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day four [01 Aug 2003|07:06am] [ mood | exhausted ] *twitch* i swear i saw a leprechaun in the bathroom he laughed at me damned things so cocky now but i'll get his lucky charms interview was fun wanna do it again this time it's gonna be me and mandah together abuse need sleep no dreams please no dreams *falls over into bed* fu man

[31 Jul 2003|07:12am] [ mood | listless ] *picks lily up gently and cradles her, a soft smile creeping onto my lips. whispers good morning and gives her a kiss, then glances up at willa, sleeping. starts pacing the room quietly, rocking lily gently back to sleep, conversations running through my mind. people i love, mandah, jc, lance. promise me you'll go see someone... lance's voice pops into my head, chris, please. see someone? just like all the shit i got, you need to be well to be able to help support jc through all this. mutters under my breath and goes to sit by the phone, hesitantly pulling out a business card. looks down at my daughter's sleeping face and sighs, rubbing my eyes. picks up the phone and cradles it between my ear and shoulder, and dials carefully* hello? yeah...i'd like to make an appointment?... 23 skeetos| fu man

[30 Jul 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | bored ] random lyric time! and they're not all sappy. so there. ~i'm so for real...are you feelin' my timbz, my baggy jeans, my thug appeal? do you like it when a man can keep it real? ~and you're the kind of girl i think of, and you're the kind of girl i dream about...my heart is tellin' me i need you in my world cause you're my kind of lady, you're my kind of girl ~when i'm not with you, wherever you are, baby i'm countin' the moments till i'm back in your arms...all i want is to have you here with me, every night every day ~girl, i know you're a vegetarian...but i won't eat tofu again, i want the ultimate cheeseburger ~so say goodbye to those levis, say hello to my sweet thighs ~*does the little dance* they've got fat ones, skinny ones, short ones and tall, they all come to do the caterpillar crawl ~these eyes have seen a lot of love but they're never gonna see another one like i have with you ~i know my calculus...it says u + me = us ~say somethin' clever if you're conscious still...cause you know hearin' bad news gives me such a special thrill ~blame canada, blame canada, it seems that everything's gone wrong since canada came along...blame canada, blame canada, they're not even a real country anyway ~before anything came between us, you were like my best friend...the one i used to run and talk to when me and my girl was havin' problems ~so tell your man bye bye and tell him you're long gone ~he loves her, but she loves this guy right here...and he loves somebody else, you just can't win. and so it goes until the day you die, this thing they call love is gonna make you cry (...i hate you)...i've had the blues, the reds and the pinks, one thing for sure...love stinks ~beauty is a state of mind ~never knew we were livin' in a world with a mind that could be so sure, never knew we were livin' in a world with a mind that could be so small, never knew we were livin' in a world and the world is an open core, maybe we don't wanna live in a world where our innocence is so sure ~didn't know how lost i was till i found you ~you. don't. know. how. much. i. need you...while. you're. near. me. i. don't. feel blue...and when. we. kiss. i. know. you need. me too...i can't. believe. i found. a love. that's. so pure. and ture...BUT IT ALL WAS BULLLLLSHIT. IT WAS A GOD DAMN JOKE. AND WHEN I THINK OF YOU LINDA I HOPE YOU FUCKING CHOKE ...and i'm spent 1 skeeto| fu man

[30 Jul 2003|04:31am] [ mood | awake ] *kisses willa softly then slips out of bed, stops to give lily a kiss then tip toes out of the room. checks in on christopher before heading downstairs, stepping over the sleeping dogs in the middle of the living room, and into the kitchen. checks the clock* 4:31. great *grabs a bottle of water from the fridge and wanders out into my backyard. lays down on the grass and stretches, looking up at the sky* how can someone be so tired and not be able to sleep? *squints at the stars, trying to find constillations. finally gives up and rolls over, my shirt getting damp from the dew. climbs to my feet and wanders back inside, heading for the front closet. stops and grabs some paper, jotting down something quickly. smiles to myself and tucks it into my pocket then grabs some blades from the closet. goes back to the kitchen and writes a quick note, leaving it on the table* hey baby, in case you wake up before i get back. noticed we didn't have any milk, went down to get some so we can have it for breakfast. be back soon. love you lots ~chris *slides my rollerblades on and grabs my keys, slipping silently out the door. locks it behind me and jumps down the steps* maybe a little blade will make me tired.... 2 skeetos| fu man

as requested: chris' old journal entries - have i always been this weird? yes. but have i? [29 Jul 2003|03:06pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | bernie williams ] over the mountains and the sea your river flows with love for me and i will open up my heart and let the feeling set me free i could sing of your love forever i could sing of your love forever i could sing of your love forever i could sing of your love forever ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ first time i mentioned willa in a post: ...had an interesting conversation with willa about zebras. did y'all know they were born with brown stripes? cause i didn't. willa's smaaart... ~*~ after amanda and i slept together sans protection..here ~*~ the fighting with her starts...after i broke up with her here. that's when i really got closer to willa, she sat and listened to me vent my frustrations and she helped me through the breakup and drank with me when i needed it.. ~*~ after willa stayed the night *grins* *opens my eyes slowly* ow...ow ow. damn hangovers...*blinks and looks around the guest bedroom* what am i doing here? *thinks back to last night and smiles slowly* *pulls the covers back over my head* went drinking with dominique...that was...interesting *snickers* and when i got home, willa came over and we drank some more and talked about sex in the hot tub. that was even more interesting. she spent the night cause driving would have been bad. baaad. but she looks good in my boxers. gooood. umm...*cuddles in* sleep now. buh bye ~*~ after ice cream. shouldda taken the hint when korea liked her...she's got good taste in girls for me glad you had fun willa, i did too..*laughs* korea likes you, she doesn't like many people...better feel speciful willa's first reply in my journal: awe, i'm special. korea likes me. i'm great. thanks again for the ice cream. ~*~ *grins* our first real date. went egging. someone explain to me how mandah wasn't snatched up before i came along? not that i'm complaining. trust me, i'm not. mmm had a good night. i went over to tuck willa into bed and ended up staying the night. it was really nice. and if you're wondering, that doesn't mean we had sex. just to make that clear. slept in really late and went out for lunch. it's been a good day. willa and i have plans tonight. they involve black thongs and eggs. i'll let you use your imaginations ~*~ first time i put my feelings for willa down...also when i was recording i will...if you want lyrics or anything. or wanna hear it. let me know. my song for her. anyway. yeah. onto the sappyness. ( sappy... ) ~*~ random writin' about willa: willa....my mandah. wow. yeah, that's all i'm gonna say. just...wow. now i'm gonna go crawl back into bed with my baby and watch her sleep some. cause she's amazing and i'm scared if i ever blink or let go for a second she'll be gone. her reply? *smiles*: i swear i'll never leave you. . . ~*~ when i'd decided i wanted to ask mandah to marry me...needed to talk to the guys, help with the ring and stuff...poor willa. she was so curious and annoyed i wouldn't tell her anything second things second...justin, jc and lance...group meeting tonight. it's urgent dudes ~*~ romantic quotes. because they're just so. special. ~my exciting desire for your lust demons will solidify our cosmic unequivocal love. ~my deepening grasping at your love's hope will expand to your unending desires ~my generous fondness for your rose berries will enhance electrifying unequivocal love ~my generous desire for your love chimes will escalate heated lustful longing ~my dearest whining about your sweet cheeks will enhance all of our cosmic carnal remembrances ~my profound groping of your love truffles will overwhelm a love of luscious longing ~my ubiquitous licking of your sweet cheeks will intensify our future of raging romance ~my torrid accelerating for your love chimes will intensify heated cosmic carnal remembrances ~*~ most important ever. willa. and girl kissing. lesbian action uh then what...a bunch of people came and we played drinking games. *blinks a few times* *eyes widen when i remember* WILLA AND KELLY KISSED!!!! oh man...that was fucking hot....shit *rubs my temples* yelling bad....willa kissing other girls goooooood *grins* ~*~ and. *sighs* after i asked her to marry me. yeah. *big ass goofy grin* and she said yes so i guess you've probably all heard from willa already. yeah, we're engaged. and i managed to ask her without puking, dying, jumping off the boat or all three. this is...man, it hasn't sunk in yet. i can't believe i did it. me, the why who swore never to marry, the one who ran the second anything would start getting serious cause it freaked me out too much. but her...i could never run from her. *laughs softly* she turned me into such a sap. but God, i love her. and here's me...saying i wanna spend the rest of my life with one person. one amazing, beautiful, incredible person. hmmm...i'm gonna see if i can convince mandah to hang out here on the boat today. we can hop out and swim to shore for a bit, but i just wanna stay here, the two of us. where we don't have to deal with some people and some things i don't wanna deal with. i just wanna be happy, here like this. there's lots of food and i packed enough clothes...maybe we'll spend another night out here. sitting on the deck together looking at the stars. yeah...that sounds nice. mind if i keep the boat another night jc? ~*~ *blinks* ok i'm way too much an update whore. this is gonna have to be a two parter. look for more chris memories later when i unlazy myself 2 skeetos| fu man

trip down memory lane: willa's old journal entries [28 Jul 2003|01:33pm] [ mood | flirty ] my first comment in her journal...cause she was sick: aww i've been sick too hope you feel better soon *blows a kiss* she replied with: im starting to feel better. i'm awake, so thats a plus. hope you are doing good. ~*~ first time she was talkin' about me...this was the morning after she came over to my place, we drank a bunch, got in the hot tub drunk and had our first kiss: *sigh* so i'm still a little drunk but its ok. . . i just don't know which i'm more drunk on, the alcohol or my emotions. . . *skips around the room in a pair of valentines boxers* its a beautiful day in the neighborhood kids. . . my reply: *laughs* sexy boxers *wink* her reply to my reply: *laughs* damn right *does a little turn* ~*~ first time she mentioned me by name in an entry: i'm such a five year old. anyways. chris and i went out for ice cream tonight it was fun. its nice to be able to go out with someone and do something so normal and uneventful and be so happy about. so now i find myself singing this song called sunny days. . . i'm thankful for all you've given me theres nothing more that i could ask for now that you are here and i finally know what life means to me and i'm glad you finally came now its safe to say there'll be nothing but sunny days i look to the sky to look in your eyes i know that i look forward to my sunny days. . . ~*~ and this was just fun. amanda was pissed cause she thought we slept together or somethin'. so willa writes: i just want to clarify something. Chris and I did not have sex. We have never had sex. Last night I went to his house and we got drunk. I was not about to hop in my car and drive home. I did not have pajamas. He lent me some boxers and a tshirt. That is why I was in his boxers. We didn't even sleep in the same room. We woke up, he made me a poptart, I went home. Thats all. Ok. So no confusion right? my reply: thank you for clearing that up *laughs* her reply: I'm sure you of all people needed clarification on that topic. *winks* my reply: yeah cause i wasn't sure *snickers* ~*~ man. we've just always been so God damn cute. i can barely stand it *laughs* ok i'm almost done. almost. snippet of an entry right after i asked her to be my girlfriend... My boyfriend just left not long ago. *sigh* Can you see the little hearts floating above my head? *grins* I'm such a dork. But yeah. Chris and I, we've been having so much fun, and sometimes, too much fun. I wouldn't miss a minute of it though. And I dont know what to say. i'm just in awe of the time Chris and I spend together. I can't even express to you how I feel deep down when I'm with him, its just undiscribable. The moments i love the most are the ones where we arent even doing anything. When were just laying together and he plays with my hair. When he grabs me around my waist and holds me close to him. Just feeling his breath on my neck is enough to make me smile. . . just reading that gives me the shivers. i remember what it was like, way back in the begining. and she still gives me butterflies. ~*~ and of course. *smiles* when we said i love you for the first time.. . . .i think i have found the most perfect man on earth. You know I have thought I was in love before, and now I know it was nothing close to what love really is. I honestly think I'm nuts. I've never felt so strong about something in my life. I've never felt this good about someone before. And I've never fallen this fast or this hard. But it's amazing. I love it. I love him. From the first time he looked into my eyes and made me want to melt I wanted to tell him I loved him. Today I finally said it. He said it. And it was perfect. I just feel whole when I'm with him. *brings my hand to my neck feeling the charm around my neck* Today when he came home he surprised me with two things. A necklace with a charm that has the chinese symbol for forever and a matching bracelet with the symbol for love. They are so beautiful. I don't deserve them and I definitely don't deserve him. I dont understand why i'm so blessed to go to sleep every night and wake up every morning in his arms, to lay with him in complete silence and be comfortable and happy, to get to share precious moments with him, to have him in my life. It's like I'm in the most amazing dream, and I'm afraid that I'm going to wake up. I don't want to wake up. . . my reply?: you're not going to wake up...i'll do everything i can to make sure you keep feeling like this forever. i love you too, i always have. you deserve so much more than a necklace and bracelet mandah, they're nowhere near as beautiful as you are. i'm so happy to have you, i love you and it's still so true today. we're officially together forever and i couldn't be happier. our kids and our dogs and just. everything. i could never put into words how much i care about her. all done. for now. i promise. comming soon: old chris entries - have i always been this weird? yes. but have i? 15 skeetos| fu man

[25 Jul 2003|03:36pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | rock with you - alicia keys ] *wanders by willa, whistling innocently* *places this in her hands and kisses her softly* i couldn't resist my princess *wanders off* 2 skeetos| fu man

[25 Jul 2003|12:59pm] [ mood | amused ] i was bored ( it's a cute picture even though i look weird..no comments from the peanut gallery ) ( aw ) ( weirdos ) ( eep ) and of course. the best for last ( just click me damn it ) 3 skeetos| fu man

[25 Jul 2003|06:53am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | the clowns in my head are singing me a song ] ...*yawn*... nazis used to torture people by tying them to a chair and every time they started to fall asleep, they'd cut 'em or burn 'em or something painful to keep them awake until they died of no sleep 54 skeetos| fu man

[24 Jul 2003|07:59am] [ mood | ecstatic ] *shifts a little in the hospital chair and adjusts lily's blanket around her sleeping form and brushes a soft kiss on her forehead* so beautiful angel..*winces when christopher starts crying and stands, gently laying lily down in her bassinet next to willa's bed. kisses willa's sleeping lips softly then moves across to christopher's playpen and lifts him out* shhhh lil' man...daddy's been up all night with your sister, we don't want two screaming babies *rubs his back and slips out of the room, closing the door softly behind us. walks down the hall, rocking christopher and humming softly to him* God. lily's here. i can't believe it. i'm still in shock. she's so beautiful. like i told lance...she's gonna drive the men wild, just like her mommy. and i'm gonna be there with a shotgun to keep them away. you too, right christopher? *nuzzles him as he starts calming down* you're gonna be so protective of your little sister. we'll keep the guys away together ok? we're a team, you and me *kisses his nose and heads back to the hospital room* i think you know what's going on. we have a big family now, hm? *whispers* and your mommy wants three more babies. it looks like it hurts *makes a face* but we're gonna wait a little bit. then you can help with them *winks* *laughs softly when christopher grabs my ear* yeah i know you know what i'm saying. i can tell, you're paying attention just about as well as i ever do *slips back into the room and goes to lily, beaming down at her and lowering my voice* look at her christopher. she's gorgeous...she's your little sister so you have to look out for her real good ok? and remember what mommy told you yesterday, we love you both and you don't have anything to be jealous of...it might seem like we're paying more attention to lily right now, but that's just cause she's so little and she needs us...you're a big boy, we know you can look after yourself. right *smiles and kisses his nose* you get some sleep ok? we have a long day ahead of us *smiles when he yawns and closes his eyes* i knew you understood me *lays him back in his pen and goes back to lily, picking her up gently* *notices she's fussing a little* aww angel, what's wrong? *checks her and rocks her gently* are you hungry? let's get you some food ok? *leans over the bed and kisses willa, murmuring in her ear* wake up mommy...our little girl wants to eat 19 skeetos| fu man

[24 Jul 2003|01:26am] [ mood | indescribable ] 3:04am, july 24th, 2003...lily madison kirkpatrick. 7 pounds, 5 ounces. 19 inches. she's here. she's finally here. i. God. i can't believe it. willa wanted to go home in the middle of labour *laughs softly* i. you'd think it would be different the second time. but it's not. it's just as amazing and incredible and i can't belive she's here. did i say that already? oh well. i don't care. my little girl is here. mandah, baby. you did so good. i can't imagine going through that but you did and she's here. she's so beautiful. ten perfect little fingers and ten perfect little toes. my little angel. God.. *runs off to stare at her some more* 11 skeetos| fu man

[23 Jul 2003|12:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | garbage - #1 crush ] *wanders in, wearing layers of clothes. wife beater over a t-shirt over a hoodie, shorts over jeans. has a grungy long blond wig on with a toque over top. carrying my guitar. clears my throat and taps the mic, then starts playing and singing loudly* i would die for you i would die for you i've been dying just to feel you by my side to know that you're mine i will cry for you i will cry for you i will wash away your pain with all my tears and drown your fear i will pray for you i will pray for you i will sell my soul for something pure and true someone like you *duck walks around the room* see your face every place that I walk in hear your voice every time I am talking you will believe in me and I will never be ignored i will burn for you feel pain for you i will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart i'll tear it apart i will lie for you i can steal for you i will crawl on hands and knees until you see you're just like me violate all my love that I'm missing throw away all the pain that I'm living you will believe in me and I can never be ignored i would die for you i would kill for you i will steal for you i'd do time for you i would wait for you i'd make room for you i'd sail ships for you to be close to you to be a part of you 'cause i believe in you i believe in you i would die for you. thank you *leaves* ( and just for fun ) 6 skeetos| fu man

[23 Jul 2003|06:59am] [ mood | bitchy ] got a few hours of sleep last night, which is basically all i ever sleep anyway, so i'm good. mandah helped *grins* love you baby. the weed and the paralizers probably didn't hurt either. so see? i've found a formula for sleep that doesn't involve pills or a shrink. go me. speaking of, i hope to hell jayce was higher than i was yesterday and doesn't remember. what the fuck i was tellin' him some shit i said for, i don't know. it just kinda. came out. and he looked at me just like i knew he would. which is stupid cause he does cause he cares but i hate it. i don't want his pity. i don't want anyone's pity. so that shit stays where it belongs, buried nice and deep in my fucked up head. except i told him yesterday and i've never told anyone. why they hell did i? stupid. i gotta stop getting fucked up so often or somethin'. speakin' of, thanks jen. you can dip in whenever you want, just be careful and don't use too much at once. *growls* fuckin' hell, lance is an annoying mother fucker when he wants to be. Goddamn. but that's ok, cause i'm the king of annoying *flexes muscles* ain't no one who can beat me at that. y'all should know. so. yeah. i'm gonna take the dogs for a run and come back and maybe someone'll be awake in this house to talk to 18 skeetos| fu man

[22 Jul 2003|06:50am] [ mood | awake ] *kisses willa's forehead and lips softly and slips out of bed without waking her. looks in on christopher who's sleeping soundly, layla curled up by the crib, and smiles softly. heads down the hall to my office and plops down at my computer* well. what's to say? i don't know. i don't think i can say anything. i slept a little. but not much. mandah wants me to go see someone about it. she said i might not even need pills. like. go to a head shrinker. ain't it funny? chris, the crazy one. needs a head doctor after all. maybe they'll even put me on ritalin. ha. ha. i told mandah i'd go get help for sleeping though. she worries so much about me. i've never really needed much sleep though. i'm the one who goes on tour and sleeps 4 hours a night and that's it. but ever since i got sick. *sighs and rubs my eyes* i'll go see someone. she offered to come with me. but i don't want her to know. the shit i've seen and gone though...her heart and mind are too beautiful for it. i love her too much. it will just hurt her and i don't want to hurt her. i should be fine anyway. after all this is over. then i'll be able to sleep again. on a side note, we named the puppy. layla. after the eric clapton song. introduced christopher and they're already best friends. but willa says i'm not allowed to ride her when she's bigger which is so not fair. i like riding dogs. cause horses. they hurt pretty things. like. my face. we got a couple of days left to finish with timberlake's wedding. it's gonna be gorgeous if i do say so myself. and i do. i'm gonna fly out a couple of hours before it starts and fly back home when it's done. i don't wanna miss lily...mandah promised she'd call as soon as anything happens if i'm gone. with my luck i'll get on the plane and her water'll break and by the time i manage to get back, lily will be here. that's what i'm most scared of. but i can't miss the wedding, it's my lil' buddy. can't believe he's gettin' married. so excited for him. *hears christopher and hits update. heads back to the nursery and picks him up. after a quick diaper check, takes him to the change table and changes him* shh *puts a finger to my lips and gives his stomach a kiss* mommy's asleep *picks him up and sits in the rocking chair, rocking him back to sleep. returns him to his crib and goes back into my bedroom. climbs into bed with willa and wraps my arms back around her, murmuring* i love you mandah *kisses her cheek and closes my eyes to try to sleep* 28 skeetos| fu man

[21 Jul 2003|06:54am] [ mood | cranky ] morning. no sleep. grumpy chris. damned team lost again *sigh* why do i always get stuck on the bad team? *shakes my fist at the knights* got 3 days now to plan a wedding for justin. i hate that kid *laughs* where's willa when i need her? sleeping. like i should be. gah. sleep. *sobs* it was too fucking hot all night. couldn't sleep. christopher cried. couldn't sleep. now it's not so hot and christopher is asleep....can't sleep... i hate insomnia but i thought up a name for the dog. you know the eric clapton song? layla? yeah. that. not "the eric clapton song".....layla. my mind works funny on no sleep...PIXIES FOR BREAKFAST! edit like whoa: meant to tell you this before mandah but i forgot. was talkin' to lance and he was all "i know you and willa are gonna make it cause if you don't, what hope is there for any of the rest of us?" thanks man love you babygirl 65 skeetos| fu man

cftc [20 Jul 2003|02:14pm] [ mood | chipper ] so lots happening. let's start. skills challange was yesterday. that was lots of fun. we were all in tank tops and jayce was in jeans and a long sleeved shirt cause he's red like a lobster. will. not. laugh. he had to go inside at one point cause hi, jeans and a long sleeved shirt in the middle of the day in miami. smooth. heat stroke i think. poor kid. if you read lance's update. yeah it's true, i flipped some fans off. i think that's the first time i've lost my temper with fans. here's all what happened. i went to the hard rock café with lobster boy (jc) and we were just sitting around and some fans came up. "JC! JC! *squeal*" which ok, doesn't seem bad, right? except i get that all the time, or my favourite. "ee it's chris! where's justin?" i'm not jealous of the other guys if that's what you're thinking, i love them to death. just kinda irritating sometimes. so anyway, they run up and are fawning on jc. and i kinda sorta might have gone "hey, i have a cd coming out too. fuck you" and flipped them off. *Shrugs* oops? i told them i was kidding. which i wasn't. but oh well. oh and i got a dog. another one. this one is a rottweiler/labridor mix. needed a big guard dog cause, i love korea to death but she and puppy aren't exactly the best guards. poor korea. she's jealous and sad. a year ago, it was just the two of us and she was always my baby. and before that it was me, korea and busta. that's the most she's ever lived with. and now, within a year, it's gotten to me, willa, puppy, korea, christopher, the new dog and lily on the way. i'm gonna take her out later for a run, just the two of us. my poor girl. she didn't like puppy when he came though, and they're best buds now. she'll adjust. i'll put up pictures of the new dog when i can. nameless still, we're gonna wait and think of something. i like willa's idea though. lucifer. grrr tough man dog *nods* basketball game is today. will kick ass as always. woo. hope y'all come watch and stuff. 2 skeetos| fu man

challenge for the children [19 Jul 2003|11:41am] [ mood | excited ] well kiddies, it's that time of year again. WOOOOO i love this time of year! it's like christmas in july. but not. cause we don't get presents. oh well. so we're in south beach, miami. here's what's all goin' on in case you wanted to know: saturday: + Celebrity Skills Challenge on the beach + Collins Park + 1:30pm - Gates open + 3:00pm - Games Begin sunday: + Celebrity Basketball Game + Office Depot Center/Ft. Lauderdale, FL + 3:30pm - Tip Off so yes. time to embarass lance! WOOO!!! 3 skeetos| fu man

[18 Jul 2003|02:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | michael bublé ] driving driving driving too much driving must drive though, must make it back to florida today driving lets me think and on the way up here i was thinking bad things so on the way down, i'm gonna think good things i have this album nicely underway and this stuff with richard marx is looking good. i'm having fun with this but i miss the other guys, workin' in the studio just isn't the same when i can't harass them all. but one good thing with it is i can do whatever i want. i asked willa if she'd do a duet with me a little while back. cheesy? yeah bite my big cheesy ass. we're damned adorable and you all know it, jealous jealous jealous. so *sto* but yeah. something like timeless by justin guarini and kelly clarkson. not that i was listening to it or nothin'. but that'd be good. i wanna do a whole song together, even if i don't put it on the album. it'll just be fun. writing together, singing together, mixing together. *sighs* yeah. speaking of, willa's got her own cd coming out. we're gonna be going around for promos soon...man, how weird is this? a year ago i was the worlds most elegible bachlor, bringing a different girl home every night. and now, i'm gonna be following mandah around the country, taking care of the babies while she works. and i love it, i'm happier than i ever have been. how crazy is that? for once in my life, i won't let sorrow hurt me, not like it's hurt me before...for once i've got someone i know won't desert me cause i'm not alone anymore ( for once in my life... ) fu man

*yawn* [18 Jul 2003|06:56am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | bobby james - n.e.r.d. ] too. early. way too early. i hate early. but we have a long ass drive ahead of us. gotta get back to florida, cftc is this weekend. hope you're all comin' to watch my team kick ass. who's our guests this year? i don't even know. i almost forgot about it, melinda had to call me and be like "hey chris, you remember this weekend right?" so i'll be driving all day and hopefully we'll make it back tonight. and if not, i'll just have to drive all night too *laughs* willa wrote me something yesterday. it was so beautiful. man. *beams* ya'll should read it. i love you mandah. she also told me somethin' someone said. was awesome. was just an awesome day in genenal. and now we need to go. but mandah's still asleep. i'm gonna see if i can get this show on the road without wakin' her. shhhh. ~chris 21 skeetos| fu man

[17 Jul 2003|11:54am] [ mood | creative ] *sits down in the studio, picking up the guitar and strumming while i wait for richard to show up. starts playing a jazzy tune and sings to myself, softly to warm up my voice* well it's a marvelous night for a moondance with the stars up above in your eyes...fantabulous night to make romance 'neath the cover of october skies.. *looks up from the guitar and smiles happily at willa* and all the leaves on the trees are falling, to the sound of the breezes that blow...and i'm trying to please to the calling of your heart-strings that play soft and low...and all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush..and all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush....can i just have one more moondance with you, my love? can i just make some more romance with you, my love? *grins and winks* well i wanna make love to you tonight, i can't wait till the mornin' has come...and i know that time is just right and straight into my arms you will run...when you come my heart will be waiting to make sure that you're never alone...there and then all my dreams will come true dear, there and then i will make you my own.....anytime i touch you, you just tremble inside and i know how much you want me that you can't hide *grins again and goes back into the chorus, dipping my head to look back at the guitar and plays a little bit without singing before starting the last verse again, repeating the chorus and trailing off* can i just make some more romance with you my love....my love.... 8 skeetos| fu man

[17 Jul 2003|11:04am] [ mood | nauseated ] You're GSF. Because nothing says good times quite like a good old orgy. What is your REAL OTP? brought to you by Quizilla ...gsf? what the fuck? people actually think about this shit? *runs off to find willa and reaffirm my masculinity* 3 skeetos| fu man

[17 Jul 2003|07:15am] [ mood | weird ] i wanted to write a song. a weird one, cause i was listening to the beatles within you, without you. here's the start to my song. partial credit to lance bass. he told me joan of arc rhymes. here goes. untitled the sunglasses stare through the dark my love floats like a lark your eyes bite at me, they're a shark burn burn BURN joan of arc cool huh? edit: this is totally me and mandah. cause we're bad asses number 47 said to number 3 well you're the cutest jailbird i ever did see i sure would be delighted with your company come on and do the jailhouse rock with me let's rock *rocks* 16 skeetos| fu man

ok i'm gonna try [16 Jul 2003|02:59pm] and i'm gonna do...*drum roll*....us. cause i know the most us songs *shrug* and i can cheat and use justin and jc songs weee 1. Are you male or female: space cowboy 2. Describe yourself: ...space cowboy? oh and celebrity 3. How do some people feel about you?: it makes me ill 4. How do you feel about yourself?: i drive myself crazy 5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: gone 6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: my kind of girl - justin duet with brian mcknight. cheap to us it? yeah, bite me 7. Your sexual innuendo: up against the wall...digital getdown...giddy up...under my tree...shall i continue? oh and (and she said) take me now 8. Where would you rather be?: up against the wall 9. Where are you?: still on my brain 10. Describe what you want to be: just got paid 11. Describe how you live: no strings attached 12. Describe how you love: like i love you 13. Share a few words of wisdom: do your thing 14. Are you older or younger: pop...like...a dad...pop...get it? 15. What would you like to do today: see right through you 16. What would you like to do tonight?: rock your body 17. What makes you feel the best?: the two of us 18. What makes you feel the worst?: something like you 3 skeetos| fu man

[16 Jul 2003|07:05am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | i wanna be bad remix - willa ford and royce da 5-9 ] *raps* willa, willa, willa, whatchu want? whatchu want? willa, willa, willa, whatchu want? can I get it from you? is it em the criminal wit the stan look, uhh you need a real shady to please stand up or is it me, the criminal wit the v the never pretend to be, nothin other than a bad boy if you say you want me, tell me how you gon' be hey chris yo i wanna be bad c'mon ...well you heard the lady! *skips off to be bad* edit: dude. what's up with his face? You are "Force of Gravity" You are far too controversial and cause a scandal wherever you go. What JC Song Are You? 56 skeetos| fu man

[15 Jul 2003|07:21pm] [ mood | amused ] my 4th update today. whatever. check out the message i came to when i got back: such a basstard: chriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis Auto response from XchriskeetoX: work, work, work all day long work, work, work while i sing this song such a basstard: *sniffle* i see how it is. you get laid once and you forget all your friends and what we've done for you. ok. i'll go now. kill myself or something such a basstard: it's not like you understand how detrimental it is to me to be ignored by you. someone like you to ingore me? it's like i have no reason to live--ooh. nevermind. i see dolphins. way cool. ( surveyage stolen from gwen ) 5 skeetos| fu man

... [15 Jul 2003|12:45pm] I am a sleepy kitty with night terrors Which sleepy kitty would you be? brought to you by Quizilla fu man

[15 Jul 2003|06:52am] [ mood | sated ] [ music | my song ] i wrote a song. it goes like this. who likes mornings? who likes mornings? mornings are very icky i like mornings i like mornings especially when the bed is stiiicky ....or the hot tub as the case may be *grins* XchriskeetoX: CHRIS GOT LAID XchriskeetoX: :-D NwAlicia: :-Dahahahaha. -THUMBS UP- XchriskeetoX: woooooo NwAlicia: WOOOO I hope it was with Willa ;O XchriskeetoX: WEE CHRIS GOT LAID *bounces more* such a basstard: that's great. with willa? *frowns* how come everyone's sayin' that? 48 skeetos| fu man

*sobs* [14 Jul 2003|10:38pm] [ mood | horny ] XchriskeetoX: *bangs my head against the wall* i'm never gettin ' laid again XXJen90210XX: na uh...you have to wait 6 more weeks after XchriskeetoX: *looks at you* 6 weeks? XXJen90210XX: Yep...6 weeks XchriskeetoX: ...why 6 weeks? XXJen90210XX: *hiccups* she has to heal man... XchriskeetoX: *stares blankly* for the love of all that is holy tell me you're kidding and it's not 6 weeks XXJen90210XX: that's what they told me...but it's really up to willa...whenever she feels ready I guess..but definitly not for the following 3 weeks after lily is born XchriskeetoX: *bangs my head against the wall some more* 2 skeetos| fu man

[14 Jul 2003|01:40pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | angel - shaggy ] *waits while willa steps off the moterhome to stretch her legs. moves to the back and grabs my bag, pulling a small package out of it. holds a finger up to my lips and winks at christopher, who kicks his legs and giggles. makes sure the note is still tied to the top of the wrapped box and sets it down on the table.* ( the note ) ( the gift ) *sings to myself* girl you're my angel, you're my darling angel...closer than my peeps you are to me, baby...shorty you're my angel, you're my darling angel, girl you're my friend when i'm in need, baby...... *winks at christopher again and heads back to the front to wait for willa* 11 skeetos| fu man

[14 Jul 2003|06:34am] [ mood | cranky ] i'm really getting pissed. when people don't know that it's not their place to act like a child's mother to a kid they just met, i really don't know where to start. jessi, you can be as pissed off at me as you want, but it's not just me. in case you hadn't noticed, jen was agreeing with everything we were saying. and i know jayce and lance would. so do everyone a favour and back the hell off. in other news, molly is going to murder me because people are morons and don't know how to act around a child. good times. in more other news, finally got around to giving jc and lance their wedding present. enjoy kids. this just in: i love my wife more than life itself. that is all. time to jump back behind the wheel. will be in chicago today. i can't wait for willa to meet richard *snickers* she's such a teenie, it's adorable. anyway, chicago today, stayin' here till cftc this week in florida. then i was gonna come back, but willa doesn't want to because it's getting close to when lily will be born. and she wants to be at home in florida, with her doctor at her hospital. so she said she'd stay while i went back, but i don't wanna leave her alone especially if she goes into labour. so the rest of the chicago trip is being put off a little. poor lance. a whole week. *doesn't feel bad at all* such a shame ok driving time *waves and runs away* 38 skeetos| fu man

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