Erin

5:30pm: :P


its right you know.

5:32pm: so sad...
"I Miss You"

(I miss you I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

11:07pm: fuck everything
the weekend just went from bad to worse. i am always left out. why is it? i have no idea. why do my friends make fun of my religion? i dont know. why am i never included in "activities"? i couldnt tell you.
im sure that nat and ange just never really invited me... i just go the wrong message, so, i guess thats ok... w/e.
i really hate my life currently.
along with all those friend unencouraging thoughts... there's also:
EVERYONE is so much prettier than me. i dont understand why i have to look like such a fucking oddball. im a freak, its no wonder i dont have a boyfriend.