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Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
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1:30a - Huishi reflects -_-
Sometimes i really don't know why i love to screw my life up and dramatize it with all the unnecessary stuff.
Going to my school's event in the morning fucking high and only sleeping 15 minutes almost killed me. It was totally damn unsafe driving in the morning when the alcohol level in my body is still damn high.
3 days of consecutive partying and attaining the absolute high have left my memory woozy. I forget about stuff all the time, especially appointments and things i have to do. It just scares me sometimes that i totally forget about all responsibilities and have escaped to the world of debaucheries.
And i feel terrible especially when my friends end up worrying about me. This is not good...i'm too extreme and i love excitement, whether it's good or bad.
Anyway so much for always being so hard on marc for his drinking ways...i think i'm worse than him now.
I was thinking about it and i feel my FYP is the reason behind it.
The pressure of fyp is insane especially when i'm responsible for everything. So after settling the book design and sending it to the print...also with my first draft of my report done with minor changes ... i think this sudden change in stress level sparked off the drinking frenzy.
I did work hard for my project for that 2 weeks. And now i have just gone overboard with the playing :)
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