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yeah.. got that feeling right now. i'm sitting in the *office* at my grandmere's house.. it's pretty dark in here, so that's probably where most of it comes from. that, and i've been listening to that damned led zep thing on repeat, so (like my dearest Emmi was last night), i'm expecting for sweet natas to jump me at any moment.
...damnit it's dark in here.
i'd go and turn on the lights, but as i snapped them off earlier, the bulb did that weird little thing that usually signifies that it blew out.. and i don't want to prove to myself that the lights are indeed dead. false hope is betta than nothing, right? well, it is in this case anyway..
so.. umm.. i just came in from walking a little bit ago; before i decided that since i couldn't sleep, i might as well spend my time constructively. on the computer. hence, this entry.
it's kinda weird walking around this place, especially at night. so many flucing memories.. the barn's the main one, though. i walked up to it, but i had to kinda force myself away. waaaaay too much past associated with that place. i did start to go up the trail through the tobacco fields, but it was half-grown and i didn't want to trample crops, so i just kinda looked down it. just as well, i didn't really need to go walking down that way. especially at night. with the trail all overgrown. God, it's crazy, but i remember the last time i went up there i was half-drunk... on water.
....what?..
..don't look at me like that.
know what? i think i'll spend my constructive time elsewhere. or maybe try to go to sleep, as i've only had 6 hours worth in the past three days. yeh, sleep sounds good. soooo sleeeeeppyyyy...
and yet, i can't seem to get my eyes to shut.
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