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Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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7:38p - Huishi abnormal and weird.
Another sleepless night. Hm i guess everyone is surprised by my prompt messages early in the morning :)I think if i keep doing this to myself, i will die really young. I am actually damn amazed by how far i can go without sleep.
Marc's leaving for UK today so i will be staying home quite a bit. I seriously plan to have an early night on a friday, a great way to save money for my tokyo trip too :)
Oh about the tokyo trip, i just told my parents about it. My mum is so anal about money it totally irks me. And i can't believe she asked me why can't i find a job and be a normal person. NORMAL. Seriously how do you define normal, people who are stuck in jobs they hate just to earn enough keep to pay for mortgages, car blah blah. I don't expect to live off my parents, i totally value financial freedom and i totally detest asking my parents for money. But come on, i really need to find time to find something that i really like to do.
I don't want to be stuck in a rut, like how 90% of singaporeans do. Let me define NORMAL, it's for the unimaginative people who do not realize their true potential and settle for the mediocre. I'm not saying i'm great, but honestly, i am confident i can find a job easily. But do i want to waste my time doing something i don't like or isn't best for me in the long run? A six-month break is nothing and my mum just doesn't understand. At least my dad is cooler.
Anyway, my parents are only paying for my air tickets and i offered to pay for the summersonic tickets, accomodation and everything else from my MSF earnings. Honestly, i can't wait to get out of singapore.
I was considering getting a scholarship to do graduate studies in the states but because of marc, this plan was shelved. However, the mundane singaporean lifestyle and narrow-minded people are swaying me to materialize the plan of living overseas.
I just can't accept mediocrity and i am definitely not NORMAL.
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