who told you those lies?!

Subject:	piggy #6: the one who went blue
Time:	8:52 pm.
Mood:	frustrated.
Music:	Love Psychedelico ~ Last Smile.

Shizzers, man. I was all gung-ho on Friday about this long weekend, but it reeeally blew. I want to get out more, but I hate not being to drive a car. It's not reasonable to take it out so much, anyways. Gas is expensive, I don't help pay for it, I'm nearly broke, and I don't have anyone to go watch bands with me. ... well I can think of a few people, but I don't think they dig the same kinds of music that I do. I want to hear oldschool blues, and I don't think anyone that I know of digs it, which really has me blue sometimes. (Har.)

Damn. I'll just have to go by myself, I guess. Geez. It's not like I know where to get started, anyways.

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Subject:	academia
Time:	7:54 pm.
Mood:	energetic.
Music:	Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You.

So at the last minute yesterday, I called my boss from Kumon, the "greatest" place to do kiddie work, and ~~informed him~~ requested to leave early so that I could attend the environment & conservation career forum tonight. And he was like, aw yeah sure man, whatever. And I was alll SCORE BABY!!!! HAHAHAA! But of course I felt all super guilty about it whatever. Whatever.
And then today... of ALL days... a pair of weeeird people from some larger part of the Kumon chain come by today and I'm just CLUELESS as to what the foosh they're doing. PLUS! I'm brain dead because I'd been marking stupid englishes & maths for 2 hours in COMPLETE SILENCE by MYSELF. It's reeeally bad. I started to talk to myself and stuff. Creepy.
Aaaanyways, the career forum was sweet. There were five speakers from different areas: a policy guy, a parks wardenny lady who used to TA my biol 108 class! :P (when I went to talk to her afterwards, she even said that she recognzied my face! AHAHAHAaa okay whatever.), a woman from some soil place, a guy specializing in wind power, and a lady whose company name sounds a LOT like warehouse but has nothing to do with it. (O_O);;
Anyways, YEAHHH! I gained a lot of perspective from the talks. It was only an hour, but now I've got some mini-plans as to how I'm going to approach the career that I want. Ecology all the way, baby! :3 I'm going to find out some information about a couple of places and see how I can do some volunteer work and do some networking. That's one of the keys to career stuff & stuff. Heehee. YEAH! Go me go! :3

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Subject:	pisshittss
Time:	9:16 pm.
Mood:	stressed.
Music:	the brilliant green ~ there will be love there.

Damn. I could really go for something alcoholic right now. That would make me a little more perky. Yum yum! I'm not looking forward to monday... there's a chem lab writeup, a shitty bio assignment, and a midterm. I'll leave the assignment until the veryvery last moment and focus on the midterm and lab writeup. Those things are easy to finish.

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Subject:	mmm~
Time:	8:34 am.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	Moulann ~ Over Again.

DAMN! A hot mocha from Tim Horton's can really kickstart your day. MANNNN~ I'm feeling it now. So good! MMMMmhmmm. Yum.

..Now I Feel hungry. XP

! OH yeah! And I think from here on end, whenever I update my blurty (this one), I'll upate my livejournal ! YAAAY! :3 There's no point in making a difference between the two~ :P

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Subject:	ooooooh shats!
Time:	10:42 pm.
Mood:	stressed.
Music:	P.J. Harvey - My Beautiful Leah.

It's been so bloody long since I've last been around here! (O_O);; Haven't felt like journaling much, you see. I preserve my loudness into a calm, little quiet shell of solitude.

! I found my ring of power (aka hector) again! I thought I'd lost him for good, but fear not! He's back on the fist of doom and we're raging like a mad, mad, hernious hippo. BLARGH!

In the halloween spirit, here's a little theorizing. Last night, I was dining with amigos. I brought up the subject of giving little children a fucking boot to the arse with feeear. Mmmyep.

So when the little children come to the house, they shout "ticker treat!" & ring the doorbell. Then the door opens, and behold! A disgruntled twenty-something! Bags under the eyes, rustled hair, heavy coffee odour, and constant twitching of the eyelids & limbs.

"Tricker treat!!!" the small fry yelp, which causes the door opener to freak out! "YEEK! YEEEK!" Would be the freak's line! And then grab a massive text and clutch it dearly to the chest.

"Don't shout! It breaks my earballs! Foosh! DAMN! I have midterms and papers and lab reports and assignments due on Monday. I've only had two hours of sleep in the past two weeks and I'm beginning to think I've lost all conscious control of my bladder! Maybe you'll be lucky and die in a car crash so that you won't have to worry about textbooks, marks, graudation, and life in the future. Good luck to you. I've slipped razor blades in the candy in case you're scared of cars. Good night, you innocent, untainted bag of meats. (Your kitty costume is awfully adorable.)"

GWAHAHHAAAa aokay people were scared after listenning but it sounded a lot better when I first conceived of the idea. I think it's rather convincing! Teehee! :3 ...Yes. But believe me, it is a strong reflection of my current state of mind. WHOOOOoohohoooooooooooooooo *barF*

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Subject:	snap!
Time:	10:06 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.
Music:	I HAVE NO FUCKING TIME FOR DAYDREAMING NOW!!!!.

maaaan, I'm having a crapass week. And the worst part of it all is that it's all my fault and 100% avoidable. Which is why I feel incredibly terrible if I start to banter on about it, so I figure it's best if I shut up. Cuz I fucking hate whiners. (those damn jerkoffs... *slamslam*)

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Subject:	ourobourus again... (but this time she doesn't care!)
Time:	4:29 pm.
Mood:	melancholy.
Music:	Buena Vista Social Club ~ Chan Chan.

Err so yes~ due to my livejournal & other unrelated subjects, I've been busy doing nothing so that's why it's been a whooooole friggin week since I've pissed around on blurty. HUZZAH! :P

MMM there's nothing new with me, sadly. I'm 100% fucked & screwed for exams, but I don't really care anymore. The apathy is just ridiculously impressive and I can't stand it at all. I'm such a WUSS!! (X_X);;

Fufufufufu.

Anyways, I'm going to go and "study" now. There's thirty minutes until Simpson's.... I oughta learn something or something now. Yeah...

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Subject:	teevee & pains
Time:	11:21 pm.
Mood:	pessimistic.
Music:	Elvis ~ You Ain'T Nothing But A Hound Dog.

my poooooor little self... I had a terrible attack of the woman cramps today. I was nearly fucking PARALYZED it was sooooo bad. YARG! (X_X);; I thought that only happened when you were in your teens! I'm outta there now! NOWNOWNOW!!

Brrr. It's a terrifying sign of the fact I'm still ridiculously immature and out of it. *smacks head* I'm not so smart! (X_X);;;

Also, I had terrible brain pains. It felt like my brain was vibrating in my head or something. Maybe it was beacuse I was sitting in front of the jerkoffs who think it incredibly brilliant to mouth off at every comment the prof made about the neurosystem and the bitch girl student who mouths off in that super-keener-beaver manner, but with an EDGE! AND THEN! To my right was this stupid chinese ass who thought himself so brilliant that he HAD to talk to himself while the prof was lecturing. At least the dope to my left had the sense to SHUT UP. I'm sooooo going to sit further up in the class.... even though it's reeeally steep comiong down so it's quite likely I'll fall over myself and crash into the floor in a puddle of piss & blood & meats & bones. YUM.

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd~ Lilo & Stitch was on teevee tonight!! *sniffsniff* It's such a great movie... I'm gonna buy the DVD! It's so awesome!!! :3 Heeheeeeee~~

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