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[16 May 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | predatory ]

Hey!

Exactly two days until my birthday. I am SO exstatic.

Just this past weekend, i had 3 dates. It was sweet!

But, I'm also kind of pissed. I do whatever I can, just drop what I'm doing to help them out.

Being money, or whatever, I always try to help someone.

Maybe, one day, someone will be thankful of what I do for them and think, hey she was a nice person.

But, something tells me they won't remember me until I'm gone.







I want this guy to like me. But, I don't see this happening. Maybe I just need attention.

dance your heart out

[28 Apr 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I can't eat.
I can't sleep.
I can't think.
What's wrong with me?

My friend says it could be love..

I wouldn't know what love felt like.

Every time I get close to someone I get scared.. I don't know what to do, I start shaking.. over and over again.


This time, I never even got close. I think It's just time to get my life over with and start living.. like tomorrow's the last day.

tap ! dance your heart out

[13 Apr 2005|06:39pm]
I guess I never really understood why people never hung out with me.

The shit i did to degrade myself in public... what the hell?



I'm about to 18 years old. And, I have noticed how much I have changed..

DAMN!That shit I did when I was younger...WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING?!
dance your heart out

sigh. [13 Mar 2005|03:33pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | The Postal Service - Nothing Better ]

The Postal Service - Nothing Better

(guy)
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company

I can't accept that it's over
and I will block the door
like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter
of a tied game rivalry

so just say how to make it right
and I swear I'll do my best to comply

tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

(Girl)
I feel I must interject here
you're getting carried away
feeling sorry for yourself
with these revisions and gaps in history

so let me help you remember
I've made charts and graphs
that should finally make it clear
I've prepared a lecture
on why I have to leave

so please back away and let me go

I can't my darling; I love you so
oh oh
(guy)
tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together.
(girl)
Don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
(guy)
I know that I have made mistakes
and I swear I'll never wrong you again
(girl)
You've got a lure I can't deny
but you've had your chance
so say goodbye

Say goodbye

dance your heart out

wait, I have something to say. [12 Mar 2005|11:07am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I got a job at a greasy hell-hole in the mall, but, it's cool.

I finally have control of my own money.


Everyone, go to the mall and see me do my own thing at Mcdonalds..woot.


I know you want to, love lisa.

dance your heart out

yay...yet another entry. [28 Jan 2005|08:48pm]
Tonight is the Junior Winter Ball...I didn't go obviously..but you can find me at Superbowl for midnight bowling...afterwards, there's a hotel party...woot woot.
So what is everyone's plans this weekend?
Leave some comments..
Sincerely.
your wisa.


In the mean time... I heart quizes.
You scored as Wicked. You are born with emerald-green skin, smart, fiery and misunderstood. OR beautiful, ambitious and very popular. Looks aren't everything, ya know - learn to show the real you!

Wicked

67%

Les Miserables

67%

Hairspray

58%

Grease

54%

Avenue Q

50%

Cats

46%

What MUSICAL are you???
created with QuizFarm.com
tap ! dance your heart out

I wish I could Bitch. [07 Dec 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

This is my Christmas Wish....
I learned my way through Simon Kenton by being a bitch like everyone else.
Now here's my true wish.
I want to learn how to really bitch like the rest of the cool kids.

Sincerely Yours,
Your lover - not your fighter

tap ! dance your heart out

[13 Oct 2004|06:47pm]
Today was 'hat day' at school because its HOMECOMING WEEK. Oh joy. Well I forgot my hat so I guess I forgot my spirit as well.
Everyone who wore their hats looked like shit anyway...except like 2 people, they were looking totally awesome.
One was Derek Johnson, he was looking so adorable...aww!
Anyway, I'm out, peace out freaks.
dance your heart out

[29 Sep 2004|04:20pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

NO matter how i behave...I will always be myself.
The only people in the world that know who I really am is my family.
No one else calls...ims me...or writes a simple letter saying they wanna hang out.
I'm not joking.
I'm tired of always coming home and hanging out with my family..I am way more awesome than that.

Peace out corndogs.

dance your heart out

well.. [28 Aug 2004|03:08pm]
Earlier this school week I was surprised to find that I was still a freshman..SUCK.

Well, my daddy fixed it for me so now I am a sophomore..ROCK.
I figured it out. I have 10 1/2 credits which means I only need 3 1/2 to be a junior.
So..I talked to an aim teacher to get me into that class to get 3 1/2 credits...including the 8 credits from my classes..I will be a senior next year!! WOOY WOO!
dance your heart out

UPDATE! [15 Aug 2004|11:34am]
[ mood | intimidated ]

Alright. I call brandon last night and he's totally bitching at me...wait a minute, you cheated on me.
If cheating makes him feel better about himself go ahead and fuck the whole world.

I know crying does nothing. But. Why should I care?
Remember.... I used to be careless? What the hell is going on? What is it about him that lets me feel better when I'm around him?
Why all the sudden do my headaches just disappear when I'm talking to him.
Jesus. He gets on my nerves.
I mean, I'm a respectable person.
I'm not exactly perfect.
No one is.
This to me is just a game. A game to where I will always win. All I have to do to accomplish this victory is flutter my eyelashes and smile.

IN OTHER NEWS.
My room at my cousin's house is looking perfect.

dance your heart out

[14 Aug 2004|11:43pm]
I do not want to be hurt any more...am I making any of this clear?
Apparently not..
I have to put it in all of my journals and yell at the top of my lungs while my fingers and toes shake the hell out of themselves.
dance your heart out

Hey. [02 Aug 2004|01:02pm]
Today should be..fun?
My dad is taking me to buy some new shoes..
I really want the new purple and black Etnies.

But..I'm gonna cut myself off with a quiz..

dance your heart out

[01 Aug 2004|03:39pm]

I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
dance your heart out

I even smiled. [01 Aug 2004|02:44pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

We start school soon..(Aug. 24th)
Psh.
gee...I can't wait...not.
I'm having too much fun for it only being Aug. 1.

OH YEAH.
WHY don't I have any friends on here?

tap ! dance your heart out

Hello lovers. [19 Jul 2004|04:34pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

I just got out of surgery. My insurance passed for it earlier than I thought.
Wednesday- Saturday I was in so much pain...I couldn't even walk.

I'm feeling so much better now.
I would like to get out and do something.
Please, call me everyone. Where ever you are, I will find a way to get to you, or I will find a way for you to get to me.

dance your heart out

[14 Jul 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I hate you richy bitch fucks.
" OH, my shoes got a little wet, mom."
"That's ok, dear, we can just go out and buy you some new shoes"



- next day

"OH NO! MOMMY...my shoes have run out of style! Can we go get the new 5454245 dollar Vans?"
" Well, sure. Why not? Let's go right now"


Stupid richy bitch fucks.



So meanwhile.
I'm getting harassed by some little immature boys. (My brother and his friend)
I don't get it. Since, I'm the only girl in the house right now I have to get fucked with just because I am " a stupid bitch".
It's ok though Danny has to work tomorrow, and the next day, and the next.
Sigh...Thank...God.
I think I've been putting up with enough shit anyway.
It's like, everyone depends on me for some action.
Lisa, beat the shit out of this guy for me...blah blah blah..I want to see a fight... SHUT THE FUCK UP.

People will look at me and say...look at her...she MUST not have everything.
And they're right. I don't. I lose everything important.
I remember when I had something.

I remember I used to be someone.
I used to be the biggest geek in school.
Everyone mocked me. I hated those days.
But guess what..it's back that way.

I want to tell you all a secret...but I can't.

dance your heart out

For FUCK sake. [13 Jul 2004|05:59pm]
I am so undescribly lonely.
But.
WHO GIVES A FUCK!?!
dance your heart out

so. [10 Jul 2004|08:16pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

So.
I have returned from Chicago on my journey.
My journey was enjoyable I must say...it pleasured me so.
Throughout my journey, I have been thinking.
Maybe it is true. Maybe It is an unfalse statement that I am ignorant and very much decietful.
So.
Stay away from that bitch Lisa.
She will soon rip you up in 34564564544542756 pieces because of your inpure thoughts.
You tried to kiss her did you not?
To my surprise did you think you were that well brought up that you could touch her in such a fashion.
SO.
There you are...bitterly cold person you are.
Don't be so ashamed....this has happened once before.




dance your heart out

She never looked so good. [23 Jun 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Atreyu- right side of the bed ]

Come on!

I can see her now,
dancing around, her drink in hand,
All the baggage you tow,
I just want to fucking let her go.
All my life I've enjoyed the pain,
I could kill you for what you did to me.
And now I kissed it goodbye,
I ran upstairs and cried all night.

Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Maybe you just died?(You... just... died!!!)
Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

There she goes again.
Another masquerade for circumstance.
She'll fuck you just for the taste.
I just wish that I could replace,
All the memories of,
what I need to let her go.
You let your blood run through me,
I say goodbye to what we had.

Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Maybe you just died?(You... just... died!!!)
Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

She came and went.
Right on through my lips, like a spitting,
Her rising psalms on preachers to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on,
you never see the light.

With flowers in her hair,
I get to part with dead lovers eyes.
She never looked so good,
and I never felt so right.

With flowers in her hair,
I get to part with dead lovers eyes.
She never looked so good,
and I never felt so right.
I never felt so right.
I never felt so right!

*whispering*
With flowers in her hair,
I get to part with dead lovers eyes.
She never looked so good,
and I never felt so right.

Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Maybe you just died?(You... just... died!!!)
Been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight.
Have you ever cried so hard?
Have you ever cried so hard?

You just died!!!

dance your heart out

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