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Monday, January 14th, 2008
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4:22a - Morph.
It has been a long time since i've written here. Somehow i feel like i'm lost for words when i am trying to express my thoughts.
This new year has been a fantastic and yet troubled one. I have to say the best thing that happened this year was mel coming back, finally. It is just so nice to hang out with her in parks, getting bitten my mosquitoes and look at the stars. I don't know but to me it felt like things never changed and we were back in those younger days :)
Here comes the bad part, marc. Things have been really rocky and i don't know if i can hold this fort any longer. I need to sort out my guy problems once and for all. Seriously think that i need to be single for a good long period before deciding what i want. Relationships are such a sore and this game is really tiring me out big time.
I need to get back on track with my vietnam project, i need to concentrate on my last semester in school and i need to be a better person. Guess i pretty much summed up my new year resolutions in two sentences. I screw myself up all the time and sometimes i just fall deeper into the black hole with no means of seeing the light again. This year i will do get back on my feet, no more trying because it is the word for losers.
A better huishi, a better year.
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9:46p
I've decided, no more guys in my life for the time being. I had enough of letting guys screw my life up over and over again. Maybe i feel too much but they always end up making me upset, kicking me out of track.
They are my poison.
I need to stand up on my feet again and not get distracted by these monsters with dicks.
MEN SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF.
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