grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!   
01:36pm 06/02/2004
 
mood: bitchy
music: the extremely loud air conditioner thing
I am so mad right now! Today has been a very bad day. Do you know why today has been a bad day? Because I'm angry. Why am I angry? I don't know. I just am. I want to hurt someone. So here;s what happened during my horrible day. This morning I had to wake uo. This in itself is bad enough. Then it was raining. Normally I enjoy rain alot but right now we're getting an addition done and since we're adding a story to the house we have as giant tarp instead of a roof. It is very lloud when it rains. Then I stepped in a puddle and my leg got all wet and muddy. It was also cold which sucks. My umberella wouldn't work so I got really wet. I like raiin, just not getting wet in the rain. I hate being wet. Then we had to go to this unbelievable stupid and annoying assemlby. It sucked. Then I failed a bible test. Then I had to go to and be bored in English. Then I had to go to German which isthe stupidest and most boring class ever. Then I went to lunch and I got really mad because it was tacos and they didn't have mashed up veggie burger to fill the tacos with if you're a vegetarian like me so I ate a taco shell filled with cheese lettuce and tomatos. Doesn't thast sound like it tasted great? note sarcasm. And now I'm here sitting at this computer and bitching at you guys because I have a free period. Not even being able to do whatever I want is making me feel not angry because NONE of my friends have the same free as I do. Grrrr. I have more reason to be angry that I just now remembered. Valintines Day is coming up and that just pisses me off. It's a great day if you're in a mutual loving relationship, but, sadly, my love sometimes doesn't even seem to notice that I exist. I just feel so lonely, like no one wants to be around me, and now I'm not angry anymore, but sad. Sad that my love pays no attention to me, sad that I'll be spending another whole weekend by myslef at home watching Star Trek. Not that I don't like watching Trek, but I am a very social creature and I thrive of of interacting with other people. Even just one weekend by myself, without anyone around me, just drains the life out of me. I just hate being alone and sometimes I feel like I may end up spending the rest of my life alone. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry so I guess I'll stop here before I brust into tears.

Live long and prosper.
 
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11:24am 05/02/2004
  Yesterday 5 hours of Star Trek (the original) were on and my mom taped it for me cause I was at school. Yay mom! I have a math test in an hour thast didn't study for and I'm not going to study for cause I'm so damn lazy. Bible was really funny today because one of the guys in my class brought a fart machine and kept making it fart and it was really funny. That was probably the only good bible class I've ever had...no wait the one I slept through was good too cause I was asleep. In english we had hot chocolate but apart from that it was boring and I don't know what happened in german because I was so bored that I couldn't pay attention. I came up with an eevil plan.

MY EEVIL PLAN:
I'm gonna build a time machine and go to a point in the future when jet setting accross the universe at warp speeds is the norm and then I'll find Spock and seduce him.

Live long and prosper.
 
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/SUPER COMMERICAL...I mean bowl...SUNDAY!   
04:56pm 01/02/2004
  YAY! The super bowl is finally here! :) The only question is what the hell am I gonna do during the boring football part?!?!? I can't wait to see all the commericals! YAY! My favorite commerical of all time was the one when the guy wanted to go in the bar, but he didn't want to leave his dog outside and it was one of those little black dogs with dreads and so he put the dog on his head and actted all jamacain! LMFAO!  
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SCARY!!!   
09:36pm 31/01/2004
  I just put on some scary long blue fingernails! It's so hard to type with them  
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Another Friday night alone...   
05:18pm 30/01/2004
  WAAAAAH! Rachel has a voice lesson tonight that she forgot about until just now. Will I spend every friday of my life crying over my total lonliness and watching Star Trek?  
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07:42pm 29/01/2004
  I am so bored now...ugh...nothing to do...

anyways I watched Wrath of Kahn again and the end made me cry...again...me and Rachel are gonna go to the mall tomarow! yippee even though I have no more money...last night I called my love interest and I asked him out and he wanted to go but he couldn't because he's trying to be an eagle scout and he has to work on his project and he also has voice lessons on weekends and add that to homework and sleeping....but he really wanted to hang out with me. I have a huge painful cold sore (I call it a cold very sore) in my mouth...ouchies...and I know it's not that other kind of herpes because I haven't given anyone a blow job ever so there.

Live long and prosper.
 
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TGIW   
10:50am 28/01/2004
  YAY! It's wendsday! You know what that means? ENTERPRISE IS ON TONITE! w00t! I LOVE that show, I've been in suspense all week long. Last week's episode ended with Archer asking T'Pol if she wanted any Andorian ale. That was really dumb of him because Vulcans would find getting drunk illogical. But maybe T'Pol has a thing for Archer...oooooh....love is in the air! Anyways, T'Pol is hott. Yes, I said that a chick is hott, if you have a problem with me thinking another girl is hott than go to hell. w00t I can't wait!  
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Unloved   
03:59pm 26/01/2004
 
mood: lonely
I feel so lonely. I really want to go on a date with some cute boy, but I think all the guys that know me are afraid of me. I feel like I'm just gonna go through my life alone and die a virgin. I have no social life. I can't remember when the last time I did something with any of my little friends. Believe it or not I don't want to spend every weekend of my life watching Star Trek. I just want to be loved by someone. Is that so much to ask for? Are there any decent guys out there that don't mind the fact that I'm an ugly nerd? I jsut feel so distant from everyone, like I'm living on a different planet. I just want to get out of my basement and have a good time with someone who's nice and has similar interests. I just feel like no one cares about me or can understand me.
 
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QUIZIES!   
02:03pm 24/01/2004
  marijuana
Weed.
Youre the baby of the drugs,
and thats okay,
because Im sure,
I could do you all day.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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you smell like butt
congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.


which happy bunny are you?
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Hooligan Bear
Hooligan Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Exotic Dancer
You're Exotic Dancer Barbie. You have some moves,
and will do anything for a few bucks. Take it
off girl, but keep it PG-13 please.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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I'm totally evil!
You're evil! Cold hearted! Very cruel! You were
the one who made the rings just so you could
trick nine stupid men into becoming your blind
slaves! You're a bad bad person, does that
make you feel better?


If You Received The One Ring, How Would It Affect You?
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I'm sure you all want to get to know me better...   
11:42am 24/01/2004
  LAYER ONE
-- Name: If I had friends they'd call me Stella, but I don't have friends so everyone calls me that crazy girl
-- Birthdate: I'll give you a hint, all the numbers in it added together reduce to 11
-- Birthplace: atlanta
-- Current Location: somewhere in space...the final frontier
-- Eye Color: blueish
-- Hair Color: light brown, blonde, and red
-- Height: 4'11.5"
-- Righty or Lefty: Do you mean right or left hands or is this a policital question??
-- Zodiac Sign: crapicorn

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: English, Scottish, Irish, Itallian...
-- The shoes you wore today: I haven't put on any shoes yet
-- Your weakness: Spock!
-- Your fears: sharks scare the shit out of me, I can't even go to the beach
-- Your perfect pizza: plain cheese please
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: I really would like to acheive warp speed on my VW beetle.

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: either "live long and prosper" or "cheesecake"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: I don't sleep
-- Your best physical feature: my sexy eyes
-- Your bedtime: SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK!
-- Your most missed memory: when I was on a date and I though "hmm I feel funny...this must be love!" then when I got home I had a fever of 104! LMAO!

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke all the way!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: neither! Ew! I don't trust them
-- Single or group dates: depends on the people
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea!
-- Chocolate or vanilla: choooocooooolaaaaate *drools*
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee, strong and black

LAYER FIVE
-- smoke: nope I'm a singer
-- Cuss: What the fuck do you mean? I don't ever fucking cuss.
-- Sing: *points up*
-- Take a shower everyday: Are you saying I'm stinky?!?!?
-- Have a crush(es): I think it's obvious
-- Do you think you've been in love: I've been in love so many times
-- Want to go to college: yeah, it'll be just like Animal House...I hope...
-- Like high school: does anyone?!?!?
-- Want to get married: I wanna be a bachelorette forever!
-- Believe in yourself: I believe in my existance
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: you know I'm gorgeous!
-- Think you're a health freak: no comment
-- Get along with your parents: no comment
-- Like thunderstorms: duh
-- Play an instrument: I am the GUITAR QUEEN!

LAYER SIX: In the past six months...
-- Drink alcohol: duh!
-- Smoke: nope, I'm a singer, I don't want to wreck my beautiful voice
-- Done a drug: that's for me to know and you to find out
-- Had Sex: only in my dreams...
-- Made Out: *sigh* it's been almost a year :(
-- Gone on a date: no boys are afraid of me
-- Gone to the mall?: I spend to much time and money there
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I hate oreos!
-- Eaten sushi: the veggie kind
-- Been on stage: duh!
-- Gone skating: no I'm too uncoordinated
-- Made homemade cookies: I'm afraid that if I tried I'd burn down my house...*sings*BURNIN DOWN THE HOUSE!
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: I've dyed it so many times that I forgot what my natural color is...
-- Stolen anything: your heart

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: I'm working on it
-- If so, was it mixed company: look up silly!
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: what do you think?
-- Been called a tease: no I usually come on too strong
-- Gotten beaten up: I don't get beaten up, I do the up beating
-- Shoplifted: no, but my ex boyfriend did constantly
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I would never dream of it

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hoping to be married: HELL NO
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I have no kids, I don't want kids, I don't even like kids
-- Describe your dream wedding: I would be very very bizarre I'll say that much
-- How do you want to die: in a weird catastrophe
-- Where you want to go to college: U DUB!
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A starship Captain! :)
-- What country would you most like to visit: I want to go back to Germany to sing in the Bavarian beer halls and eat saurkraut!

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? green
-- Best hair color? BLUE!
-- Short or long hair: long and messy is SEXAY!
-- Height: I don't measure potential dates
-- Best weight: I don't weight potential dates
-- Best articles of clothing: don't care
-- Best first date location: the mall!
-- Best first kiss location: at a concert in a little punk rock club full of stinky mohawked concert goers with the smell of pot heavy in the air

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: all the drugs I take I get from my shrink, now if I take them for the reason they were perscribed is another matter
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: no one, but I could trust my doggies
-- Number of CDs that I own: I only listen to mp3s now, but I have a zillion CDs that I don't listen to anymore
-- Number of piercings: 3 peircing on each ear
-- Number of tattoos: I'm not ready for that kind of comitment so I just draw picture on myself when I want to decorate my body
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a lot..
-- Number of scars on my body: lets see...I have one on my foot, one on my ankle, and a barely visible one on my lip
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: no regrets
 
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damn these people to hell   
03:38pm 23/01/2004
  look what I made!

my german teacher
Circle I Limbo

the guy whe came up with the concept of school
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

westminster
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Republicans
Circle IV Rolling Weights

religious zealots
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

people who hate Star Trek
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

George Bush
Circle VII Burning Sands

bigots
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

 
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FRIIIIIIIDAAAAAAAY!   
03:15pm 23/01/2004
  YAY! It's Friday and you know what that means: FOUR HOURS OF STAR TREK TNG! w00t! I learned something in school today: never ever show people your vacation pictures because it's very boring for the person who is being shown them. My mom said today that she thinks I'm very logical o.O Riiiiight. TNG was great last night. Deanna's mom came on the ship because she had to go to the same place that they did. It was so funny because she kept hitting on Picard, and she was all "Jean-Luc you have such beautiful legs!" and she's telepathic so she was all "Jean-Luc, such dirty thoughts, I'm so glad you think of me like that." it was soooooooo great! in german I drew pictures of vulcans the whole time...again...

Live long and prosper.
 
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CHEEEEEEEESE!   
11:43am 22/01/2004
  I have a free period now! w00t! German is the most boring class I really need to start working on my eevil scheme. I didn't pay any attention in German today. I just drew pictures of vulcans the whole time. I want to be a vulcan. Moo.  
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MOOOOO!   
06:19pm 21/01/2004
  HELLO FANS!
Today was boring as hell. I had to start out the day with English then German. It made me want to PUKE! Then I had a free period which was lovely, but sadly I don't have art this semester, and that was the only class I ever liked NOOOOOOO! But at least I get a free period to do my homework that I was supposed to do the night before which means that I can satisfy my Star Trek craving. YAY! But sadly, I haven't been able to find where and when the original series is so I don't get to see Spock. :( TNG will have to do.I just realized that my free is right before math! YAY! I don't have to do math tonite! *dances* Anyway, my free period was quite beautiful today. I tried to play ping pong but I have no depth perseption so I failed miserablely. I just came back from getting my hair did, and it looks mad sexy. It's a little below my chin and it's light brown with medium blonde and read highlights. This summer I'm (pretty sure) I'm going to a Star Trek convention in Vegas. YAY! :) I've already started working on my costume. I'm gonna dress up as a vulcan. I'm really gonna have to work on being detached and logical though....

I have a great idea! I'm gonna try to get some of the Star Trek movies in German and try to convince my German teacher that we would learn much more from watching them than we would from reading the stupid little stories in the text book. The only hard part is figuring out where the hell I'm gonna get Star Trek movies in Greman...but it is a perfect plan.

Leb lange und...um...prosperierenenen....yeah
I like it better in English.

Live long and prosper.
 
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12:07pm 20/01/2004
  oh god I feel stupid, I said that the boots I bought the other day went halfway up my thighs, but instead of thighs I meant calves! I'm dumb...Star Trek was great yesterday. w00t. Live long and prosper.  
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TEN MINUTES!   
09:50am 19/01/2004
 
mood: jubilant
in 10 minutes the Star Trek movie marathon starts *scream* YIPPEEEEEEEEEEE! I can't wait! w00t!
 
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03:26pm 18/01/2004
  I just took a quiz and this is the result





Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz.

I'd say that's me...since I'm becoming a trekkie and all. Oh wait, I haven't yet posted about my new love of Star Trek! Well, anyways I saw a few episodes of TNG, watched 4 hours of it on friday, and tomarrow I'm gonna watch the 8 hour movie marathon. I also bought a communicator pin like the ones on TNG. SPOCK IS HOTT!

Today I went to L5P and bought some patent leather boots. The go halfway up my thighs and are black and have very tall heels.

Live long and prosper.
 
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lalalalaaaa   
12:30pm 13/01/2004
  AAAAAAAAHHHH! I'm in the middle of exams now and boy does it suck! Yesterday I had Bible and today I ahd English. Three more to go, there's no way I'm gonna survive this week. Blah. And on top of all this shit we're getting an addition on my house so until about 5 there's constant and exteremly annoying noise and the house is completly messed up and although I have my basement back now there's all this furniture down there so I can't move around and it sucks. Yesterday I saw my new love. so at least something good happened.  
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w00t   
04:05pm 10/01/2004
  I made a website! Check it out! www.freewebs.com/cheesecakegoddess it's amazing.  
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Flying monkeys scare the hell out of me!   
03:12pm 09/01/2004
 
mood: cold
music: Corn Beef Antelope
Firstly, go to liquidgeneration.com, then go to cartoons, and watch the corn beef antelope sing a long.

ok, now for my update!

AAAAAAAHHHHH! Exams start monday!

On wensday I put thumbtacks(the flat metal kind) on the bottom of my shoes and I slid around and it was fun. Right before science started I brought a huge recycling bin into the room and hid in it and when class started I jumped out and yelled "Surpirse!" lol, I'm crazy. I also went to my new love's spanish class and said hi to him and his spanish teacher got really pissed off at me. Yesterday was boring. The only thing that happened was me and my friends talked about how cool it would be if the driver's ed room (it isn't used for anything else...really) got redecorated and had shagg carpet on the walls, and floor, and celling, and it should also have bean bag chairs and a waterbed (lol) and a CD that continuously played "let's get it on" by Barry White. We decided that a picture of me and my new love sitting on the waterbed and sipping champagne should be on the cover of the brochure(yes, I go to a private school) A good friend of mine said that she thinks that the only reason I like my new love is because he look like Lestat, which is totally not ture(he does look like Lestat, but that's not why I like him) and I'm still mad at her.

RANDOM FACTS:
-hot dogs and hamburgers are made out of whatever falls into the grinder
-when cutting the meat off the cow, they cut so close to the cow's spinal cord that spinal fluid(which contains mad cow disease)gets on the meat
-they feed bonemeal, poop, peanut shells, and animal byproducts to meat animals
-veal calves are kept in boxes so small that they can't move

that's why I'm a vegetarian!
 
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