| These lyrics send hope. |
[19 Jun 2004|02:42pm] |
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The hives- walk idiot walk |
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Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in too deep
to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
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[18 Jun 2004|07:11pm] |
Peace..
I'm am out to explore the drama of the St. Henry's Festival in Elsmere.
I LOVE YOU.
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[15 Jun 2004|09:35pm] |
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..........and man was it good.
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[13 Jun 2004|03:08pm] |
| How to make a Lisa Mccarty |
Ingredients:
5 parts mercy
5 parts crazyiness
3 parts empathy |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little emotion if desired! |
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[13 Jun 2004|02:15pm] |
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Ok, so you all are bastards.
One of my supposed to be "good friends" could give a fuck less about me. She would rather hang out with people that already treat her like shit.
I am just a back-up plan.
I could go to the mall to meet her and she would blow me off to hang out with her " lover". When I call her up, she'll laugh about it and make up some bull shit lie about how she " fell asleep and forgot all about it".
I hate liars. So many have already lied to me.
I wish the world would just kill itself.
You know, slit it's throat, blow it's fucking brain out.
But, dreams never come true.
........but I love you.
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[12 Jun 2004|04:26pm] |
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Justin Timberlake- Cry me a river |
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Well you see, my last day of school was more entertaining than any of you asshole's.
On Thursday, I was only in school until I don't know 10.
Before 1st hour even started I got in a fight with this bitch Tiffany Grimes...(don't care how I spelled it)
I went up to her in the dungeon and straight socked her in the face.
So she fights back, you know, I fight back.
Let me summarize it for you.
Bad mistake, her fighting back.
She has 2 black eyes and a busted lip...haha, me, I have a tiny stratch just above my left eyebrow.
I rule at life.
..........but I love you.
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[03 Jun 2004|09:58am] |
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Sup ladies?
I am bored as hell..chillin up in tha SK.
I have a boyfriend now, no telling how long it will last. But he's sweet!
I started a fight this morning. I didnt get sent down to the office or anything, they jus ignored it.
I officially passed the 9th grade...FINALLY RIGHT?!
I'm exstatic to be getting out of the fresh meat category. My 2 years as a freshman sucks alot of life.
Well, I must go for now.
.........but I love you.
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[30 May 2004|04:03pm] |
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Whats good ya'll?
Things are crazy, I can say that now.
I'm about to be going to my friend Megan's house, I'm staying over there tonight since we don't have school tomorrow.
Hells yeah..
I'm sorry I dont have much to say..so I'll talk later.
...but I love you.
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[25 May 2004|08:05pm] |
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Hello assholes.. I am here again to charm your night.
Today I went back to school, and it was shitty.
No cigarettes. No congregating of my usual circle.
Well. I went to lunch and everyone (particularly Kelley) was in a sad, down mood.
She should be blessed and completely exstatic that she is still alive and kicking.
Most people won't live to be 15 years old.
I guess I just care.
I talked to my mom today.
She called me and told me she wants me to stay out of trouble and I told her how big my boobs are getting.
*shrugs* What else was I going to say?
Well, I told her about the cicadas and how they are slowly going to take over the world.
She didn't have much to say.
I have figured it out, I was not put on this earth for love and prosperity.
I was put on this earth to help people smile with my charm and grace.
Maybe. Just maybe.
Not too many people like me, they think I'm stuck up. But I'm not. I just like to overwhelm them I suppose.
For some reason, I'm enjoying this night. No, noone will ever read my journal. No, noone will ever just come over and hang out. Oh well. Atleast, I don't have a blade to my wrist threatening my own life slowly as I move the blade closer and closer to the vein.
........but I love you.
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[24 May 2004|01:44pm] |
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I wish I could lie to my friends and family and get away with it.
I wish I could lie just to make myself look good.
Sadly, I'm an honost person.
Sadly, I don't suck at life, badly.
I won't bite the bullet and cry 10,000 tears.
I won't ignore my only friends and blow them off all the time.
I don't make promises and break them.
I don't tell my friends I'll hang out with them and then go hang out with the person that treats me like shit.
Forget who you are and start being yourself.
Asshole.
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[24 May 2004|11:12am] |
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I skipped school today.
There was no way i was going to go.
Yesterday, my dad and I went to the Red's game and well...that sucked.
Well, they won 7-0.
I got burnt from the face down..
The sun is an asshole.
That is why i skipped.
That and because me and my brother stayed up drinking last night.
I have nothing more to do than this...
gun shot wounds appear on my face..to my heart.
......but I love you.
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[21 May 2004|06:23pm] |
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It's ok nobody likes me...it's also ok i get on your nerves.
But, doesn't my looks make up for it?!?!
sike..just kidding.
Anyway, school's almost out. HELL YEA NIGGA!
I'm hating these couple last days. It's killing my gut! I need some freedom!!!!
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| fuck you beast. |
[20 May 2004|10:21am] |
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I hate you although you're beautiful.
God damn it, why isn't it me?
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[15 May 2004|06:57pm] |
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Well, Thursday night i got kicked out my cousin's house.
(I'd rather not say why) If you really want to know IM me and maybe I'll tell you.
I'm back to wonderful Erlanger and It's fucked up.
My dad gives me a ride to school everyday...at like 7 in the morning....too early for my liking.
Anyway, right now I'm watching Cheaper By The Dozen.
Funny as hell.
......but I love you.
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[09 May 2004|11:38am] |
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I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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[08 May 2004|03:05pm] |
FUCK.
crazy.
WHAT.
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[06 May 2004|09:48am] |
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12 more days.
ahh what to do...
I will be 17 years old.
i hope i get what I deserve.
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[04 May 2004|09:44am] |
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AH YES...another day at Simon Kenton, what fun!
Well, let's start out with 1st hour.
1st hour- our teacher decides to write Megan, Choice, Anna, and myself up for 'disrupting class'...the stupid bitch didnt even spell the two words correctly, she spelled them " desrupting clars"...she needs help...thank god she only teaches math.
Well, now I'm in 2nd hour.
.....but I love you
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