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Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
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11:47 am
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| che15e4 | | Magic Number | 19 | | Job | Singer | | Personality | Focussed And Driven | | Temperament | Check My Pulse | | Sexual | Just Say No | | Likely To Win | The Booker Prize | | Me - In A Word | Chinny | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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current mood:  lonely
current music: simon ~ lifehouse
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11:03 am - goodmorning!
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i have some very B A D dreams last night... or shall i say nightmares.. i didnt go to bed until like 12:30 and i could not fall asleep.. it was sooo annoying but anyways in my first dream i had my tongue, nose, lip and bellybutton pierced and my mom had her eye brow and i was just standign there playing with my tongue and the thing came out and i got sooo mad cuz i went threw all that pain and it just came out and i tryd to put it back in but it closed up ...and my mom was laughing at me! soo not cool and then my mom ran outside and there was leik a tornado and she was being lifted up and down and liek laughing and i was screamign at her to coem inside.. and my sister was just standign there.. it was soo fucked up.... and then i woke up ..it was leik 6:30 AM!! and my parents were leavign 4 work.. i was liek wide awake 4 sum odd reason soo i ate sum orange roll things and tryed to go back to bed and my second NIGHTMARE started.. i was at the beach house and me and haley found a surfboard and so her, my sister and liv went inside and i went swiming and i was liek trapped underwater and i had to make a wish or sumthign and this guy was saying he wanted to kill bin lauden and then i got liek free or sumthing and i went inside and my grandpa died or sumthing liek that ...so wierd and my grandma was leik posessed and she was runnign around liek going to kill herself and i smashed a glass and she died and the grandmother turned into my sister and she was layign on the ground and i woke up FREAKED and soo scared.. i keep picturing my sisters eyes.. this shit is soo wierd! lol ok i dotn want to think abotu it anymore...
omg i cant wait for sunday.. im goin shoppin @ the international mall and then we r goin to pick up my sister from the airport.. shes up in jersey(sooo lucky) i miss her soo much... i love that girl! haha well sumtimes.. but i really miss her! her and jen called me last night.. they r goin to nyc soon..ugh!! i really wish i went.!.
ok well im really bored now... nothing to do! i guess im goin to go try to make sum $ 4 shopping... yay! i cant wait 4 10th grade! its going to kick ass!! everyone is going to b driving and that means major parties.. woohoo. im going to miss my homegirl salam!! we have been 2gether since 2nd fricken grade!! :(
oh yah and what is this livejournl stuff??? katy liek made me and ash a live journal...???? mmk well ..peace
anyone kno the name of the song that goes...im a bad ass white boy ....????
current mood:  sleepy
current music: tonight ~ westlife
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2003
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10:30 pm - hi again
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ok. ok. i need to fix everything.!!. umm sry i am kind N E W at this whole journal thing!! i didnt realize people would acually read this thing.. i on the last one i was kinda in a pissy mood and kinda venting! but anyways i said things that shouldnt have been said.. until a very nice person told me tonight how much talk there was abotu this little thing.. oh yyah and sry about my typos in here cuz umm if u havent noticed already.. i S U C K at typing.. soo YAH! shove it miss ananymous(oh yah i suck at spelling too) or shall i say A V A!!! u freak! jk jk i love u! :) hAha ANYWAYS! umm yah and ava those comments.. not cool! ok umm i dont hate liz.. shes really cool and i was just a little jealous ...i mean she knos chris.. lol acually KNOWS him.. haha oh yah and i have talked to chris more than once ava! geesh!
ok soo this weekend i hung out with ash.. yaaaaaah..... and then this morning on the way to the Y it was pretty uncomfortible 4 me.. wierd talk with ash and her mom and then at the Y we met tessa and then left and went to tessas and i left cuz umm... yah i just did and then i was talkin to tessa l8r and her and ash kinda fucked with me ..well atleast i think they were.. i dont kno anymore with them... everyhtign turns out bad..UGH so yah i came home and watched the best soap opera EVER.. days of our lives!!! lol woooh there ok and then i cleaned the boat IN THE RAIN! soo not cool! and then i went to salams...SO MUCH FUN!! i love that girl! shes soo awsome!! lol we like talked 4 ever and walked to the beach and this wierd guy was staring soo we left and then we like walked to the circle liek 4 TIMES! lol it was sooo FUN!! :) good times! im gunna miss that girl liek crazy!! she really does make pineview...pineview! it wont b the same! :( ...ugh well anyways!
ok well i want everyone to kno if i say sumthign abotu someone in this thing.. dont take me too seriously.. sometimes i am just venting BUT there r some people i just cant stand (coughjanellecough) :) ok. ok. sooo i want somethign interesting to happen soon.. good interesting! :) ugh i cant wait 4 school to start.. :( i want to see people!!! oh yah by the way miss anonymous! i wasnt dissing ur party or anythign close to that!!! i had a good time .. i was just telling my little jopurnal thing what was up! dont need to get all effencive! by gosh! luv u babe! :)
oh yes i must tell about that day at the mall a couple days ago.. like 2 days! well anyhoo(wow i never say that) me ash and her little sister alyssa were at the mall ...just hangin out, and we deside to go to barneys.. big mistake! let me just say C-L-U-M-Z-Y!!! wooh! ok soo i was just sitting there minding my OWN business when alyssa comes up with this blue milk crap and tells me to drink it... well umm..no.. so its just sittign there.. next to me.. next to my arm...right next to it...oh boy soo yah ava and beth coem in and i say hi and then get lextured abotu "ditching" abotu cute lil alyssa and then i was just stairing out the window and all of a sudden i get an idea to look at alyssas poster on good charlotte and all of a sudden my arm swings around nockign the blue crap EVERYWHERE!!! all over alyssa(poor kid) all over ME and my clothes lol MY CLOTHES!! hA and liek alll over the floor and table.. and liek everyoen sees and is laughing and calling em an idiot and dumbass and all of the usual names i get... so i deside to clean the fricken mess UP! soo i go to the little napkin thingy and this guy is in my way and so i go on the other side of it and tryign not to waste anytime i reach over and my arm is tooo short so i am slowly moving this thing with me and im liek on top of it and this guy is just watchign me laughing SOO EMBARASSING they only had leik 5 fricken 2 inch napkins to i clean the table whiel everyoen is laughing and then i just ran! SOOO BAD jesus!!! everyhtign always has to happen to me!! ...this one time i was tryign to act all cool .. walking by daquirie deck with this reallly hott guy staring...so i put my cell in my pants and im walkign by with ahs and tess and the exact SECOND i am walkin by the guy ...i trip over the sidewalk ...my cell falls down my pants.. smashs on the floor in 3 pieces!!! and everyone is just standing there laughing at ME!! someitmes i wonder what is going on..!!! why me! was i put on this earth to fricken entertain people with my fricken stupidity! geez!!! ok well its leik 11:09.. soo goodnight! xoxo
current mood:  blah
current music: get low!
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| Friday, June 20th, 2003
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6:39 pm - its all over
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umm well its 6:40 and its a friday night.. fridays r supposed to b all fun and great.. friday nights were ashley, katie and my smoke out and party nights.. friday was always a party.. guess not anymore.. everything keeps changing. sophmore year is soo close.. i dont htink im ready 4 it yet. i still feel leik im in 8th grade 4 sum reason. oh well umm today was the last day of LMS.. thank god! i couldnt take another day of that gay class.. it was acually longer than school.. thats just wrong. but i did learn some things, i have made a promise to my self to not do anymore shit.. no getting fucked up, so sneaking out, no smoking, no drinkng, nothing.. im going to try to b a really good kid.. get good grades and all. i am really in trouble in school. i got 2 c's on my report card.. both 79s.. wow my teachers just loved me! they couldnt give me one more fuckign piont. oh and i cant get another unexcused absence for 30 full days of school or else i cant get my permit.. i was soo irresponsible last yr.. i had like 25 unexcused absences.. geez! well yah im going to try to b good.. i used to b sucha innocent little girl.. dont kno where she went.
last night ava had a party. my best friends ashley wasnt invited. and tessa my other bffl had a bullshitty time. ari talks soo much shit to everyone. i just wish they would make up.. i wish everyoen could just b friends.. i hate beign in the middle. jack the biggest asshole in the world was sitting right next to me and lit up a cig. so i told him smoking was gay(tryign to fulfill my goal of being good) and he leik freaked out. me and him do not have a good past. i hate him soo much. oh it was soo wierd.. i walked into avas room and there is max and evan ..standign there.. it was soo wierd. we dont have a good past either.. at all! im soo confused.. max and me talk allt he time online liek we r friends but in person.. we dont say a word.. its soo GAY! me and evan havent talked since march 1(khanhs bday) the day i regret the most.. ok well enuff abotu gay guys in my grade..
im soo mad.. chris left liek 4 days ago 4 new jersey.. i mean i dont kno him but i feel liek i do.. and everyoen makes fun of me 4 it.. its soo wierd.. i cant explain it. i told my sister and jen a secret that chris told me not to tell them and they r up in jersey with him 4 2weeks.. i really really hope they dont tell.. oh well its not liek me and him would ever hang out.. he comes back in august tho.. hmm..
i missed my storm tryouts.. they were last weekend.. that kinda sucks ass.. so im just goin to play 4 shs and do cross country with my friend carrie. well that should b FUN!! oh yah i just want to say that i HATE janelle and christine.. they r just really gay and pathetic.. janelle is soo and makes fun of ash when she is more of a sick slut then ash.. they acually sit in lms and draw pictures of heather howard and make fun of her.. how cruel is that? i mean they r just soo . there is soo much DRAMA in my life.. liek all the time.. im soo tired of it.
oh god and my mom! she acually freaked out at me the other night cuz my desk wasnt clean.. she acually started to cry! she said i dont respect her and i am a liar. i think it is pathetic! my friends go thro divorces, affairs, dying fathers, cheating parents, druggies and alcoholics 4 parents. katie is right.. i do live in a bubble that is *perfect* my room not being clean is the biggest problem in my family.. kinda sad..
i have one more week til sailign camp with haley.. let me just say WOOHOO! umm not.. she is liek the devil.. i cant trust her with anyhting.. ever since that time . . . and it will b even worse if she finds out abotu tess. cuz rachael brannan knos sum gossip and she tells her mom everything and haleys mom is friends with her mom and they both have HUGE mouths.. people souldnt talk about others when they dont kno shit or even the person.. im soo tired of this shit...its soo gay!
after lms i went to get a sub and smoothie and went to ashleys and then we just went to the village and stole a bunch of candy from gavin.. i really hope evryhting works out between him and laura. hes awsome. i am supposed to go to extreme bowling with ashey tessa mollo and steve tonight but i doubt i will ..tess got in a fight wiht her dad and i just dont feel leik it... im tired.. i will probably just watch sex and the city for 3 straight hour and fall asleep.. pretty good plan. ok well im gone. this is chelsea.. signing out! lol peace!! xoxo
current mood: crappy
current music: pump it up
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