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[14 Feb 2003|05:34pm] |
So I promised nothing cheesy like roses...and I keep my promises. But in honor of Valentine's Day...This entry is dedicated to Kait...mmkay?
Because she's great....and not 'because I said' or 'because she just is' or anything of that sort. Kait is great...because she never ceases to just...leave me dumb founded.
Sometimes...I think I've got her completely figured out. And she does something.... so...completely...-scratches the side of his head- This is turning into a sappy entry that she'd probably make fun of me for.
There's so many facets to her personality....that some people never get to see....Hell, I doubt anyone will ever get to see all of her sides, myself included.
I've been asked "Why Kait?" More times....than I care to recall...and I don't have an answer for them. There is no one reason, but there's something in...the challenge of getting close to her....that drives me crazy and draws me to her insanely.
And I can't explain it..and I don't want to. I just...there's some moments....that make all of the frustration worth it.
Okay...I'm done, now that I've probably pissed her off, or at the very least embarrassed her.
-shrugs- The end.
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[06 Feb 2003|11:41pm] |
Put me in the hospital for nerves
And then they had to commit me,
You told them all I was crazy,
They cut off my legs,
now I'm an am-pu-tee.
god-damn-you.
this. song. OWNS. you.
okay?
Okay.
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| Because I know you were all wondering what I had to say.... |
[04 Feb 2003|04:58pm] |
-taps his fingers absently-
-takes a deep breath and opens his mouth to speak-
-glances sideways-
-closes his mouth, shakes his head, holding his hands up-
You know. I've said it before. I'll say it again.
Opening my mouth will only get me in trouble.
This is between the two of them.
So you can just call me Switzerland...
or hell...
Luxembourg for that matter.
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[03 Feb 2003|06:24pm] |
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i'm chase.
and i went to the zoo today.
the animals were cool.
don't hate.
heh. I sound like Kait.
Kait's cool.
-pouts- the only problem was the serious lack of cows.
moo
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[31 Jan 2003|05:03pm] |
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Yesterday wasn't fun.
I was in a bad mood...sort of picked a fight with Kait.
-winces- Okay. I completely picked a fight with Kait...over...something that really.
I don't know. It shouldn't have bothered me to the extent of that.
-shakes head- it was just kind of a pointless fight. two bad moods clashing.
-runs a hand through his hair-
I actually decided to go to school today.
Never again.
Someone dented the Mercedes.
Fucking dent. in my fucking door. fuck you very much.
-growls-
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[28 Jan 2003|09:58pm] |
HOOO RAH! Blurty's working.
-shakes butt-
oh. now I forgot what I was going to update about.
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[27 Jan 2003|09:38pm] |
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Ahem, since my first attempt came out quite shoddy and not up to ari's approval...
because of my...er...intoxication...at the time.
I will make another better attempt.
So without further ado.
I present to you, the students of Wellington High.
The Top Ten Reasons Why Ari is fucking great:
10. She gives great....randomness.
9. She laughs at my margueritaville away message.
8. Her roomate is pretty fucking hot/great.
7. She listens to good charlotte.
6. She scares underclassmen.
5. She's a member of my posse, because you know, I'm a baller...shot caller.
4. She has fucking awesome taste in music.
3. Her sexy icons.
2. did I mention the hot roomate?
and the number one reason that ari is fucking great? a drum roll please.
-drum roll- Survey says:
1. Psh...Because I said so, damnit. She wins. You all lose. the end.
-grins-
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[27 Jan 2003|01:43pm] |
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my day is going absolutely super. thank you for asking.
-growls-
I woke up and got to school late this morning, because evidently Kait does not set an alarm clock.
and no, we didn't.........whatever the nosy people out there were considering asking.
Speaking of nosy people.
I don't like them.
I don't like them very much at all.
Neither Kait and Ari are here today and Bastian and I seem to have all of our classes on opposites side of the building except for Physics and Economics...but yes, I had to brave the hallways alone and be attacked by this group of sophomore girls who like to follow me around and give me looks that they, really aren't old enough to be giving.
I was trying to flag Cleo down to chase them off and she just laughed.
and so I got to answer the following mind-boggling questions:
Do you, like, really have a mercedes?....-nods-
Is your nipple, like, really pierced? -nods-
Why are your clothes all wrinkled? -rolls eyes- It's really not any of your business.
What do you see in that Kait bitch?...yeah, she got the look...and I started to tell her to 'blow me' but I didn't want it to seem like an invitation. -rolls eyes-
People are really pissing me off today.
I hate it when neither one of you come to school.
and I'm thisclose to blowing off the rest of my classes and just hauling ass out of here.
You guys need any manual labor?
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[26 Jan 2003|12:07am] |
-sings-
I've got a dollar...
I've got a dollar...
i've got a dollar...
hey, hey, hey...
-grins slowly-
I've got a Kaitln,
I've got a Kaitlin,
I've got a Kaitlin,
Hey, hey, hey.
-grins-
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[25 Jan 2003|03:02pm] |
-growls and closes the blinds abrubtly, fumbling for his sunglasses on his nightstand and sliding them onto his face.
It is entirely too bright in this room.
if anyone is out there who loves me....
please shoot me.
I think i'd like to die now.
and my toe is really sore...
-growls and buries his head into his pillow-
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[25 Jan 2003|03:54am] |
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My toe is purple because I stubbed it.
I know not everybody has a body like me.
i am not wasted. i am delightfully sloshed.
Kait is hot.
Ari is fucking great.
and she didn't tell me to say that at all.
I am doing it completely at my own free will.
-grins- Free willy....
I used to want a pet shamoo...
did anyone else ever think about how funny it would have been to see the whale fall on the kid?
-falls out of chair-
-sits up blinking- I'm okay....
Okay...this is alcyhol induced babble.
except for the part about ari being fucking great and kait being hot.
those are true.
and my toe really is a freakish purple color.
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[24 Jan 2003|10:11pm] |
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You know, I think I like that Kaitlin Farrah girl a little bit...and one liners rock my box of condoms.
( hmm...sounds vaguely familiar )
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[21 Jan 2003|05:11pm] |
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In my seventeen years, I have learned one thing that will me out of trouble.
I don't abide by it nearly as much as I should, but I think I will in this case.
There is a lot of drama.
I am not speaking about any of it at the moment.
The. End.
Oh yeah, I'm back from the dead.
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[12 Jan 2003|02:38am] |
You don't hit girls.
You definitely don't hit Kait.
and you really don't try to explain to me by trying to tell me she brought it on herself.
Just. no.
The end.
-smiles- Kait and I did have our date though. An impromptu picnic.
Macdonalds..-laughs-
It was cool though. I took her out to the airport...and we took our food and sat out a little ways from the runway...watched a plane take off right over our heads.
I...found out you could get to those things one time when I made a wrong turn...always figured it'd be a cool place to bring somebody.
-shrugs and smiles- She thought it was cool...
and then we kissed...
-smiles-
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[11 Jan 2003|08:02pm] |
Hey, Dad, what do you think about your son now?
-glances sideways at the bottle of Jack Daniels and shakes his head-
Look. I screwed myself over.
and now I am the one drinking alone.
just. like. him.
Fuck. I never wanted to hurt anybody.
I can't help some of these feelings.
and I really don't want to apologize for them.
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[11 Jan 2003|12:48pm] |
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( survey...mmph. )
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[11 Jan 2003|01:46am] |
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I don't know what happens to me.
I don't know where any of this came from.
I'm pretty sure I like it though.
I went out for ice cream tonight. Kaitlin accompanied my pathetic lowly ass...
and I got her to try something other than strawberry, thankyouverymuch.
and then...I...missed her driveway purposely on accident
I wonder if she had any idea how badly I wanted to kiss her....
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