Wow guys it has been too long between my updates, I apologize for that, I will try and do better. Hopefully life will settle down and I will be able to regularly update. We shall see.
Jo Dee and I are being civil towards each other, I guess that is the correct term for that. After one of her performances a few days ago I waited backstage for her and we talked a few moments before she invited me to go to a party/meet and greet with the fans. Went along, got bored quickly, wished the night wouldn't go by so slow, got paranoid that rabid fans would attack (last year at a fan party *coughs*). so yes, interesting party it was. Jo Dee and I managed to slip out and drive back to her place to talk. I'm not really sure if we got far in our conversation at all. There was so much I wanted to say but couldn't find the words to say it and I'm not sure if she felt the same way. We haven't seen much of each other because of rehearsals and other commitments but hopefully that will change very soon.
Faith called me the other night after Tim's phone call. I often wonder how she puts up with him. I mean he is my best friend but some of the things he does will never make sense to me. But then again, a lot of things dont' make sense to me so yeah.
I think I'm going to head to bed and attempt to sleep. Sleep seems so foreign lately, maybe I can get used to it again... Night all!
Everyone (Faith, Bryce, Gracie, Maggie, and Audrey) are all asleep right now so I snuck online to update very quickly. Bryce is doing very well. Thanks to everyone for their congrats and everything when he arrived. It was very much appreciated. Faith seems to be doing a little better, well atleast I hope she is. I'm not exactly sure what is wrong with her but whatever it is, I hope it passes soon.
Meredith sent me on a mission to get Nick, one of my band members, to get a journal. I think I will start on that mission now and see how far it gets me.
Later guys and gals!
This is my day for short and useless journal updates, oh wait that is every time I update, my bad. So what has been happening in the life of Kenny Chesney, you may ask? Truthfully, nothing too awful much. Been spending a lot of time with my two children and it has been great *smiles* Faith is forever saying how bad they are but they are little angels with me *chuckles* Yesterday was Mother's Day so I helped Faith's Dad make dinner for all the ladies *laughs*. I think Faith enjoyed it and needed the time away from thinking too much about everything, even if it was only for a few hours. So yes, it all turned out good. JoDee and I are such dorks *laughs*
And I think on that note, I'm going to end this entry. Darn...
I didn't make it last night. I feel like a horrible father, aren't fathers supposed to be there when their child is brought into this world to greet them and hold them? Bryce was boring early this morning at 2:35 about 40 minutes before I even got to Utah. He's perfect in my opinion, what little hair he does have is blond and the doctor says it looks like there is a good chance his eyes are going to be blue and the main thing is the doctor said he appears healthy. Thank goodness. I can't wait for the venture into fatherhood, I just hope Faith will let me spend a lot of time with Bryce and Audrey. Speaking of Audrey, I'm not sure if she really knows what is going on. She was allowed to see Bryce for a few minutes this afternoon when my parents and grandmother flew in and she looked down at Bryce and pointed at him saying "Baby go back, back, back, bye bye" Hmm...
Well I better get going now. Faith is yelling, Bryce is crying, Audrey is babbling, Gracie and Tim are both sleeping through this, and Maggie is giggling loudly at the TV. I feel a headache coming on
I have been getting a lot of strange calls lately. First one from Faith the other night telling me she is sick of being pregnant and wants Bryce (the name she has picked for the baby out NOW) and is trying to bribe him out *laughs* Oh boy. I'm going to go visit Faith, Tim, and the girls very soon, just not saying when *grins* It seems Audrey is driving Faith crazy and keeps calling for me *smiles* so I'm going on a trip to see her.
Then I got a call from Jo Dee the other night and right in the middle of our conversation, her phone died so she called me back last night and we finished the previous conversation. I don't know if Jo Dee wants anybody to know what it is about, but I will say, it was something I didn't expect. Surprise there, hmm?
Well I guess I had better get going. Got a day full of plans ahead that I have to get started on. Should be fun, oh yes.
I got extremely bored today so I was reading the message boards on CMT.com for several hours and the following is a list of what some people on there have said *snickers*:
-Tim and I are a couple in real life. Sorry to burst your bubble people, but that just isn't happening. We are just very close friends who act crazy. But most of you here already knew that
-Jessica Andrews and I are currently dating and are engaged. Yes, it is true Jessica has a promise ring from a guy named Marcel, I probably spelled his name wrong but you get the point. That ring isn't from me. She is a very lovely lady but that relationship just isn't happening.
-Ok, I get a kick out of this one. Kenny is really Tim and Faith's adopted son. *grins* I guess that has some truth to it. Tim, Faith, where is my new car and college education? I'm your kid now *snickers* (Notice how I change point of views? Talented aren't I?)
-Kenny and Faith had an affair and Audrey is the result from that *. That has some truth to it. Yes, Audrey is my daughter but that is as far as I'm going with that one.
-Faith is pregnant and the baby is Kenny's not Tim's! * That one is also true. I'm going to be a daddy again and most people didn't know that I was one in the first place, but hey, I can't wait *smiles* It is going to be awesome
-The Flameworthy Awards were set up, Kenny should have won the awards Tim and Faith did! *coughs* Not true, although I appreciate the support, if that is what you call it. Everyone who won deserved their award. I think it is just an honor to even be nominated. I'm just not the the type of guy that is in the business to win awards. Although, yes, awards are nice, the world doesn't revolve around them.
-Kenny smacked Tim in the ass after the awards. Can you believe it? Yeah I did, what's it to you? *laughs* And of course the camera was turned away when Tim did it to me so pfft on you all. Tim set that shit up man, I swear!
-Okay this entry is finished for now. You may now continue with whatever you were doing beforehand :) I think I have my three sets of parents (Mom, Dad, step-parents, and Tim and Faith) to make calls to. Have to check up on my people :)
(Author's note: Comments marked by a * are obviously made up for sake of storylines, others were comments really found on various message boards. Just thought I would try and clear up confusion if there was any. Thanks)
I must be a popular man *laughs* Both the lovely Sara and the lovely Faith called me and left voicemails.
Sara and Faith: You both wanted to know what business Avery had with me *chuckles* He basically talked about his sister. How she was smelly, cried too much, wanted too much attention, etc. I think I finally got it through his head that she will grow out of that and he will enjoy having a little sister. Not sure how well I did with that though *shrugs* but I tried my best. Oh and we have another prank in the works *winks* be on the lookout for that and don't say I didn't warn ya guys
Sara: Avery wanted me to ask you if he could come visit me or I come visit him sometime. As he said "we have business to take care of face to face and Mommy can't listen in!" So yeah *laughs*
Faith: I'm glad Audrey enjoyed the gift. I saw that and immediately thought of her. And no, before you say it, I wasn't in Toys R Us shopping for myself, I swear! Yeah, I would really like to see all of you when Tim has a break in tour. Just keep me updated on it.
JoDee: You claim my ass! I'm so proud and honored *grins cheesily*
Tim: Call me after your concert tonight?
Now if you all will please excuse me, I have a certain fiddle player to beat the shit out of.
The Flameworthy Awards are tomorrow night. I'm not really all that nervous. I guess after years of being in the business, you just get used to it and the nervous feelings go away after awhile. Good thing because feeling sick before performing is not a good thing to deal with.
I received a voice mail from Faith this morning asking me to call her after Tim's concert tonight to discuss the plans for us all meeting up before the awards. For some reason I'm getting the feeling that the meeting just isn't going to happen. In a few hours, let's just see how right I am.
Well Martina and I are going to get some food before the concert so I had better shut down and meet her at our designated place. Talk to y'all later!
P.S. Jo Dee is a crazy red head. Proceed with caution when you come within contact of her *grins*
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Tour starts soon, like very soon. Tomorrow soon.
I miss a lot of people right now:
- I miss Faith because despite what has happened between us, she still has a piece of my heart. I'm happy that she again seems happy :)
- I miss my daughter because yeah, that is just self explanatory
- I miss Maggie and Gracie because those two seem to brighten up a day, no matter how dreary it was beforehand
- I miss Tim because he is my best friend and like a brother to me, even if he is the biggest dork on the face of this earth :-P
- I miss making entries that actually make sense. Heh! I'm going to blame this on the upcoming tour because we can admit, touring isn't always the best thing for increasing brainpower.
- For everyone else I missed on the "missed" list, sorry! You know I love ya!
- Jo *grins and waves* Hey you!
- Okay, seriously, I'm ending this entry now. A few days down the road I'm going to read this and realize how dorky I do sound... hmm...
I have ate out too many times today. This morning with my mom and my sisters, along with their families. This afternoon had lunch with Martina and the girls and tonight had dinner with Dad. Boy oh boy am I stuffed. Good thing my birthday is only once a year or my waist line would suffer *laughs*
Thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday: Keri, Nat, Tim, Faith, Ste, Meredith, Sara, Shania, Gracie, Cher, and Leigh. It was very much appreciated.
TIMMAY! Damn, bro, I love you. Well yeah you already knew that *laughs* Thanks for the gift. I'm disappointed it wasn't you, but I think the football will make up for it. And it is signed none the less *grins* Thank you again. Come visit sometime
Meredith, thank you for the CD player, sweetheart. *grins* I will definitely use that on tour and at home.
Gracie, I will visit you soon. I miss you and your sisters and of course your mommy.
Faith, call me, please.
Keri, hope your birthday was wonderful!
Nat, expect a call soon
Sara, *sticks tongue out and laughs*
Okay, I think it is time to now end this entry, it is getting to the point where I'm positive I'm boring you all. Have a great night, everyone!
I got through Saturday pretty well, I'm proud of myself. Nat, call me, it sounds like you need a friend to talk to. Faith, Tim, a phone call would be great also at your convenience, everytime I call it seems nobody is there to pick up the phone. Hmm, I think since it is such a nice day outside I will go swimming, or horseback riding, or, or, or... the possibilites are endless *smiles* Until next time! *waves*
So, tomorrow would have been the big day. This time tomorrow I would have been a married man on my way to my honeymoon destination or already there but naturally life got in the way and we decided to go our seperate ways. I can say that was one of the toughest decisions in my life but life does go on no matter what. *shakes head* Enough of me talking so smart like, it just isn't me *laughs softly*
Wednesday is my birthday, send me some love people! :)
Tim, call me and tell me how your father is. Of course you and your family have been in my prayers.
This is Kenny, signing off....
- The tour is definitly a go, why am I so nervous about it? It isn't my first tour or anything. I guess I'm just an idiot about it
- My wedding would have been in 11 days. Is weddings being basically called off an average 2 weeks before the date a trend for the rest of my life? God let's hope not.
- My birthday is in 15 days *crings* Geeze. Getting old sneaks up on you a little too fast sometimes
- Happy birthday to those GC twins. Have a great one, guys.
- I wonder if Faith will let me keep Audrey for a few days? If she would answer her phone, I guess we will see *shrugs*
- How come headaches have to suck so bad?
- How come Spring isn't hurrying up and getting here? *taps foot* I'm impatient!
- *waves to Martina* Hey you!
- *waves to Tim* It's hard to get a hold of you on the phone. Call me sometime...
- I guess this is the point where I run out of things to say. I'm sure you all hate that fact...
Well it looks like the tour is a go *smiles* Management was uncharacteristically enthusiastic about the idea of Martina and I touring together for awhile, so it's all good. We have another meeting at 3 to discuss the finer details of the tour and then it's on the road we go. I'm really looking forward to it.
I'm trying to get in contact with Faith to see how things are going with her and to see if it is possible if I can keep Audrey for a few days. I really do miss them, all of them. You stay with people for a few months and when you are away from them for awhile, it's hard to get into the old routine, the one before them.
I better get going, Martina and I have to leave soon. Until next time...
*sits down on chair and sips at a bottle of Mountain Dew* What to write, what to write. *thinks* I guess the Faith situation would be a good start. In case you all haven't heard, we broke up. We agreed it would be best to take a break from each other and it seems she is replacing me pretty quickly with Tim but truthfully if it comes to that I will be happy for them, I'm not going to waste the rest of my life being bitter about it. I know I should be more upset about it than I am, but I'm not. Can't really explain it. It's not like I didn't love her, because I did, I just don't know why it is like this. I was upset at first and yeah, I still am, but it is getting better quicker than I expected. Strange...
Nat came for a visit and before she left last night, she came over and brought food because in her words my fridge and pantry are bare and it is scary *laughs* I let her stay in one of the guestrooms to get some sleep while I went to Martina's. Had ice cream, Rocky Road with fudge topping to be exact *grins* chocolate overload!, then we talked for a while before I had to go back and wake Nat up for her flight. Got her up and off to the airport and went back to Martina's. Watched Signs and had to laugh as Martina screamed during several parts of the movie. I'm sure I would have too if I hadn't of known what was going to happen *chuckles* After the movie, I mentioned to Martina that I might like to do a small tour and she suggested we tour together and share the stage time. We have a dinner meeting tonight with our management to discuss this but it sounds very promising. I guess I had better get ready, I'm picking Martina up at 5 and haven't even begun to get ready yet. Damn procrastinator I am *laughs* Until next time...
Well it is official *chuckles* To Audrey, I'm Daddy and Tim is Dada. But there is no one else I would rather have her call "Dada" than Tim. Things are good between us now and I'm forever grateful. Last week when Faith, Martina, and I took the girls with us out to dinner and Tim was there, things were tense between us. By the end of the night, we had talked and settled things. So it is all good now.
Faith bought an apartment here in New York and although I'm not too awful excited about the idea of having a home here, I admit it is a nice place so maybe in the end I will learn to like the idea. Hmm, I better get going now, Faith is forever asking my opinion on how she looks for tonight. How many times do I have to tell he she looks beautiful before she believes me? *shakes head* Best of luck to all nominees tonight, you guys all kick ass. Talk to you all later...
Home is turning out to be just as stressful as touring. Gracie constantly wants me to play Barbie and dress up with her *shudders at the thought*, Maggie ignores me, Audrey is being fussy, Faith is cranky. Just no fun at all
I have had it with touring. When something you once loved makes you now cringe at the thought of it, I think it is time to move on. Faith disagrees so I'm going to hang on for awhile, to make her happy. Tim is around and I have come to the decision that I'm going to try and work on getting our friendship back to the way it was before everything happened. I hope that is the right decision.
*thinks* If Faith don't stop getting sick every where, I may just go to my band's bus. Just kidding, I can't do that to her I just hate it that she isn't feeling well because of the baby and she worries me, everything is worrying me lately. *yawns* I think this is a sign I need sleep. Goodnight, all
*sneaks on Faith's laptop* I can't write much but I would like to say: Why are hospitals so damn boring? You would think they would be more comfortable and less boring *shakes head* but no. Oh well
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