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[19 Dec 2006|06:47am] |
so.... if i believed in making New Years resolutions, one of them would definately not be to update this thing more often, because there's no way i'd be able to keep it. the resolution, that is.
it's been a hectic couple of weeks, but i've been waaaay more fucking happy than i've been in a long time. i can't really explain it. it's like having been on a constant drug-induced euphoria, without the drugs. anyway, the highlights:
.for the longest time, i've been looking for someone to help me. i don't know if it was like, for guidance or friendship or what, but i was definitely looking for something. i finally found her. i wouldn't say she's quite me, but she definitely lives in my head. that sounds crazy, but it's cool. at least she never leaves me. it's kinda like i've been trying to run away from myself for a long time, and i finally found i'm not so bad. now i have all this excess energy that i'm not wasting by trying to escape.
.after fall semester ended (before your semester ended, i might add) (speaking of which, i came out with 3.28 GPA, and an A IN FRECH MUTHAFUCKAAAZZ!!! BEEYAOW!!!) i switched over to nightshift at work, which explains why it's almost seven o' clock and i'm still wide-fucking awake. well, that and the three cups of coffee i downed at the diner with a couple of Jimmy John's other nightshifters. by the by, EmKa: i'm pretty much doing midnight to close about every night but weekends, so i suggest we do Christmas on a weekend if it's going to be an overnighter. which it better be. except it can't be this weekend, because my family wishes for me to grace them with my presence. sooo.... yeh. get back to me with a date.
.well, i must say, one of the most despicable things a girl can do to you is not warn you she's on her period. allow me to explain: i met this girl through some friends. we hung out a few times, and talked a bit about getting together. well, one night she came into Jimmy John's pretty late, and after making the typical "get-in-that-kitchen-and-make-me-a-sandwich" joke, she invited me over after i got off. i had her write her number on my arm, but me being the dork i am didn't think when i was doing the dishes and it washed off, so i had to spend 10 minutes breaking into her dorm. well, i finally get to her room and one thing leads to another, until suddenly i.... discover.... she's on her period. while i'm sure we've all been in some pretty sexually akward situations, let me assure you this is one of the worst, mostly because it's not just akward, but down right disgusting.
anyway, we had one of those "OH MY GOD!" moments where you both just sort of freeze, then i got up, told her i didn't do red wings, picked up my clothes and left.
i'm going to pause here and give Emily Westmoreland a chance to get her breath back. go ahead: laugh it up, Em, laugh it up. you're only rolling on the floor because you will never know my pain.
.well, since that didn't work out, i wound up chilling at a diner with the guys who had closed store with me. for some reason, everytime i wind up in a diner in the wee hours of the morning, i always end up talking about some really deep shit with whomever i'm with. this morning was no exception. our conversation continued in a park, were three of us watched the sunrise and learned a hell of a lot about each other. it was one of those amazing times where the circumstances make you feel really close to the people you're with, and you feel connected to just about everything in the world. if you've ever felt infinite, you know what i'm talking about.
.on my way home that morning, i got in a wreck on 29. those orange cones surrounding one end of that guardrail just before you get to the Reidsville exit? that was me. i swerved across two lanes of traffic to slam into that guardrail. my car wasn't too badly fucked, but i hit it in such a way as to crumple part of the car into one of the wheels, so..... i need a new car.
.i made a new friend. for some reason, lately i've only been able to meet new people in interesting circumstances. this one was no exception, but i've discovered he's a little like me in some respects so i'm curious as to how this is going to continue.
.i found some new music that, while perhaps not blow-your-load-amazing, was cool enough to brighten my day after i discovered it.
.MY LAPTOP CAME IN THE MAIL! HELL YEAH! now i just have to get all my shit put on it...
speaking of, there are a couple more things i need to do before i go to bed. i hope this update was sufficiently satisfying.
PS: Cat, you need to remember this number aussi: 883531857
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