sure hope not. I'm just gonna be packing these next few days, so forgive me if all of these entries are the same. Come sunday I'll be in college like the rest of my friends, and hopefully I'll have something to say.

    Current Mood: chipper
    Current Music: the soundtrack to saving private ryan (why...i don't know)
    Monday, August 25th, 2003
    7:43 pm
    I just got home from my trip to Fordham. The doctor was really nice, and I think I'll be okay up there. I took my grandmom with me so she could see the campus. She's an extremely morbid lady these days and kept saying that she wouldn't be around to ever see the campus, so I decided to take her up. I don't know where she thinks she's going (well...i do know...but she isn't going there anytime soon).

    She really wanted to buy me something so I let her buy me a sweatshirt. We went to Cracker Barrel afterwards and in there was a shirt that said, "saw it, wanted it, told grandma, and got it". I didn't buy it, but it was completely appropriate.

    I wasn't able to go into my dorm, but I was able to see what one of the rooms looked like through a window. We're going to need a rug, and we'll probably bunk the beds. My roommate's uncle has a futon that we're hoping will fit in the room.

    I just want to go. I didn't want to go home today - I just wanted to stay there and get started. The soccer team was congregating outside the student center and the football team was practicing. I want Sunday to come so quickly. I still have a lot of crap to get together. I have such a disorganized train of thought though that it's so hard for me to get everything together. I have like 5 lists of things I need just all scattered around.

    I'm gonna go try and get some stuff together now, and call my roommate to tell her about the room. peace out.

    Current Mood: scatter brained
    Current Music: hand in my pocket
    Sunday, August 24th, 2003
    6:33 pm
    ...and he walked his nights under african skies
    Christopher called today. He's doing well, and so is Sweeney. I sent Sweeney a shirt from Disney World and a letter. Apparently she was really excited when she got both. She was more excited about the letter though, which I thought was kind of cool.

    We never talk long, but it was nice being able to talk at all. I'll probably call him again this week before I leave, because he is in town till the 30th. He gave me all of his brotherly advice and told me if I got a boyfriend he'd break his face. My family is very violent. In opposition to Tim though, Christopher was only joking about hurting the boy - whoever that boy may ever be.

    We talked a little bit about Tim too, and hopefully Chris talks to him soon. Tim wants to see me before I leave, but I'm not really all about that. I guess I can't stop him from coming home to see me, but I just can't handle it right now - especially the day before I leave. I know he loves me, and I know it's hurting him a lot for me to be so distant, but I can't give into his ways, because it just makes me more and more frustrated to watch. I know what he's going through, and he needs to get through this, and the only way I feel he can is by realizing that no one is going to buy into his feelings of helplessness, because there is a way to help himself. There's no reason to continue to be so screwed up.

    It was nice talking to Chris though. We talked about the possibility of Kari and him coming up in December, and it seems pretty feasible right now. I'm not going to look too forward to it though, because it's very much up in the air right now. It would be a perfect time for them to come though, because I know how much my brother loves New York at Christmas time. Who doesn't love New York at Christmas time????

    My roommate called today. I wasn't home though, but she left a message on the answering machine. She seems really cool - I'm excited to actually talk to her. I called her back, but I had to leave a message. My message thoroughly sucked, and for a first impression she has to think I'm the biggest dork. It was so weird though, because I said my name was Rebecca - I don't think I've ever called myself Rebecca when introducing myself to people.

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: you oughtta know - alanis morisette
    11:58 am
    I didn't want to go to the wedding at all yesterday, but when I got there it was really nice. Earlier I said I didn't know who Jennifer was, but my dad clued me in yesterday. She used to play in the ocean with me when I was like 4years old. Although I forget playing in the ocean with her, knowing she did that when she was 19 was good enough for me to feel better about going.

    She looked really pretty yesterday, and I got to talk to her for a little while. She felt the same way I did, that we never see each other, but she told me that she's not far away and that we really should try and see more of each other. I got to see the rest of my family too, which was nice since I'm leaving soon.

    My grandmom is such a good dancer. She and my uncle Denny swing danced together - it was really cool to watch. I took a picture of them dancing because they looked really good together. I'm glad my grandmom had such a good time yesterday. She's really close to my Uncle Denny(Jennifer's father), Uncle Johnny, and Aunt Diana so it was especially nice for her to see my Uncle Denny having such a good time.

    I still have so much stuff to get ready for next sunday. I'm starting to get nervous - but that's normal.
    Well I'm gonna go now and try to get some more things ready.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: take a look at me now - phil collins
    11:35 am
    I didn't want to go to the wedding at all yesterday, but when I got there it was really nice. Earlier I said I didn't know who Jennifer was, but my dad clued me in yesterday. She used to play in the ocean with me when I was like 4years old. Although I forget playing in the ocean with her, knowing she did that when she was 19 was good enough for me to feel better about going.

    She looked really pretty yesterday, and I got to talk to her for a little while. She felt the same way I did, that we never see each other, but she told me that she's not far away and that we really should try and see more of each other. I got to see the rest of my family too, which was nice since I'm leaving soon.

    My grandmom is such a good dancer. She and my uncle Denny swing danced together - it was really cool to watch. I took a picture of them dancing because they looked really good together. I'm glad my grandmom had such a good time yesterday. She's really close to my Uncle Denny(Jennifer's father), Uncle Johnny, and Aunt Diana so it was especially nice for her to see my Uncle Denny having such a good time.

    I still have so much stuff to get ready for next sunday. I'm starting to get nervous - but that's normal.
    Well I'm gonna go now and try to get some more things ready.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: take a look at me now - phil collins
    Friday, August 22nd, 2003
    10:49 pm
    there's only so much useless information to write about
    saying goodbye sucks. I just got home from Mare's. When I was driving home I saw these kids hanging out on the corner and I was a little envious of them. Not envious of who they were or what they were doing, but because they would all still have each other a little while longer. I'm really going to miss my friends. I'll admit openly that I cried driving home from Mare's today - I won't see her for awhile, and I'm used to seeing her almost every day.

    Last night I slept over Juice's. It was a lot of fun, and Juice made us cd's with a bunch of pictures on them. This morning I had to leave early to take Nanny to the doctor's. I had to go to the doctor's too today to get my shot. It didn't hurt at all.

    When I got home I was really tired so I ended up sleeping my afternoon away. Tonight I went to El Azteca with Mo, Rachel, and Juice. For desert we had fried ice cream - it was really good. Afterwards, I headed to Mare's to say goodbye. She has to get up really early tomorrow, so I didn't stay long. She'll be in Scranton by the time I wake up because her move in time is 8:30.

    Tomorrow I have a wedding to go to. I'm not looking forward to going, and I have absolutely nothing to wear. I'm not looking forward to this wedding at all.

    On monday I have to head up to Fordham again for a meeting with some doctor up there. It'll be my last time going up before school begins. I'm hoping I can go into Tierney hall too and see my room. I don't know if it'll be open though. I plan on calling my roommate sunday I guess. I hope we get along.

    Tim left today! Whenever he leaves this whole burdening feeling leaves me. I think thats why I was so tired, because I did sleep last night, but after Tim left I got rid of all of that unneccessary mental stress that he puts on me. I don't know if I will see him before I leave...and quite frankly...I could care less if I do.

    My other brother though, Christopher, is coming home soon! I e-mailed him my information and he wrote back to tell me he'll be calling sometime this week. He and Kari are probably going to come pick me up in December when I'm ready to head home for the Christmas break. I think he comes home early December, and I get out around the 20th. Although I'm upset about leaving everyone, I figure I have a lot to look forward to these next few months. Thanksgiving is in November, and that's my favorite holiday (even if the story is completely changed). Then, in December, is Christmas, and my whole family will be together again. It'll be so awesome having Chris home, and having Kari there, and my uncle and aunt at Christmas again. Hopefully Tim is normal by then, and everything can be good. I don't know why I get so excited for Chris to come home. He's the most selfish person I know. The best though is that he knows he's so selfish, and doesn't do anything about it, because being selfish works for him. It works well too.

    I think I've degressed in my writing abilities. I feel like I'm five and can't write complex sentences, and that I forget what punctuation and grammer is.

    I'm listening to jagged little pill. If you want an all round good cd - Jagged Little Pill is it. The entire cd is filled with awesome songs - Mary Jane, Ironic, You oughtta know, hand in my pocket, and you learn. All of those songs on one cd...doesn't get better than that (for me atleast).

    I'm really just writing to write right now. I'm bored and since I slept all day I'm not ready to fall asleep anytime soon.

    quote of the day: BK: Mare, do you think we'd be friends if we went to the same college? Mare: Nope BK: You don't think we'd be friends? Mare: I JUST SAID NOPE! .......thanks mare - just always remember who was obsessed with who.

    Oh yeah - my new phone came in today. It's a flip top and much smaller than my other one. I like it.

    I wonder how much I'll keep this thing up in college? I'm sure I'll keep doing it, and hopefully it'll be much more interesting. My life is the pits when it comes to interesting information. Using "pits" right there just reminded me of Galdi - she'd always say, "it's the pits". Aww...I miss her.

    Let's see how much more useless information I can write about. I ate fried ice cream for the first time tonight. It was scrumptiliumptious.

    Ok...im done.

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: jagged little pill - alannis morissette
    Thursday, August 21st, 2003
    3:19 pm
    Mo's survey
    Hey guys, these are Maureen's answers to jim's survey. Have fun!


    [1] The singular boring question: How old are you? 18
    [2] If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? probably Tim
    [3] Would you name a child of yours after you? no. my name is an old lady name and hard for some people to say (aka me).. i would never put that burden on my child
    [4] If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? i love keara's name haha like any of you know her
    [5] What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? well people dont understand when i say my own name.. it often comes out marie or marlene.. and people always say klarich like theres some dge in it
    [6] If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? yea.. and i'd change my first.. or maybe u could just call me Mo

    [DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS]
    [7] Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? I don't know.. i always think of heaven as up.. hell as down.. heaven good.. hell bad.. wouldnt it be crazy if it was the opposite way around?? And we're all like i wanna go to heaven.. but heaven is actually hell... im very philosophical haha
    [8] Do you think God has a gender? hes a guy
    [9] Do you think science counteracts religion? I hate science.. you have to memorize all that stuff.... so i have no idea
    [10] Do you believe in organized religion? I'm a catholic.
    [11] Where do you think we go when we die? I have no idea... im hoping some place cool
    [12] Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? it's like making me think some deep thoughts
    [HUMOR]
    [13] How easy is it to make you laugh? sooooo incredibly easy
    [14] What person you know makes you laugh the most? my friends..tennis people... Theresa Krause especially
    [15] Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? yes.. all the time
    [16] Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? definitely!
    [17] What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? uranus... did u ever see stepmom???
    [18] What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? i've said some pretty stupid things

    [MUSIC]
    [19] Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? of course!!!!
    [20] What is/are the worst song(s) you've ever heard? i don't know.. b/c i hate songs.. and then i listen to them like 10 years later and i love them ex. mm bop by hanson
    [21] What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? theres prolly a lot of them that i dont really get... i make up my own words sometimes to songs
    [22] What song(s) are constantly in your head? the growing pains theme song.. show me that smile!
    [23] What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? hmmm... thats a tough one... Crazy by dmb
    [24] If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? put it in my mouth! o yea!!! haha
    [25] If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? you are the love of my life!

    [MOVIES]
    [26] What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? That thing you do.. great movie, great songs, great quotes
    [27] Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? i dont know.. some suck horribly.. but look @ american pie.. its awesome!
    [28] Who's your favorite Star Wars character? they all freak me out
    [29] What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? i love chick flicks
    [30] What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? Josie & the pussycats.. i was soo excited.. and then it sucked
    [FOOD]
    [31] When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? sometimes taste.. right now after i gained all this weight, healthiness
    [32] What's your favorite kind of cheese? american... or cheese wiz! yum.. cheese fries!!!
    [33] What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? I'm proud to be an american
    [34] If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? yea...
    [35] Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? no.. didnt u ever see the lion king?? come on-- the circle of life.. someone's gonna eat me when i die too

    [COMPUTERS]
    [36] Mac or PC? PC
    [37] How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer? nothing.. i believe i stuck a toy surfboard in mine when a disk wouldnt come out last summer... yea i broke the floppy drive
    [38] Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? i like person... phone is pretty good too.. and ims are the easiest
    [39] Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? yeah ... u dont say lol in real life.. people think ur crazy! or when you type in "shoot.. dang".. its just not cool online! haha
    [40] Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? Nope

    [THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES]
    [41] Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? sure
    [42] What do you love most about the other gender? muscles!!!
    [43] What do you dislike most about the other gender? they can be asswholes...
    [44] What do you understand least about the other gender? they're pretty confusing
    [CELEBRITIES]
    [45] Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? of course!
    [46] What celebrity's autograph do you want most? ben affleck
    [47] Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? nope
    [48] If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? lucy from seventh heaven for awhile.. ok i had the big bangs and i was annoying.. but i still dont see it....
    [49] Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? yea.. i love the whole celebrity scene
    [50] If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? never saw the movie yo
    [51] Do you want to be John Malkovich? no.. its ok

    [NUMBERS]
    [52] Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? when i think of mary fran getting it tattoed on her back and then mr lanzilotta being drunk and sayign "you got a 69 on ur back".. yea i do
    [53] Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
    [54] Do you actually know your Social Security Number?yes i do...
    [55] Do you actually know your IP address? um... no
    [56] Do you know what an IP address is?not really..
    [57] Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? yup
    [58] Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? well when i took math.. i did
    [59] Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? YES!.. THEY'RE STUPID!
    [60] What do you think of pi? 3/14

    [LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT]
    [61] Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? no.. if you know me, you know i love talking about sex! black underwear.. woo hoo
    [62] If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? it would be pretty cool
    [63] Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? i prefer to know someone... had a few bad blind.. aka smurph haha!
    [64] Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? sure..
    [65] Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? its a guys job to ask out
    [66] What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? u know im gonna get pregnant...
    [67] Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? see.. i don't know... i used to be very superficial... so thats a hard question
    [68] Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? no
    [69] Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? Thats like a fairy tale....
    [70] Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? yea.. u must not have a life if you did it on purpose.. but i dont really have a life b/c i filled out this survey and i dont even have a blurty

    [POSSESSIONS]
    [71] What is your favorite possession? pictures and letters
    [72] What physical, tangible possession do you want most? money,a boyfriend
    [73] How badly do you want it? badly
    [74] Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? no
    [75] How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? i still dont really get it...

    [HOLIDAYS]
    [76] Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? no!!! christmas music is the best stuff!!!
    [77] How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? 35
    [78] What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? raggedy anne.. i was so cute!
    [79] What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? soccer player.. how original!
    [80] What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? well bk said thanksgiving... but if you read my temple book, thanksgiving is really a completely different story... ARBOR DAY! all about the trees....
    [81] There are currently no federal holidays during August - what should be put there? a bank holiday.
    [MEMORIES]
    [82] How good is your short-term memory? its pretty good
    [83] How good is your long-term memory? really good.. for stuff i wanna remember
    [84] What is your earliest memory? being in the hospital in like a criblike thing even tho i was 3... and watching the care bears on TV.. a lil strange.. but its all i remember
    [85] What is your happiest memory (other than recieving this survey)? my 17th birthday.. well that whole week
    [86] What is your strangest memory? pam derose brought in colored bread for lunch in 6th grade.. it was like rainbow.. even tho she doesnt remember.. but i swear she did
    [87] What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? i dont know.. if i wanna memorize it, i will

    [TEARS]
    [88] What movie makes/made you cry? stepmom, beaches.. but seriously what doesnt make me cry?!?!
    [89] What book makes/made you cry? i dont know..
    [90] What song makes/made you cry? hero by mariah carey... wind beneath my wings... goodbye to you... so many more.. i cry way too much
    [91] What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried? everytime i laugh.. i pretty much start crying
    [THREE TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS]
    [92] Would you like to be cloned? nope
    [93] Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? for what reason? not really.. it would be pretty scary.. and that would just suck
    [94] Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? excuse me.....

    [THIS SURVEY]
    [95] Do you think that one hundred and one questions is too long? yea...
    [96] Do you think the one hundred interesting questions actually were interesting? some of them were... but tis not the best one
    [97] Are you sorry you began filling it out? Not really
    [98] What question do you wish it had asked? what is your favorite item of clothing?
    [99] How would you have answered it? skirt

    [THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS]
    [100] When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? i dont flat out say i love you.. but i show it in my actions... i think
    [101] What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? i need a life

    Current Mood: blank
    Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
    4:26 pm
    survey
    Yeah....I stole one of Jim's surveys too. Enjoy!

    [1] The singular boring question: How old are you? 18
    [2] If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? I'm not sure.
    [3] Would you name a child of yours after you? no. I want them to have their own name.
    [4] If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? I'm cool with my name - especially my initials.
    [5] What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? You'd have to be born with no brain to mispronounce Rebecca Ann Kelly.
    [6] If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? I'd change my name according to that thing where your first name is your middle name and your last is your street. That would make me - Ann Devereaux.

    [DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS]
    [7] Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? I don't believe that heaven is in the clouds and hell is beneath the earth. I do believe, however, that Heaven and Hell exist in some form.
    [8] Do you think God has a gender? He's the father. Mary is the mother. I don't believe in that whole God can be a woman thing.
    [9] Do you think science counteracts religion? Religion is based on faith whereas science is based on fact. Understanding science does not make me believe less in my religion though.
    [10] Do you believe in organized religion? I'm a catholic.
    [11] Where do you think we go when we die? I have no idea.
    [12] Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? yes

    [HUMOR]
    [13] How easy is it to make you laugh? not hard.
    [14] What person you know makes you laugh the most? my friends. Maybe Maureen.
    [15] Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? yeah, sometimes
    [16] Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? i'm not a joke teller - i suck at telling jokes
    [17] What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? phospholips
    [18] What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? i'm not sure - someone else can answer that

    [MUSIC]
    [19] Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? I'm a big dancer when no one is watching.
    [20] What is/are the worst song(s) you've ever heard? mamba #5 - I HATE that song.
    [21] What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? all of the lyrics to american pie. I know its about Buddy Holly dying, but I wanna know the other stuff about the court jester - is that buddy?
    [22] What song(s) are constantly in your head? acoustic # 3 lately
    [23] What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? hand in my pocket, acoustic # 3
    [24] If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? best of me. i have no idea
    [25] If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? I like big butts

    [MOVIES]
    [26] What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? Robin Hood. No one will watch it and see how great it is, and how great Robin Hood's accent is. Yes people...I know he's a fox..literally.
    [27] Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? depends on what it is a sequel of. Godfather sequels are good, because the first was a great movie, and a sequel was appopriate. Alladin, return of Jafar, on the other hand, was not an appropriate sequel.
    [28] Who's your favorite Star Wars character? jaba the hut. (favorite Spaceballs character - Pizza the hut)
    [29] What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? i like it how it is
    [30] What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? Magnolia. didn't understand it...don't wish to try.
    [FOOD]
    [31] When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste
    [32] What's your favorite kind of cheese? I create cheese world on my pizza with parmesan.
    [33] What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? I'm grated.
    [34] If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? I know what goes into it, and yes, I still eat it.
    [35] Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? quote of the day is a nostalgix one. Mom-Mom: "Loretta, God put animals on this earth for us to eat them". My cousin may not agree with her, but I sure do.

    [COMPUTERS]
    [36] Mac or PC? PC
    [37] How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer? not a whole lot- i just ask the computer people and they tell me what i need to know
    [38] Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? I like the phone, but Ims are easier. person is the best though.
    [39] Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? yeah - iming is how you type and sometimes people write differently than how they speak.
    [40] Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? Nope

    [THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES]
    [41] Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? sure
    [42] What do you love most about the other gender? eyes
    [43] What do you dislike most about the other gender? mind games
    [44] What do you understand least about the other gender? i don't understand a lot
    [CELEBRITIES]
    [45] Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? yes
    [46] What celebrity's autograph do you want most? denzel washington
    [47] Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? nope
    [48] If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? I think I made up a list of characters for all my friends this year and I think I was Christina Ricci - but Christina during Now and Then times.
    [49] Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? i don't worry about celebrities too much.
    [50] If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? Robin Williams - that man is a comical genius
    [51] Do you want to be John Malkovich? nah...im good with BK

    [NUMBERS]
    [52] Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? no
    [53] Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
    [54] Do you actually know your Social Security Number? i think i do now because i've needed it for so many things recently
    [55] Do you actually know your IP address? no im not all that much of a computer geek
    [56] Do you know what an IP address is? i didn't until jim explained it
    [57] Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? nope
    [58] Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? surprisingly, I never gave a thought about it
    [59] Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? my head hurts when I think about normal numbers like 1 and 2
    [60] What do you think of pi? I think Ms. Doherty and Ms. Roselli celebrated its day well.

    [LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT]
    [61] Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? nah
    [62] If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? it would be cool- something to do
    [63] Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? i like knowing someone
    [64] Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? i guess - wouldnt bother me too much
    [65] Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i like when the guy asks out
    [66] What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? lol no comment
    [67] Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yeah
    [68] Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? i don't think so
    [69] Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? I'm not sure. I'll tell you if it happens
    [70] Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? I think this survey's obsession with 69 is immature

    [POSSESSIONS]
    [71] What is your favorite possession? letters
    [72] What physical, tangible possession do you want most? money
    [73] How badly do you want it? badly
    [74] Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? yes
    [75] How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? possess - exorcist...not hard

    [HOLIDAYS]
    [76] Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? yes! it can not be played until Thanksgiving day or after Thanksgiving. It can not be played before then.
    [77] How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? 40
    [78] What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? the goodship lollipop
    [79] What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? toss up between my pajamas and my basketball uniform
    [80] What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? thanksgiving
    [81] There are currently no federal holidays during August - what should be put there? ask the people in the parade today downtown - maybe they'll have an answer.
    [MEMORIES]
    [82] How good is your short-term memory? my short term memory sucks
    [83] How good is your long-term memory? awesome
    [84] What is your earliest memory? prancing around the house with my little drum singing happy birthday to Mickey Mouse with my mom
    [85] What is your happiest memory (other than recieving this survey)? the day Alex was born
    [86] What is your strangest memory? I have this memory of going on a rollercoaster that was indoors. I'm reminded of it everytime I pass the big yellow warehouse on 95. I have no idea why they go together.
    [87] What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? I want to hold your hand by the beatles. the words get me everytime.

    [TEARS]
    [88] What movie makes/made you cry? remember the titans
    [89] What book makes/made you cry? tuesdays with morrie
    [90] What song makes/made you cry? this song on the hanson cd. Its the last song - I forget what its called but I play it when I'm really sad and it makes me cry because it makes me think of all the people I love that have left me.
    [91] What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried? I haven't done it in awhile - theres been things though - i forget though.
    [THREE TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS]
    [92] Would you like to be cloned? a bunch of bks running around - I know you'd love it.
    [93] Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? for what reason? so I could write about it after its done?
    [94] Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? nah ill pass, but thanks for asking galaleo

    [THIS SURVEY]
    [95] Do you think that one hundred and one questions is too long? getting there...
    [96] Do you think the one hundred interesting questions actually were interesting? i don't know...i just wanna finish this thing.
    [97] Are you sorry you began filling it out? Not really it kept me occupied
    [98] What question do you wish it had asked? what adidas sandal color are you?
    [99] How would you have answered it? black

    [THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS]
    [100] When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? I let some people know I love them a lot - others I don't tell as much - I still love them the same though....just harded to tell them that I love them
    [101] What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? i was bored

    Current Mood: bored
    3:25 pm
    I'm going to get a bunch of people together and close Market street for a parade. Today, Market Street was closed due to "a parade". KYW couldn't explain what the parade was. All I can tell you about this parade is that it screwed up traffic tremendously, and made me late for for my appointment. When I drove past one part some lady all dressed up was sitting in a van waving to people. In front of her van was a limo with some poster stuck to it. The poster was small, and I couldn't make out what the parade was for. The lady in the van made me laugh though, because I don't think she was anyone very important. If she was anyone important she wouldn't have been driving in a green chrysler mini-van. Couldn't the lady walk?? It is a parade for God's sake.
    My personal theory on the parade is that it was some John Street campaign. Thank God I'm 18 and can vote this year. If I ever become mayor the first thing I am going to get rid of is stupid parades.

    I'm not really in the best of moods today - I don't know why. I think maybe the traffic downtown has something to do with it. I'll snap out of it.

    Current Mood: crappy
    12:20 am
    I still have nothing important to say...but I'm bored and I don't feel like going to bed. I have another good song for people - Acoustic #3 by goo goo dolls. I love it.

    Acoustic #3 Lyrics:They painted up your secrets
    With the lies they told you
    And the least they ever gave you
    Was the most you ever knew

    And I wonder where these dreams go
    When the world gets in your way
    What’s the point in all this screaming
    No one’s listening anyway

    Your voice is small and fading
    And you hide in here unknown
    And your mother loves your father
    ’cause she’s got nowhere to go

    And she wonders where these dreams go
    ’cause the world got in her way
    What’s the point ever trying
    Nothing’s changing anyway

    They press their lips against you
    And you love the lies they say
    And I tried so hard to reach you
    But you’re falling anyway

    And you know I see right through you
    When the world gets in your way
    What’s the point in all the screaming
    You’re not listening anyway - Goo Goo dolls

    Current Mood: awake
    Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
    11:03 pm
    i got nothing to say, yet I speak anyway
    I don't really have much to going on today, but I figured I'd update. I went to the the doctor's this morning. My ultra sound was at 10:30 and then I had to see the doctor afterwards. I didn't get out of the hospital until 1:30.

    Afterwards, my dad and I went to Applebees. No doctor's appointment is complete without lunch in my family. My mom-mom used to love going to the doctor's because she knew that the Country Club diner came after it. Sometimes I'd go with my dad when he had to take her just so I'd get lunch.

    Tomorrow I have to head downtown again for my appointment. My dad is coming with me, because afterwards we're going to the Verizon building to get an upgrade on my phone. With him coming I won't have to valet park this time. My dad has never valet parked in his entire life, and his 18 year old daughter has.

    I'm listening to Thursday - porcelain to be exact. Awesome song. Another awesome song is "hand in my pocket" by alanis morrisette. It's an oldie..but a goodie. I used to be obsessed with that song when I was like 10, and then I lost jagged little pill. When I rebought the cd at the Princeton Record Exchange I began listening to it again, and now I remember how good it is. Also...my uncle told me the other day when I was complaining to him on the phone about Tim that he's reminded of me everytime he hears it. It made me feel good that a song of such great quality reminds him of me. I felt honored.

    I still need to call my roommate. I didn't want to call her right away and sound to anxious. I'll call her sometime in the next few days. I'm really torn with the name Emily, because I know two of them. The one Emily I know is the coolest person you'll ever meet. The other Emily is annoying. The cool Emily told me to tell my roommate that she better not bring disgrace to the name. I think I'm gonna not tell her that.

    I have no idea what else to talk about tonight so I'm just gonna stop and hope that maybe I'll have some good entries soon.

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: thursday
    12:27 am
    I know it's been a little while since the last update, but I've had a lot going on and I wasn't really in the mood to write, because I would have probably gone on about my brother again.

    But anyway, yesterday I went to Target with my mom. I got some more stuff for school, like my desk lamp and other stuff. I actually forget whatelse I got - I'm sorry. It gives you all the more reason to visit the dorm though -that way you can see for yourself what I bought.

    While my mom and I were at Target, my grandmom was at Boscovs looking for a dress for the wedding of the century. This wedding is the biggest deal ever to my grandmom, and she's not even close to the person getting married. The marriage is my like 3rd cousin, Jennifer's. I think she's so excited about the wedding, because it gives her something to do. My nanny has been a little depressed lately, and it's making me kinda sad to see her that way. She's such a strong woman, and I never pictured her sad, but she has been lately. I don't really know what's going on, but I'm worried, because Nanny means a whole lot to me. She'll snap out of it though, I know so.

    The night before last I went to Carrabas with Mary Fran, Jen Schellinger, and Karolina. It was a lot of fun, and Jen, Mare, and Karolina all got their ears pierced. I was feeling the peer pressure, but I ended up not getting it done. Maybe another day. I'm not really a piercing, tatoo person. I just don't think any of it would look good on me. I can't wait to see Jen in October - I really miss her.

    I don't think I did anyhting last night. If I did then I don't remember.

    Today I went to Shop Rite with Mare to buy stuff for Juice's bbq tonight. Afterwards, I went with Rich to pick up his books at SJU. I bought myself a SJU shot glass, because I collect them. Tonight I went to Juice's for the bbq mentioned earlier. It was a really fun night, and I got to eat some of Juice's scrumptiliumptious brownies. Mare's taco dip was scrumptious too. We looked at old letters from things that brought back a few laughs from last year. Reading those letters just shows how in time the biggest situations are all just a bunch of laughs in the end. To think the things we thought were so serious last year makes me laugh - it was so ridiculous.

    Right now I'm listening to the KX mix. I feel kinda bad for listening to it since I wasn't part of it, but I'm listening to it in random order. I figure random order makes it better, because that way it's not like I'm trying to live through an experience I was not part of.

    Tonight we decided to reinstate pass the love. I'm really excited about that, because I love mail. I really hope everyone participates - it'll be a lot of fun. It's such a good idea, because little things like care packages really make people feel good. I love mail. I even get excited when we get things for resident because I feel like people care about me. I know that's gay, but I really love mail. I'm upset it doesn't come on Sundays though - that's my only problem with the US postal service. If they can deliver through rain, sleet, and hail I think they should be able to deliver on Sundays.

    I need sleep because I need to get up early tomorrow. Doctor appointment at St. Christoper's! Today when my dad told me that St. Chris called, I thought he meant the actual saint. In my head I was like, "but St. Chris doesn't even really exist". Yeah....I've joined Maureen in the getting stupider category. I need to go now though and get some sleep.

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: KX mix cd3
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