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Monday, June 9th, 2008
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3:19a - Over.
The worst thing that can happen in a relationship is when the person you loved the most in your fucking life tells you that you did not love him enough.
He's in denial.
Who the fuck can tolerate his drinking, drunken antics still send him home put him to bed and take the fucking cab home alone. Tell me how many girls will do it willingly and never complain.
Who the fuck can tolerate the mean stuff he says to you when he drinks and then the next morning, does not even remember shit and tells you it's not his fault since he didn't know it happened.
Who the fuck can tolerate his lack of physical intimacy when he doesn't even hold your hand anymore and i can't even remember the last time we really kissed.
Who the fuck can tolerate his huge ego when he does everything he wants and i stupidly just agree.
Who the fuck can tolerate the fact that he doesn't not make me feel good enough about myself and tells me that i need to lose weight.
All the time i felt terrible about myself, telling myself i need to lose more weight to look better so maybe he will love me more. For what seriously...
He doesn't deserve it at all. I know i am good enough and he just does not appreciate me.
He's really the biggest joke.
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4:19a - Love does not hurt me.
This is bad.
I can't handle men who cry.
That's why i prefer men to break my heart rather than the vice versa. I just have this incredible power to move on quickly. All i need is a good cry and a few days and i'm done.
Maybe that's why i can never ever date good guys.
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