| wow~! |
[23 May 2011|12:39am] |
it's like almost 1yr ago since i've last blogged..
am actually planning to do something in life.. just been through my 29th bday.. am glad that i'm alive.. hehee~
see next year, did i achieve the below:
1) to lose 25kgs
2) in the midst of taking the yoga/pilates certification
3) fall in love
4) go to korea for the boys comeback concert (depending if they have one)
5) to dance, at least once in a professional performance
hwaiting~!!
le gra,
cin!
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| it's a pity |
[27 Jun 2010|04:00am] |
that the South Koreans lost to Uruguay 1-2..
seriously, this is the best match i've ever seen the warriors played.. though the match against Greece was win, but, for this time round, they played even more intense...
probably it's a "must win" game for both sides.. so all players gave their best to strike, to defense...
i dont know why i feel so strongly about the koreans played.. it's like, they dont give up until the very very last min (when the whistle blows)..
just like the goal they scored when they played against Argentina..
really admire them..
*sigh*
hope that for the next world cup, they come back better, stronger.. :) shall see! :D
le gra,
cin!
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| Fortune Favours the Bold |
[24 Jun 2010|05:08am] |
saw this sentence somewhere... pretty interesting! :D
hmm... there are too many entries i've made.. so.. TOO LAZY TO CLOSE FOR PUBLIC VIEW~ mwhahahha~!
there are just too many uncertainties right now... just hope that yah, fortune favours the bold.. ;)
le gra,
cin!
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| ah~ jobless again... |
[02 Apr 2010|03:16am] |
yes, just after 3months.. not sure what i want though..
just.. this point in time, i'm really not sure i truly want in life.. *sigh*
i just want to have fun during work.. that's all.. really.. but dont know what to head to.. no direction.. nothing.. *sigh*
well, i guess, just have to take things at a step?
oh yah, will be closing this blog to "public view".. this is my diary.. :p
le gra,
cin!
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| stepped into the year of 2010 |
[21 Jan 2010|12:10am] |
aint time passes fast?
from no job (in end oct) to got job now, and then want to get out of job..
hahahha!!
anyway, nothing much to write abt.. but just want to put something on here today to remind myself that, today, at this time, i am still in office working.. and why am i always landing in jobs which requires to work much overtime?
not too sure is it because my previous jobS have already taken a toll on me.. but i just want a normal life.. as in.. quality life.. but yes, at the same time, i do want to be better paid.. guess that, if you want to be better paid, you must risk to sacrifice your time?
all in all, didnt start off year 2010 well.. but i do hope that it ends well... let's see how it goes, yah? :)
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| it's really been a long long time |
[06 Nov 2009|02:38am] |
since i've last posted...
and guess what... just few days after the last post, i came upon to know about this korean artist, Kim Hyun Joong...
at first, it was the main lead Lee Min Ho (starring Boys Over Flowers) who has drawn my attention.. but the attention is short-spanned...
no doubt Min Ho is cute and good-looking and tall and fits all of my criteria.. but it's the 2nd main lead Kim Hyun Joong who truly captures my heart...
for those who didnt know.. this is the interview which i accidentally came across while channel-surfing... i had stayed at home on Sat night (when usually i had dance lessons)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyGEpWFzGdA&feature=PlayList&p=E187D8BFE890E2C5&index=20
yes, Lee Min Ho had drawn my attention...
but then.. subsequently.. i had found this instead...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pueOOjaysRA&feature=PlayList&p=6FB3C1E4639A5191&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=41
i was totally (and i mean, TOTALLY) drawn to Kim Hyun Joong!!
after tellin my friend about him.. surprisingly, she told me to watch for "We Got Married"... and i did..
man, i have to say i'm liking this 4-years-younger kid more and more...
from all the interviews/appearances/shows which he did.. the reactions, the answers he gave.. really.. always brings laughter...
i mean.. such a guy DO actually, exist... the guy.. kinda of my dreams?
ok.. i admit.. from westlife to 5566, there are so many guys whom i like.. i mean.. i really do like them... and especially shaowei, he's the closet fit to my ideal guy description... (in case of confusion, renfu is the one i admire most... and i like the most)
but kim hyun joong?
frankly speakin, i wouldnt know SS501 if not for him (btw, he is in the boyband and is the leader)... in anyway.. i'm glad that he is in this boyband cos.. share so many traits with westlife & 5566.. strong bond/friendship.. nice vocals... hardworking...
anyway.. back to hyun joong... the cuteness just comes from within.. he just speaks the truth and yet, in such a funny manner... innocent perhaps? his (brutally) honesty is what many people lack of...
in the recent radio show, he just displays his boredom by doodling on the paper.. yawns loudly (without even cover his mouth)...
one might think this is not professional.. but i would beg to differ.. (yes, maybe defensive cos i like him)... i mean.. in the entertainment industry, many artists would tend to give politically correct answers.. but not him.. he just say whatever he wants.. never really care.. perhaps in some cases.. but seldom..
and the weird ideas of him (what's with all the alien stuffs?)... just cant get enough of him.. cos he's so.. unpredictable...
i dont know why i feel so strongly abt this.. but remember my last post? how i wish for someone? and i've met.. yes.. he's a real person.. but.. we could NEVER be together (be realistic lah~)...
is this just a hint that.. such guys do exist and i'll just have to be patient for him to turn up at my side?
if that's the case, i'll wait... but at the same time, let me continue with the obsession with kim hyun joong..
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| 我也想要一个卢卡斯。。。 |
[16 Aug 2009|02:18am] |
but cannot be 8 yrs younger than me... hehhee...
anyway... just knew that my friend was proposed by her bf cos saw pics on the facebook...
dont know why.. jealousy came upon me...
usually,, whenever i heard news that my friends are getting married, i'll be so thrilled to share their happiness.. but yet...
maybe this friend... though she said that i'm her best friend.. but i dont feel the same way...
i feel... i'm just a spare tyre...
when she's upset, when she's needed company... she give me a call, and i'll be there for her... but... whenever i needed companion.. she's just not available...
maybe there's too much of an accusation cos... i only tried to ask her out for a couple of times after she got together with her current future-to-be-husband... and also.. i am just too free.. i seriously have nothing else to do...
i had thought that... being best friend, she would text me after she was being proposed... share the good news.. and not me knowing via facebook...
maybe, that's why the jealousy...
*sigh*
i can actually.. feel lonely easily nowadays...
i have fallen sick... staying at home... my parents were out.. my sister was out.. left me alone...
i dont want wanna go out to buy dinner.. so i just cook instant noodles...
at that point of time, how i wish there's someone, just someone to take care of me... saying words of comfort to me...
i know some things cant be rushed.. i know it will happen unexpectedly.. that's why... i keep expecting, and yet, i know i cant expect it... such conflicts of feelings..
wish, is my only hope... :)
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| HEELLLOOO THERE~! |
[26 May 2009|04:44pm] |
been long since i've updated...
well, nothing much has been going cos I AM SO FREAKING BUSY WITH WORK (and still is!!!!!)... OMG, i need a new life...
anyway... have started with advance dance class... really excited abt it and hope i can really slim down to be able to perform...
i really think that i can dance not-bad (hey, thick-skinned!).. so if i'm slightly slimmer, it'll be better... :p so much so "dont want to lsoe weight" thinking back the other time..
women.. *shakes head*
anyway.. my godson has turned 1 yrs old.. time flew by! and i got older by 1... still, love card scores zero.. bleh...
*sigh* that's nothing much to blog abt...
oh well... i've dropped the idea of Mr T... he's not suitable for me (and vice versa)
ok lah, that's all lah...
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| low mood |
[01 Feb 2009|06:01pm] |
not too sure why i wanted to "hibernate" myself...
dont feel like working, dont feel like doing anything~!
maybe i'm having my menses soon.. bleh...
anyway, gotta meet up with one of my JC friend on friday.. she is incredibly a cherry person as well! :D both of us are born in May and being summer taurus, i think this is one of our straits... ;)
really had joy talkin rubbish to her.. hahahhaha! she's just amaze that i'm actually quite funny..i mean, hello? wasnt i funny already in JC? :p
then came sat when i went to visit my teacher.. goodness! his students came and his house is like.. packed! HHAHAHAA! if you are standing outside of his house, seeing the no. of pair of shoes, you would be shocked! but the main thing is that he has his third child, a girl, and she's only 8 months old... then came my classmate and he also has his first child, 5 months old! SO CUTE~!!!!
and later, when i went back home, to await the arrival of my godson.. hehe.. i sorta guess he must be asleep at the previous house visiting... and true enough! nonetheless, being energised already, could play with him throughout.. mwhahha! he's SO SO SO cute! and my arm is having slight muscle ache from carrying him..
the best part is watching his parents feeding him porridge... HAHHAHAA! so funny!
it's really amazing to see babies, esp 3 babies in a day... *sigh* it's quite Xin Fu, you know?
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| Happy Chinese New Year |
[26 Jan 2009|05:19pm] |
though today is the 1st day of CNY, i'm not doing any house visiting and nua-ing at home.. it's good.. to be all alone at home.. do whatever i like.. MWHAHAH!
anyway... when i logged in today at 4am, guess who's still online? yup~!!!! HIM!!!! MWHAAHAHAHAHHAHA~!! but he's going off to bed soon actually.. still chat abt few sentences lah... so happy! :p
*happy sigh*
but.. really not sure if i really do like him that much or just solely infatuation? hmm... cos he's like.. not in my league... or rather, i'm not in HIS league.. :p
in anyway, hope the best eh?
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| HE added me!!! |
[06 Jan 2009|01:23am] |
WOOHOO~!!!
he accepted my friend request in facebook~!!!! MWAHAHAHAHHAHA~!!!!
*overjoy*
*dances*
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| Cinderella~! |
[03 Jan 2009|02:51am] |
have just watched the musical and it's really nice~! the props, stage lightings, orchestra and the costumes are so lavishing~!
it really makes one want to fall in love immediately... and i really admire ALL actors and actresses... they CAN really sing~!
it's really worth the price of the tix.. and 1st time being in esplanade.... feel so "high-class"... HEE HEE HEE!
anyway... am still dwelling on the "friendship" thingy...
hmm.. let's say.. if your best friend, has something to tell you, but, she fore-warn you that it might offend you, would you continue to listen to what she has to say?
seriously, i thought that being best friend would meant that, the friendship is strong enough to withstand all the honest opinions to each other... even though it might be hurtful, but hey, these are the friends who kept you in line... and show genuine concerns....
*sigh* maybe it's just my thinking...
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| another package to add to my list~! |
[13 Dec 2008|08:18pm] |
ok, it's not exactly a package, but well.. it's still those type "you pay first then subsequently deduct from the deposit"...
today just went to kimage and had a total new hairstyle.. it's kinda messy but turns out quite nice.. :D it's those kinda wild perm look taiwan style.. if you know what i mean...
anyway, kimage has got now a studio card, which is $1,000 net... and it provides 20% discount off the hair services, 10% off the products and 15 free hair treamtents (which i've already used for this hairstyle)... it IS expensive.. but.. well... dont know why, i just succumb to it.. :p
anyway people, if you want to do hair services at kimage, let me know cos the free hair treatments need to be used within 2 years... *sigh* but each time can do 2-3 hair treatments... :)
today so bored, without dance...
oh! yesterday had so much fun meeting up with xinni and ivy... xinni told us the stories abt her in taiwan and how she manage to take pics with XZ and RF..... am really happy for her... cos... finally!!!! she took pics with them.. now just hope that jiamei could have such chance~! then it'll really be all of us have taken pics with them.. have had exclusive moments with them! :D
dont know why.. but few questions are burning inside me... "what makes a friend, friend?" ... "what type of friends do you want to befriend?"
because i seriously feel that, with most of my friends, i b can be myself... ie, being rude sometimes... i "suan" them and they "suan" me... not be afraid to let them see me being ugly, chor lok etc etc...
*shrugs* it sometimes saddening to know that there are people out there who want to keep certain friends by their side because those friends are "influential" etc...
i thought friendship is supposed to be mutual.. and treat your friends with your heart... *sigh*
just some thoughts...
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| 原来。。。 |
[08 Dec 2008|11:28am] |
原来，我怕我喜欢的人，喜欢我的朋友。。。
这样的想法，可能觉得有点可悲。。。 我还是个好友吗?
真的不知道为什么，觉得，很伤心。。。
她真的比我更优秀。。。
无论在外型，心地，都比我还棒。。。
我，哪里比得上。。。
我也是女人，也会嫉妒。。。
当知道她介绍给我的男生，是喜欢她的。。。
我心里突然有一阵的不削。。。
难道她看不出她身边的男生，是想更一步地认识她?
她这样的好心，却在我眼里，成为了一种讽刺。。。
现实地狠狠让我惊醒。。。
我，有那么差吗?
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| dancing queen |
[16 Nov 2008|09:09pm] |
yesterday was my 3rd lesson of the dance which i just took up impromptu... HEHEHEH!
and i really like it cos the teacher taught v well... am inspired by her movements... want to improve on that~!!
anyway, think can really slim by just doing the warm-ups... *sigh* felt kinda old when my thigh muscles were screamin when i stretched them.. :p
i'm v happy that i managed to follow the steps (not that difficult) with some sort of the grooving factor in.. :D but there are plenty rooms for improvement.. so am going to practise often in front of the mirror to do the "bottoms and chest rotate different directions" kinda stunts... and the wave... MUST GENG~! mwhahhaha!!!
actually, the other day the vid which we learnt to dance hiphop for that competition suddenly appeared... and was so inspired! :D really like dancing.. :)
oh... went to pamper myself today by going for a pedicure.. no reasons at all... just that wanna do some foot filing cos i realise my soles esp, have those callous (i think it's how its spelled).. in the end, i've spent another sum on package... *sigh* i'm such a sucker for it!!!! how how how? i even bought this moisturiser for sole-ly purpose (pun intended)...
good thing abt the package is, i can bring my friend/family member to do the mani/pedi and charge under my package.. :)
talk abt packages.. so here's the list that are under my belt, for my pampering.. hehehehe...
-waxing at "stripped"
-facial at "adeline" (the most costly one...)
-nails at "dip-in-nails"
-eyebrow trimming at "jean yip"
hmm.. did i miss out anything else? *sigh* womens' $$ are so easy to earn.. :p i think sooner or later, i will be so tempted to get a slimming or massaging package... *sigh*... i'm such a "packaged" person... hehhehe... :p
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| crazy~ |
[09 Nov 2008|12:39am] |
yesterday (albeit friday) went to clubbing and man, was it a party...
actually, i very gian to go clubbing in the early of the week.. so kinda ask friends ard and one finally told me that she's clubbing with her friends and ask me to join.. and so i did...
i'm very happy to know many more people through friends and really, it's good to mingle with other people cos my friend was busy chatting with other people also! HAHHA! i must say my social skills are quite good.. :p
anyway, can really see the strong friendship my my friend and her click of friends... though a bit siao but hey, it's really easy to be with them... you dont have to be siao to join them.. they will bring out the siao-ness in you.. hehhehe...
and because went to clubbing right, so must dress nice nice and make-up right? HAHAHA! so yesterday, almost the whole office is talking abt how pretty i am.. hahaha! you see, i seldom make-up to work... and even worse, few of the colleagues dont even recognise me... they thought i'm a new staff.. HEE HEE HEE!
and the best thing is? i've got a conveyed comment from someone who said i look beautiful.. ah~~~~~~~ :p
told cher abt this and she's happy that people are drawn attention to me... but, she also ask me to do make-up to work everyday... *sigh* thing is, like i've said, i'm lazy.. also, i prefer the feeling of "she can be very pretty" rather than "oh, she is very pretty"... cos... the former sounded like something that has potential... dont know lah, just my weird theory...
understand that first impression counts... but i really just want to be me.. just want to do the things i wanted... :)
anyway, back to office.. many people asked me how to put fake eyelashes cos they said mine look super nice and natural... all thanks to inouvi... HAHAHHAA! :p not that i want to say and sounded like arrogant chick, but i do really think i somewhat have the flare of make-up skills/technics...
ok, gotta go bed... wanna sleep.. :)
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| problem lies with... |
[02 Nov 2008|02:13am] |
me!
yes, i really do think i am very VERY lazy.. you see, the other time i was quite happy to join for dance.. however, after just 2 sessions.. i didnt attend any at all.. cos i was too lazy to get my butt going.. :p
so that's the problem! it's not that i cant achieve anything, it's just that i am lazy! MWHAHAHAH!!!
anyway... got few treats recently from colleagues and a break last mon went to play with baby E... how he has grown so much! heheh... so cute!
and my mum's fine when i went checkup with her... the doc actually wanted to put her off the medicine but i think my mum knows better how she's feeling.. so she's still on med, albeit half the dosage...
actually, nothing particularly happen in my life...
oh oh! yesterday when i'm on my way home, (was taking night rider) i sudden saw/felt a flash coming from somewhere my right shoulder.. i turn and saw the flash came from the maxi cab... then i was chasing after a normal cab.. hehehe... so exciting.. based on my own experience, it's some fans chasing some idols... i tried to look at the maxi (cos it was no chance that i could catch sight of anyone in the cab), hoping to get an idea who is the idol.. esp if they flash their playcards.. HEHEHE!!!
but alas, they didnt put.. so yah... *sigh*
anyway, just thought abt the times times chasing 56... and then.. thought of westlife.. has finished reading their book "westlife - our story"... really unbelievable.. the life of an artist.. they are also a bunch of funny guys... hehee.. kept using vulgar.. :p
hmm.. that's abt all..
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| work-out |
[18 Oct 2008|02:51pm] |
anyway, last sunday have participated my 3rd women's day out.. and i would say that the event is getting better... :)
me and wen together did the 1.5hrs of funblitz and half of the dance/mtv groove segment... just cant take it anymore... but at least we exercised for ard 3hrs.. :p but felt quite shiok... cos it's been long since i've workout for so long.. :) am happy!
as to my work.. has been ok throughout the week... never thought that i am entering the 2nd year in this company.. mwhahha~!! and boss treat us for lunch just the other day... not sure why he did it.. but who would turn down a free lunch? :p
will be accompanying my mum to hospital this mon for her checkup... want to hear what the doc have to say...
it has been abt 3 yrs since her recovery from cancer... just want to make sure that everything's fine... :)
*sigh*
anyway, the new miss Tau saw me "hardworking" yesterday cos i work late again... i understand that she would like us to have work-life balance.. but then, sometimes, i just want to finish the work so that i could concentrate on some other work that needs to use much more of the brains... frankly speaking, not able to work OT is also a stress for me... hehehhe.. i'm weird, isnt it?
dont know lah... aiyer.. i just dont like to interfere of how i work as long as i got the things done right? sometimes, effective is not equals to efficient... same goes for vice versa mah... *pouts*
ok lah, just something to blabber... oh..... so wanna catch "Cinderella" the musical~!!!
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| weight gain - nothing new |
[11 Oct 2008|04:30pm] |
just had a mandatory medical checkup...
found out that i'm now weighing 72kg... knew that i've put on weight but then.. *sigh*
no matter how much i've tried, the hand of the weighing scale does not seem to point left... which makes me wonder, is the weighing scale made in taiwan as it "keeps to the right"...
nonetheless, after years and years of trying to shed at least few kilos... maybe i should just stop trying... now i have the habit of exercising not because i want to slim, but just because i want to be at least, healthy...
just attended a hiphop class... and am going for it every sat... gosh, i really like dancing, a lot! and am glad that it's an open class on every sat... :) will try my best not to miss any lessons... in anyway, like to dance and dance well, is a 2 different matter... hehee... :p
if poss, maybe i'll take up yoga class on sun mornings.. must see if the CC got such lessons or not...
finally after such a long time, i get down to do the things i've always wanted to... :)
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| why do i do/say the things i do/say? |
[03 Oct 2008|01:11am] |
just 2 weeks ago, had scolded (and i mean, raise at the top of my voice) my dad for being so inconsiderate...
i was bathing halfway and he wanted to watch soccer.. but somehow, the reception of the digital box in the bedroom had gone haywired.. so.. he wanted me to fix it, immediately...
i dont know what has gotten in me.. i wrapped towel ard myself and come out to see the situation.. i was boiling mad and angry because he kept wanting the thing to be fixed, without allowing me to finish my bath...
i maybe very petty.. but it's only a soccer match!!! frankly speaking, because of him wanting to watch soccer, has created much problems for me.. from "when is this match played?" to "why doesnt it show that match?" to "how come no image?"
URGH~!
seriously, i dont know whether he treat me as a daughter or not.. no doubt, he works hard and earns a living for all of us... he's a good dad... but when it comes to his character, i just couldnt take it~!!! he ALWAYS wanted what he wants... ALWAYS wants me to do his things NOW NOW NOW~! cant it just wait for a few minutes for me to compose myself and think of what should be done?
being inconsiderate, he also do not show respect to other people... words coming out of his mouth caused many unhappiness... that's why i resort to using harsh words on him... examples including "just go and buy a new television lah.. i throw $1000 to you, should be enough right? and note the word i use, it's throw, not give"...
it actually pains me vvvvvvv much (to the point that i cry silently and secretly EVERYTIME after i talked to him) for using such hash methods to talk to him... but i really cannot stand the way he is, his attitude and stuffs...
i would definitely regret what i've done for the rest of my life... but i have no choice but "to teach him a lesson"... bad karma will come to me.. i dont care... just as long as he understand why i acted the way i do...
but, would he?
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