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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003

Time:4:52 pm.


everyone look at my crappy new-old car!


Yessirs i got me a car. Oky i dont have it YET but my grandfather is giving up driving and he's giving me his 84 lesabre. Mind you it IS A VERY CAPPY LOOKING car, but the engine is new just put in last year and it's free and't It's mines as soon as the registration runs out, which is like either the end of this month or the begining of next. So... I have a car! me gots a car!

A Lost Seraphim

Saturday, July 26th, 2003

Subject:...
Time:12:37 am.
Mood: discontent.
Y'know what I hate?
When people, who really don;t know you, but are very like you, start to talk about themselves and it hits you on the head... like they are talking about you....

OM12 [12:10 AM]: i was thinking
OM12 [12:10 AM]: when i talk to people in person
OM12 [12:10 AM]: most people
OM12 [12:10 AM]: i dont look in the eye
NikeDude0101 [12:11 AM]: i used to be like that, but that was when i couldnt even look myself in the mirror, i was too scared of what i saw
NikeDude0101 [12:11 AM]: i hated myself, to be honest

damn you, for hitting a bullseye.

OM12 [12:13 AM]: why did you hate yourself?
NikeDude0101 [12:14 AM]: cause, apparently i wasnt perfect, i had acne, and i hated it, i hated my looks, i wasnt one of the buff pretty guys on tv, but apparently, i always was... to others... but i didnt like myself
OM12 [12:16 AM]: I can understand that.
NikeDude0101 [12:18 AM]: but now, i love myself, i look people in the eye, and i regret all the time i hated myself, i really... truly regret it....
OM12 [12:18 AM]: i dunno
OM12 [12:18 AM]: i just can't bring myself to look peopl in the eye
NikeDude0101 [12:19 AM]: yes you can....
NikeDude0101 [12:19 AM]: i used to be jus like that dude, omg, lol
NikeDude0101 [12:19 AM]: "sigh" you can, and you will someday
NikeDude0101 [12:20 AM]: do you like yourself, not to sound stupid, but do you?

hesitation...what do you say to a person who has so easily picked you off and plunked you out?

OM12 [12:23 AM]: sometimes
NikeDude0101 [12:24 AM]: you should like yourself, i know its hard, because i had a hard time, but like yourself...

I never could understtand the...openess of some people...
1 Broken Wing - A Lost Seraphim

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