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Monday, January 5th, 2004

(Baby)

Time: 9:09 pm. Mood: crappy.

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(4 Light Up My Life Baby)

Time: 9:24 pm. Mood: listless. Music: brandnew - Mix Tape.

sorry i havent updated ive been working for the hole week 8 hours each day plus keeping up my chores at home and being at the hospital as long as i can while NOT sleeping. ive always been the one girl who can smile no matter what, it takes alot to make my day horrible. but latly life is hell. nothing goes right. everyone hates me. i even hate me (weird I know) ~bad~ *todds in the hospital, no one knows what worng with him *work is so stressful *people are mean *i feel like my friends arent who they seem * no one is around anymore *my parents hate me *im starting to hate me *todds mad at me *i havent talked to the only friend i trust in 6 months and miss her deeply *my rooms a mess * my hamster is the devil *my fish tanks are icky *new years is now FUCKED UP ~i can go on but whatever~ ~Good~ *i love todd, and i will never give up on him *I love life to much to think of ending it *im getting money i feel like my hearts being broken and torn, its weird simply put i need a break from everything, from everything that i am! HELP!

(2 Light Up My Life Baby)

Subject: i had to do both Time: 2:25 pm.

What will your Funeral be like? by rashock Username You will die by: Mysterious unsolved murder. The killer was never found and neither was your body. Your casket is empty and you family mourns till this day in hopes that you are still alive or died a swift death. Death Date: February 2, 2026 Number attending your funeral? 60 How much will you leave to friends and family? $3,545,735 Created with quill18's MemeGen! What will your Funeral be like? by rashock Username You will die by: You always were kinky in your sex life and took it just a bit to far. You died over doing breath control, blood play, or some other strange kink. Death Date: August 28, 2052 Number attending your funeral? 175 How much will you leave to friends and family? $3,470,421 Created with quill18's MemeGen! hahahaha yea i havent been on the internet in weeks im either at work or with Todd. give or take both are way more important then my journal. ya ya ya

(4 Light Up My Life Baby)

Subject: hey lovers Time: 8:18 am. Mood: hungry. Music: ppl in class talking.

So did everyone hear *Count The Stars* broke up??? im upset ***update posted 12.05.03 by dave ok, here's what you've all been waiting for, THE TRUTH. No more rumors. The first thing i'd like to say is that we have not broke up because of chris winning the lottery or clarke getting married, neither of those things are true. We also did not get in a big fight. In fact, we're all still very close and we all intend to stay in touch with each other. We've simply decided that we've been doing this for along time and some of us weren't 100% into it anymore. We want to thank all the fans that have supported us. We can't tell you how much it means to us. We also want to thank Evange and everyone else at FATA booking, Victory Records, Tom Sarig, and everyone else who's helped us and supported us along the way. We can't tell you all how much we appreciate everything. We hope everyone will keep in touch. Thanks so much. Count the Stars*** yesterday was todd and mine's one month, we went out and got promise rings, oh ya, umm then we went shopping todd bought me a new belly ring cause hes tired of mine and he got he a huge snowflake to hang from my ceiling, its soo cute. Ivee been working about 8 hours a day this hole weekend it blows i hate training i just wish i knew everything. starbucks is the hardest job on earth ugg soo much things to memorize. and the rich people are so darn mean. faggs. today after school im going over to todds house im gunna see if one of my friends will drop me off at his house otherwise his mom will have to come get me and i dont want her doing that she always has to drive me and i feel so bad. so im gunna try and help out as much as i can. and im gunna sit around and wait for todd to get feeling better so he can get off his ass and get another car. for you all whom dont know todd had a van but him and i went out riding in it and the engine fell out from below, he had to sell his van to a junk yard for like $150 and hes on disablity at work right now. sucks so bad but o welll ok well 2nd hours up so i better get going. i got a final in 3rd hour witch blows. later You are...............Thursday! Thursday's seem to be genuine thinkers. With many friends you are great to go to for advice! What Day of the Week are You? brought to you by Quizilla

(2 Light Up My Life Baby)

Time: 8:41 am. Mood: bitchy.

umm ya well ive been grounded for like ever i havent seen todd since sunday and im dieing. this sux i hate this, ive been sick as well, i wasnt as school all week well monday i was but we went on a feild trip, my artical im writting will be in the arizona republic thats kool.

(Baby)

Time: 9:02 am. Mood: ecstatic. Music: sweet home alamba.

This is me and Todd kissing CUTE HUH This is me and Todd Us at the park Us with my cousins, dont we look like a family? the rest are me, i just like them because Tood took them this is my fav of todd i took it myself

(2 Light Up My Life Baby)

Subject: do this shit Time: 8:37 am. Mood: loved. Music: reg talking.

01-- When and how did we meet? 02-- What did you first notice about me? 03-- What do you like most about me? 04-- Are we friends? 05-- Have you ever seen me with my shirt off? 06-- Have you ever seen me cry? 07-- Describe me in four words? 08-- If we could spend a day together what would we do? 09-- Have we ever gotten in a fight? 10-- If you could give me a present what would it be? 11-- Would you hug me? 12-- What do you really think of me? 13-- Have we ever kissed? 14-- Has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to? 15-- Wanna make out? 16-- Name one thing you do not like about me:

(2 Light Up My Life Baby)

Time: 8:48 am. Mood: accomplished. Music: just listening to reg talk.

ello strangers i havent updated in FOREVER i sowwy ive been busy with yes thats right my boyfriend (Todd) hes so hott and the sweetest thing on earth. hes so caring and so understanding, all my friends and family love him, ugg hes everything that ive ever wanted and like more. ummm ya i dunno what else to really say. i just i really really like Mr. Todd, hes really the best thing to happen to me. im happy even riley likes todd, thats so weird!~

(6 Light Up My Life Baby)

Subject: hello im fatty Time: 1:29 pm. Mood: annoyed. Music: just gabe and mrs silverman talking.

hello hello hello. today has been a good day. im never going to jack in the box again, i sow someone i did not want to see (well at least not for a while), why the fuck would he be there i mean really thats far away for a lunch sorta thing ya know, deervalley witch on is 51st and then jack is on 59th, ok well that doesnt sound far but it is i swear. ugggg i wanted my mr todd to come to lunch with me today since i have a 2 hour lunch and i love being with him, but he had to pick up his sisters car, oh welll he will tomorrow, but hes coming over after school. and i called him at lunch time. umm ya my mom called me during my second part of lunch and she said i get drug tested today and i start work on friday, IM SOOOO FREAKING SCARED, omg omg omg, but im gunna see todd will take me to get all that done today because my mom is working and cant. ugggg my first job, ekkk. i told my self everything would change and be better when he was gone, and damn it im right, i love life dont you guys?

(Baby)

Time: 7:52 am. Mood: accomplished. Music: wes and joey talking to mr piechowski.

Hemmmmm saturday i went out with christal (of course) Cory and Travis, Those to boys are awsome, but we hung out at like sonic and then at super walmart, they were suposted to go to the hotel with us but they had to leave by ten becuase Corys dad wanted him home at midnight and they live an hour away. so then me and christal went to the hotel, it was fun, i met Todd there, hes a sweet heart. sunday was my hang over day, i got so messed up. so on sunday i just sat on the fone with Travis then Todd all day. I like Todd......oh ya i hate ben too btw, i hope he dies.

(Baby)

Time: 7:51 pm. Mood: content. Music: broken.

Monday fucking Ruled, I went to the All American Rejects show, we were in the front, we would feel them spitting on us. but anyways we got to the bash on ash early so we went shopping in downtown tempe, then on our way back to the bash i walked straight into Tysons (lead singers) girlfriend while they were holding hands, it was soo funny, i tend to just ramm into ppl, but she was BUTT UGLY. so at the show we were right in front on the bar, we were touching them and everything, but tyson and nick were really sorta mean. But after the show we met the drummer of the band...Chris (drummer) and his friends, and they invited us to go bowling with them, so we went then after that we went to a party with them and met alot of new people, got there numbers and left home bound at like 3 am, then we got back to our side of town and parked next to some random house and slept till 7, then we went to mcdonalds to get ready in the bathroom and had breakfest, it was soo fucking awsome. I hadnt heard from Ben in like 4 days so I was sorta going into a sad state thinging he didnt like me, like i did something wrong on holloween when me and him stayed the night at stevens house or something, so christal told me she would call him last night to see what was going on for me, and like 2 hours later he called me saying he was sorry for not calling and he was busy and all this stuff then after i got off the fone with him i called AL (christal) and she said she didnt call him and that she fell asleep. so now i know he really does like me, i hope he can go to mandys hotel party this weekend! then he could stay the night again, it feels so wonderful waking up in his arms. ugg i love it umm im part of the school newspaper thingy now, me and al are the concert crew, we do the concert reviews, its soo awsome. im happy. we are gunna have a bake sale too so we can pay for gass and tickets and stuff and now my parents have to let me go because its for school. we are going to make badges and stuff and enterview the bands, it shall be much fun! k well im out i got some homework to do and i just got back from up by amc 30 for dinner and stuff with al and heather!

(Baby)

Time: 7:51 pm. Mood: content. Music: broken.

Monday fucking Ruled, I went to the All American Rejects show, we were in the front, we would feel them spitting on us. but anyways we got to the bash on ash early so we went shopping in downtown tempe, then on our way back to the bash i walked straight into Tysons (lead singers) girlfriend while they were holding hands, it was soo funny, i tend to just ramm into ppl, but she was BUTT UGLY. so at the show we were right in front on the bar, we were touching them and everything, but tyson and nick were really sorta mean. But after the show we met the drummer of the band...Chris (drummer) and his friends, and they invited us to go bowling with them, so we went then after that we went to a party with them and met alot of new people, got there numbers and left home bound at like 3 am, then we got back to our side of town and parked next to some random house and slept till 7, then we went to mcdonalds to get ready in the bathroom and had breakfest, it was soo fucking awsome. I hadnt heard from Ben in like 4 days so I was sorta going into a sad state thinging he didnt like me, like i did something wrong on holloween when me and him stayed the night at stevens house or something, so christal told me she would call him last night to see what was going on for me, and like 2 hours later he called me saying he was sorry for not calling and he was busy and all this stuff then after i got off the fone with him i called AL (christal) and she said she didnt call him and that she fell asleep. so now i know he really does like me, i hope he can go to mandys hotel party this weekend! then he could stay the night again, it feels so wonderful waking up in his arms. ugg i love it umm im part of the school newspaper thingy now, me and al are the concert crew, we do the concert reviews, its soo awsome. im happy. we are gunna have a bake sale too so we can pay for gass and tickets and stuff and now my parents have to let me go because its for school. we are going to make badges and stuff and enterview the bands, it shall be much fun! k well im out i got some homework to do and i just got back from up by amc 30 for dinner and stuff with al and heather!

(Baby)

Time: 9:17 pm. Mood: scared.

Reap my soul. I whisper cruel words that only I can hear. I dream in a never eanding line of tragedy. disposition neckbraced by insecurity. Let freedom ring in my ears painfully. And muffle this bell with the hand of pessimism and render it useless. you can't stop this thought like a passing trainwreck it barrels through my brain, paralyzing. In this state your words become the daggers and I'm left bleeding. These wounds of trus I know as tunnel vision creates my only sanctuary. As hope manifests itself in the thought of an end. A lifht. A fighting chance. A dying breath. Reap my soul. I'm nnot sure I can go on. So drag me down into your world. Replace my heart with your machine and see if it still bleeds. Become my enemy. My eyeslids become my enemies I fight then to save myself from the scene. As the groundwork for my nightmares is created I stand helpless to this chaos in my head and yet the chaos stands beautifully now like a carefully designed city of conformity. I'll keep you awake tonight and I'll hurt you until sunrise in the attempt to displace this pusing attack on my senses. Drag me down noe. Replace my heart with your machine and see if it still bleeds. I'll cover my tracks so you can't trace this accident to me. Drag me down now.

(Baby)

Subject: I Like My Sexy Ben Time: 5:26 pm. Mood: naughty. Music: freakish = saves the day.

last night rocked my world, lol, me and christal won all american reject tickets, that was fun, we went and partied with some ppl, then me her and ben crashed over at stevens house, it was fun waking up in bens arms, lol. umm but hummf ya ben is a nice boy. ya if anyone wants to know MORE about last night ask me cause i need to go to bed i need to recover. lol ya ben invited me to another party tonight, i think i will go. i like getting drunk with him, cause we dont do stupid things! Love ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla You should be a Virgo, Your fair, talented, Hardworking, and Beautiful inside and out, But sometimes you can be snobbish, and a little cruel. ~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~ brought to you by Quizilla

(Baby)

Time: 7:44 pm. Mood: pessimistic. Music: boys night out - where we breathe.

Well yesterday me and richard broke up. I dunno i dont feel any different im not to heart broken, i love him i really do, but i just ugg i needed this and i know he did too, i just dont want him hating me i want him to be able to talk to me when ever he wants no matter what i will always be here for him. last night i went out with christal chris and ben, its was sorta fun. i had the most fun i could of had ya know, but ben called me right when i got home and i talked to him for a couple hours. hes a funny guy, good friend thats for sure. tomorrows going to be so much fun, i think me christal heather chris ben and some other people are going to see some scary movies and then go to some hunted houses and then head up to some parties, that should be really fun I CANT WAIT You're Most Like The Season Spring ... Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you smile at the world and expect it to smile back at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent person. Described as cute possibly. However, you're a little naive about things and tend to be a little too trustworthy. As the first season, It Makes you the youngest - and so most immature - but people are inclined to look out for and protect you. Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :) ?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla

(Baby)

Time: 7:54 pm. Mood: giggly. Music: my paper heart - all american rejects.

well on saturday night i had the best night of like my life but i cant tell anyone WOOOHOOOO then on sunday me christal and her bro josh went to the taking back sunday and saves the day show, it was awsome, we went to the edge booth and talked to the guy for not even 5 minutes and he just GAVE us free tickets out of the kindness of his heart so we got in for free, then this like 300 pound man thought he could crownd surf and i was in the pit and he funcking fell on top of me along with every one around us, so im on the bottom of him and like 40 other people, i got knocked out and i had blood running out of my mouth but thank god this guy carried me out and made sure i was ok, he thought i had a concussion (sp) but i have a bruise on my eye and a huge bump on my forhead, woohoo battle wounds. wensday me christal chris and ben are going to go out, i sorta like ben hes awsome i met him on saturday, but richard would kill me if he knew.....hope he doesnt read this :-/ i cant fucking wait till holloween! whats everyone doing on holloween?? dave if u read this im me i need to talk to you im soo confused

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