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| 01:36pm 06/02/2004 |
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mood:  bitchy music: the extremely loud air conditioner thing
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I am so mad right now! Today has been a very bad day. Do you know why today has been a bad day? Because I'm angry. Why am I angry? I don't know. I just am. I want to hurt someone. So here;s what happened during my horrible day. This morning I had to wake uo. This in itself is bad enough. Then it was raining. Normally I enjoy rain alot but right now we're getting an addition done and since we're adding a story to the house we have as giant tarp instead of a roof. It is very lloud when it rains. Then I stepped in a puddle and my leg got all wet and muddy. It was also cold which sucks. My umberella wouldn't work so I got really wet. I like raiin, just not getting wet in the rain. I hate being wet. Then we had to go to this unbelievable stupid and annoying assemlby. It sucked. Then I failed a bible test. Then I had to go to and be bored in English. Then I had to go to German which isthe stupidest and most boring class ever. Then I went to lunch and I got really mad because it was tacos and they didn't have mashed up veggie burger to fill the tacos with if you're a vegetarian like me so I ate a taco shell filled with cheese lettuce and tomatos. Doesn't thast sound like it tasted great? note sarcasm. And now I'm here sitting at this computer and bitching at you guys because I have a free period. Not even being able to do whatever I want is making me feel not angry because NONE of my friends have the same free as I do. Grrrr. I have more reason to be angry that I just now remembered. Valintines Day is coming up and that just pisses me off. It's a great day if you're in a mutual loving relationship, but, sadly, my love sometimes doesn't even seem to notice that I exist. I just feel so lonely, like no one wants to be around me, and now I'm not angry anymore, but sad. Sad that my love pays no attention to me, sad that I'll be spending another whole weekend by myslef at home watching Star Trek. Not that I don't like watching Trek, but I am a very social creature and I thrive of of interacting with other people. Even just one weekend by myself, without anyone around me, just drains the life out of me. I just hate being alone and sometimes I feel like I may end up spending the rest of my life alone. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry so I guess I'll stop here before I brust into tears.
Live long and prosper. |
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