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Down, down, down [18 Dec 2004|11:48pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Just the voices in my head ]

No, unfortunatley I'm not referring to my weight...at all. If I was it would be more like up, up, up. I just had the biggest binge in the world: a PB & J sandwich, Caramel Chex Mix, Rice Krispie's Treat Cereal and some Cool Whip. Ahhhhh!!!! Why the fuck do I do this if I end up hating myself later on??? I officially feel like a whale - grossness. I'm thinking of fasting but I'm not sure I could do it with finals and all. Grrrrrr....

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Almost Over! [09 Dec 2004|01:50pm]
This semester literally flew by. It seriously seems as if the year just began and now I'm facing finals. Crazy insane! My classes officially end today -yay- and then all that's left are my exams. Which, by the way, I hope aren't too brutal. Philosophy, the only class I'm truly worried about, is my second to last exam so I can study with a bunch of people from my class. Hopefully, that will help.

Moving on, I met a boy! He works with me and he actually is a senior at Columbia. Awesome! Although it's weird that I've never even seen him around. I mean, it's normal to not know people but it's just odd to find people that go to your college whom you don't know - it's just so different then high school!! I've been working with him for a couple of weeks now and we've never talked and he just randomly began talking to me on Monday. I was my usual shy self, but I think he might be interested in me. Yay! He's a hottie and he has that whole Jake Gyllenhaal vibe...so hottt.

The whole weight thing has been going decently. Not great though. I haven't binged but I haven't fasted either. I've basically been eating a little less than normal and excercising more. I just want to be like a pound a week and that will be enough to make me happy. To be honest though, now that I'm actually thin, I'm no longer that concerned with reaching my ideal ana weight. *shrug*
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I wish turkey only cost a nickel! [27 Nov 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | "Butterfly" - Crazytown ]

Actually no, I don't. I generally hate Thanksgiving. Don't get me wrong the ideology behind it is nice but in reality it is nothing short of a load of bull. It's just an excuse for the already obese American population to chow down without limit for an entire weekend. I mean let's face it...there are always left overs.

Being home for Thanksgiving isn't the best thing in the world either. First of all, I am fucking bored out of my mind. I know, I know this is the time to hang out with my friends from high school that I don't get to see. News flash, if I don't make the effort to see you than chances are I don't want to see you. Really, most of my friends go to college in or around the city so we go out more than we did in high school. Everyone else I visit. Those that don't fit into either category - guess what?? I don't like you or we were never close.

So does that sound like a rant to you? Well, it is. It's aimed at all those people that called me over the past three days that wanted to hang out with whom I haven't spoken to (other than on-line) since the year began. Take a hint!!

To all my ana girls...guess what??? Marta is down to 113 - Jigga whaaattt?!?

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It's official I'm a survery slut... [26 Nov 2004|06:54pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

[ Current Mood ] Bored out of my mind
[ Current Music ] The Zephyr Song - RHCP
[ Current Taste ] Peanut Butter cookie
[ Current Make-up ] Foundation, eye shadow, liner, mascara, bronze, gloss
[ Current Hair ] Up
[ Current Annoyance ] My contact is making my eye water
[ Current Smell ] Fresh baked cookies
[ Current Favorite Group ] RHCP, always and forever
[ Current Book you're reading ] Ayn Rand - The Fountainhead
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Au natural
[ Current Refreshment ] Diet Pepsi - for those who think young!
[ Current Worry ] If I should go to the eye doctor since my contacts are out

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] My Mom
[ You Talked to ] My Mom
[ You Hugged ] My Mom
[ You Instant messaged ] Amar
[ You Yelled At ] My Dad
[ You Kissed ] My Dad (not in a twisted incestual way)

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] No one
[ Slap ] Nicole, my roommate
[ Get Really Wasted With ] Trevor, the junior I am absolutely adoring right now
[ Get High With ] The Olsen Twins
[ Look Like] Hmmm....I like myself actually

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] Tim
[makes you smile] Emma
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] William
[is easiest to talk to] Jackie

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] No
[save aol/aim conversations] Yes
[cried because of someone saying something to you] Yes

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] No
[obsessive] Hello?? Trevor, whaaat?!?
[could u live without the computer?] No
[color ur hair] I already do
[habla espanol] Yo quiero Taco Bell
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] Don't know but waaaay over 100
[drink alchohol?] Yes, hello!! I'm a college student
[like watching sunrises or sunset] No
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain] My shins when I run for an obscenely long time

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ] Twice
[of hearts have broken? ] One for sure
of guys I have kissed?: Haha, too many - random hook-ups are my middle name
of scars on my body?: About three
of things in my past that I regret?: Many

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And teh surveys continue... [16 Nov 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Mati or Marta
[x] sex: Chica
[x] my first breath of air: November 25th
[x] status: Open relationship
[x] best friends: Jackie, Nicole and Pipi (haha)

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: Moving into the dorms freshman year
[x] worst?: All of senior year
[x] first word uttered?: MaMa
[x] first best friend ever!?: Aska

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: forgiving
[x] first love: Sebastian
[x] love or lust?: Love
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: Not truly
[x] when love hurts, you: eat fluff, and then look like fluff ;)
[x] true or false: all you need is love: True
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: Yea, I guess
[x] are you in love right now?: Ummm...this is a complicated question right now
[x] how many times have you been in love?: Once

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: Strong hands, intelligence, wit, thoughtful eyese
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Yes
[x] what kinda hair style?: Short but not shaved
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Spend a day doing the things we both love
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: School??
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: No

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: Dog
[x] short or long hair: Long
[x] sunshine or rain: Sunshine
[x] moon or sun: Sun
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: Summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: Written letters
[x] play station or nintendo: Nintendo...Super Mari whaaattt?!?
[x] car or motorcycle: Motorcycle - that's hottt
[x] house party or club: Club, house parties are waay too sketch
[x] sing or dance: Dance

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? Peachy keen
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? White AE cords
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? Light green Gap hoodies
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? Up
[x] what song are u listening to right now? None
[x] how is the weather right now? Chilly
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? Jackie
[x] last dream you can remember? Dreaming this bitch Justina go into NYU and I didn't
[x] who are you talking to right now? No one...my away message claims I'm busy - what a load of bull that is
[x] what time is it? 6:50 pm

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 6757
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? Mac and Cheese
[x] have you ever almost died? I almost drowned when I was like five
[x] have u ever won any special award? Yes, I'm very artistic actually
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? I told my best childhood friend that the neighbor said he wants to kill us
[x] how many kids do you want to have? 2 or 3
[x] son's name? Holden, Tomek, Jared, Matt is hott too
[x] daughter's name? Ava, Aleksandra, Paris, can't decide
[x] shampoo? Sheer blonde
[x] what are you most scared of? Loneliness
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 3
[x] do you have your own TV? Yea
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? Sprained my ankle from tennis
[x] who do you dream about? Everything and nothing
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? My mom
[x] is cheerleading a sport? Yes
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? Depends how hard it is ;) lol

_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Kind of
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon? Italian Riviera
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex? Eyes....
[x] do you find yourself attractive? Yes
[x] do others find you attractive? Yep

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I guess this is becoming my survey blurty.... [12 Oct 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | blank ]

. : You : .
Name: Marta
Nick-Name: Mati
Sex: Sexy vixen
Birthdate: Nov. 25th
Birthplace: Copenhagen, Denmark
Current Location: Manhattan, NYC
Height: 5'5 *sigh*
Hair Color: Light blonde
Eye Color: Green
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Sign: Sage
Status: Single slut...haha just joshin'

. : Favorites : .
Color: Black, red and pink
Place: NYC!!
Number: 17
Smell: Baking cookies
CD: Christina Aguilera - Stripped
TV Show: Gilmore Girls
Radio Station: Z100, although I'm not a hardcore fan
Name: Boy- Holden, Jared or Tomek Girl- Aleksandra, Paris or Natalie
Celeb: The Gyllenhaals- Maggie is talented, and Jake is just plain delicious

. : Rewind : .
Most Memorable Memory: Moving into my college dorms freshman year
Worst Memory: The Senior Prom
First Best Friend: Aska
First Love: Sebastian
First Addiction: Winnie the Pooh cartoons when I was a little kid

. : Opposite Sex : .
Turn Ons: Intelligence, strong hands, good sense of humor, religious (not like fanatical, but believe in something)....I like the Brooding Intellectual type
Turn Offs: Ignorant, close-minded, long hair, over confidence
Height: at least 6ft, I have to be able to wear heels!!
Hair Color/Length: Brown or black but it doesn't really matter, although I would love them to have curly chin length hair - that's hottt!
Eye Color: Blue or Green
First Date: Haha, my first "date" was in first grade to one of the school dances with a boy named Darren
First Kiss: Jared in the 5th grade

. : One or the Other : .
McDonalds or Burger King: McD's Woop-woo!
Cat or Dog: Dogs...I really loathe cats
Sunshine or Rain: Sunshine, it makes me happy
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunrise, I feel like everything is just beginning
Summer or Winter: Winter
Love or Lust: Love
Sing or Dance: Dance, hardcore
Short or Long Hair: Long
Boy or Girl: Boy
Nike or Adidas: Adidas
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Coke
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Single or Group Dates: Single

. : More About You : .
Your Heritage: Danish (with cheese ;)
Your Weakness: Food, particularly cookies, bagels and muffins...oh and Tasti D-Lite
Your Fears: Being lonely
Your Most Overused Phrase on Messenger: Hardcore
Your Bedtime: Usually around 2 or 3
Smoke: No
Cuss: Yeah
Take a Shower Everyday: Yes, I go the gym so it would be kind of gross if I didn't
Have a Crush: Yes, multiple crushes actually
Believe in Yourself: Yes
Get Motion Sickness: When I'm drunk or hungover
Think You're Attractive: Yes
Get Along With Your Parent(s): Yeah
Sing: In the car
Play an Instrument: Piano
Been on Stage: Yes
Been Dumped: No, but I've been dissed
Gone Skinnydipping: No
Dyed Your Hair: Yes
Been Called a Tease: No
Been Beaten Up: No
Age You Hope to be Married: 29
Number of Kids You Want to Have: 2 or 3
Name of Your Kids: Holden, Ava, Tomek, Aleksandra, Jared, Magdalen
Describe Your Dream Wedding: I really don't think about it
How do You Want to Die: Sleeping
Where do You Want to go to College: Already go to Columbia and Columbia School of Journalism for my graduate
What do You Want to be When You Grow Up: Journalist
What Country Would You Most Like to Visit: South Africa
What Are You Going to do There: Enjoy the country's beauty but also do some service work with the orphans
Do You Believe in Love at First Sight: I'm sort of undecided but leaning toward yes
Been in Love?: Yes
Been Kissed?: Yes
Gotten a Hickie?: No
Had Sex?: No

. : Best : .
Song: "Californiacation" - RHCP
TV Show: Gilmore Girls, ANTM or Will & Grace
Movie: Donnie Darko or How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days
Quote: "Don't miss the people from your past because there is a reason they didn't make it to your future." plus anything from The Little Prince, it's a very quotable book
Eye Color: Green or Blue
Hair Color: Blonde for me, but generally I can appreciate any hair color if you make it work for you
Height: 5'7 for girls and 6'2 for boys
Articles of Clothing: DKNY mini, Polo shirts, all of my stilettos, wow, I generally love my clothes
First Date Location: Ice skating would be awesome
First Kiss Location: On the street with the snow just beginning to fall is my absolute dream

. : Number : .
Of People I can Trust With my Life: Five
Of CD's that I Own: Wow, quite a few
Of Movies that I Own:The ones that are actually mine.....about 4 (A Walk to Remember, A Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, Shall We Dance?)
Of Piercings: Just ears
Of Tattoo's: 0
Of Scars on my Body: About 4
Of Things I Regret: Quite a few
Of Concerts You've Been To: None
Of Classes You've Failed: None *gasp, never!*
Of ex boyfriends/girlfriends: 5
Of Kisses: .. by someone of the other sex not including family: Haha, I don't remember ;)

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Whose got too much time on her hands?? [26 Sep 2004|09:29am]
[ mood | amused ]

BASICS
(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Freakishly straight
(3) Single?: Yes
(4) want to be?: Hello, Sex and the City is based on my life! ;)
(5) Your birth day: November 25th
(6) Age you act: Usually older than I am
(7) Age you wish you were: 21
(8) Your height: 5'5
(9) The color of your eyes: Green
(10) Happy with it?: Love it!
(11) The color of your hair: Blonde
(12) Happy with it? Yes!!
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
(14) Your living arrangement?: 3 Roomies
(27) Your family: Mom and Dad
(29) What's your job: Being hella hotttt and a college slacker, I mean student, on the side
(30) Piercings?: Ears
(31) Tattoos?: Nada
(32) Obsessions?: Shopping!!
(35) Do you speak another language?: Yes, French and German
(36) Have a favorite quote?: An insanely large amount of faves
(37) Do you have a webpage?: No

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: When I'm drunk/high...lol
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Oh yeah
(41) Do you hate yourself?: No
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Yes
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: My entire eating/fasting/bingeing thing can be considered bad...haha ;)
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? "You look so hottt right now, you're like going to get raped" - hahaha
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Just Because
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Not fitting into a size 4, lol, actually I'm not kidding ;)
(47) Can you sing: No
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
(49) Are you a loner?: No
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Psh-yeah!
(52) Are you a daredevil?: No
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Hmmm...no, I'm perfect ;)
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: I'm passive agressive actually
(55) Have you got arrested ?: No
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength = very forgiving weakness = food?!?
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: I would want to be like 5'8, that would make my life complete
(58) There are three wells- love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Beauty
(59) How do you vent?: I shop...
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: On the surface, but not really
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Let's start with my first birthday when...
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Yeah
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Forgive!!!
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My stomach
(65) And least?: My lower back
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Yeah
(67) Are you confident?: Depends, but I guess
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Belle from Beauty and the Beast or Holden from Catcher in the Rye, well, that's a combination you won't see often
69) Do people know how you feel?: Rarely
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: All the time

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No
(72) Do drugs?: Yeah
(73) Read the newspaper?: Subscriber of teh New York Times right here!
(74) Pray?: Yes
(75) Go to church? Every Sunday and Holiday!
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sometimes, if I'm particularly bored
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: At home
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Not unless I have to, I mean I do live in NYC
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Rarely
(80) Drive?: Yeah but only when I'm home
(81) Like to drive fast?: No, unless I'm not the one driving

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: My speaking voice
(83) Hurt yourself?: Not on purpose
(84) Been out of the country?: Yeah
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably
(86) Burped?: Duh!
(87) Been unfaithful?: Yes
(88) Been in love?: Yes
(89) Done drugs?: Yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: No
(92) Had a surgery?: No
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker?: Yes
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No
(97) Been picked on?: Yes
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Umm...I've gotten up in the morning/afternoon and thought it was only an hour later because I was still massively drunk
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: No
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Duh, I'm in college
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 46 hours
(104) Gone one day without food?: Hi, I'm Marta and I have massive eating problems
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: No
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes, I love it!!!
(107) Slept all day? Yes
(108) Killed someone?: No
(109) Made out with a stranger?: Haha, multiple times...NY clubs whaaaatttt?!?
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: No
(112) Kissed the same sex?: No
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: No
(116) Broken the law?: Yes
(117) Met a famous person?: Yes!!
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: No
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? No
(150) Considered religious vocation?: No
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: No
(152) Bungee jumped?: Yes, hella awesome
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: No

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Puma or Nine West
(155) Brand of clothing?: DKNY or Gap
(156) Cologne/perfume?: J'adore by Dior
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: I'm hella preppy trendy but urban too
(159) Wear hats?: My head is made for hats, I look hella hott in them
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: All the time
(161) Wear make-up?: Yes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: 5th Ave or 33rd Street
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: Polo shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: Yes
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I did in high school and I loved it actually

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
(167) Miracles?: Yes
(168) Astrology?: No
(169) Magic?: No, unless it's the Disney sort ;)
(170) God? : Yes
(171) Satan?: Yes
(172) Santa?: The spirit of Santa
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: Undecided, but leaning towards yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: No
(177) Witches?: No
(178) Easter bunny?: No, that is the fucking dumbest American tradition ever!!
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: No
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No
(181) Do you wish on stars?: If I'm sad

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes, I've only had one!
(184) Still love him/her?: Yes, but it's a quiet love not like a passionate one
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: No
(186) What do you find romantic?: Hand holding, neck kisses, cuddling
(187) Turn-on?: Poppin the collar...lol, seriously: nice eyes, intelligence and strong hands
(188) Turn-off?: egotists, ignorance and acne! oh and i don't like short boys
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: No, although they do play a role
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Awkward, because I wouldn't want to hurt them
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Know them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: No
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Not that I can remember
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: Strength
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Acting as if they know everything
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: Knee socks from Urban
(208) Are you in love?: No
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: Yes, my imaginary boyfriend is delicious
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Eye contact, holla!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: No one
(212) You wanted to kill?: No one, I'm totaly nonviolent
(213) That you laughed at?: The woman in line behind me who was chewing her gum like fucking cow
(214) That laughed at you?: Uhhhhh...my Mom
(215) That turned you on?: William!!!
(216) You went shopping with?: My Mom
(217) That broke your heart?: Daniel
(218) To disappoint you?: Jackie
(219) To ask you out?: Mike
(220) To make you cry?: Daniel
(221) To brighten up your day?: My roomies
(222) That you thought about? Jackie
(223) You saw a movie with?: Nicole
(224) You talked to on the phone?: My Dad
(225) You talked to through IM?: Jeff
(226) You saw?: My Mom
(227) You lost?: Ummmm...??
(229) You thought was completely insane?: My roommate, Natalie
(230) You wanted to be?: Just me
(231) You told off?: I'm not one for agression, but I yell at my roommates to clean all the time
(232) You trusted?: My Mom
(233) You turned down?: Rob

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: This morning
(235) Laughed?: This morning
(236) Cried?: Wow....I guess at the beginning of the academic year when I got homesick
(237) Bought something?: This morning
(238) Danced?: Last Thursday
(239) Were sarcastic?: About every 5 minutes
(240) hugged someone: This morning
(241) Talked to an ex?: About two weeks ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: A week ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: Can't remember
(245) Talked on the phone?: Last night
(246) Listened to the radio?: In the car last night
247) Watched TV?: this morning
(248) Went out?: On Tuesday
(249) Helped someone?: Uhhhhh...
(250) Were mean?: This morning
(251) Sang?: Last night
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: About a week ago, Bridget Jones!!
(253) Said "I love you"?: This morning
(254) Missed someone?: A week ago
(255) Fought with a family member?: Last night
(256) Fought with a friend?: Not since the Big One with Jackie
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Three night ago with Tomek
(258) Got drunk?: On Monday
(259) Had sex?: Uhhhh....never!

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