| If i could be your first real heart ache, i would do it over again. |
[24 Jan 2004|02:57pm] |
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Yoooooooo. The show last night was interesting. Went like an hour early with Kelsey, so we went into Barnes and Noble and listened to music. Then we went to subway. I told that one girl who works there that i'd have Will go visit her, but when i told him he wasn't listening.. wow what's new? Then went to the show, all the bands licked my ass except T.A.S. They always rock. Elise gave me "Leaving through the window" and "Audio Boxer EP" so thanks a lot to her. They are really good :)
I'm out. See-ya
By the way, this song is bossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
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| But there you go and im not done. |
[22 Jan 2004|09:04pm] |
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Who the hell dies in a fire? How fast does the flame move anyway? A common house fire spreads about half a mile per hour. Oh no, a fire? Jump through the flames you jackass. If you don't make it, everyone's going to think that you're a dumbass anyway, so you might as well try. Besides, think how cool it would be if you ran out of a building screaming while you were on fire. Holy shit, that would rule. Chicks would be humping you left to right. (assuming the burns don't scar your junk) - maddox.
That totally sounds like something Roy would say. haha. Anyway.. yeah. This song is my new favorite song. It makes me cry, it reminds me of adam. :( but we are okay. I'm okay.
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| Let's get drunk, you can drive us to the harbor. |
[18 Jan 2004|01:47am] |
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Wow, My new icon is hella bad ass :)
I (heart) Julia.
I've been very stupid lately and she's helped me through all of it, Kelsey, and Aimee too. I love those girls. They are the three greatest, honest, trust worthy girls i know. I'm so happy to know them.
So kind of cut my bangs, which you can see in my icon.. a little. I like them. For some odd reason i keep thinking i look so hot today. Aimee and I need to do something. I need to get a picture of my boyfriend. I need to finish my homework. I need to brush my breath. I need to get offline (2 hours, 30 minutes) I need to go to bed.
Aimee found this girl on hot or not who looks EXACTLY like someone i know.. Crazy shit.
I'm tired. Good night.
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| Feel your heart, it breaks within your chest. |
[16 Jan 2004|01:29pm] |
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God chose the weak to bring shame to the strong...or in other words...God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong - 1 Cor. 1-27
i got it from Nick's profile. I like it.
I love this song.
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| We're only ashes |
[15 Jan 2004|04:19pm] |
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Yes. No school tomorrow. I think Kelsey and I are going skiing! YES! I can't wait. Then Saturday i might go to Adam's house, and then go to the show at Van Java. I'm not sure when i'm going to Adam's though. I took some quizzes so check em out yo.
( Quizzes )
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| I love you always and forever |
[11 Jan 2004|12:33pm] |
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Last night was really emotional. What the hell. I cry every fucking night. And if Will reads this, i'm sorry about being such a bitch last night. I was just upset.. with you know who.
( Survey; stolen from Elise )
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| I'm willing to break myself to shake this hell from everything i touch... |
[10 Jan 2004|03:57pm] |
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Hey.... Last night was the show at the Trinity church down the street, I didn't go, but Simeon said it was pretty boss. haha, a lot of moshing. I hate moshing. I always get hit in the face. Well i guess that's the whole point of moshing..... meh. Aimee got me Something Corporate's "North" for my birthday and i listened to it for the first time this morning, which i did wake up at a pretty decent time. It's a really good CD. I talked to Elise about it. We agree that 'Only Ashes' and 'Break Myself" are two good songs. Awesome. I guess we'll see what happens today... Later.
( Music survery thing, stolen from Elise )
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| Ashes just fall to the gound. |
[10 Jan 2004|01:16pm] |
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Took some quizzes. I am bored.
( Quizzes i got from Aly )
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| How will i die? |
[09 Jan 2004|06:08pm] |
 I Will Die of Natural Causes.
Your choice of life style has enabled you to live a nice long life.. To eventually die of a stroke, or was it a heart attack.. Either way you out lived just about anyone that gave a shit about you anyway.. Congrats
Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now! |
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| We'll lay out on the grass. |
[06 Jan 2004|09:49pm] |
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FIRST REAL KISS:
This summer. (Bugs me how every damn person who does this copied what roy said)
FIRST JOB:
Pff. job.
FIRST SCREEN NAME:
I don't remember. Probably something really stupid.
FIRST SELF PURCHASED ALBUM:
I don't remember that either.
FIRST FUNERAL:
Grandpa's
FIRST PET:
Abby / Dog
FIRST PIERCING:
ears
FIRST BIG TRIP:
I don't remember that either, probably to Florida
LAST BIG CAR RIDE:
.... After the Van java show? haha
LAST KISS:
About a month ago.
LAST GOOD CRY:
last night
LAST MOVIE SEEN:
hmm Stuck on you.
LAST BEVERAGE:
Coke.
LAST FOOD CONSUMED:
Pork?
LAST PHONE CALL:
hmm.....
LAST TV SHOW WATCHED:
The Gaunlet
LAST SHOES WORN:
Mac Beths
LAST CD PLAYED:
DENJ
LAST ITEM BOUGHT:
I don't know.
LAST DISAPPOINTMENT:
Adam..... not big though.
LAST SODA DRANK:
Coke.... duh.
LAST ICE CREAM EATEN:
i don't remember, i haven't eaten ice cream in about 347832847328932 years.
LAST SHIRT WORN:
green. blah
One thing i've learn from filling this out: I can't remember shit.
I miss Adam.
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| Then we'll lay down on the grass, as our hearts soar with the breeze. |
[04 Jan 2004|10:22pm] |
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This song is fucking awesome.
So um... howdy. Everything with Adam is.... well pretty weird. We have been having horrible communication lately. It just doesn't feel good anymore. Not sex! You're silly for thinking that. I mean, it just doesn't feel like we are even "together". Blah. Maybe once school starts up (tomorrow unless there's an awesome fucking snowday) things will get...... better (?). Meh, i don't know. I just want to be really fucking happy with the person i'm with. I was talking to Greg earlier, and i don't know what to think about that. Perhaps, i shouldn't have slapped him so hard at the show? haha. Yah, so people think crazy things.
I want to go sledding tomorrow.
I don't want any school.
I want to hug Adam tomorrow.
I want to see DENJ.
I want to be happy tomorrow.
A theory of mine: Sex is like eating Chinese food. To make a long story short, you feel like shit both mornings after.
Not that i'd really know about the sex deal, but at this age, you'd have to feel like shit because it's not true love.
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[04 Jan 2004|01:20am] |
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I miss Matt. Get back from Montana.
Went to the show tonight. Good stuff. DENJ is great. I got their CD. It makes me cry. I'm crying right now. Anyway, i hung out with Will and Simeon at the show. Fun. Then drove Will home. We listened to the DENJ cd on the way to his house, i almost started crying then too. But i couldn't. I;m really emotional right now. I don't think i can finish this update.
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| Everyone's so far gone. |
[02 Jan 2004|11:41pm] |
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Yo. Woke up at around 1pm. Adam called me right when i stood up, weird. Asked me to go play lazer tag with few people. So i invited Aimee because she hadn't seen Adam for like 8 months and i hadn't seen Aimee for about 1 month. So Aimee and I met Adam, Matt (his brother), Timmy, Nicole (Timmy's sister), Julie, TJ, and TJ's girlfriend. Twas fun stuff. I shot Timmy in the butt. TEEHEE. ha. Niiice. Aimee got me some cool stuff for my birthday. Two cds. Two that i really really wanted, it's awesome that she burnt them for me. She also got me Empire Records VHS... and some perfume. Sweet stuff. I still have to give her cds for Christmas, i thought i burnt them already but i guess i didn't. But i will, and i am going to get her the DENJ cd tomorrow. Yes!! I can't wait to get it for myself. kfdshklf WEEEEEEEEE. okay anyway. I'm out. holla.
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| Cause turning to you is like falling inlove when you're ten |
[01 Jan 2004|03:28pm] |
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So last night was the show at Grand Ledge Baptist church. It was okay. I had a really bad headache the whole time. Ah. I hung out with Kelsey until about 10. Steve shoved pizza all over my face. Ya, fucking ho.
Anyway, After that i just hung out with Will the whole time. Watched DENJ play. They are so awesome. I didn't get there CD before they left so i was mad. But i'll get it at the show Saturday, so, yah cool stuff.
Well i'm out... check out my sweatshirt!
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| Our dreams did not fall away. |
[30 Dec 2003|08:40pm] |
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Hey. Shite. I haven't updated for quite a while. Tomorrow is New Years Eve. So i'm thinking of having Aimee and Adam over. Hopefully that works out. Nick M. invited me over there with Drew, Grant, and Dani. But idk. I don't think Dani likes me, i think i'd just feel left out. So i'll stay home, i think i'll just have Aimee spend the night or something.
So i love the show 'Rich Girls'. I don't know why, i'm just addicted to it. haha. hmmm.. I'm weirrrrrrd.
I filled out this shit so blah. Here it is.... Oh, and at the bottom, i am 66% Emo. That's sexay.
Have questions!
// Have you ever smoked? no.
// Have you ever done drugs? no.
// Have you ever drank alcohol? no.
// Have you ever gotten drunk? no.
// Have you ever made out with just a friend? no.
// Have you ever used someone? no.
// Have you ever been used? no.
// Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? probably.
Best questions!
// Best person to talk to; Aimee.
// Best relationship; Me and Adam are good now, but perhaps it could be better.
// Best feeling; having someone truely care about you.
// Best thing in the world; honesty.
// Best stuffed animal you own; my white bear "drew".
// Best thing that happened to you yesterday or today; nothing.
Last questions!
// Last time you cried? last night.
// Last movie you saw in a theater? i don't remember when, but me and Matt saw Gothika.
// Last movie you rented? I dont remember.
// Last movie you bought? i don't know.
// Last song you listened to? Living in your letters.
// Last song you downloaded? I don't download.
// Last tv show you watched? Rich girls. It's on at the moment.
// Last song that was stuck in your head? Living in your letters.
// Last person you were thinking of; Adam.
// Last person you talked to; Jake.
// Last person you hugged; Adam.
// Last person you kissed; Adam.
// Last person you went to eat out with; My mom.
// Last person you slow danced with; Adam.
// Last person you called; My cousin, Cathy.
// Last person who called you; Jake.
// Last person who made you smile? Myself.
// Last person who made you laugh? Myself.
// Last person who said they loved you? Adam.
Love and relationships!
// Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Adam.
// What do you first notice in the opposite sex? Looks. It's right there dumbass!
// Are you currently in love? I don't think so.
// 1st crush; Michael Snyder.
// Last crush; Adam.
// 1st love; I will keep that a secret.
// Ideal date; Hot summer night, under the stars.
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Do you use...
Mascara? Yes.
Eyeliner? Sometimes.
Push up bras? No.
Scented clothes? No.
Hairspray? No.
Blow driers? No.
Nail polish? No.
Foundation? Sometimes.
Lip stick? No.
Lip gloss? Sometimes.
Breath mints? No, but i should.
Eye shadow? Yes.
Rouge? Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.....?
Lipliners? No.
Sexy outfits? You be the judge.
Heels? No.
Body spray? Sometimes.
Eyebrows...
Pluck? No.
Wax? No.
Shave? No.
Curved? Perhaps.
Arched? Perhaps.
Not their natural color? They are natural.
Thin? They are perfect goddamnit. Shut up.
Nails...
Get 'em done? No.
Do 'em yourself? Sometimes.
Keep them nice but long? No.
Clean and short? No.
Clear nailpolish? No.
Leave 'em alone? Yes.
Bite them? If i need to.
Eyes...
Contacts? Yes.
What color goes well with your eyes? Grey or Green or Black.
Do you like dark eyes? Dark eyelashes.
Long lashes? Yes.
What makes a pretty eye? Bright color, Dark eyelashes.
Lips...
Full? Yes.
Small? No.
Huge? No.
Normal? Perfect.
Small upper lip? Perhaps.
I am 66% Emo
Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.
Take the Emo Test at fuali.com
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| All has gone wrong, and nobody cares at all. |
[26 Dec 2003|04:36pm] |
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YOU MUST HAVE A HALO OVER YOUR HEAD..CAUSE YOU ARE
AN ANGEL!
ARE YOU AN ANGEL OR A DEVIL?
brought to you by Quizilla
Oh, shit. I turn myself on way tooooooo much.
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[25 Dec 2003|01:02pm] |
You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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| Don't cry. |
[25 Dec 2003|11:54am] |
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YO HO HO HO!
ha. Merry Christmas :o) What a fun day. It's just beginning but i believe it'll be good. Had a bad night last night. But oh well. So um, i guess i'll tell ya'lll what i got for Christmas cause i know ya'll want to know.
-Christina Aguilera "Stripped"
-New monkey pajamas
-A jean skirt
-New mascara/make-up
-Gift card to target
-New curling iron
-$150
:o) i gottttta gooooooooo. LATER!
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Wow i'm really fucking pissed. Blurty just erased my entry. And it was really fucking good too! FUCK YOU YOU PIECE OF ASS! shit shit shit shit. Fuck blurty. What a fucking whore. Fuck.
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