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I miss Matt. Get back from Montana.
Went to the show tonight. Good stuff. DENJ is great. I got their CD. It makes me cry. I'm crying right now. Anyway, i hung out with Will and Simeon at the show. Fun. Then drove Will home. We listened to the DENJ cd on the way to his house, i almost started crying then too. But i couldn't. I;m really emotional right now. I don't think i can finish this update.
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[04 Jan 2004|10:22pm] |
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This song is fucking awesome.
So um... howdy. Everything with Adam is.... well pretty weird. We have been having horrible communication lately. It just doesn't feel good anymore. Not sex! You're silly for thinking that. I mean, it just doesn't feel like we are even "together". Blah. Maybe once school starts up (tomorrow unless there's an awesome fucking snowday) things will get...... better (?). Meh, i don't know. I just want to be really fucking happy with the person i'm with. I was talking to Greg earlier, and i don't know what to think about that. Perhaps, i shouldn't have slapped him so hard at the show? haha. Yah, so people think crazy things.
I want to go sledding tomorrow.
I don't want any school.
I want to hug Adam tomorrow.
I want to see DENJ.
I want to be happy tomorrow.
A theory of mine: Sex is like eating Chinese food. To make a long story short, you feel like shit both mornings after.
Not that i'd really know about the sex deal, but at this age, you'd have to feel like shit because it's not true love.
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