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[21 Jun 2008|12:43pm] |
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i've had a few bad moments, but this feeling of well being continues. i dunno if it's my system flushing or i'm only just coming out of my last spiral. i'm sure it's a combination of things, but nevertheless i'll spend a few weeks analyzing and get back to you.
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[21 Jun 2008|02:20pm] |
i like PostSecret, but i think it's more interesting when it's not themed around some holiday. Father's day, for instance.
sometimes i really wish i knew my father better. it doesn't bother me too much, except around Father's day, Christmas, and his birthday. for some reason, not being able to think of a present that he'd really like bothers me. a lot. sometimes to the extent of a borderline ache, or a panicky feeling. or when i realize just how little i think about it. it's like having a stranger constantly in my life.
sometimes, i really wish i could tell him i don't hate him anymore. and that i really do want to have some semblance of a regular father-daughter relationship. i just don't have the heart to tell him how much i hated him in the first place.
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[21 Jun 2008|04:22pm] |
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hey.. uh, Cat? you might wanna get your classes fixed before summer is over.
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