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Chris' Blurty:
| Monday, July 28th, 2003 | |
| 2:34 pm | Last entry My entries will no longer be posted here... my new journal will be under the name of "newzealander" |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2003 | |
| 9:48 am | hey guys, its been a while.... not really ive been really busy lately, and i kinda like it bcuz its better than just sittin around, last night i had fun with holly scott and tara and this mornin my cousins are comin over so that should be nice. Andrea... sorry bout yesterday... i was signed on, on someones phone and i forgot, we were in a movie. Annnyway its pretty cool how things work out if you just let time pass... i learned that yesterday... so if you have a problem and it looks useless just wait and somethin will happen to tell you what to do. well thats about it im kinda booring but ill talk to everyone later................................... Current Mood: awake Current Music: sorry so sorry: howie day |
| Thursday, July 24th, 2003 | |
| 1:19 pm | BEEEEEEER  You are Homer Simpson! Opinionated and outgoing, you have the ability to rally people around you. * Which Simpsons Character are You??? * brought to you by Quizilla |
| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003 | |
| 4:14 pm | i am NOT gay  you are will!! you are intelligent and have a bright future....sometimes you are afraid to go out and get it...you are a good friend....but sumtimes you need 2 spice things up your becoming dull Which Will and Grace character are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003 | |
| 2:28 pm | smarty... pants? well hello people, how are things? um today is better than most days the storm is dying and the sun is shining and im breakin out sunglasses again zac simon i miss you , this is not just to diss you , but why were u at camp at all eric hess is so white, i know that its not right, but i had to say somethin that rhymed dino i havent seen you in forever, if i did id be better, eatin some fish again Odai (Uday) and Qusai (Qusay) Hussein are dead whoo hoo 2 down 1 to go i talked to andrea, shes doing well, she brightened up my day im goin to jackies, i cant wait to see her but now i have to go Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: faith : limp bizkit |
| Monday, July 21st, 2003 | |
| 1:43 pm | scattered acting falsely a.k.a. (being fake) sucks lets all give a big hand to all the people out there who are completely satisfied with their lives because they live them as themselves being fake gets you nowhere in the long run... you lose the foothold in which you were always comfortable i found that if i faked being happy, then everyone around me would be that way too. it worked for a while but now it has all fallen away i hope i havent ruined certain relationships because of this... im crazy i feel like my thoughts, actions, desires, reasons, plans... etc. are all over the place (scattered) i think that one thing would settle all of this but im not sure... i wish i was, im just kinda wainting for something to happen i need a vacation NZMI cj Current Mood: scattered Current Music: Scattered by Third Eye Blind |
| Thursday, July 17th, 2003 | |
| 3:03 pm | ive been lied to just another day and im sittin around cant find my head keep feelin around i just dont understand enough is enough im in this with someone stuck in this hole another day to climb left alone but not together i search for answers and all i find is more questions rest is so far away Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: rage against the machine: calm as a bomb |
| Saturday, July 12th, 2003 | |
| 1:33 pm | waiting... and waiting... but i dont care.... she hasnt called yet but she will, i know, its been a long 3 weeks ... ive barely been home and now that i am , i have nothing to do, still job hunting ... we'll see what happens Current Mood: bored Current Music: lifelines ... john mayer |
| 1:26 pm | when i was punk i was way more punk than you is anyone sick of being nervous and annoyed dont play with girls to fill the void no one is fooling anyone everyone struggles inside and everyone has lied turn the music up louder spit out the taste of gunpowder we'll have a bonfire put it all down lets get it higher your the one that makes my throat feel thick she says love i wont be sick when you say how ya doin? shell say im fine, were fine, shes fine o i always laugh when im hurting |
| Sunday, July 6th, 2003 | |
| 8:29 pm | Death death is real, its ugly, and its closer than any of us think. today i witnessed someone die, not in a hospital bed, but in a much much more brutal way, and evil way, a way that has burned itself into my mind, i will never forget what happened today. if you are easily depressed or whatever dont read this I-20 ... from atlanta to birmingham.... it only takes 2 hours max. I was sitting in the backseat of the Tahoe and was listening to music, my mom was reading, dad was driving and maria was asleep. we had just passed aniston so we were halfway home. a tractor trailer rolls by pretty fast carrying 4 ATV's, and i thought to myself... man i wish i had one of those. the truck driver got about 20 cars ahead of us.. then made a sharp turn towards the right... his locks on the trailer that kept the atv's from rolling off, malfunctioned. all 4 atv's were sent flying towards oncoming trafic at 70 miles per hour. cars swerved and skidd to avoid the huge machinery flying towards them ... we were lucky enough to be so far back that we could just slowly pull over and avoid them all together... one car flipped after colliding with one others just smashed with them... afterwards not much of the atv's were left...or the cars that were the victims... the truck was on its side across the whole road... like a belly up animal... we were halfway in the right lane and halfway in the emergency lane, once we regained our breathing patterns .. my mom called 911 i had never heard her that scared... the people in the left lane were slowly backing up because they were afraid of a fire from one of the cars. there were 6 cars in the left lane that were ok... untouched and about 15 in the right where we were.... therefore the left lane was much shorter... and the last car was at least 5 cars away from us... in the backseat of that car was a girl... she must have been asleep and the skid woke her up ... i watched as she rose from lying down position and her face turn white as a second eighteen wheeler barelled down the left lane going at least 80 mph. it hit her car first then panckaking every car in its way then it swerved into our lane about 20 cars ahead of us... then off the road and into a ditch... the girl was gone... definitly ... what i saw ... i dont want to describe... it was gross... vulgar, i was speechless i had just seen her alive now she was dead. ... slowly emt people, firefighters, state troopers etc. arrived... ambulances and ..... a hearse... i had no idea that they pick up dead bodies ... from the scene in a hearse. they loaded her black bag into the hearse and it drove away... 2 helicopters came to take people to nearby hospitals, we sat there and watched for 3 hours... i was sick ... a 70 year old man was alive ..underneath his car... the girls parents were airlifted out... a mother was dillerious as her 2 children in the backseat went from screaming for help to dead silence... as we drove off 3 hours later we found out that the second truck driver had had a heart attack as he was aproaching the first accident... he lost controll and plowed through 7 more cars... a total of 14 cars.. some .. unrecognizable.. i love cars ... i know cars.. i couldnt tell what kind of car they used to be. the girl died she was only 15 years old.. her parents lived.. sofar... the old man lived... so far.. the first truck driver was on his cell phone and lost control... i hate that ... its sick ...im sorry i just wanted to share this with everyone that wanted to read.... death is real Current Mood: upset Current Music: none |
| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003 | |
| 12:18 pm | |
| 12:06 pm | busy well i havent put an entry in on this thing in forever... ive been so busy and not here. alot has happened ... drea left, i went to mda camp, tara is back, ashley just left, chris and jackie fell out, its crazy .. i just got back from atlanta yesterday and im goin back tomorrow. that will be fun.. i was mad last night bcuz tara's mom wouldnt let her stay out with me. but we had fun anyway... lets see.. jackie! i have something for you!!1 hehe, and something on the way for jason tahehehe.. and jill gets a sticker well im kinda tired and maria has already been babysitting for most of the day, i have cleaned 2 apartments and now im here just sitting. the red summer sun Current Mood: content Current Music: again... third eye blind... song... pick one |
| Thursday, June 19th, 2003 | |
| 9:17 am | The Red Summer Sun good morning... i just got home from taking maria to dance camp... i've already had an eventfull morning and its only 919 in the mornin. well anyway... i stayed up last night on the tele with tara and that was ..... envigorating, but it ended good so ... yea... she leaves today for new jersey and she and i are both out of town until july 6 or 7th. so thats a long time but i think i will live. im starting to wonder how much with her is real and what is just infatuation. i hope its real.. or do i .. i dont know ... things get crazy sometimes. people change and times dont help either... jackie, im sorry about chris, but it will be ok... because we always end up where we belong... have you ever had something so great and you know its great but u want to hide it for a while and try other stuff... so u find something great elsewhere but its just a shadow of the greatness of the first thing and the first thing just keeps coming back... everything that happens with you keeps pullin you back to the start.. and you like it... well that happens a lot... i guess im caught up in the madness, if things just seem to fall apart then ..... were goin to mexico... right now... There's a big red sky over you and I And it's coming and we're pumping over the ground In desert air I hope you'll be there Cause it's coming down Pumping over ground I've seen car wreck kids walk away from it Laughed from within I know these days will end It's been a long time, a long time To walk with the mighty I won't be a martyr So let me go, let me go On my own I'll make do with none I will blame no one Slept on packing foam I'll make it all my home And I'll take on anyone It's been a long time, a long time To walk with the mighty I won't be a martyr So let me go, let me go And I'll take on anyone These days they're not done The red summer sun reverse... freeze frame.. reverse... freeze frame.. the red... summer sun... ill take on anyone Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Third Eye Blind: slow motion |
| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003 | |
| 3:36 pm | CLIE' SONY its orange personal entertainment organizer palm powered oakley case memory stick compatable quicktime player color high resolution screen digital camera mp3 god i love this thing |
| Sunday, June 15th, 2003 | |
| 8:02 pm | what do i like? i like your hair all over the place i like your fingers tracing my veins i like the rain all over us i like the way you smile at me i like your lips pressed up against mine i like the way you mold yourself to my position i like the way you keep me guessing i like how your eyes look me up and down i like dancin next to you i like your guilty look i like the cuddle on the couch i like your foot pushing on mine i like your feet on my dashboard and out the window i like you face down on my bed i like it when u curl up into a ball i like it when you make me feel like nothing else matters i like it when you say goodbye i like it when you say hello i like it when you sing to me i like it when we sing together i like it when you listen to me i like it when you laugh at me or at yourself i like it when you hide your face i like it when you stare at me i like it when you hit me i like it when you tell me not to stare i like it when you play with my hand i like it when you let me play i love you Current Mood: mellow Current Music: sunday morning: maroon 5 |
| Friday, June 13th, 2003 | |
| 9:57 am | HOTLANTA well guys im in atl. ... today im in my moms office until 12 and im "helping" her... really im just playing. on her computer while she is on a conference call... kinda funny.. im on the 5th floor of her office building called 2 Ravinia... we stayed in the crown plaza which is right next door... i woke up took a shower and had breakfast in the club level lounge... last night i wanted to go swimming but they closed at 11 and u lose an hour on the way here... they also have a pretty nice gym.. im gonna go work out tonight. no i cant i have red hot chilli peppers ... but im gonna go to the mall of Georgia before that with my mom and my cousins ... my sister has been here since monday .. makes me mad. tomorrow night is norah jones.. but thats an outdoor concert. its been raining since I got here (jackie) and its been pretty nice. USA today at the door when i woke up... yea it was nice. last night on the way up to my room ... i have to put the key in the elevator for the 15th floor and there were all these girls in there goin to the 7th floor and they asked if i would let them come up with me to the club level.... i was like... uummmm lemme think about it... hot 3 girls.... umm NO .. it was pretty funny i think they were surprised. well it looks to me like the weather is clearing up so im gonna go ahead and get out there time to go swimming before i have to leave... have fun everyone chris Current Mood: high Current Music: third eye blind: wounded |
| Thursday, June 12th, 2003 | |
| 10:05 am | laura hutchens is stupid laura... i got to tell you FRACE is NOT a city... its a COUNTRY but anyway... zac simon... ur a loser... 25 entries in 24 hours ... thats crazy andrea... um have fun bowling this weekend but u still havent answered me bout the concert thing eric... um you're white jackie ... get ova hea! ill bring the movie back when i get back.. or somethin like that we always end up where we belong ;) ashley... itll be ok um what happened to laura noblitt? dino...l i have not talked to you in like 2 weeks... o well adrienne ... six flags in 2 weeks .. think about it well guys im off to ATL aka Atlanta aka HOTLANTA aka ... nevermind... yea well im gonna go to a norah jones concert and a red hot chilli peppers concert with my cousins thatll be fun unless it rains. wait... i dunno if its indoors or outdoors... hmmm ... (pondering) well anyway ...yea i get paid by my dad today.. i hope its alot ... im NOT going to six flags on monday and tuesday.. so ill be here, hmmm .. im already packed and ready to go but my dad wont let me leave until i go to the bank for him. hmmm what else... ooo ok .. i was putting cd's in the car and i was having trouble figuring out which ones i liked the most and i came up with a list... not in order.but a list maroon5 all three third eye blind cd's audioslave redhotchillipeppers-the new one ... theres more but i forgot well im gone so ill see everyone when i get back! C-money... naw............... chris |
| Friday, June 6th, 2003 | |
| 2:30 pm | i have to go out to the farm tonight uughh |
| 11:13 am | guess what hey jackie i had a dream last night that chris asked u out... hmmm thats a good thing lets hope i see the future or just whats happening at the moment... |
| Thursday, June 5th, 2003 | |
| 12:34 pm | this feels like a sunday morning i go to mass on saturday night so i never wake up early on sunday... sunday morning seems like its never stormy.. its always a bright and quiet time. this week has felt like a stretched out sunday morning... ive worked a lot and ive gone out a lot... ive worn everything from ... nothing to dress clothes.. ive been freezing and ive been burning up. ive been so happy and ive felt so hurt. ive been so hyper and ive been so tired.. but it all fits into one feeling ... like a sunday morning. today i think will be the last day of this. tomorrow is gonna be hard , so will saturday... but then the actual sunday comes around.. and sunday night i know ill be happier again, i love summer but it has a way with your mind... i want to see my friends and those i havent talked to in a while but at the same time i want to be alone.. or with just one person ... so i have time to think... recently i think ive been thinking too much... there i go again.. you can make a situation so much worse in your mind ... ive learned that plus i have a lesson for everyone... here goes JEALOUSY IS A TERRIBLE THING .. dont let it take over you. i think we all need to escape to a sunday morning where we dont worry about anything and we let the streams of sunlight pour through our bedroom windows as we slowly wake up to the new day... new week .. new us... its kinda like that feeling when youre at the beach and you dont have to wear shoes and bathing suits are your main attire... the summer sun shines hot on your back and the breeze gets quicker as you start to run... u dig your toes into the sand and realize how happy you are at that moment... lets all go to the beach... one last time ... before reality sets in and punches us back like someone in the backseat of micheal josephs car when he decides to take his anger out on the road when hes mad... lets all forget about everything for a little while... im done.. i hope everyone has a good day.. ... cj |
