It's not always rainbows and butterflies...'s Blurty
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Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in It's not always rainbows and butterflies...'s Blurty:

    Thursday, May 20th, 2004
    11:10 pm
    Since apparently my journal has highly offended someone, I'll be deleting the link from my profile. Too bad MY journal, where I can express MY opinions, about MY family and MY situations had to cause so much trouble. Good thing I don't make it a point to go around and be an instigator like others I know... who knows what trouble I would start then?
    9:43 pm
    I am a proud ownder of a vagina...
    So Lauren and I decided this: BOYS ARE STUPID (I know, not very mature, but I feel it's justified)

    **Except Jake... don't worry you're not lumped into this, you're an extra-special, NON-stupid boy :c)**

    LOTS (aka most I know) of boys need to grow the fuck up. First example: don't believe every, single, detail you hear!! Haven't you ever heard of FALSE information? It definitely exists especially when coming from a 3rd source. It's like a work cited list... you want PRIMARY sources, because they are the most factual. Next example: don't exaggerate, lie, or even TALK about something that doesn't involve you... you're creating numerous problems by doing these things

    And this is why I am the proud owner of a vagina... Girls may do some not so intelligent things, but at least most of the girls I know have the sense to at least process that your actions can affect more than one person. Maybe it's that mothering instinct or something... but yeah... damn proud to be female.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
    8:27 pm
    Ok... I feel better after that rant.

    I need a hug from my Jake... this weekend was amazing, it just feels like forever ago! :c/ June will be full of visits to Orlando if I have anything to do with it though!

    Side note: It is freezing in my house... I want Jake! Ok... I'm done being pitiful and whiny, I promise!

    Current Mood: cold
    8:17 pm
    When do people ever learn?????

    **No, you cannot talk to my mother... a) She's my mother, b) you don't need to waster her time
    **Leave my brother alone... he doesn't need your bullshit in his life
    **Come to think of it... NONE of us need your bullshit in our lives

    I put you out of my life for many many many reasons... way too many to go into here, but the biggest, you need to GROW UP. Get a life, move on, and leave my family the fuck alone.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Saturday, May 8th, 2004
    4:13 pm
    Boredom is a terrible thing
    I am extremely, excruciatingly bored... I am normally a very very busy person, runninga round from one place to the next, and I feel like for the past week and a few days my life has slowed down to a crawl. And TV... good GOD I have never watched so much TV in my life... I just wish I didn't have a stupid cast on... the beach woule be so nice now... Hell, the pool would be really nice now!

    I'm also missing my boyfriend like whoa... (sigh) It's been like 2 weeks since we've seen eachother... yet again... the stupid ankle sucks ASS. But on a MUCH brighter note... I get a visit in less then a week!! I'm so excited... I need a big hug and a kiss! :c)

    All right... I'll just stop my melodramatic blubbering now... I should be happy that I'll never ever have to wear the ugly ankle brace again, but I think having to sit in one place/cabin fever is hitting in MAJORLY.

    I miss all my Orlando people... my sisters, my pseudo-roomies, Jake (of course... I just finished complaining about that lol), and alllll the rest!
    Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
    11:25 pm
    It's just been one of those days... running around and feeling like nothing is really getting done.

    *I chopped off my hair... it's right above my shoulders... I'm still adjusting to it slightly
    *It's only 1 day and a few hours until my surgery... it feels sort of surreal
    *I left Orlando just over 3 days ago... yet it feels like so much longer... Orlando is home now, and most of the people I love are there

    I have the biggest craving (I dunno if it can be used in this context but anywho...) to go out with everyone for a night of fun and then curl up with Jake (sigh)

    I should prolly go to sleep since I have to go to Jupiter with my parents for Dan-o's track meet tomorrow

    I think I need to work on my punctuation use... but now's not a very appealing time to me lol

    I think I'll take a long bubble bath and then go to sleep

    P.S. I'm sorry if I'm emotional. I'm just stressed/frustrated with my ankle and the situation of dependency (a.k.a. no driving) it puts me in... more then anything you've always been there to give me a hug whenever I need it... and I need one right now <>

    Current Mood: listless
    Current Music: TV on downstairs
    Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
    3:39 pm
    "Whenever I'm alone with you
    You make me feel like I am home again
    Whenever I'm alone with you
    You make me feel like I am whole again

    Whenever I'm alone with you
    You make me feel like I am young again
    Whenever I'm alone with you
    You make me feel like I am fun again

    However far away, I will always love you
    However long I stay, I will always love you
    Whatever words I say, I will always love you
    I will always love you"
    ~ 311, "Love Song", from the 50 First Dates Soundtrack

    Such a good song.... it definetly makes me think about my boy :c)

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: 311 "Love Song"
    2:31 pm
    Hmmm... supposed to be transferring my notes from my notebook into my physical science book, but here I am procrastinating about it. Ah well, I'll begin momentarily. Life has been crazy lately, crazy... but so so wonderful. I'm going to miss Orlando and everyone I've met this year over the summer like nobody's business. But there will be visits, and lots and lots of phone calls. Being away from Jake is definetly going to be the hardest though... but as he said... we'll definetly make it through the summer. <3 Ok... I'm off to be a good student! Hope everyone is having a fabulous day! :c)

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: Lifetime Movie Channel
    Friday, April 2nd, 2004
    5:19 pm
    After a nap, I'm feeling much better and I'm in a "perkier" mood! :c) Finishing up some laundry and then I'm off to dinner with Dana, Jaime, PK, and several others to celebrate Dana's birthday! PF Chang's will make anybody's sour mood muuuuuuuch better! Yay for fun times with awesome friends! And ok... I use way too may exclamation points. Have a great night all! :c)

    Current Mood: chipper
    Current Music: Brittney Spears "Toxic"
    2:04 pm
    I need sleep...
    I haven't wrote in here in forever... I get these weird urges to write my thoughts and feelings every now and then, but I never really follow through and write on a regular basis like I should. I will try to write in here more, but I also don't like making all my feelings very very public.
    (Sigh) I'm in a bad mood... I slept crappy last night, so if I've been short with you (cough, Jake , cough), I apologize. I probably slept bad, because like Jake said, I took a 3 hour nap in the afternoon... but I've just been so wore out lately... super super busy. And then on top of it all, I've been thinking like crazy about not being in Orlando this summer, Jake not being in Orlando next year, and my stupid ankle surgery. (Sigh) I need a vacation... Hawaii is way way too far away. I also need a nap, so I can be nice Steph again and not bitchy, snapping at my boy-friend who did absolutely nothing wrong Steph. On that note, I'm taking a nap, doing some laundry, and then who knows what from there.

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Current Music: Matt Nathanson "Angel"
    Sunday, February 1st, 2004
    1:30 am
    So yeah... started this, and never ever used it! It's 1:30 in the morning, I'm a teeny bit drunk and I feel the urge to write, I can't find my 'real' journal, so here it is. I'm a multitude of emotions tonight; I've went from feeling like I was on cloud nine to way, way low. Not really going into anything, because I overreacted (I feel like a bitch, for real) but just thank you sooooo much Kim, I needed girl time and you rescued me!! I looooooove you forever and ever ("You can love your sisters, but you can't LOVE your sisters") :c)
    Friday, January 2nd, 2004
    11:36 am
    Here's to new beginnings...
    Poking around on someone's lievjournal, I found this web site for a journal that's like the same exact thing as livejournal, except you don't have to pay if you want to start a new journal now.
    So... now I have a journal too... and yeah... I'm excited because I'm a dork like that!

    Current Mood: excited
    Current Music: Dan's music from his room