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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
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2:35a - Better in time...
I've fallen hard, for him. Never have i felt happier with anyone else.
Should have known not to get too attached to him but i really could not help it. He's just that sweet guy that makes me blush when i look into his eyes. I swear. Me, BLUSH, i hardly feel that way with anyone else for the longest time.
Today we had a lot of fun, went to get illegal softwares and then go karting. Btw, i got into an accident cause the brakes weren't working. I practially crashed into the cones and my whole body was covered with sand. I swear it was FUCKING scary, thought i was gonna die. All i remember was screaming out for wayne but he couldnt stop too cause his brakes weren't working. Now i have new bruises on my legs :( As soon as wayne could get out, he came over and help me wipe off the sand off my body and gave me a comfort hug. Then we had a smoke haha.
After the traumatizing incident, we went for dinner at this nice restaurant with really good cod fish and i remember him telling me how i always look at things at different dimensions and he asked me to stop being intellectual. Almost immediately, we started talking like JB ah lians and ah bengs :) That was when i realized that he looks really cute when he eats and he pushes up his glasses.
Later was the movie, red cliff. The movie sucks and i wasn't really concentrating because of him by my side. What a loser right. I totally love it when he warms my cold hands and just slinging my arm over his. I love it when i help him with his finger massage (he hurt his hand during a car accident), and he does that little squirms.
I love it when he is a little high and he dances like a goofball. I just love his laughter, i just love his sparkly eyes and i just love everything...
One school semester. If it is meant to be, it will be. Like he said, he doesn't give chance a chance, he leaves it to fate.
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6:55p
I just counted, 154 days till he comes back.
Anyway we will probably be talking to each other online and through the postcards he will be sending me :) So i guess it'll not be that easy to forget about him.
Also if i can convince my parents, i will probably fly to denmark to see him haha. Then maybe pop by milan to find mel!
Gonna go to the airport with geri to send him off and i really hope i don't tear. After all, i had very happy moments with him. Whenever i recall the beautiful memories, it will always bring a smile to my face :)
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