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i never made a scene [29 Aug 2004|02:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the union-taking back sunday ]

ehh i dont use this journal one. im me if you want a link to my new one ; dorkish75

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so go ahead and kill yourselves it all amuses me [15 Jul 2004|06:35pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | desensatized-green day ]

last night i had to go see the king & i with my mom jenny & sara because my mom knows a bunch of people in the play. after words we went back stage and talk to fred & lou diamond phillips for a while. jenny was freaking out because she 'looooves lou'. afterwords i went to melissas. jess was there. will & thomas came over & we hung out with them for a long time. when they left we smoked a bowl on the back porch & went to sleep.
im so chill right now, but i really gotta pack. im leaving for the lake on saturday. yayy.

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just say you would do the same [13 Jul 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | worthless ]
[ music | from autumn to ashes ]

went to the pool with kay & jess yesterday. yayy. i broke the rules & hung out with my beloved kayla. haha who i havent seen all summer. we chilled at jessicas until she had to go to soocer. made dinner for my mom. [although she chose not to eat] went back to jessica's to sleep over. some people came and chilled with us and we watched the butterfly affect.
"what if i told you i love you more than i could ever love anyone."
kay left early this morning. jess & i layed out on the roof for a while. we went bowling with melissa quint jessie & this other chick. it was pretty gay. melissa jess & i were gonna sleepover here but that plan went array in another one of my moms attempts to prove to me how much i suck. whatev.

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you don't look like you're living to me [10 Jul 2004|11:53pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | dashboard ]

i haven't done a real update for a while-ish...not like any one would notice either way.
i've mostly just been chilling with people. nothing too snazzy.
i leave for the lake in a week. im freaking excited.
i changed my journal up a bit. the icon's from the notebook. <3 great movie & im reading the book now.
i wish i wasn't so damn tired right now.

you've got a short fuse
& i've got designs on lighting you up
& setting you off
& watching you burn for me

it wasn't still isn't over

[09 Jul 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | from love to hate, from hate to me-a static lullaby ]

my mother pisses me off. like. woah.
i should not be here today.
oh man im bored.

it wasn't still isn't over

[07 Jul 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | umm? ]
[ music | actually i'm watching lifetime ]

sara made me breakfast in bed this morning.


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[06 Jul 2004|03:27pm]
ostracize this outrage before its too late
overcome the battle of twisted love and hate
mangle the affliction upon our broken hearth
hew this abyss but dont leave us in the dark
unveil what your avoiding and eliminate the pain
to hint its our lapsing failure would be a horrible mistake

it wasn't still isn't over

ive found my new addiction tonight [06 Jul 2004|01:24pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | aim snap fall-the spill canvas ]

great weekend at the lake...

friday-woke up at 7 & babysat until 11. when i got home we took off for the lake. took about 3 hours and when we got there we went straight to the beach...swam with betsy erin & ashley & went on the jetski with erin & the boat with zach & seth. everyone had dinner at my grandma's house. after dinner melissa erin betsy ashley zach seth & i went out to the beach and made a bonfire .everyone went to erin & zach's to watch a movie. mel & i stayed up late having intellectual discussions. good first day.
saturday-woke up and went to the beach. did the usual. rode around in the golfcart forever. mom let me drive the girls around in her car. that night we had a sorta 'party' out on the beach. a ton of people came and hung out & let off fireworks. a mysterious firework got shoot out from the woods and we all got really freaked out and just walked around for a while. erin besty ashley melissa & i slept on my grandmas back porch.
sunday-slept in. went out to the beach and did the normal shiz. zach & seth took melissa & i out to the swing. she did a bellyflop into the water...[dumbass] hahah. went tubing and melissa died twice. i only died once. woot. rode around in golf carts & cars & such. had befurt [sp?] stew with everyone. mmm. it was the fourth of july so we went out to the beach and set fireworks off with all the other rednecks. zach & seth ended up getting wasted & then we met up with chase garret[aka faggot] and some other kid who were drunk as hell. it was hilarious and we stayed with them and walked around because we didnt want them to die. i smoked some of seths cigar hahah. it was a fun ass night. we got back in and watched degrassi & i talked to ross on the phone for a while. [omg i actually got service...gasp] & sleeped.
monday-woke up pretty early & had a realllllllly good breakfast with everyone. melissa erin & i didnt feel like getting all gross so we took showers and i did everyones hair & makeup...hahah. drove around in the car for a while. then we went for a ride in dolly's pontoon boat. by then it was like 3 so we had to start getting ready to leave. the ride was boring. of course the second mom walked in the door it was like a transformation, her & dad were fighting all night. i went to jimmy's once i got home. dannnng i love that kid. i cant wait till he gets to come to the lake with me. :) we watched swimfan & hung out with his dad [who got us milkshakes mmm!] then i came home to all that drama. mom says were moving into an apartment in august. shes actually sincere this time. shes got it set out and everything.she said shes gonna start packing things up and all this stuff. i really dont want to move but i dont want to stay with my dad either. it sucks ive been in this house for ten years i couldnt imagine being anywhere else. apparently my dad wont leave and hes gonna stay here and my uncle is going to move in with him. bleh.

today i went to babysit at 8 & when i got home sara and i rode our bikes to borders so i could pick up my spill canvas cd :) and eckerd so she could drop off her camera. mom came home for lunch and talked to us about the whole moving thing. its gay. sorry for the extremly long post.

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this is habit that i can't break [01 Jul 2004|04:43pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | from autumn to ashes ]

yesterday i had to wake up and meet the kids i had to babysit today :-/ eh. then allen picked melissa & i up for goodberrys. we got ready & went to jimmy's and lincoln theater from there. i hadn't heard much from 12 stones, but they're sweeeeet. and then 3 days grace was freaking awesome. the booooys were all moshing. those silly kids.

afterwords melissa & i went out to hang out with some kids up at the playground for an hour or so. woke up super early to babysit. came home & slept till 4. jimmys coming over soon. gotta pack -- meli & i are going to the lake tomorrow for the weekend.

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[30 Jun 2004|04:30pm]
[ music | hawthorne heights ]

I LOVE YOU ANONYMOUS. your my hero. three days grace tonight with meli jimmy & ross. woohoo.

cut my wrists and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight and die
b e c a u s e y o u k i l l m e
you know you do you kill me well
you like it too and i can tell
you never stop until my final breath is gone.

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