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| Sunday, November 23rd, 2008 | |
| 2:03 am | ^_^ Awesome |
| Friday, November 21st, 2008 | |
| 1:38 pm | 1. Last cigarette? Uh think a month ago or something, some monday at work 2. Last beverage: coke 3. Last phone call: I think shauna maybe 4. Last text message: shauna 5. Last CD played: personally, Radiohead, Iron Lung EP 6. Last BUBBLE bath: pj's birthday >:) 7. Last time you cried: don't remember 8. Last meal: um whatever we ate last night SEVEN "HAVE YOU'S": 1. Have you ever dated someone twice?: yes 2. Have you ever been cheated on?: not technically 3. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? nope 4. Have you ever fell in love? yes 6. Have you ever slept until 2pm? yes 7. Have you ever been drunk and threw up? yes SIX things you did in the past three days 1.Work 2.Sex 3.Oblivion 4.New Video Card 5.Encouraged really bad/weird sleep problems in body. 6. Crysis in 1080i with 2x AA at probably like 40+ average fps List THREE favorite colors --- 1. Blue 2. black 3. Green List THREE things you want to do before you die - 1. Hang out and do cool stuff with shauna 2. Japan 3. uhhh I dunno THIS MONTH HAVE YOU... Laughed until you cried: Don't think so. Went behind your parents back: Weird question, I took money from them if that's what you mean. Found out who your true friends were: no 1. i can't wait until : See Shauna after work. 2. i am listening to : noisy hard drive from shitty work computer 3. maybe I should : start looking for a different job 5. chocolate is : tolerable 6. i don't understand : how someone that looks that good can have such low self-esteem 7. i have lost my respect for : Alex, and Cole 8. i last ate : oh yeah those mini pizzas 9. the meaning of my facebook name: wut? wut facebook name 10. God: disappeared in a puff of logic, really we're just not speaking really 11. someday : too abstract, I destroy this question with a steel hammer 12. I will always: 13. i love : shauna 14. MySpace: jason ellis is on myspace, only redeeming factor 15. today : Woke up a little late with a sexy blond girl in my bed and had an easy day at work so far. 16. tomorrow : saturday 17. i get annoyed : shauna's mom, chrono when he poops on da carpets, people who block me when we never talked before, boys that act like little boys and don't get over stuff they probably didn't even care about that much 18. parties: unless it's full of nerds wouldn't really know 19. simple kisses : love kisses 20. i wish : Not that much, my life rules. Wish I was full time here though stupid Dan >:( 21. is your hair wet: greasy 22. is your cell phone right by you? yeah but dead heh 23. are you missing someone? talking to them, so not that bad, excited to see them though 24. are you wearing chap stick? No 25. are you tired? No 26. are you mad? No 27. are you upset? No |
| Tuesday, October 28th, 2008 | |
| 1:29 am | mmm you make me really happy ^_^ |
| Friday, October 24th, 2008 | |
| 7:00 pm | It would please Jason Ellis if you would watch this video and make everyone you know watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7IESL-R6WE |
| 3:21 am | Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear? Yeah Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now? Black Honestly, whats on your mind? Mmmmm good night Honestly, when did you last cry? A while ago, maybe a month or something. Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequila? ? Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? Well I'm pretty satisfied ^_^ but yeah Honestly, do you have a deep secret? Not really Honestly, what do you want right now? I dunno just feel really good right now. I want a truck real bad for some reason though. Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry? Yes. Honestly, are you normally a happy person? Not really happy Honestly, what makes you mad? Surveys that use the word honestly a billion times. Honestly, are you annoying? I don't really think so. Honestly, are there any people who don't like you? Yup Honestly, do you miss anyone? A little, japanese family and Cole I guess. Honestly, what is bugging you right now? WHY DO THESE FISH TAKE HALF MY HELF WHEN THEY HIT ME AND WHY IS CHRONO WHINING SO LOUD. Actually chrono doesn't bother me I think it's kind of funny. Honestly, what's something you wish you could understand better? Lotsa stuff probably Honestly, have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an M? nope Honestly, have you ever dated someone longer than a year? no Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight? no Honestly, do you hate the last person you were talking to? noooooo Honestly, who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Dan? Honestly, are you honest with people? Yeah pretty much Honestly, what do you want in life? shauna The last text you received on your cell was from? shauna Do you like your cell phone? Yeah Do you believe in true love? yeah Have you ever kissed a girl on the lips? Not til I was 19 lolz Are you playing hard to get right now? No, I have to force myself not to be too clingy Do you miss your past? A little bit, this is so worth it though. Are you proud of the person you've become? yeah How good is your eyesight? Mid range bad What's the longest amount of time you've been on an airplane? 12 or something hours Has someone smacked your butt in the past week? yes What are you doing besides this survey? Wow nothing really, sort of talking to shauna In the past week have you felt sad? probably How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead? Does it happen that much? I like affection lots and lots Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? Yes When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? Wednesday heh Are you afraid of death/dying? Not really How many people do you know with your name? I've met some, but I don't really know any Would you rather watch football or baseball? Neither, but football I guess Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Hmm cold probably, warm if my a/c works properly heh How's your heart lately? Pysical or abstract one? Did someone make you mad today? No, it was a really good day. |
| Monday, October 13th, 2008 | |
| 6:23 pm | I can come back like right away |
| Thursday, October 9th, 2008 | |
| 4:46 pm | >:( |
| Monday, October 6th, 2008 | |
| 2:07 pm | best weekend ever |
| Saturday, September 27th, 2008 | |
| 8:11 pm | not caring is cool attitude |
| Friday, September 26th, 2008 | |
| 5:59 pm | the jason ellis show put me in a good mood today who gives a fuck fridays? hellz yeah |
| 12:23 am | it's kind of hard to think about, stessing me out quite a bit I think it's not easy not to question yourself really believed I wouldn't have to deal with this again, right up until you told me you got to see him that day didn't even see him once without it happening, didn't even consider saying no and I knew that, wasn't even a question in my mind but for some reason when I ask you stuff, I assume you're telling the truth even though I know that's a stupid thing to do, and you prove it over and over so it's gay even asking you to not do that again, gay hearing a reply because what the fuck does that even me to either of us I know you'll lie, you know you'll lie I guess you get used to getting torn apart, just to be with someone you like it's happened like twenty times, and comparitavely this isn't that much worse that's probably not healthy, probably not smart but I think you're the greatest female ever, and I love you really hard not to just, try and get over stuff but then really hard to get over it too, kind of a big deal it'd be nice to trust you a little, to not worry when you're alone with anyone except me it'd be nice to not feel like I have to snoop, because I'm pretty sure there's something bad to find I think your dumb for doing that with him, I can't really see what's that great and not really the first time, just the first time since ...since we've been whatever we are for a while my mind thinks of me like your boyfriend, and that's probably not fair because I know you never wanted that label at all, and I'm pretty sure this is why but I can't disconnect, and I can't not be jealous and it can't help but make me feel pretty terrible to think about I wish there was some way you could make this better, go back and --but really I think even if you knew how this was going to affect me, pretty sure you'd still do the exact same thing I don't why sex has to happen if you don't want it to, and agreeing instantly is wanting to anyways It's so retarded to think you owe him anything, it's retarded to like him that much that you think you need to how is he worth that much to you, how easily would you toss me aside I really wonder if he gave you a choice to try being with him, and you just had to stay away from me if you would go along with that in a second, and not look back if that could happen I should distance myself a lot if this could happen again I would be smart to distance myself a lot but that isn't what I want, I love you so much I hate that the entire time I've done anything with you, it's never been simple or perfect or easy there's always been a whole shit ton of reasons i have a boyfriend, you're a bad person I still have a boyfriend for some reason I broke up with my boyfriend, but I'm still fucking him we have no friends which is the only reason I'll get this close to you I still like my boyfriend I'm still fucking my boyfriend Guess I knew it would be like this all along, but I was really looking forward to some point where it could just be like perfect for a while I'll always be jealous of the two years Cole had with you apparently you'll always be obsessed with trying to get that back I dunno what the fuck, tomorrow's friday and I hope I see you, I don't see why not at all. |
| Thursday, September 25th, 2008 | |
| 10:40 am | so gay not thinking about me at all, just saying k, just doing anything to make him like you, definitely the worst part |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2008 | |
| 12:23 am | didn't see you for the first day in a long time :( |
| Tuesday, September 16th, 2008 | |
| 2:51 am | Describe your weekend? Friday was almost the gayest ever and I don't see why I can't tell some creepy stalker not to touch the girl I'm fucking. I shouldn't have said it was okay to invite him over though, that was retarded and gay. If you could pick one thing or person that makes you smile who or what would it be? shauna What are your feelings on gay marriage? use a different word and no one should care Any big plans ahead? dingwall? I guess Last concert you attended? don't remember for sure, maybe Our Lady Peace Favorite band? Belle and Sebastian Something that you cant stand? people who know nothing about music judging music Would you say you were a diva? what the fuck Do you have a secret crush? I want Cole to suck my dick How many kids do you want? none Are you easily amused? depends, I like cute silly humor a lot Last text you recieved? shauna How many text messages are in your inbox? don't know Do you like texting? no Where is your best friend? burried under the back porch Hows the weather? night is my favourite weather Favorite season? summer What kind of cell phone do you have? Hello Moto do do, do dod od dod dodododood Own any mp3's or ipods? I have thousand's of mp3 files, and at least one dead ipod Last item someone bought for you? hello kitty martini desktop or laptop? depends what for, desktop for anything accept stupid internets Last time you kissed someone? an hour and a half ago or something Which side of the bed do you sleep on? whichever side shauna let's me ^_^ Do you talk in your sleep? apparently Something nobody knows about you? wish this question had been asked before march, and I could have just said pretty much everything not that much, and if I wrote any of it here then it wouldn't be true anymore :) Are you random? I wish Do you put ketchup on everything? no you're gross How long are your showers? like 10 15 minutes How long are your baths? it's been a while Whats the nearest holiday coming up? my birthday is an international holiday Last thing you bought for someone? macudonaldzu Do you like doing surveys? no Do you still talk to the person you were friends with in 1st grade? "the" you mean "a" I think, either way not often What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? burn them in an effort to kill the environment What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? lots of what I listen to now + U2 What is the best thing about your job? lots of overtime not that much work, little or no supervision Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class? fuck no Have you ever gotten so wasted you cant remember the night before? no Quote a song lyric? Fuck buying flowers for graves I'd rather buy you a one way non-stop to anywhere find anyone do anything forget and start again, love Are most of the friends in your life new or old? friends? the 2 I have are old Do you own any furniture from Ikea? no If you could be an animal what would you be? pantha What country are you from? canada Tell us about the conversations you're having. shauna wants to sleep Where do you see yourself in one month? no where What is your favorite smell? shauna when she says she shouldn't smell good What is your favorite sight? my dingwall in a year Do you consider yourself bi-polar? not at all Have you ever done anything vindictive to your friends? no Have you ever toilet-papered someone's house? no Have you ever liked someone but never told them? yeah definitely Have you ever gone camping? yeah Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend? um gross? Have you ever been to a nude beach? no Have you ever had a stalker? no Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? maybe Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober? oh my god so gay Have you ever been to a zoo? yessum Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend? don't think so, probably Have you ever lied to your parents? yes Have you ever thrown up from working out? don't think so Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month? no Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in 1 day? probably next vaycay? if that means vacation then hopefully vancouver Have you ever spied on someone you had a crush on? no Pot? drug fags are fags Whose graduation will you be attending next? graduations are dumb What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control? better than getting pregnant Do your parents let you sleep in on weekends/in the summer? yes I'm an adult and I don't let my parents push me around no matter where I live What song could you listen to over and over and never get sick of it? A Better Place, A Better Time - Streetlight Manifesto Is there anybody that you trust 100%? no Are you satisfied with your life right now? not really Does love scare you? scared how far I'd probably go What mood are you in? indifferent, jealous Plans for tomorrow? work, hang out with shauna If you knew you were going to die tomorrow would you be sad? I'm totally apathetic towards the idea, I wanted to own a dingwall first and maybe be in a normal relationship but who really gives a fuck. Do online and long distance relationships work? no Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? no Would you ever get a belly piercing? no, they're ugly Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion? no Do you like to spend time with people? depends who, usually not Is cheating ever acceptable? no What did you do today? worked and trained some dumby and missed a bunch of the jason ellis show >:( When was the last time you had a stupid moment? I'm dumb every day, way too obsessed probably How many months until your birthday? less than 1 Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? yes definitely What are you excited about? seeing shauna, gettin a dingwall, paying off my credit card bill What was the last compliment someone gave you? no idea If you could learn how to play one instrument, what would it be? one more? french horn or violin Who never fails to make you happy? there's no such thing Is a boyfriend/girlfriend or ex making you angry at the moment? I don't think you count anyways. Is it cute when boys/girls tickle you? I MURDER PEOPLE THAT TICKLE If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? definitely, but only if they're cool Last beverage? jews Do you like to cuddle? love to cuddle, get sex out of way god damn How are you feeling about going back to school this fall? my feelings about not going back are extreme excuberance What are you favorite Olympic sports to watch? wut Can you wink? can someone not? Do you doodle during classes? yes What celebrity do you find most annoying? don't pay enough attention What is your favorite flavor of goldfish crackers? what the hell, flavor? What city do you wish to visit more than any other? kitahiroshima Do you like seafood? ya What is the most boring sport to watch in your opinion? curling Did you ever watch The Smurfs when you were a kid? yeah What war do you know the most about? the second one with that guy who killed people, well not really people :D If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? summer Tell us about your ex? I'm kind of a loser. How tall is the last person you hugged? fuck you >:( What is something you wish you had more of? not gonna say Speaking of hugs, who is the best hugger you know? I don't know, hugs are awesome, I don't think you can be better at them, maybe only worse Do you think you are a good person? not that bad really What woke you up this morning? don't think anything Do you believe that you can change for someone? somewhat Have you ever seen somebody get shot? not with a gun in real life Whose bed did you sleep in last night? pj's heh Are you perfect? no Love or money? would like to have had them both once at least first Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? no, out of the stupid liqueor store though Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed? so much Did you speak to your mother today? yes What are you listening to? didn't this get asked before? It's on repeat. What was the last movie you watched? Requiem for a dream Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? duh When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? today Are you happy? sometimes Do you miss someone? no Do you like someone? yes way too much Who was the last person you gave your number to? no idea, Randy from Nemanishin I think How good is Coca-Cola? terrible, I drink it every day and love it Where do you hide your money? what money What are you excited about? I swear I've answered this alread, seeing shauna getting a dingwall Do you have any tattoos or piercings? tattoos are gross unless they're small and awesome, but no to both How do you walk? with my legs Do you curse a lot? depends what kinda mood and situation What's something you wish you could understand better? irration infatuation Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? I wish What is the most money you have spent on a pair of shoes? My mom buys my shoes usually, I bought a pair for a girl I like :D Would you rather help someone out or be helped out? neither Could you live without facebook? I do Why are you doing this? not tired Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? curtis Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? hide them to everyone except shauna What are you stressed about? my life How often do you talk on the phone? every day for work What is your favorite ringtone on your phone? sonic Have you ever stepped on a straightener? no Have you ever been around someone who was high? yes do you like your life as of now? sometimes Do you have any siblings? yes H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Given anyone a bath?: no Smoked? yes Bungee jumped?: no Made yourself throw up?: no Skinny dipped?: yes Streaked: no Ever been in love?: yes Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no Seen your crush naked?: I would be too distracted by her giant head Cried when someone died?: no Lied: of course Fallen for your best friend?: no Rejected someone?: no Used someone?: not really Done something you regret?: I dunno C U R R E N T Clothes: gay tshirt and pajamas Music: same as before Annoyance: not asleep, not tired CD in player: none DVD in player: none A R E | Y O U Understanding: depends Open-minded: yeah Arrogant: probably Persistant: no Insecure: yeah Hungry:no Smart: yeah probably Moody: not really Hard working: not at all Organized: messy as hell Difficult: yeah Bored easily: no Angry: sometimes Sad: sometimes Happy: sometimes Hyper: no Trusting: not really |
| 2:18 am | If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care? really depends who Do you still talk to the first person you fell hard for? yeah Do you have a best friend? guess not Do you remember what you were like a year ago? the same, but completely unkown Who was the last person you cried in front of? shauna I think Can you vote next election? Yes What are you listening to? RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE BECAUSE WHITE BOYS HAVE SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABOUT Who was the last person to call you hot? the only person to call me hot Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? yes Where did your last hug take place? truck Where were you at 2:02 this morning? right here, internets How do you feel about the person who texted you last? she's sexy B) Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? ^_^ Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? probly, not trying on panties on the fly or anything, but you know Who did you last go out to eat with? brent Do you have unlimited texting? yes How old will you be in 13 months? 21, finally I can drink in the US When is the last time you took a nap? far too long ago, shauna says I'm a liar though Do you wear glasses? yes What are you looking forward to in the next month? not that much What are your plans for later? sleep as it is 2:20 What are you doing tomorrow? woik and shauna, get it doing B) Well I can hope anyways. Are you happy with life right now? I dunno, love some things, hate others, so not really Would you ever smile at a stranger? not usually Are you currently jealous? not towards anyone specifically Do you wish you were someone else? yeah probably, or at least to have got what they got What jewelry are you wearing? none What is your favorite Beatles song? Eleanor Rigby Can you lick your elbow? yeah but I've never tried heh Last thing you bought? lunch If someone looked ON your bed, what would they see? period blood heh Who will you see the most this weekend besides family? hopefully shauna What is the last film you watched? Requiem for a Dream Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? probly never Who were the last 3 people to call you? Curtis, UMA Engineering Dan, AMEC Earth and Environtmental Shauna, non-work (sometimes :P) Who's the fifteenth text in your inbox from? didn't look but almost definitely shauna, otherwise my mama Do you drink tea? Like tea a lot actually. Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have? yeah Do you have siblings? yes Where did you grow up? saskatoon Who taught you how to ride a bike? dad Who was your best friend in second grade? james cumpstone or graham walker Do you still talk to them? no or yes Have you ever blacked out at a party? no Burger King or McDonald's? no prefrence Who do you trust most in your life? no one Do you want kids? never What is the color of your walls? 2 grey 2 green Winter or summer? summer What's the number one thing in your life right now? shauna How late did you stay up last night and why? probably like 3, bum on my boner What was the first thing that you thought of this morning? love when I wake up and shauna is here naked with me Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted? hmmmm, I don't know, I don't really like people enough to trust them What were you doing at 11 AM? watching da movie or cleaning |
| 1:41 am | Hate that that bothers me so much. |
| Sunday, September 14th, 2008 | |
| 6:04 pm | 100 Things You Might Not Know About Me... 1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?? Was pushed into the corner of a table off a bed at the age of 6 by my older sister and brother, who both lied about it for about 12 years. 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? paint, covered up nick's head hole, probably chrono poop 3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? Snore sometimes, Yell sometimes, no talking or grinding 4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Anything that's good, but I'm a snob about music so much so that the effort of finding more music I like seems too hard. I like Belle and Sebastian and Radiohead more than anything ever, but beyond that I stick to more indie rock and acoustic type stuff. 5.WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN AT? I don't know, I was real loaded so my memory isn't so good. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? hmm sorta want to see shauna 7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? Right now, shauna. In general, I dunno, really wouldn't mind hanging out with Cole, wouldn't mind going back to japan and seeing my host family. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? If animals are possesions, Chrono. Otherwise I'm going to go a year in the future and say my Dinwall Z1 Bass. 9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'8" I believe 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Not really, but I can't stand being to hot, so if it's a small hot space I will freak the fuck out and murder three people, except I can't get out so how did I do that. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? I try to keep as many glowing monitors tvs and led lights on around me at all times. 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? probly shauna 13. WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR? I did hate the idea of people blocking me online a lot and not telling me so I don't know if they're offline or blocking me, but it's happened so many times that I don't know. I hate moths a lot. I would say my greatest fear is to wake up and chrono has just pooped literally everywhere, like an inch layer of poop covering absolutely every inch of my room, and Shauna will be there beside me covered in shit just laughing about how funny it is and I'll have to clean it up heh. 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? aryan 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT? getting married seems weird, lets just get drunk instead 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? coffee tastes like poo 17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? kitty 18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? see last question 19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME? I like lighter blue quite a bit but I'd never admit that on the internet 20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? this seems like a silly quesiton hole shit I'm only on 20 21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED? hmm this weird cd from my japanese host mother, long story 22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? I get to fuck the girl I like like twice a day, so I'm good, sort of 23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? no 24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Can I just answer, "male" to this question? 25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY? Really don't know that many celberities. Ellen Muth from dead like me had such an ugly face and a very boyish voice, but for some reason I pretty much thought she was the best ever. Probably the character was the most apathetic angsty sarcastic person ever. Liking celebrities seems weird to me. I would do Thom Yorke and/or Stuart Murdoch. 26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? dog, and shauna is taking care of boid 27. WHAT KIND IS IT? Is it really that important you get to 100? 28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? I don't understand the question really, like leaving physically? Moving to another country? Do you get to pick when you love someone really? Seems silly. 30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 42 31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? blondes, imo brunettes have to work way harder to be hot 34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF CANADA? desu desu desu desu desu 35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? food and shauna 36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? I am going to meet sheldon dingwall. 37. FIRST JOB? Superstore courtesy clerk 38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? probably when I was littler 39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE? soulmate implies something about my religios beliefs and I beat people up for that 40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? eating 41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? yup 42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? not that much 43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? nein 44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? my dingwall, a new processor for my computer, speakers, money (to pay for dingwall), stuff from stuff I like ie. bands games movies tv shows etc., I want my mom to buy me more pants because I'm too picky but I won't complain when she does it, sheldon dinwallg in my bed, a second dingwall, mike to pay off his computer to me, my bass and amp back from stupidface alex, expensive wine and cigars seem like classy gifts, Cole to put the forum back up, people to stop being stupid, an x-box, snowboard kids, video games, a thousand sonic tshirts, music that I would like that I haven't heard because I'm fucking bored of everything I listen to (driving around for much of the time you're at work can do that to you), wouldn't mind getting a portable satellite radio because Jason Ellis is my new god probably, oo controllers are always sweet to have more of, I don't know lots of stuff that I probably won't get I feel like a very wanty/needy person, but people always say I'm hard to buy for, seems weird. 45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? None, but people change I guess. gaaaaaaay 46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? I dunno who cares. I hated patrick when I was little which is why everyone called me pj, but I like it now. 47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? having a penis 48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL? playing ds for like 5 hours a day and still getting an above 80 average 49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? whatever my mom buys for me 50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? either way my writing looks like shit and most people can't read it, but no 51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? refer to question 17 52. ANY BAD HABITS? loads 53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON? I'm finding out I am, extremely 54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Probably, but I'd tell me to lose some fucking weight. 55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? I take what I can get I guess. 56. DO LOOKS MATTER? I try not to care. I think going out with someone ugly would be sort of okay, just because of the power you should have over them. 57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Not good at it. I like to play music mostly I guess, shauna has gayed me up a lot and now sometimes I write on blurty. 59. WHAT’S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE? seems like a dumb question, life seems pretty pointless 60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? n64 61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? I have 5 I think. 62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID? Maybe, I don't know. 63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? ya 64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? cheese 65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? I don't really 66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? PJ and Cheamo are the two I currently use I guess. I think I had a load, like packworth, bob, something something, can't remember high school. 68. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? I've seen everything I love way to much. My favourite radio show is the Jason Ellis show, once again, he is god now. 69.WHAT’S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES? Cole probably hates me right now, but I really don't remember having enemies. Or can I just answer "Male" for this one too heh. 70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? oreo cookies and cream 71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? yes 72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM? at the moment, but it's a laptop so you know, haven't used it for porn in like 2 months if that's what you're asking? 73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT? play video games and shit with shauna probably 74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR? over 180, not sure how much over, it was the end of the speedomiter 75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? not at all 76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? some modern techno/dance/disco music 77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? beer 78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Likely my boss Dan, unless you mean texting too. 79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? don't know, I really have never been looking. If someone's face is not what I would consider good-looking I probably could never like anything about how they looked. 80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? sex 81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? other people's favourite stuff 82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR? non-school months, this year's gonna be cool :D 83. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY? dinosours by far 84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND? Yes definitely, 2 or 3 throughout my life. 85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? brown, and it's supa straight to make all the other girls jealous 86. EYE COLOR? brown 88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? honestly ate almost no fast food before I started hanging out with a girl 89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? poverinos RIP. 90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? ya 91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? completely? One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Also made another attempt at that girl traveling through time anime or whatever 92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Don't have one. My birthday is usually pretty cool though. 93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? I have played at various points bass guitar piano and drums, love bass, gettin a dingwall ^____^ 94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? I think Jason Ellis likes Obama. 95. KISSES OR HUGS? hugs 96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships, not that I would know 97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? gas and drinks with my mom's moneeyyy 98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM? mid probably 99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? I haven't for a long time. 100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE. would take a while? love shauna for sure, don't really know what we are though, wish I could believe it was more of a two way street |
| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 | |
| 8:20 pm | God that was strange to see you again Introduced by a friend of a friend Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before' In that instant it started to pour, Captured a taxi despite all the rain We drove in silence across Pont Champlain And all of the time you thought I was sad I was trying to remember your name... This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in Now you're outside me You see all the beauty Repent all your sin It's nothing but time and a face that you lose I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose I'll write you a postcard I'll send you the news From a house down the road from real love... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave You were what I wanted I gave what I gave I'm not sorry I met you I'm not sorry it's over I'm not sorry there's nothing to save I'm not sorry there's nothing to save... |
| 6:10 pm | probably the worst week everrr |
| 1:06 am | I am increasingly of the opinion that girls do prefer to be treated like shit. |