Charolette Sometime's Blurty

Mediocre
Hi.
Man am I in a bad mood....could be the fact that my life has been one big soap opera lately. Or could be the fact that I only got 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night? Either way I am not feeling too good right now.
I tried to lay down and rest but to no avail. It's worthless. It's an awful feeling being exhausted but not being able to sleep. Almost sick. Mediocre. <- told ya!
Saw 'Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind' on thursday. Total mind fuck. I would have to say it is easily the best movie I have seen this year. Amiee feel asleep during the movie...I don't how she could have. I loved every minute of it. Guess you can't please everyone? Damn it.
Mexico was fun. Although I don't think at my age I can do things like that too often- I'm STILL recoperating. The trip was almost two weeks ago. I feel like an old bag. I'm- 24 going on 50. My body cant handle the craziness anymore. How sad.
I honestly don't know what's going on with me lately- I'm very much not myself at all.
I don't really know how to put my finger on it, don't know how or when I started to feel this way. Lately I feel like I am someone else inside this body. Can't explain it. It's very trippy. I need to figure out how to get out of this funk that I'm in. If that's what it is?
I'm unhappy with my job, relationship, money situation....pretty much every damn thing lately. Ya- my life sucks right now blah blah blah..... whatever.
I'm tired of being tired.

I need a change.

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: silence