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im sick of everythang.. [01 Aug 2003|10:24pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the little girl..john michael montgomery ]

welp i got grounded for a reallyyy long time cuz me & court got caught sneakin out or whatever but i mean ive gotten in soo much trouble this year & i aint gonna be able 2 do anythang for a while...like im sneakin on here now. & then my parents dont trust me @ all cuz of welp dif. thangs. but ive screwed up soo freakin bad..like i just feel numb most of the time. either i care too much bout thangs & i just start cryin & i like have some kinda breakdown or i just dont feel anythang. its really hard to explain but i just need somebody to talk 2.. i mean i used to have the PERFECT person that i could talk to bout ANYTHANG. but now hes gone too & i miss him more than anythang in the world. i wish i could just have thangs back to how they used 2 be..everythang used to be perfect. i know im leavin a lot out or whatever but i just dont wanna let EVERYTHANG out..but i really need somebody to talk to bout all of this shit..like i just wanna be happy again like thangs used to be. & theres this certain person that always told me that they would always care bout me & they would always love me but im scared they dont even care anymore & all i want is for that person to still care.. i mean everythangs just screwed up & i just wanna feel better bout thangs..but i cant. i just wanna start over..ive really been thinkin bout what me & chris was talkin bout a couple nights ago. just starting over with everythang & everybody. i really want another chance at some thangs & i really wish i could take some thangs back but none of that can happen now...i wish there was like some kinda button u could push to take thangs back but there aint & im screwed now. i know some of this sounds reallyyy stupid but i dont even care anymore. i mean i just dont even wanna be here half the time..thangs have just gotten sooo bad the past couple of months..i mean yea i still have my friends but thats it. maybe im askin for too much, i dont know. but im just never happy anymore & nothin can satisfy me anymore. i swear i just wish i could start over & change a lotta thangs. but i cant & i mean i guess im luckier than some people but it sure dont feel like it..im just sick of everythang.
-erin

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~*SuRvEy!*~ [01 Aug 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | dirrty..christina aguilera ]

-*-*StArT*-*-
What time is it?: 11:00
What is the date?: aug. 1, 2003
Why are you filling this out?: cuz im bored

-*-*YoU yOu YoU*-*-
Full name: erin elizabeth frye
Do you like it?: its aight... a couple of guys told me it was purty soo yea i guess thats good!
Nicknames: oo lordie theres A LOT-er, erhead, ernie, ern, blondie, big e, big e fries, e, er bear, hoss, dumber, perv, butthead, thongsta, hoe of the u.s., mouth & theres soo many more that i just cant think of right now..
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: umm i dont really know...but i really like cassie
(same as above) middle name?: lynn
Age: 14
DOB: jan. 4, 1989
Height: 5' 5 1/2"
Hair colour: blonde!
Eye colour: blue
Where do you live?: g-ville, nc
Do you like it there?: its aight
Why/Why not: theres not THAT much to do but it aint terrible or nothin
Where were you born?: greensboro
Astrological sign: capricorn
Shoe Size: 8-9
Grade: 9th
School: western high

-*-*FaMiLy*-*-
Parents names: james & jody
Do you have any siblings?: half sister & half brother
If so, what are their names and ages?: nicole & jeff..they're in their 20s i dunno the exact age though
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: married
Pets: dog
Names: kacie
Do you like your family?: i like my parents (when we're not fighting) & my brother & sister & my grandparents on my mommas side & i like my whole mommas side but i hate most of my daddys side..my granny on that sides aight tho..
Favorite relative: mawmaw & pawpaw

-*-*FaVoRiTeS*-*-
Number: 88
Color: pink
Car: beamer
Season: summer
Holiday: christmas/valentines day
Month: anytime in summer
Day of the week: saturday
Grade so far: kindergarten..we got to take naps :)
Sport: dance
Class: science
Teacher so far: Nancy Drake!!
Drink: strawberry dacqueries
Candy: anythang cherry
Food: japanese steak, chicken & rice w/ cream sauce
Fruit: peaches, strawberries & cherries
Veggie: potatoes
Dessert: the cheesecakes that courts mom makes
TV show: real world, dawsons creek, degrassi, real tv (when ahmad's the host), 7th heaven & dif. thangs on comedy central
Radio station: 102.1, 104.1, 101.1 & 94.5
CD: tim mcgraw & the dancehall doctors & kenny chesney..no shoes, no shirt, no problem
Movie: all the american pie movies, the hot chick & 2 fast 2 furious
Actor: paul walker
Actress: reese witherspoon
Song: rodeo..garth brooks
Word: tipsy..haha i asked this guy that i met @ the beach why he had his bathing suit on & he was like just in case i wanna go get a lil tipsy & jump in the ocean
Phrase: haha..from american pie where stifler says-hi ladies im steve stifler & i have an 11 inch penis..around! think about it..
Animal: dogs
Flower: i aint got 1
Clothing store: abercrombie & fitch or american eagle
Article of clothing: a pair of my ae jeans
Underwear: thongs
State (that you've been to): florida
Ice cream flavor: choc. chip cookie dough
Breakfast food: i dont usually eat breakfast but prolly sausage biscuits
Way to have fun: hang out with friends

-*-*ThIs Or ThAt*-*-
Me/You: me
AOL/AIM: aim
CD/Cassette: cd
DVD/VCR: dvd
Radio/CD: cd
Slow dance/Freak dance: both
Jeans/Khakis: jeans
Jacket/Coat: jacket
Leather/Pleather: leather
Sparkles/Bronze: sparkles
Sexy/Hot: both
Car/Truck: both
Civic/Acura: acura
Corvette/Camero: corvette
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: lunch
Abercrombie/Hollister: abercrombie
Gap/Old Navy: gap
Nsync/BSB: nsync
Britney/Christina: christina
Love/Lust: love
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: the fast & the furious baby
Inside/Outside: both
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: piercings
Football/Basketball: both
Thunder/Lightning: niether
This/That: this

-*-*FrIeNdS*-*-
Who is your best girl friend?: courtney moricle
Guy friend: nicky spritz & chris hensley
Do you get along with people easily?: depends who it is
Why/Why not: cuz i like some people & i just dont like other people
Who have you known the longest?: chad
Who do you dislike the most?: umm i dont really know
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: yea..really close
Craziest: nicky
Loudest: cody
Funniest: courtney
Quietest: amanda
Sweetest: amanda
Most caring: amanda
Most understanding: amanda
Kinkiest: haha..i aint gonna say
Sleeziest: umm i aint gonna say
Best dressed: shanley
Biggest flirt: prolly me or courtney
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: lindsay
Cutest couple: lindsay & jordan prolly...theyve been goin out forever
Most loyal: amanda
Most athletic: tyler
If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: courtney & nicky cuz courtneys my best friend in the world & nickys always been there & hes really really helped me out the past couple of weeks..
If you could date >ONE< guy friend, who would you date and why?: probably carson cuz when we went out he was like the best boyfriend i ever had & it really worked out & i was just REALLY happy then
If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: uhh i guess courtney cuz shes my best friend & its kinda like it is in the hot chick haha i dunno but i aint gay so i really dont know..
Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: nicky
Most likely to be a stripper: oo lordie i dunno
Doctor: i dont really know
Teacher: amanda cuz shes nice to kids
Stay at home mom: uhh i dunno
One you'd travel across the world for: amanda
If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: court, manda, nicky, chris & i cant pick a fifth 1 but those 4 are my BEST friends
Biggest wanna-be playa (boy): logan
Biggest wanna-be playa (girl): oo lordie..i dunno
Biggest thug: haha john
Smartest: ivey
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: nicky
Who has the nicest parents?: courtney
Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: courtney
Who is the most like you?: courtney

-*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*-
Do you have a bf/gf?: naw..im single
If so, who?:
If not, do you have a crush?: yep
If so, who?: i aint sayin..
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: since we went out/broke up & all that mess
What about them do you like so much?: everythang
What is their strongest quality?: the way they can always make everythang seem right even if everythangs wrong
Weakest quality?: they aint got 1
How long have you known them?: for almost a year
What physical feature attracted you to them first?: he is 1 of the hottest guys ive ever seen & hes got the NICEST abs
Personality feature: its so easy to talk to him about anythang
If you could kiss one famous >MUSICIAN< who would it be and why?: aaron carter cuz hes sooo hot
If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: shia labeouf cuz hes reallyyy reallyyy hot too
If your single, why do you think you are?: cuz i cant find anybody that i like enough to go out with
What was your longest relationship?: carson or john...they were both about 2 months
Shortest: chris...that lasted a week or nate..welp that wasnt even a relationship that was like 2 days
Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: i thought i was in love w/ john so probably him but if not it was def. carson
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: yea
First kiss: ben apple
Most recent kiss: daniel b
Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: tyler l

-*-*PaSt*-*-
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: theres a couple things but i wouldnt a snuck out the other night cuz im in a shitload of trouble right now & theres a couple other thangs i aint gonna mention
Do you have any regrets?: yep
Last thing you said: i know what to do pawpaw...he was tellin me somthin bout the comp.
Last song you heard: almost home..craig morgan
Last person you talked to: casey
If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: carson because hes the best boyfriend i ever had

-*-*PrEsEnT*-*-
What are you doing right now?: takin this survey & bout to sneak on aim
What cd is in your cd player?: 1 that casey burned 4 me
Are you cold?: naw
How are you sitting?: in a chair
Is there music on?: yep
If so, what song is it?: almost home..craig morgan
What time is it?: 12:54
Where are your parents?: home

-*-*FuTuRe*-*-
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 18
Are you going to get married?: yep!
Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: yep
If so, who?: i aint sayin..
Are you going to have children?: yep
If yes, how many?: 2
What will you name them?: cassie lynn & hunter john
Do you want to go to college?: yep
Which college: unc chapel hill or ecu
What kind of car will you want to drive: beamer
What kind of job will you have: either a plastic surgeon or a psychologist
Whats your expectations for when your 25?: be married & have a good job

-*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*-
Drank: yep
Smoked: yep
Skinny Dipped: naw..want to tho
Prank called the police: naw
Been followed, ect by the police: kinda..
Been high: i dont really know bout that 1..haha court
Done drugs: naw
If so, what?:
Stole: from my friends yea
Met someone off the net: not in person
Been in a fist fight: not fist fight but cat fight yea
Punched your sibling/parent: yea my sister
Wished you'd die: yep
Tried to commit suicide: naw
Broken a bone: yep
Driven illegally: umm not that i can remember
Thrown things at your parents: yep
Runaway: naw
Filled out a survey this long: yep..669 questions

-*-*HoW wOuLd YOU sPeLl ThEsE*-*-
Sean/Shawn: shawn
Desiree/Desirae/other: desiree
Megan/Meghan: megan
Nicole/Nichole/other: nicole
Mark/Marc: mark
Eric/Erik: eric
Ashley/Ashlee/Ashleigh/other: ashley
Morgan/Morghan: morgan
Jackie/Jaqui/other: jackie
Caitlin/Kaitlyn/other: katelyn
Shelly/Shelley/other: shelly
Carey/Carrie/other: keri
Vick/Vic: vic
Darren/Daren: darren
Derek/Derrik: derek
Bryan/Brian: brian
Nikki/Nicky/Nicci/other: nicky
Christina/Kristina: christina
Zak/Zack/Zach: zack
Gina/Geena: gina

-*-*OtHeRs*-*-
Do you right in cursive or print?: print
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: righty
Do you believe in God?: YEP!
Whats your religion?: christian
What do you think of rainbows?: gay
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: 3 piercings
If so, where?: ears & bellybutton
If not, do you want any, where?: im getting my 2nd hole in my ears & the top of my left ear pierced
What do you think of Eminem?: hes hot
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: yep
What do you think of Britney and Justin?: they'll prolly get married
If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: beach
Do you drive?: naw
Do you have braces or glasses?: naw
Like milk and cookies?: yep
Ever worn black nail polish?: yep
If your a guy, have you ever painted your nails?:
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: this abercrombie white stuff on my nails & this pinkish glittery maybelline stuff on my toenails
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: to know what people were thinking
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: to fly cuz its cool
If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: spy on people
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yep
What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: GET LOW! AHH COURT MEMBER WHEN WE WERE DANCIN TO THE PART THATS LIKE BACK BACK BACK IT UP & I BACKED IT UP RIGHT INTO THE DRESSER!! GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES!!
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: yep
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: naw :(
If so, for how long?:
If not, why not?: i dunno we dont talk that much no more
Do you think this is stupidly long?: no not really
Did you like it?: yea i guess so
Why/Why not: cuz i aint bored no more
Do you like me for this?: sure

-*-*FiNiSh*-*-
What time is it?: 1:02
What is the date?: aug. 2, 2003
Why did you just do this?: cuz i was bored

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