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You're thinking of all the ways you should have held my hand . . [16 Nov 2002|11:31pm]
[ mood | decided. friendly. ]
[ music | Texas - - In Demand ]

Random epiphany of sorts: There are some days, when you wake up, and throughout the day, it just becomes more and more obvious that you really just need to . . make out with someone. Just for fun, no strings or emotions attached. Yeah. Today . . is one of those days.


12  I'd give my all to have just one more night with you.  I'd risk my life, to feel your body next to mine..


'Cause I can't go on, living in the memory of our song.  I'd give my all for your love tonight.

I realize what I am now too smart to mention.. [08 Nov 2002|05:51am]
[ mood | sick. wavy. thankful. ]
[ music | Fiona Apple - - Never Is A Promise ]

Incredible, how one can completely lose track of time. I fell asleep before 11:30, I believe. And when I woke up, it was 4:30 in the morning. I suppose, being sick, I should be glad of it, and take my time asleep as a blessing, but I can't help feeling bad for not being there for hours without a message to explain. Do you see my new icon? - Bright smile. Sandy made it for me. Thank you, beautiful. You are a portrait of elegance. I so like your matching one, as well. <33 - Cough. I emailed you back when I woke up. But I have Astronomy in four hours, and a headache, - half smile. Sleep well, everyone. I just wanted you to know of my wonderful new icon, as well as just about the most public an apology as I can make. - Cough. <33 I will try to be here tomorrow night. Turns out I am not well enough to go to Henderson with Meredith, where mountain cedar is rather prominent. Jason dear, get better soon. I'm praying for you.

When you're all alone, and you need a light. Someone to guide you through the night.. Just remember, that I am here. To hold you close, and dry your tears.

Sidebar: Anyone have any marvelous ideas as to a character I could be in the oh_what_a_night community?


5  I'd give my all to have just one more night with you.  I'd risk my life, to feel your body next to mine..


'Cause I can't go on, living in the memory of our song.  I'd give my all for your love tonight.

I'd risk my life, to feel your body next to mine.. [02 Nov 2002|03:05pm]
[ mood | sick. lonely. trying. ]
[ music | Mariah Carey - - My All ]

- Cough. It is strange, being sick. The last time I was sick, it was an unhealthy loss of blood over an elongated period of time. A month and ten days, I believe. Now it is just an onslaught of.. germs, I suppose. These horrible burning sensations in my throat and my whole body is freezing, but my cheeks feel a furnace. It sucks the very breath from your lungs. I feel like I should be turning blue. I suppose it is Abilene. I haven't been sick like this in a long time. It didn't happen in California. Maybe California is perfection..

In any event, I want to attempt solace for a very dear friend. Jason darling, I am so sorry for the pain that you are going through right now. Words seem inadequate to speak of what you've shared over the year, and I know that, despite that convincing facade you will place on to hide the tears, that you're really hurting. And I'm sorry that you're hurting. I was given a song a long time ago, and I want to share it with you, if there are no objections..

The ones you love, they let you down. And I want you to know that I'm sorry. The choices that they made were wrong. You were caught in the middle, and I'm sorry. So when the anger and the pain get the best of you, I know it seems like you're all alone, but I am feeling it, too. So when you're crying in the night, all you need to do is call me. And I'll be there for you..

- Nod. It's a song that you've never heard. I doubt anyone has besides a few people. - Cough. But it speaks truth, and just.. - slight shrug. I guess that's all I can say. I don't have any spectacular words of wisdom to bestow. I leave the eloquence to you. - Half smile. But if you ever wonder. If you ever feel like maybe she.. doesn't care.. I have many stories. Many words that would banish every semblance of that thought. I made a promise to you.. a little while back. And I'm going to keep it. - Nod. I am.. If you feel any piece of guilt, don't. Feelings are things that one simply cannot avoid, even in trying. People are brought into our lives for a reason, and leave an impression behind. A handprint that helps shape the person you will become. You're both incredibly beautiful people, partially in gratitude to each other. And that's something that you'll always have, no matter who is picked up, or who walks away..


5  I'd give my all to have just one more night with you.  I'd risk my life, to feel your body next to mine..


'Cause I can't go on, living in the memory of our song.  I'd give my all for your love tonight.

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