Sunday, December 14th, 2003

Subject: ...Woah, it's been a while... Time: 5:40 pm. Mood: blah.

Sup Guys! So much has happened since I've written in here the last time, so much more drama but I'm staying away from the shit cuz I don't need to worry anymore. So me and Chris have been going out for 3 weeks and 4 days, it's been okay I guess, I'm just not feeling it anymore and I think we'd be better off just as friends.Friday, Jen and I went to Atlanta to the dome, we had soooooooo much fun! It was really great, we saw a bunch of hott guys! I met Justin Pritchard a couple of weeks ago, I liked him for a few days but after I met him and junk the feelings just went away, I knew nothing would happen with us. So now Im just waiting on a good guy to come my way, it seems like I've been waiting forever but I will know when he gets here. Right now I just wanna spend my time having fun with my friends, we have so much fun when we are together, theres nothing like TRUE friends. So Christmas is a few weeks away, I still have to go Christmas shopping for my friends, today I've been kinda moody cuz everything has just been coming to me all at once and all this shit is just more than I can take, but I'm gonna go cuz I'm fixing to go ride around by myself and listen to sad depressing music. -BrittNay*

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Subject: *Havin Mixed Emotions* Time: 12:25 pm. Mood: confused. Music: Here Without You- 3 Doors Down.

Hey Journal! I know I haven't written in here in a while and I'm sorry but I have been so darn busy.Life for me right now is -okay- I can't say it's bad cuz its not cuz I have God in my life,but I hope things will get better soon.I'm really stressed out right now cuz Im trying to get back with my ex boyfriend and I dunno how he feels cuz I can never talk to him.Anyways on to better things.Last night we all went to my aunts house for my cousins birthday.It was kinda depressing cuz I found out my brother is really moving to Colorado,my mom is fianlly letting him go,I cried cuz I'm gonna miss him so much,my brother is like one of my bestfriends and I love him so much,we may fight sometimes but underneath it all its uncondtional love.After that, I found out alot of more stuff that I never knew,it was kinda hard but it's something you have to deal with ya know?Well, homecoming is coming up,I still haven't ordered my skirt and I still have no clue of who to ask.I have people in mind but I dunno which one I wanna take,lol. I'm a confusing person I guess.Anyways I think thats all I have to say for now, I'll write lata! -BrittNay P.S.~I met Rob Drummond last night,he's a pretty cool guy! ~*This song is dedicated for somebody*~ A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard but it won’t take away my love I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams but tonight girl it’s only you and me

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Subject: I'm TiReD! Time: 11:21 am. Mood: curious.

Hey guys! Whats up?! It's been a while since I've written in here,I've been kinda busy lately. Not much has been happening,umm..Fall Break sucked..lol. All I did was sit at home. I'm suppose to go to Wild Adventures today but the weather is acting up so I dunno what we are going to do yet.Homecoming is coming up..yay! But I'm stuck on who to ask,its between 2 people so it prolly want be that hard to decide.But I have to go cuz I gotta go to the bank before it closes. -Britt

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Subject: It's been a good but bad weekend... Time: 10:49 pm. Mood: optimistic. Music: Nobody Knows It But Me~BabyFace.

Sup guys?! I haven't written in here in a while,so lemme tell you about the weekend,well Friday morning around 2:30 Allen calls me and tells me that Big Forrest had killed himself,I went insane because it was total shock for me,he was a great man and he will be missed!So Friday wasn't a really good day finding all that bad news out,Friday night we played central and got our butts tore up, after 3rd quarter I was gettin crunk in the stands,we had alot of fun that night. Saturday morning I went walking with my personal trainer,she works me to death boy but it's all going to be worth it in the end. After that I got my oil changed,and my tires pumped up.Then I went home and cleaned out and washed my car and stayed at home for the rest of the night and slepted.This morning I woke up around 11,Jess called me and asked if I was going to visitation and I was like of course so she came and picked me up,we went there(a little emotional)and stayed for about an hour and then we left.We went to church around 6, Chris came with us! :) Thats all Im going to say about that.....And after church we just chilled at Jess' house and I came home around 9 and now Im here,I'm not going to school tomorrow because I'm going to the funeral so everybody please keep Lil Forrest and his family in your prayers.I'm gonna go cuz I have to get up early but I will holla at yall lata! Thanks Jessey~Your always here for me when I need you the most! -Britt

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Subject: la la la la Time: 9:05 pm. Mood: calm.

Sup guys?! Well I just got home from church, it was pretty good going to my old church again tonight(I miss them people.)Right now I'm trying to help Jess out with all of her problems right now?! I feel like she needs me in her time of need so Im gonna help her any way possible. Anywho last night was a big mess but I aint gonna get into it cuz I will get mad and I dont like it when Im mad cuz I take it out on everybody, but some people knows what Im talking about,argh!!!!!!!!!!! I saw Allen last night, it was no biggy cuz Im ova it! Jared just called me so I will write lata! Bye! -Brit

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Subject: ~*ahhhhhhh...Im going insane here!*~ Time: 1:37 am. Mood: frustrated. Music: No Place That Far~Sara Evans.

Hey, Well today was a pretty good day,we lost our football game which sucked but its okay,we'll do better next time! :) Go Bulldogs!! Anyways tonight was a really bad night,I found out alot of stuff,argh! Bad stuff that made me upset but I guess everything will be okay(Note to some people) Sometimes you need to worry about other people besides yourself.Allen hasnt called me since Saturday, thats been on my mind alot lately too and when people bring him up or say anything about him it makes me upset,please try not to bring him up in front of me,Thanks! I can't wait till I find a boyfriend(a good boyfriend) who is gonna treat me right,these days guys are jerks! Im going to bed, Im gettin angry! -Britt P.S.~ GET OUT OF MY LIFE,OKAY?!

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Subject: Poem... Time: 4:22 pm. Mood: blah.

You would sit there and tell me How much I meant to you My mind knew it would end someday But my heart had no clue You were oh so perfect for me I loved you from the start And the last thing I expected was a broken heart You are always there for me or thats where you lead but where are you now in my time of need I cried so very much When your loved stop showing But your love is the only thing that can stop my tears from flowing I dont know where to turn now this problem is so new I cant talk to anyone they simply are not you This feeling hurts so much I know it will always taunt Because you are the single most thing in the whole world that I want This was when I was in love w/ Stephen and I just found it today when I was cleaning out my room and I thought yall would like it.. -Brittany

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Subject: ~*How Im Feelin*~ Time: 6:28 pm. Mood: okay.

Take back those tears That you sometimes cry I'll be right here Till your fears subside It won't take long You just need some time [Bridge] Why can't you see [Chorus] That I want you I need you In everything That I do I want you Cause I love you And everything About you Take back those years That you try to hide Relax yourself Don't lose your mind [2nd bridge] Why can't you see Who you can be [Chorus] [Lead break] [Chorus x3

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Subject: *Happy* Time: 11:10 am. Mood: giggly. Music: Somebody Like You~ Keith Urban.

Hey! I just woke up not to long ago and I got bored so I got on the computer. I'm still laughing about last night when my daddy was painting my uncles face with finger nail polish. Me and my dad was laughing our heads off! My uncle said when he got up he went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and he was like "What the h*** is this?"haha..So now my uncle is planing to paint my daddys toe nails.But now he cant cuz my daddy just walked in here and we all started cracking up. I love my family so much,their soo funny! Anyways last night I hung out with Meg,Jess,Jamie and Shay, it was fun! So I have no clue what Im doing today,but Im fixing to go laugh some more! Holla! Happy Belated Birthday to Allen! -Britt

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Subject: hehehehehehe Time: 10:08 pm. Mood: giddy. Music: Here Without You~3 Doors Down.

Hey! I'm in a really good mood today, I dunno what it was. I guess it was the kit kat balls and coke I had this morning,ha! School sucked as usual. After school Meg and I went to our dream school (CENTRAL) and Gent took us for a tour,it was kinda fun,we're going back tomorrow! Tonight was an okay night I guess,Jared and I were really gettin along tonight,I love times like those but I hate it when he is in a bad mood because that puts me in a bad mood also but anywho my brother is yellin at me to go to the store for him so, Holla! -Brit

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Subject: ~*Only Time Heals Pain*~ Time: 7:04 pm. Mood: okay. Music: When You Say Nothing At All~Alison Krauss.

Hey! It's my first time writing in here,needless panic went crazy on me so I had to find a new journal thingy.Everything is back to normal I guess,I knew it would be so Im happy again.For those of you who don't know,Jess has a boyfriend.His name is Jamie and they are so perfect for each other!I am so happy for her though cuz she really deserves this after all the B.S. she went through (Once a cheater,always a cheater!)So anyways,about my love life,ha! I don't have one,I think it's pretty funny though if you think about it,I'm just waiting on this one guy who I like so much(No names mentioned);)I can't wait all my life though so maybe something will happen soon.Today was alright I guess,school is KILLING me! But anywho I'm gonna go find something to do but I will talk to yall laterz! -Britt

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