| 6:24p |
Girls suck.
Girls Suck. There I said it.
Why am I so fucked up? Seriously. I could do without all this crap right now. I'm whinny and moody and weepy.... freakin A'. Hormones suck. shite.
Why have all my friends predomenately been of the male persuasion my whole life? Guys are cool. So much easier to hang out with then girls. LOVE hanging out with the boys drinkin beer- so laxed. No backstabbing, no catty fights, no jealousy (maybe a little) no bullshit talks about "feelings." I've had 30 VERY close male friends in my life and maybe 5 female friends that I actually considered friends. I've been screwed over more than once by some dumb broad. Don't get me started on my guy friends- ALL of you have gotten burned. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I'm a chick- becase if I was a man I would be one sissy arsehole. I'd be gay, that would just make things more comlicated. Or maybe that would make things easier? *sigh* Deep thoughts by me. I just get so tired of being me sometimes. I am way too trusting of people- I'll let anyone in. I need to start being more careful with whom I trust. I stil can't figure out why she dicked you over so badly. I guess that's part of life? Please do us a favor and do NOT let one stupid chick shut you down, I trully believe that deep down inside everyone has a good heart. Even girls. I Love you braw.
Britney Spears is on tv right now - you'd think she could at least TRY and lipsynck (however you spell it) a little more believeable. I don't get it. I suppose she's a good entertainer, but with a body like that and props out the wazo000oooo I suppose anyone could get your attention. No? Maybe? ok.
Gotta go eat... be right back- DONT GO ANYWHERE!
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: the postal service |
| 11:36p |
If its not Scottish, it's CRAP!
All I do is dream of a better life. I have so many hopes and dreams that I want so badly but things happen and sometimes I forget. I spend so much time trying to better myself in so may ways, but is it for me or for others?
I have no motivation. I remember a time when I was so determined and strong that I would stop at nothing to accomplish what I wanted. When did I loose it? Sometimes I feel that I put up such a front that I don't even know who I am anymore. Does anyone know the real me if I don't ?
I feel old beyond my years sometimes. I know I'm only 25 so to some people I am still a 'baby,' but I feel I've lived my life 10 times over. I feel worn out. What do I have to show for it? What's holding me back? Am I happy? Is anyone really happy with their life or themselves? If there is such a person that is honestly happy I want to pick their brain. What is their secret? What have I done that's so wrong?
Who the hell am I writing these questions to? Yea.....
I don't mean to be so down but I am just not feeling too hot lately.
~~~~ Pitty Party at my house, 10 o'clock don't be late! ~~~~
My neighbors are fighting again, they do this at least once a day. I hope to all that is holy that they move out soon I can't handle the screaming. why be in a relationship if you fight alllll the time? Unless the making up sex is REALLLLLY good. They are either fighting, playing shitty music or having sex, LOUD sex. Don't they know that the walls here are paper thin? Maybe they just don't care. I just wish they wouldn't do it when I'm trying to sleep. Jacks the sound sleeper, he never hears a thing, while I'm laying there with a pillow over my head. Lucky bastage.
I am the worst sleep talker ever ( is that a 'word'? It is now!). I always roll over and say some stupid crap to Jack and then get teased about it all day. Most of the time I'm laughing.... kind of freaky, but I guess at least I have good dreams? Last night I guess I was mumbling something, he asked me what I was saying and I told him to 'be quiet and shut up' and rolled over. How do you like them apples! Don't mess with me man!
I have a trashy magazine here that Rochelle left ((( NOT PORN trashy as in US WEEKLY~ fockers)). These are hysterical! I can't believe that people actually buy these just to read about some celebrity that could or could not be dating, or could or could not be pregnant. I could give a rats ass what Jennifer Lopez is doing! I especially like the section in here titled "STARS, THEY'RE JUST LIKE US!" It has pictures of celebrities eating at resturants, taking out thegarbage.... I mean, oh my god - celebrities are human! Are people actually this nosey? I mean, yeah I get star struck from time to time and I like movies as much as the other girl but does it need to go this far?
Call me old fashioned but I'm more interested in stories like:
"WOMAN EATS OWN HEAD, LIVES TO TELL ABOUT IT!" Now THAT'S good journalism!
I don't wanna go to bed. I wanna stay up and play!
I have to work tomorrow @ 7am- one more week at this job and on to the new one! Yay me!
Is it too much to ask to get a job that involves sleeping and watching tv all day?
Yes?
That's CRAP!
Love and Sloppy Kisses!
XoXoX
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: ~ The Cardigans ~ |