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Press Repeat [mar 13 2005 @ 11:25pm]
"Saddest Girl Story"

So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.

a shopping sara is a happy sara [feb 12 2005 @ 09:33pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | she - green day ]

so i took maggie shopping today for some church clothes. i don't think i have ever wanted to stop shopping, until today. that girl is a pain in the ass. i did find a really cute tube top and skirt. only 7 bucks. i shopped for almost 5 hours and only spent 7 bucks, clearly a record. i am happier because shopping jsut does that for me. PLUS, my mom gave me my v-day present early. she did good. got a really cute blazer, it's white with green pinstipes. :)

i am sleepy, bathtime, and bedtime.

1 smile at. - me.

[feb 09 2005 @ 03:58pm]
You scored as Anna. No one understands you. Your life revolves around being different and probably excessive romantic allusions. Stop being so self absorbed and put greater emphasis on examining the sensibility of your behavior to avoid simply becoming an abstract narcissist.



























What OC character are you?
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So I lied, I like my blurty better. [feb 03 2005 @ 03:57pm]

S is for Sporty
A is for Adventurous
R is for Remarkable
A is for Amorous

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

You Are a Losing Lottery Ticket!

Full of hope and promise.
But in the end, a cheap letdown.

In 1984 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan is president of the US

On a Challenger mission, two astronauts become the first humans to fly free of a spacecraft

An Union Carbide insecticide plant in Bhopal, India seeps toxic gas killing over 2,000

Penthouse magazine publishes nude photographs of Miss America Vanessa Williams

The Soviet Union boycotts the Los Angeles Summer Olympics

Richard Stallman starts developing GNU

"Where's the Beef?" commercial campaign for Wendy's airs for the first time

The Apple Macintosh, the first consumer computer to use a computer mouse and GUI interface, is introduced by Apple

Ethiopian famine begins

Mandy Moore and Avril Lavigne are born

Detroit Tigers win the World Series

Los Angeles Raiders win Superbowl XVIII

Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup

Ghost Busters, Beverly Hills Cop, Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, Gremlins, and The Karate Kid are top grossing films

"When Doves Cry" by Prince and the Revolution spends the most time at the top of US charts

Michael Jackson's hair catches fire during the filming of a Pepsi commercial

The Cosby Show, Punky Brewster, and Who's the Boss? premiere

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

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[jan 31 2005 @ 07:47pm]
I am very sorry blurty, but you have been replaced. My Space is apparently all the rage. So long farewell

Boredom 1 - Sara 0 [jan 30 2005 @ 07:27pm]
. Copy and Paste

2. BOLD anything true

3. Leave plain anything untrue

4. Add a new one to the end

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.

003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses (sometimes)

007. I love to play video games.
008. I've seen a porn movie at some time in my life whether I'm proud of that time or not.
009. Why is #9 missing? (???)
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I 've changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.

019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.

025. I use diet supplements for weight loss
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes
029. I have fresh breath really bad sometimes. In the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
032. I'm a wrestling fan
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
036. Your mom
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. Sometimes life sucks.

041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex that I went to high school with.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my blog!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
064. VH1 owns MTV
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
066. I have done illegal drugs in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.

069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.

073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.

084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I wish I could change things in the past that I now see as being incredibly stupid.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend(s).

090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on someone you've never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."

108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the TV show "Lost."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or whom I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I don't change who I am for someone else.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've driven to a different state to see a band I liked.
137. I am the most over analytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.

139. I don't listen to much music.
140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. I love sex.
144. I want to go home.
145. I don’t know what I would do without my friends.
146. Christmas threw up in my house and I love it.
147. Friends is my favorite TV show.
148. I'm hungry
149. I'm still angry about the Nip/Tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. I'm a Potterhead and proud of it!
151. This is the 151st entry.
152. I lied about one of the items on this list.
153. My siblings are my best friends.
154. I believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
155. I have a problem expressing things.

156. I have lost a parent.
157. I am the most deprived person I know on the face of the planet.
158. I have at least one test tomorrow that I am not prepared for yet.
159. I love Slim Jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. I am sick and tired of school so I am not going.
161. I love sundance
162. I do not watch television.
163. I love Starbucks coffee drinks.
164. I am living at least one lie right now.
165. Sometimes I think I'm supposed to be homosexual.
166. I forgive friends no matter what
167. I second guess myself often.

168. I listen to Christian Rock often.
169. God's will leaves me very confused
170. I know who Mark Tremonti is.
171. I know who Damien Rice is and I love his music.
172. I’m Greek.
173. I own a rubber ducky.
174. I love to cook
175. I have more than one screen name.

176. I have had sex within the past 48 hours.
177. My first name is more than 6 letters.
178. I am forgetful
179. I love exploding dog artwork.

[jan 30 2005 @ 12:54pm]
I didn't run into any unwanted guest. good. now I am going to take a nap, I have been up for far too long.

[jan 29 2005 @ 11:53pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Sell Your Soul-Our Lady Peace ]

Today has officially been declared Sara bashing day, so if you haven't yelled at me or made fun of me I suggest you hurry because you only have about 6 minutes left. blah. today has been so long. I accomplished a few things. I cleaned my room which was mch needed, vaccum, dusted, the whole works. The gay ass vaccum ate the tassles on my rug, I didn't mean to do it, but before I could turn it off it ate about 5 inches of it. My looks all funny on one end.

I am still suffering from insomnia, I can't sleep. EVER. I can take like 4 nyquil and am still wide awake. Something has got to be wrong with me. If you know how to fix it please let me know, I really would like to sleep at night, even 5 hours would be fantastic.

Should I go or not go. I can't decide if I want to go to the swap meet in the morning with my dad and brother. Because he might be there and you know what that means. Last time I went with Bobby and now that we haven't talked in a while, I don't know if I wanna even risk seeing him. I have the hardest time saying no to him. I don't want to fall back again. I know I need more than that, but..........


[jan 29 2005 @ 01:27pm]
so i was wrong. now only if i could fix this.

Work is Boring. [jan 27 2005 @ 03:07pm]

discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me

[jan 27 2005 @ 02:50pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Sunday Morning - Maroon 5 ]

I didn't get to take my nap today and I am sleepy. Only 2 more hours though. I managed to get a 90 on my astronomy quiz, it wasn't half as bad as I thought it was going to be. The only shitty part is that everyone gets different quizzes, so you can't cheat. It's all online so I guess they do that for a reason, but some of them are the same questions you just have to look for them. I got a 100 on my math quiz and actually started reading astronomy. I was somewhat motivated. ♥ ♥


This is awesome. [jan 25 2005 @ 06:18pm]
Title: It is Okay Because I Don't Really Mean It

i love it i love it i love it!

[jan 25 2005 @ 06:13pm]

[jan 24 2005 @ 10:25pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Legend in Your Own Time - Carly Simon ]

I've got a cluttered mess, my desk has about a thousand cd's scattered on it. I am currently listening to Carly Simon's Greatest Hits. ha. I am afraid it is going to be another sleepless night. It is still early and how I long to get a good night's sleep, since my surgery I just can't do it. I toss and turn, wake up numerous times. Then I want to sleep all day, ahh. something is wrong in my life, I know what it is, but damn just let me sleep already. I know I need to change lots of things and I need to do lots of things. That is me being very vague, I don't want to waste anyones time or go into this mess that is in my mind. Things need to change, nothing can stay the same. I'm gonna make some changes. That is what I will keep telling myself anyway.


[jan 23 2005 @ 12:12pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | This is Not an Exit - Saves the Day ]

Hmmmm. Last night Last Night

I accomplished many things. I did some much needed laundry. I always feel so selfish after I do a lot of laundry, when I put it away I don't have room for it all. I have enough room when half of it is dirty, I don't know why I feel that way. I tried to go through and get rid of some stuff for the clothes closet, but all I could come up with is 2 shirts and a pair of pants. I just like to keep them, I don't want to have to share or get rid of it. Jessica says she is the same way, i think most girls are. I guess I am very fortunate, to have almost everything I could want.

I played with Anna, while my clothes were in the wash. She is so freaking cute and really smart. We baked cookies, read books, and did about every puzzle my mom has at the house. She is going to be very bright, she is already ahead of where she should be mentally.

Jessica came over and we had a mini girl's night in. It was fun, we haven't done that in a long time. Had girl talk and bitched about the asshole's in our lives. I hate it that we have completely different schedules. I have all the time in the world to do whatever I want and she is very limited because of school and work. I need to get a real job, I think that would make me happier. I am at my best when I am going crazy with a trillion things to do. If I can't find a job, I guess I could always do some volunteer work, I haven't done that is so long, there is something that is so rewarding about it. It makes me feel really good to help other people. Much more hang out time is needed between the two of us. Things have changed so much in the past 3 years and I must say that I am very content with the friends I have kept in touch with. It would be too hard to keep in touch with everyone, because everyone has changed so much. Most of them are married, have babies, or serious drug problems. Even though I don't talk to them as much as I should I like to know that whenever we do talk we can pick back up right where we left off. They are all just as busy as I am and understand how it is. I can't stand that someone would get upset because I actually have other things to do than, keep up with everyones social lives when I don't care that much.

Enough of my ramblings. I need to have lunch and go wash the car.


Complaints. [jan 21 2005 @ 11:23pm]
my head hurts.
it is cold in here.
i don't want to have that talk. you know the one where i fuck everything up.

[jan 20 2005 @ 03:26pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Nothing is more boring than sitting in a muggy room for 4 hours, trying to keep yourself occupied. I am avoiding reading my Astronomy, but have completed all of my math and taken a quiz. I dropped the bead making class, because it wasn't oxygen propane and that is what I prefer to work on. My design class was quite fun today, making ugly stuff out of junk and getting a grade for it is pretty neat. I changed the background and colors of my journal, ate some chips and now here I am. An hour and a half of work left and I am about to fall asleep. I need to find a real job. I have plenty of time during the week and could easily quite this job, but I like having all of my options open. I do not like being broke all the time. Maybe I should play the lotto. Who knows. "Everything will be fine." that is the exact quote my dad has been telling me for years and so far everything has been fine. I always have everything I need, not exactly what I may have wanted, but I always make it though he never fails me.

I never realized how much I like pop tarts, but since that is just about all I have to eat at my house I am becoming very fond of them. I never thought a cat would like pop tarts it never fails though everytime she hears the wrapper she comes running. Beguira loves Strawberry Pop Tarts, only the ones with Icing. Who could eat a pop tart with out Icing, that is just icky.

I am sure I have wasted enough time rambling on about nonsense, I feel sorry for anyone has actually spent time reading about my lifeless life. Enough then back to the boredom.


Boredom is taking over. [jan 19 2005 @ 05:43pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | When it Comes - Tyler Hilton ]

Have you:

[x] drank

[ ] smoked pot

[ ] rode in a taxi
[ ] been dumped
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fistfight
[ ] had a threesome
[ ] snuck out of your parents house
[ ] been arrested
[x] stole something from your job
[ ] celebrated new years in time square
[ ] went on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on a teacher

[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans -- hopefully in 2005!!!!
[ ] been to europe
[x] skipped school
[ ] streaked
[x] thrown up from drinking
[x] played clue
[x] had a sleepover with friends
[ ] lost your sibling
[ ] went ice skating
[ ] broke someone's heart
[x] had your heart broken
[xxx] skinny dipped
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[ ] been in love
[x] been cheated on
[x] had a sweet sixteen
[x] been to a concert
[x] had a car
[x] drove

Do you...
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[x] have a crush
[x] feel loved
[x] feel lonely at times
[x] feel happy
[ ] hate yourself

[x ]own a cat
[x] think you're attractive
[x] have your own room
[x] listen to rock
[x] listen to soul
[x] listen to reggae
[x] listen to techno
[ ] own a dog
[ ] live with both parents
[x] bite your nails
[x] paint your nails
[x] get good grades
[ ] wear boxers

[ ] have more than one best friend
[ ] wear black eyeliner - for special occasions. I usually wear brown
[ ] play an instrument
[x] have slippers
[x] like the color blue

[x] like the color red

[x] like the color green
[ ] like to read
[x] like to write
[ ] have long hair
[x] have a cell phone
[ ] have a laptop
[ ] have a pager
[ ] own a ps2
[ ] like anime
[ ] speak more than 1 language

[x] get along with others
[x] have enemies

Are you...
[x] ugly
[x] pretty
[x] ok
[x] bored
[x] happy
[ ] bilingual
[x] white
[] black
[ ] Hispanic
[ ] Asian
[ ] pacific islander
[ ] more than 1 ethnicity
[ ] short
[x] tall

[x] grounded
[ ] sick

[x] lazy
[xxx] ticklish

[x] tired
[x] hungry

[x ] single

[ ] talking
[x] thirsty
[ ] on the phone
[ ] in your room
[ ] homophobic
[ ] racist


[jan 19 2005 @ 04:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well school has began once again. I am still working in the computer lab, the most boring thing ever. It does give me time to do my online classes and search for random shit on the internet, but it is still boring. My classes should all be pretty easy, my two online classes is what I am most worried about. Statistics and Astronomy. I don't think that they will be all that hard, but disciplining myself to actually read and submit stuff online will be the toughest part. Cole is in both of them with me, so I should be fine with keeping up to the schedule. I worry too damn much. My 3D design class is going to be fun, the teacher is new to LC, but seems very cool and knows tons of artist. Illustrator should also be fun, the teacher is my friends mom so it shouldn't be that hard and my bead making class is just for fun too. I like to have a good time. I do not like bitchy teachers, I still have to set up a meeting with the art teacher, I don't want too.


Tonsilless [jan 09 2005 @ 02:12pm]
I have no tonsils and my throat is freaking killing me. I got them taken out on Tuesday, but this morning has been hell. I guess I shouldn't have stayed out last night. It was fun though. We played Scene It. the DVD game, Cole and I did very well, except once we got to Final Cut, we were there longer than we were on the game board and the questions were really hard. It is a really fun game though, I think everyone should play it.

My mom thinks I shouldn't be doing anything, she just wants me to sit at home and rest. Blah. I didn't do anything really energetic, I just sat around. Running a fever and blacking out are things I don't want to do, but that medicine makes me freaking dizzy. I guess I am going to go back home and get back in bed nothing better comes to mind.

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