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im taking a break... i havent updated but thats ok. im moving to greatestjournal.com cuz i want to make my own layout thing. but its gunna suck cuz i cant do it. lol but yeah the username is lostin_oblivion if u wanna check that out. bye bye for now!
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[23 Mar 2004|08:06pm] |
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i think im good now. just wanted to let ya'll know that (never gunna say that again. im DEFFINATELY not southern.) but yeah soccers here and i am happy about that MUCHO HAPPY!!! makes me smile. but katie i have to tell u something very important so leave a comment or sumthing and i will tell you. AAHHH!! ITS GREAT!
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[16 Mar 2004|09:13pm] |
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im still feeling like shit. people are trying to tell me that things are about to get better. a downfall makes you stronger. but this one hit the week spot. i thought i loved this guy. i was wrong. i felt like the feelings were returned but no. this happens to me all the time. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! and he still wants to be friends. whenever i talk to him i feel like crying. whenever i see him i wanna cry. i guess my life is bullshit. and i mean, i felt like it was going to last. i was wrong again! nothing new here. i wanted this one to last. i really did. i thought there was a real connection. everyone saw it but he didnt "feel it".
but i was talking to an old crush and i feel like we still connect and we are on the same level but he has a gf. hes really wanting to help me through this shit and he felt what this guy did was wrong. he sed that there should have been more time given to me and to see the real me and all. that was really sweet. that conversation made me realize how much i missed talking to him and all. i want this to end. i want to be lifted out of this stage in life. this sucks ass. but i have to be optimistic right?
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[14 Mar 2004|12:47am] |
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this sucks! everything sucks. im heartbroken and i feel stupid. i feel like shit and everything things suck soo bad. i got dumped but i dont kno what i did. he really liked me and all that but we "didnt hang out a lot". i planned my whole weekend around him and he just broke up with me before the weekend. i dont kno. i "didnt like his friends?" (got that out of lauren cuz shes drunk) but i dont kno. i really really REALLY liked him and i guess he didnt kno that. but i dont kno. i liked him alot but it was not right? i dont kno. i dont kno alot of things but hey i kno that i LIKE (not past rense) him. thats all that counts.
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[19 Feb 2004|01:31pm] |
Last Cigarette:: never
Last Alcoholic Drink:: wine on christmas
Last Car Ride:: coming home from barnes and noble on tuesday night
Last Kiss:: i was hoping tuesday night but i didnt get that one
Last Good Cry:: when i read a comment on my blurty but it was a happy cry
Last Library Book checked out:: dont remember (long time ago)
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: 50 first dates with aaron and katie and megan
Last Book Read:: finished? dollhouse
Last Movie Rented:: umm a while ago so i dont remember
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: SHIT!
Last Beverage Drank:: chocolate milk
Last Food Consumed:: a crossaint for breakfast
Last Crush:: aaron
Last Phone Call:: daddy
Last TV Show Watched:: maurey with the fat people that lost lots of weight ( dont feel fat anymore )
Last Time Showered:: are 1130 today
Last Shoes Worn:: the red clogs to walk to dog
Last CD Played:: something corporate- leaving through the window
Last Item Bought:: sugacult cd
Last Download:: never downloaded
Last Annoyance:: hmmm the chick that called
Last Disappointment:: not getting a kiss when i left barnes and noble
Last Soda Drank:: sierra mist last night with dinner (first in a long time)
Last Thing Written:: a messege for my dad about some lady that called
Last Key Used:: the down key on the KEYboard
Last Word Spoken:: "hold on" to the little dog that is laying my my lap right now
Last Sleep:: last night
Last IM:: katie
Last Sexual Fantasy:: not for you to kno (smiles)
Last Weird Encounter:: walking with aaron and jane to walmart (i felt stupid and felt like i didnt belong there)
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: weeks ago (chocolate carb smart)
Last Time Amused:: dont remember
Last Time Wanting To Die:: hmmm last week
Last Time In Love:: still going on
Last Time Hugged:: dont kno that one
Last Time Scolded:: today
Last Time Resentful:: i dont kno that one either
Last Chair Sat In:: the computer chair right now
Last Lipstick Used:: burt bees chapstick
Last Underwear Worn:: black victoria's secret ( right now )
Last Bra Worn:: red victoria's secret ( right now )
Last Shirt Worn:: st. thomas aquinas spartan's softball from sandy
Last Webpage Visited:: annemarie's live journal
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[15 Feb 2004|12:15pm] |
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i had a valentine for the last 20 minutes of the day cuz i was up all night talking to him!! it made me smile :-D
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[14 Feb 2004|02:54pm] |
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fill this out about me in a comment. thanks guys!
1. Quiet or loud?:
2. Short or tall?:
3. Weird or original?:
5. Nice or mean?:
6. Friendly or selfish?:
7. Normal or special?:
8. Smart or stupid?:
9. Boring or fun?:
10. Attractive or unattractive?:
DO YOU THINK I'M:
1. A psycho?:
2. Athletic?:
3. A nerd?:
4. A slut?:
5. Ghetto?:
6. A B**ch?:
7. A Player?
8. Two-faced?:
9. Obnoxious?:
10. Immature or mature?:
JUST SOME QUESTIONS...
1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. Do you think I'll get married?:
2 -a. If you do, who do you think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
6. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:
7. What animal am I most like?:
8. If you could re-name me, what would you call me?:
9. Have you ever had a dream about me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be:
PERSONAL:
1. Am I (physically) ugly; average; decent;
good-looking; beautiful, or hot?
2. Would you ever kiss me?:
3. Would you ever consider being my
boy/girlfriend?:
4. Do you ever think about me off-line?:
5. If we spent a day together, where would we go
& what would we do?:
6. If you could describe me in one word what would
it be?:
7. Do you or did you ever have a crush on me?:
8. Do you want me (sexually)?:
9. Do you wish we were closer?:
* 10. State your completely honest opinion of me here
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[09 Jan 2004|03:39pm] |
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a whole new day. ehh it was okay. I didnt mean for thay to rhyme just to tell u. spanish sucked today and english was okay tho. i didnt do my presentation. weekend plans are down to a minimum. but thats ok. talk to u later!
<33 sarah
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[09 Jan 2004|03:37pm] |
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greg... i kno u dont like me but i give u major props for the "EMOS GAY!" thing. meg told me and i thought it was hyserical.
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[07 Jan 2004|03:11pm] |
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think what u want cuz im not what u think.
katie helped me with this and i love her for this.
sorry to all the people that read my blurty but didnt have one but ill update here too.
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[06 Jan 2004|11:27am] |
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i made my journal friends only but if u wanna read then make a blurty and add me to ur friends list. -or- comment to ask me to add u.
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