Sorry Charlie

2:29pm: possible departure from blurty
plane leaves....soon or not at.

i havent decided yet

this is where the new one will be.

it looks almost exactly like this one. :)

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11:57pm: crunch (that was my rolly chair rolling over a chip i dropped)
this is just going to end up being a random "its late and i dont really know why im awake because there really isnt anything to do... im just sitting here eating chips..." entries. yay. im pretty sure i had a pretty fun night. me and monica got in our bathing suits and washed my car, then we jumped in the pool so we could say that we did. phil and su hermano came over bc i lurred them with bagel bites and ice cream. they are quite the entertaining pair. we convinced monica to come hang out with us too (were so much more fun then a silly kegger anyways, right?)

what do you do when youve run out of things to do? go to walmart :) and sit in the parking lot :) in lawn chairs :) listening to music :) and playing trivial pursuit :) if that didnt get peoples attention, the shopping cart races did. well im sure adam's dancing did the trick. you would have had to have been there to know why im laughing. and it was just really fun hanging out like that. sigh...

i really need to stop eating these chips! 7 hours of practice AP testing tomorrow, and then hopefully more fun like tonight. i need to call sara tomorrow.... ::must remind self::

oh yes, mothers in town. huuummmm. i shall try to be nice.

8:09pm: amy pours the macaroni and cheese into the pot (kraft of course) and the following conversation ensues....

dad~> is the water boiling?
amy~> yes, of course the water is boiling... the vapor pressure of the water has met the atmospheric pressure so the gas bubbles can rise to the top.
dad~> what does the atmosperic pressure have to be for you to clean your room?

edit:: i apologize to those of you that read this entry at an earlier date and must have realized that i spelled boiling like bowling. silly silly me.

8:34pm: this shall take some getting used to
(meaning the almost brown hair)

well, my house is sold, im not going to miss it, i never really liked it anyways...

i will miss my purple room though.

we just signed the lease for the most perfect little house not too far from here. its only one story, no more stairs. and i think my room is going to work out quite well. one of my walls is practically all windows. small detail, yes, but its actually the detail im most looking forward to. im almost sure my favorite thing to do is to lay in such a way that the sun shining through an open window bathes me in its warmth. it makes me feel so safe and relaxed. so when i think of my new room i think of sitting in my bowl chair with the sun shining on me through those big windows.

silly silly amy.

my mom is leaving tomorrow after her ever so delightful 3 day visit ::sarcasm:: she made me cry last night. i dont know why i let the petty argument get to me. weve had it a thousand times before. i guess this whole situation is finally getting to me. the whole time she was here she was just getting in the way. every time my parents were around eachother they were fighting.

my mom insisted that i do something with my hair (which ill admit i wanted to do anyways but just havent cared enough to go through the hassle). she seems that my dull, tangled hair is in part responsible for why prince charming didnt take me to prom. she'll be quite upset when she finds out that a slight change in hair color wont see her dreams of "boys lining up at my doorstep" wont come true. but alas my hair is darker, kind of fun actually i think. it accentuates my darker personality i guess... possibly?

i have my eyes on one of the coolest guys i know. however i dont think i should get my hopes up. despite a good girl reputation, past mistakes are really working to my disadvantage. i have more important things to worry about now though.

10:28pm: my purpose in life
ive realized why i have been put on this earth. it has become overwhelmingly obvious in the past few days. my purpose in life is to have relationship problems so that the guy i turn down can run to my best friend and find his soul mate in her. no joke, i think its not a coincidence that this has happened more than once. it is ever so comforting to know that i am of at least some importance.

oh bitter mood bitter mood.

5:18pm: i found this to be entertaining
so im not a gymnast anymore, but im still one at heart....

10 reasons to date a GyMnAsT:
1. one word...flexibility
2. endurance, endurance, endurance
3. we're used to doin it every night for at least 4 hours.
4. we have muscles in all the right places
5. we have skills you could only dream about
6. we can do it infront of a crowd
7. we liked to be pushed to the extreme
8. we dont mind being on our knees
9. it always has to be harder and faster
10. we repeat until its perfect

hmmmm... ::wink::

i was supposed to have a track meet today, but it got canceled because for some odd reason arizona decided to rain. so i shall be stuck at home like the loser that i am for the evening, which is all well considering i have ACTs tomorrow. EEK! ive almost pretty much decided that im going to U of A for college even though i have a while to actually make that final decision. prom is tomorrow. im not going. its quite alright though. i am afraid, however, that i might lose half my friends in a disastrous 15-person van accident. i think im going to die soon of schedule busyness. please save me oh god of time.

5... 4... 3... 2... 1... oh, looks like you missed your chance...

haha ::wink again::

11:34pm: bzzzzz..
im on one of those tired hyper buzzes, bzzz, bzzz, bzzz! i just had a track meet and i tied my best time ever but the race kinda sucked cause i got passed by like 5 people in the last 50meters. oh yeah, and i ran the 800 if you were wondering and there were about 25 people in my race. it was crazy. now im back and i just had a big strawberry limeade and i dont want to go to bed but no one is online to talk to me. so i am talking to blurty even though it doesnt talk back, but it is still fun to talk to you know? yep. i could have hung out with monica and dallas tonight but i definately would have been a third wheel and it would have multiplied the effect of how hard it is to see them together. but thats a serious matter and im not in a serious mood. i feel like talking to the lansu or the kennethy and make them listen to my rambling, but alas they are not here, most probably with their significant others. alas alas alas.... :P

bring clothes to the clothing drive!!

and donate blood too.

4:56pm: one fish
two fish, red fish, blue fish.

this is the story of my life right now. i am currently a blue fish and a two fish, and i want to be a one fish, but the red fish poses a serious problem. no good.

FEESHIE!!!
i want to swim with the other fishies.. free with the other fishies.. free like a.. (some people know the rest)

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ok, but happy thoughts. my math test was good. and i got SAT results back. those werent too bad. but this leads to thinking about college. which is not good. because that is still extremely undecided. i need a happy song. justlistentotherhythemofmyheart. hmmm, kyles window, north carolina, the siren, all bad.

touching yoooo-oouuu touching meeee-eeeee :)

the back massage was nice.

5:29pm: hungry and muy cansada
my dad is making baked ravioles, and i am waiting expectantly for them to be done. i was up for 23 hours yesterday/this morning. and that was after having not so good sleep the night before because i was dreaming about being chased by cars. wonder why... so i went to sleep at 730am this morning and woke up at 10am. verrrry tired.

but im not emo.

staying up all night was great fun. having ~8 cups of coffee during the day helped. coffee and alcohol have a very similar effect .. interesting. we watched the sun rise this morning. very neat.

woohoo for operation purple cow. top secret. yes, we are mocking the plan naming thing.

6:43pm: in a happy mood, although i ate too much for dinner
well, im not going to be like kyle and ban all eyes from seeing my journal.

however, i do feel like i have to watch what i say. cant have anybody thinking im fucking emo.

lets see.... my weekend.... it started with the winter formal on friday, which i attended with dallas. if i knew how to post pictures onto my journal than i would love to show a picture of "the guys" in their outfits. theres a reason why someone chose to sell those clothes to savers ---> they must have decided that the jackets were... out of style i thought it was great though.

and then came the sats. ive complained about them enough, at least i finally got them over with. monica and i deserve a 1600 because while everyone was waiting outside in the cold to be let it, we sat in a building across the sidewalk, in the warm, on a nice cozy couch. i thought this proved we were smarter than the average person.

i saw animal house last night (and two other movies). it makes you want to go out and party :) TOGA TOGA. although i was told that i "shouldn't go to a frat party.." whatever that means. ::wink::

8:29pm: just for greg
WOOOOOOOooooooOOOOOooo!!!!!!!


;)

6:56pm: what a 3 day weekend
i really thought that my moniter was broken. it kept turning off last night, and when i was messing around with it the moniter made a cracking noise. i thought it broken for good, but oddly enough it started working tonight. i think the little clown that sits on top of the screen cursed the moniter. it also makes it so i cant post anything on bedenes website. no good.

i need to find a little red dress for the dance. or a red skirt. does anyone know where i might be able to find one? this could help.

time for SAT studying. fun fun fun.

7:40pm: dun.. dada.. dundada... MY SHARONA
i was thinking about that song earlier today. i was remembering how i watched this VH1 or MTV specail about how no one could figure out what he was referring to with "my sharona." they speculated that it could either be his dick or a really strong alcoholic beverage. interesting thought. i think it ended up being some girl he saw at a concert... well thats what he said. im sure its just an ode to a more close at hand friend. his sharona.

i just filled out a job application for jamba juice. i dont particularly want a job, but if i had one id want to work at jamba juice. its worth a shot. may end up being a shot to the head... who knows :)

on the way to jamba juice, monica decided that her clothes clashed horribly so i told her i would trade her my jacket for her shirt. this was at a stop light. we commence to switch apparel (there wasnt much of a shirt under my jacket) and monica misses the turn and we end up going down the highway. so here i am holding the wheel (monica was driving) while monicas flashing all those on loop 101. she couldnt figure out the zipper on my jacket. we exit and shes still got zipper problems, and to add to the excitement theres a cop right next to us. hi guys. that was exciting.

i got asked to winter formal... ;) if i found dances in any way entertaining... shouldnt be too bad though

8:09pm: post of the almost but not quite dead
half marathon

over

cheering is welcome. :)

actually a lot happened this weekend, and im so proud of myself for avoiding the dreaded computer. this is the first time all weekend that ive been on the internet. more cheering welcome. im sure the details of my weekend would bore you. well actually they are rather interesting but isnt it easier just to ask? i found out that excerpts of my blurty were used in a conversation, which is unreasonable bc the things i say on here are not serious and what i say should not be a judge of my character...

anyways

today at the race there were like 6 guys dressed as elvis running along side us. spandex-y running elvis suits. very entertaining.

im reading another book about suicide and crazy people. its seriously the third book that ive picked off the reading list dealing with the insane. its not all too uplifting.

9:39pm: hmmm. stomach hurts.
i just sat here for like 5.27 minutes, staring at the screen, trying to figure out something to write about. i think ive done the whole slacker homework thing, the im going to fail the SATs thing, and the im just really bored thing.

so

monicas car got covered in post-it notes. completely. and every one of them had a nice little note. im talking about post-its on top of post-its covered. who has that much time! well i know who. slacker seniors with half days cough*dallasandgreg*cough. we received some interesting looks in the jr parking lot while we were taking all these things off. it was great fun.

oh and then

i get this call tonight saying that my house was revenged upon again (again referring to the cone "blockage") and i go outside. sadly my house was not revenged upon. it was just bored srs with half days that were bored still at 730. so i sat outside in kyles minivan talking to them all for about an hour and a half. more. great. fun.

i got a talking to from my dad. he reminded me that i cant anger my mom bc of all the stress shes under. i was informed that if she doesnt find a job soon it is very plausible that we will have to move out of our house and get rid of one or two of the cars.

or we could just move to north carolina.

9:37pm: oh my. all the things i did instead of history homework
i just took an sat practice test! yay for actually studying. actually it was only one section of one practice test. im getting there. hmmm, 3 weeks until the test. scary. terrifying. yet i am still here updating instead of studying. or doing my history hw.

its not too important anyways, right?

school was far from delightful today. much too cold. oh that reminds me! damn-it. i was going to buy cheap walgreens gloves today. my hands are so cold. sooo very cold. they turn slightly odd colors when they become cold. and the scars come out from the dog attack... (one of them is a heartshaped scar, very neat)

i am much too forgetful. i left my new marine bio book in chemistry. NOTE: remember to get that before school tomorrow. i shall be fired from my volunteer job bc i forgot to go the last too times. hmmm not good. o well. no time anyways.

im going to write a will for when i die this weekend. from running a half marathon without being prepared at all. would you like to be included in my will? i might possibly think about it.

12:51pm: You have 0 UNREAD MESSAGES
the having of no emails is very sad at times. i dont even have any junk email. not that i like junk email, but i enjoy going to my inbox and seeing that i have a message, the hope that someone sent me something really intriguing, that flutter of excitement. but yet i have 0 unread messages. sigh.

yay for school starting tomorrow. sitting around and doing nothing is rather losing its charm. break was surely on the pointless side. no parties (oh, except i did go to two mormon parties, joy). the highlights were the concert, the rum and coke, paintballing, and gregs yard. new years was a dissapointment, but that can be forgotten.

me and monica saw the hot neighbor today, actually we were driving behind him into my neighborhood (i recognized his car). he got out to open the gate :) someday ill meet the hot neighbor, learn his name maybe. for now i must admire him from afar.

i am the tray whore. yes, this is my new title. i aided in the crime of stealing about 40 trays last night from various fast food establishments. i was doing good until i was told to go out a particular door in a mcdonalds and it ended up being an emergency exit alarm will sound. my oh my. then i tried to flirt my way to get some trays. the taco bell guy was totally going for it until his manager objected. afterwards he came out and talked to me for a bit and apologized for not being able to find any. there was no exchange of numbers. sigh.

i am applying for target [tar-shei] today. wish me luck. monica too.

i like long car rides to nowhere, but im rather confused about certain events...

10:35pm: and then i go POOF
hmmmm... dark thoughts. ive thought of someone that i would really like to kiss a lot. for fun. but all i really want to do is kiss him, not go out with him. just kiss and then be friends again. strategic plot needed evil smile


actually i have a list of about 13-14 people that i would love to "lock lips with" but i definately know whos topping the list right now. evil smile la, lala.


i went paintballing today. i think next time i shall wear a sign that says shoot me because i just dont really understand the concept of running and shooting. so i just stand there. and get shot. i had 3 people surrounding me, but yet i could not shoot a single one of them. i really dont think i shot anyone the whole time i was out there. i got grounded however. i left my psychotic 12 year old brother home alone. evil smile

well i think its funny.

12:02pm: january 31... dun dun dun
so my music was really loud earlier. i was vacuuming (yes i vacuumed the whole house, yay for actually getting something done) so i had it up loud enough to be heard. well one of the songs came on from coheed and cambria and it seriously sounded like there was a creature trying to break out of the speaker. hey that almost rhymes.. creature/speaker. it was tapping at me. very creepy.

so the day is going pretty well so far. ive already:
vacuumed the house
ran 7 miles
drank some diet coke ::wink:: very good
ab workout. 6-pack? maybe? ummm not quite.

...and later im volunteering at the old peoples home. theyre having a new years dance. i think itll be rather cute (its only like an hour from 330 to 430 so it wont get in the way of new years excitement... HA).

what shall i do for new years? that has yet to be decided.

my coke is good. yum. and so is my new music. i got 6 new cds yesterday--> 3 from amazon, 2 from Zia, and kyle burned me coheed and cambria, which i like a lot.

hmmmm hmmmm.

7:50pm: yay japanese technology
so ive given up on trying to learn pool. yes, pool is not for me. i have decided to become the Dance Dance Revolution (DDR) master instead. yep, thats right. i am going to impress EVERYONE with my DDR skills. just watch. ive been practicing. muaha.

"GOOD LICK SPORTS" <-- smile and a wink

did i not say that new years was gonna suck majorly this year? well actually i didnt use those words. but i did prophesize major problems. all my friends are out of town.

no.

fun.

will someone rescue me from my boringness? i want to feel specail on new years for once...

1:40pm: my turn
yes, my turn to lose oodles of pounds. my mother is going to weigh LESS than me soon. this cannot be. why dont diets work for me. i need to stop eating. i just had lunch, so... no more eating from now till... lets say new years eve cause i need to eat, bc not eating could be a bad thing. but after that, no more eating. it is the bane of my existence. :) :) muaha. silly silly amy. you know its weird. i saw the lord of the rings movie last night (now im not obsessed but im still in love with LOTR because i read all the books) yes, so im in a third person mood.

i need to get my car fixed. i hadnt noticed that my bumper is shifting precariously off to the left. amy should not run into cars. silly silly. i told my dad this, and apparently we dont have any money to fix my broken bumber. im afraid to tell him that coach tate wants me to go to the doctor to get my foot looked at. i dont think we have any money for that either. does anyone know where i can get a job? my parents arent saying anything, but i know it would help the family out a lot if i got one. hmmmm.

my arms hurt from that game of pool... ;)

think non-eating thoughts...

11:46pm: BIG SMILE
im so proud of myself.

my journal looks pretty fucking awesome. you should look at it. sadly, i have not yet mastered the codes that i need to make the links look all neat. and someday i want a cool scrolly bar. someone must help me. will you help me?

please :) :)

btw, i have the format cd, and some extra songs from the ep. then again, i have nearly every cd. yay.

9:24pm: wetsuits suck
so i forgot to mention earlier my horrifying wet suit experience. while i was at the lakehouse, monica and i decided we wanted to go tubing. the water is like borderline freezing so we had to wear wetsuits. let me tell you, id like to see a really fat person trying to wear a wetsuit cause it took me a good 20 minutes to get that thing on. at least. i was so exhausted afterwards, and we didnt ever fall in the water. the wetsuit so wasnt even worth the hassle. if i make it up there again this winter.. ive decided that ill jump in the freezing ass water naked in broad daylight, before i try putting one of those fucking things on again.
in that case i better start working more on me abs. and not to mention fast for a week

so christmas is pointless. i dont even like getting presents. plus its too much time w/ my family without being able to get away. i made a bracelet. i was bored. its really pretty, ill have to show you some time. i wish someone would talk to me so i dont have to go to bed so early.

6:29pm: holidays are rather boring
my. oh. my. well the poor souls with boring families and limited social ability/(slash)connections. i apologize. because that means that holidays are no way near the highest degree of entertainment for you. but its people like us that make the fun people's lives more fun because of a factor of comparison. right?

yes.

now for some holiday cheer :)

greg ran into wall. thats really entertaining. he was already grounded however. (remember the time when greg...) i really think i need to do something about my laughing problem. people are going to start thinking theres something seriously wrong with me. if i laugh at you, i probably dont think yor're funny. i just have difficulty when i try to stop laughing. its an interesting situation....

yes.

so im skeptical about new years. it seems like a bad day to be going to my first party. thats if we make it to a party. i just have this sixth sense telling me that something shall go wrong. it cant be worse than last year though........ tuscon. family. finding a store to buy earplugs due to grandma's snoring. ridiculous.

who goes to tuscon?

yay for not being grounded. for my car stealing incident. and my freezer incident. and my very poor excuses for why ive only spent 1 out of 5 nights in my own bed...

:) :) :) oh fun

2:06pm: found it necessary to say a word about the concert
the concert was absolutely awesome. we got up so close that there was seriously like only a row of people between me and the stage. and i wasnt being killed. that was quite a good thing. no bruises after this concert. the format live.... amazing. limbeck.... cutest lead singer EVER. he reminded me of jared. which doesnt automatically mean that jared is the cutest thing ever by any means. i still must call jared as i havent talked to him in much too long. being the avid fan that i am, i was looking at the format pictures on their website and i came across a picture of nate wearing a shirt that said "copper creek chorus." copper creek is the elementary school i went to, and i know that that shirt came from my copper creek. the school wasnt around when nate would have gone to elementary school, but none the less HE WORE A COPPER CREEK SHIRT AT A CONCERT IN ARLINGTON. is that not the neato? we made it through the night despite our little mishap. monica ended up sick and hannah wasnt too happy with us and lance is probably gonna chew my head off when he gets back because of the distortion of facts that is bound to occur. but monica felt better after a while and had the time of her life. as did i. im sure kyle is going to repeat this all in his entry. hmmmm.