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Sunday, January 20th, 2008
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3:45a
It is the time of the night when i am all alone and my mind starts wandering. And most of the time, i am always thinking about negative stuff that will keep me up all night.
Mel has left and i really wished she didn't have to leave.
I have been talking so much about sorting my life out but all i see in myself is failure. All that talking and trying amount to nothing. So tired of being irresponsible and foolish.
I'm so pissed off with myself right now that i am going to stop talking about wanting to change my life and yet go back to my old self.
One fag for the night and i will wake up to a new beginning.
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