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chris brown's Blurty:
| Saturday, November 6th, 2004 | |
| 3:06 am | like a saturday night i'll be gone dear blurty, its hard to say how i am feeling now. in the most oddest times, i am reminicing of her. crushes dont last for years do they? its like i sit and wonder, aimlessly wondering about her. i wonder where she is, what she is doing, if she's happy, if she's taken. i sit and ponder and doubt myself. maybe, just maybe, if all things could go right we could have had at least something special together. i feel like im writing this to myself to get pity. the worst part is when im sitting there with my girl, and im thinking of her. i want to cry, i want to shed my tears and rid my mind of her torment. its not fair, ive listened to too many sad songs and im sick of it. i always tell my self next time will be the time when it actually goes right and she will see you, really see you.so now and i looking to reunion. god i hope she comes, thats the only thing im looking forward to. if i could have one wish, it would be to find myself holding her in my arms. this isnt normal. this is torturous. and yes chris, i love to dream of things so impossible. Current Mood:  sad |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 | |
| 4:47 am | hello blurty. its been a while. hello blurty, how are u. i guess i'll write in here again. there is so much stuff going on in my life right now that its hard to keep track. im excited, worried, scared, tired, and confused all at once. sounds like fun huh :). couple shows coming up, yellowcard and the starting line, and taking back sunday. and i must say i really like their new album. go buy it. if anybody wants to move in with me and beau, shoot me a holla. enough for now, sleep is on the horizon. Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: the songs in my head |
| Sunday, January 25th, 2004 | |
| 3:16 am | i got hired at sycuan valet. what what! ya bitchin, so now the money should be coming in like mad. i guess the only problem is i am *really* tired. i use the *'s b/c in my mind i was gonna say "hella" but i sensored myself. and why did i sensor myself? b/c nor-cal hella sux. if anyone can find me that t-shirt i would love to have it! anyway back to work. so its great, im getting paid to drive cars around. sweet deal. peace |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 | |
| 1:17 pm | this friday i went up to six flags with ashley, kevin, bryan and ryan. we left san diego around 2:00pm and finally got up to six flags at 6:00. we got to the park, then realized they closed at 6:00. fuck! that was the word of the night. ha hahah. so then we stayed that night at a hotel. had some fun. got up the next morning and went to the park. it was a lot of fun. i went on X for the first time. that was such a cool ride. well worth the wait. ryan drove me ash and kev home in like 2 hours. we were movin. but now im sick and ive lost my voice. :( so ya kinda sux. but oh well. time for me to get better!!! bye kids. |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 | |
| 10:06 pm | im fucking sick. i dont like it at all. someone save me please. |
| Saturday, January 3rd, 2004 | |
| 1:06 am | amber wilson is the yoko ono to A Weeks Notice |
| 12:50 am | my new years resolution is to save money. |
| Monday, December 29th, 2003 | |
| 1:06 am | i quit at viejas today! woo hoo. no more freezing my ass off at work! :P |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 | |
| 5:56 pm | just wasting time in the library well right now im in library. just sitting here, staring into the screen on my laptop while my fingers move in different directions as they speedily hit the keys on the keyboard. yes, thats right, im bored. bored bored bored. this should be my last class for the semester, then ive got 3 finals, one of which i have no reason to take and thats stats. im not going to even discuss stats b/c if i do, i might kill someone. so i will just say miss peng is the worst stats professor ever, she should teach chinese. the end. but yeah, ive got 3 finals and then im done til january the 12th. woohoo!!!! things im looking forward to: #1 is spending time with ashley. i have been so busy lately and i havent been able to see her as much as i would like to. #2 is disneyland. thats right i will be going to disneyland w/ ashley on the 22nd. that will be fun #3 is christmas. i'll be working either the 24th, the 25th, or both depending on if i have to bargain to get new years eve off. #4 is the new years eve show. that will be really cool show. its gonna be like warped tour in the sports arena! lol so yeah i hope ur going to that b/c its gonna be a blast. #5 the band. lol, im sorry u guys are so far down on the list but u know we'll be doing mad practice sessions in my garage over break. we're sounding really good and i hope we can keep this all going. i guess thats about all i have to say. i should go study or something but im too lazy to do, so i'll probably screw around on the computer a little more until class. lol. ttyl. chris Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: u cant play music in the library |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 | |
| 1:29 pm | i am having one of the worst days that i have had in a while. it all started when i got an F on my stats project. fucking chink ass bitch of a wanna be professor needs to be deported back to china asap. and god learn some fucking english and take a fucking shower b/c u smell like shit. i will be so happy when this day is over. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!~ fucking ass whore son of a bitch piss cunt ponmoe o[ scepo mnpsoec hjsecmjpoescmles dick. la la la. im so glad i dont have work today. goodbye. Current Mood:  cranky |
| Sunday, December 7th, 2003 | |
| 11:46 pm | hey im back man it seems like its been a month since ive entered shit in here. christmas is right around the corner, how bout them apples. ha ha, do u like apples??? well how bout them apples. today i bought a dozen roses. it cost me 53.88. but its all good. u know. school has been a bitch, last week especially. spelling? so now what lets see, ive got 4 more days of school left plus god knows when my finals are and then its winter break!!!!!!! fuck yeah. oh yeah we've started practice up again. for the first time ever.... we had everyone from the band at practice. it was amazing, just thinking about it brings a tear to my eye. tim and i are gonna have a little acoustic session on wednesday. all band members are invited but not expected to be there. but saturday, u best be there or there will be a bounty on your life. done. bye bye. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: finch - worms of the universe |
| Sunday, November 30th, 2003 | |
| 11:54 am | i cleaned up chocolate puke last night! oh god it was so gross. mark, dont ever eat chocolate ice cream when ur drunk |
| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 | |
| 12:22 am | hey kids whats up. im bored la la la. i saw gothica tonight, weird movie but ive seen weirder. well g2g wake up ashley and take her home. stupid curfews, blah. ha ha. happy thanksgiving to all of you. and be safe. much love, chris Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: Yellowcard - Rough Draft |
| Thursday, November 20th, 2003 | |
| 6:33 pm | sick and tired the whole daily routine is getting old. school is, well its school and it just plain sucks. im getting really sick of all the busy work that i gotta do for theses supid entrance courses for state. i need a change. life is getting boring. we need to start having band practice again. god its been so long. well i gota go, i got comm class coming up and i have a speech to do! woo hoo. i hate tha tclass. peace out, chris Current Mood:  bored |
| Monday, November 17th, 2003 | |
| 10:28 am | let it be known on 10:26 AM on Novemeber 17th, 2003, i made my bed. i feel tears coming... must go now. |
| 12:04 am | poser carson daly is such a poser. my god. the end. Current Mood:  hyper |
| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 | |
| 10:50 pm | hey well lets see, i just got off work. made a $20 tip! hell yeah. made my night, too bad it was raining and freezing cold outside. but oh well. im gonna make this short b/c i got h/w to do. fucking homework. i hate it. but i gotta pass my classes so it might be worth it...ive been really busy lately. just always on the move, not a minute to spare. ahhhh. but yeah. so i guess im done. p-o christopher Current Mood:  lazy |
| Sunday, November 9th, 2003 | |
| 10:47 pm | i stole this survey from mark. Name: chris brown Birth date: 9/8/85 Birthplace: San Diego Current Location: my house Eye Color: brown Hair Color: black Height: 5'7" Righty or Lefty: Righty Virgin: nope Boy/girlfriend: g/f, love u ashley Shoe Size: 10 LAYER 2: Your heritage: mutt, too many things to list The shoes you wore today: osiris d3 Your fears: being embarrassed Your perfect pizza: pan pizza, peperoni, sausage, mushroom, onion, basically the works.. Goal you'd like to achieve: move out at the end of summer LAYER 3: Your most overused phrase on AIM: whats up Your thoughts first waking up: i hope its really early so i can sleep longer Your bedtime: when sleepiness consumes me Your most missed memory: the busride back from disneyland..sigh LAYER 4: Pepsi or Coke: coke McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds Single or group dates: single Adidas or Nike: adidas Ice Tea or Nestea: coke Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or coffee: coke LAYER 5: Smoke: smoking isnt good for ur health Cuss: shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart turd and twat Sing: hell yeah Take a shower everyday: yeah, sometimes two Have a crush: Do you think you've been in love: yeah Want to go to college: been there done that, next; actually been there, doing that, next Like(d) high school: for the most part. Want to get married: yeah. Believe in yourself: depends Get motion sickness: nope Think you're attractive: perhaps, ashley seems to think so.. :) Think you're a health freak: no Get along with your parent(s): had ups and downs, but recently been getting along very very good. Like thunderstorms: yeah theyre cool LAYER 6: In the past month... Drank alcohol: yup Smoked: nope Done a drug: nope Had Sex: yup Gone to the mall: yup Eaten an entire box of Oreos: do ppl actually do this? Eaten sushi: nope Been on stage: if u call my garage a stage.. Made homemade cookies: nope Gone skinny dipping: nope Stolen anything: umm, i dont believe so. LAYER 7: Age you hope to be married: i dont know. Numbers and Names of Children: names- jennifer, tyler, taylor. i dont know how many kids Describe your Dream Wedding: this sounds like a question for the girls. How do you want to die: i dont. Where you want to go to college: umm gee uh, sdsu? What do you want to be when you grow up: rock star, or pirate What country would you most like to visit: italy, i heard its really cool there. oh and france. and maybe japan. yeah when i become a rockstar, i'll go touring in japan. ha ha LAYER 8: # of drugs taken illegally: umm.. none # of people I could trust with my life: 1 # of CDs that I own: shit i dunno. # of piercings: none # of tattoos: none # of scars on my body: i dunno. a few here and there. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: the voices in my head. |
| Friday, November 7th, 2003 | |
| 2:39 am | i spent so much time waiting for the second chance that i never got spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day i need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe i'll find some peace tonight |
| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 | |
| 12:50 am | oh yeah the show was amazing. im so glad i wasnt in the pit for thrice. thursday, i could feel the emotion in the air. my god that was such a good show. wish u were there ash. love ya babe. but now im really sore from being up against the rail the whole show. oh and i got a drum stick from coheed and cambria! woo hoo. too bad i dont like them. but oh well. the end. |