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5th July 2004

11:36am: ok you dont care
i m leaveing like anyone cares. i mean i thought i had friends but it seems chelsea is the only one who has been there for me lately!!!! im not saying i want every min. of every day with everyone but no one has even really seemed to care. im really hurt i mean i fell just crappy. im not saying im all wonderful and i do only right but i call everyone im the one who makes planes no one else calls and ask if they want to hang out or just talk. ill let you know some day when you want to be around me i wont care. i really wont cause i can only chase after people for so long and not get sick of it. i just im so sad. you probly dont care and probly or not reading this any of this but im getting it off my chest. i just wish for once people were wanting to be with me not me wanting to be with them thats the only reson i have friends cause i chase after people. if i acted like you guys i would never have friends. but you are all wonderful people and you make people like you. i cant do that i dont have that kinda power but i wish some of you would stop and think that you would make someone, anyone very happy if you called them just once. people like that people like to be chased its human nature. i hope you all think about this. This is going to be my last entry i see no point it wright in this fucking thing any more. if you want to know whats going on in my life (i dont think you do) you have to find another way. sorry if that is just to hard for you!
Current Mood: numb
10:18am: going away
im going to utah at 8am tommorow. ill miss everyone but ill check my email everyday and go on aim. see you all in aug.
for those of you how dont have my info

1st July 2004

12:09pm: fun shit
001) What time did you start this?: 12:09

002) Name?: cassie wilder

003) Date of birth?: 5-19-90

004) Sex?: female

005) Height?: 5'9" or 6'

006) Eye color?: green or blue not sure

007) Weight?: dont want to say

008) Location?: lost in my mind

009) Where were you born?: Las Vegas, NV

012) Do you have crush on someone?: many

013) Do you have a bf/gf?: nope

015) How long have you been together?

016) What are you wearing right now?: black and white t-shirt&wet seal pants

017) Would you have sex before marriage?: sure

018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? sad to say yess. it was a sub and he was really young

019) Are you a virgin?: yes

020) Do you smoke?: yes

021) Do you drink?: not much

022) Are you ghetto?: sure

023) Are you a player?: no

024) What are your favorite colors?: black

025) What is your favorite animal?: horses

026) Do you have any birthmarks?:none i know of

027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:no

028) Who are your best friends?: chelsea sam and danielley

029) Have you ever beat someone up?: had a dream i did

031) Have you ever been slapped?: thanx to sam, many times

032) Do you get online a lot?: ya

033) Are you shy or outgoing?: both

034) Do you shower?: ya i love water

035) Do you hate school?: fuck ya

036) Do you have a social life?: a tiny one

037) How easily do you trust people?: ya

038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: ya

039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: yep

040) Would you ever sky dive?: fuck ya

041) Do you like to dance?: no

068) Have you ever been out of state?: ya

069) Do you like to travel?: yes

071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: ya 5 days

071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?:ya

073) Are you a brat?: ya

074) Have you ever been dumped?: dont think so

076) What's your favorite drink?:amp.

077) Do you like Snapple?: not really

078) Do you drink a lot of water?: ya

079) What toothpaste do you use?: crest

080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?:no

081) Do you have a curfew?: depends

082) Who do you look up to?: gene wilder

083) Are you a role model?: no

085) What name brand do you wear the most?: all kinds

086) what kind of jewelry do you wear?:all kinds

087) What do you have pierced?: ears

088) What do you want pierced?:alot of places

089) Do you like taking pictures?: ya

090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: when i look good ya

091) Do you have a tan?: nooooo

092) Do you get annoyed easily?: yes

093) Have you ever started a rumor?: yes

094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: no

095) Do you have your own pool?: ya

096) Do you have any siblings?: 1sis

097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: i like to see guys in both;)

098) Have you ever been played?: nope

099) Have you ever played someone?: no

100) Do you get along with your parents?: kinda

102) How do you vent your anger?: cry

103) Have you ever run away?: when i was like 4

104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no

105) Do you even have a job?: not right now

106) Do you daydream a lot?: ya

107) Do you have a lot of ex’s?: no

108) Do you run your mouth?: yes

109) What do you want a tattoo of?: lots of stars and a fairy and your name on my ass

110) What do you have a tattoo of?: not one yet

111) What are your favorite flowers?: what ever looks good dried

112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: sexy

113) What does your most recent crush look like?: any guy with nice hair

115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: ?

116) Are you rude?: sad to say very

117) What was the last compliment you received?: that I was to moody and i copy chelsea

118) Do you like getting dirty?: sure

119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie

120) Are you flexible?: alittle

121) What is your heritage?: no idea

123) What does your hair look like right now?: messy

124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: ya

125) When was your last real heartbreak?: when my cat died

126) Describe your looks?: fat. crappy blond hair and hundreds of freckles

127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: purple

128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: ya

129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yep

130) When was the last time you were drunk?: last month

131) When was the last time you went on a date?: depends on what ya call a date

132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?:...

133) Have you ever given?: ....

134) Have you ever received?: .....

135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: tried

136) Do you have one now?: no

137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: i dont know

138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: ya

140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: mom

141) Do you cry a lot?: im a baby

142) Do you ever cry to get your way? to get out of trouble

143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my big toe(i hate my big toe)

144) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: ya

145) Are you the romantic type?: ya

146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: ya

147) What do you like most about your body?: elbow

148) What do you like least about your body?: everything else

150) When was the last time you threw up?: month or 2 ago

151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?i like all colors

152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: big ass chucks

153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: to much flab on me

154) What about cleavage?: ya

156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: no

157) Have you ever been fucked up?: what do you mean by that?

158) What color are your underwear right now?: red

159) What theme does your room have?: fairies

160) What size shoe do you wear?: 8 1/2

161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: none

162) What is your screen name on AIM?: xprinceadamsgrlx

163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: if it was that bad

164) How are you feeling right now?: bla

165) When was the last time you were at a party?: not sure

166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: .....

167) What do you sleep in?: the nude

168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: i think so

169) What is one of your bad qualities?: very very very moody

170) What is one of your good qualities? ill try most any thing

171) Would you marry for money?: not sure

172) What do you drive?: nothing

173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: mom, my dad dosent like me

174) When was the last time you cried in school?: long time ago

175) Do you wear Chucks?: ya

176) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: if i had a nice body i would do it for free

177) What time are you finishing this?: 12:34 pm
11:44am: hey
man yesterday i fell off my horse pretty hard. i hurt my back and my ass really bad. now i hurt and stuff. poop. i miss danielley! i hope i get to see her before i go.hung w/cc. fun fun. well thats it. have a great day turds!
Current Mood: naughty
Current Music: Fear of Dying-Jack off Jill

29th June 2004

6:02am: HEY FUCKERS!!!!
had a great time last night. i got to see my sexy chelsea but then she ditched me. hung w/sammy!!!!! im so happy i got to see chelsea, sammy, and andrew!!!!!!!best night ever. sammy and i tried to play with sparklers. but it was really windy. i had a great time!!!!!! im leaveing on the 6th. fun fun fun. i cant wait. i have a lesson at 8am crazy. but its going to be my last one. well love ya guys.
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: i dont believe in love-queensryche

23rd June 2004

3:08am: awsome
my lesson was awsome this morrning!!!!! it rocked. i did so good. i know it kinda sounds bad of be being proud of myself but i am. i did everything right! i jumped a line. and a fence like 4 time!!!!: D go me. then came home a took a nap. im really sleepy now!well hope all of your guys days are going great!
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: Jane's Addiction-been caught stealing

20th June 2004

1:08am: hey
i miss danielle already! someone call me i need to get out of the house. i did go shopping. i like it. what a shock. thats all i have been doing is shopping. it fun but i want to see some people. well i hope cc is ok!gosh get better. Im going to utah on the 6th. fun fun. well hope your all haveing fun with your dads today
Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: ac/dc- back in black

14th June 2004

4:35am: crap
crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap ect. that is what i feel like right now and all day. like a big steamy pile of shit!fuck everything fuck life i fucking hate it all. god damn!
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: garage song-weezer

13th June 2004

7:06am: friday night
i had an awsome time friday night. i got buzzed hung out with some really really cool people. saturday at 8:07 sucked ass. my mom caught me. and all this outher stuff. poop on a scoop. i dont get to hang out with people afterschool. and no sleep overs for the whole summer.grrr. well as my mom and dad were yelling i had a ting hang over i was to messed up to yell back. well i hope all your guys weekend turned out better than mine

9th June 2004

11:48am: happy
im happy. this song makes me so giddy!i needed some giddyness.and danielleys mom is going to fix me up for the dance i SOOO happy. i have no idea what i'd do if she didnt help me!i saw chelsea!!!!!!yeah. and im just dancey. cause this song is cute and my kitten is just the cutest thing to walk the earth. she was playing w/the keyboard!!!so cute. well i go back to school. yeah im so board im about to hang my self!but yeah i get to see people!im happy. hope all you are to.
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Accidentally in Love!

6th June 2004

5:32pm: 3 more days off losers!!!
yep i got in poop on thursday!!!lol i come back thursday!im really happy but over the 5 days i have off i have to clean really really good like i have to move stuff and i have to work out side!!!!how crazy?well not much is going on. im going to the dance so everyone who is reading this must go!cause if i am so are you. ive been working out. i hope im getting thinner. highly unlikely!!!!i hate seeing nick Blam i just do, so lucky me got to see hime on wednesday AND thursday!!!grrrrrrrrrrr. but hay unless he comes to my house i wont see him for sure for 3 days. well i got cigs from my lover brandikins!!!!thanx thanx.well love you all. call me i have no other idea whats going on in your lifes right now!
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: the vocies in my head

28th May 2004

6:31am: i dont know. . .
in the past 2 days i have smoked 4 whole cancer sticks, by myself!!!!!!!! man did my throt hurt.Yeah i was at the movies right out side smokeing then guess who pulls up.....raymond and his slutty ass gf. what ever suck her. raymond is moveing. good i dont care for that butt monkey anyway. i found out one of my friends (not going to name any names) now shoots up!!!!this is like a person everyone loves. i mean i know she smokes pot but she can smoke that all she wants but this stuff man thats drugs that can kill you fast. i dont want her to get hurt!!!!!yeah so then all this stuff is happening w/ sarah and her mom. i just i need to go out for a smoke or something.
p.s. any one who can get me cig.s please email me. ill pay you if you want. (
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: none:(

24th May 2004

8:19am: went rideing
it was ok. my legs hurt really bad. well i dont think that jordans new girlfriend is really really pretty. but shes not ugly she just kinda . . . . i dont know you think of something for me. well i get to hang w/chelsea after school!!!!yeah!!!!im very happy. i would dance right now but my bum hurts. well i dont want brandi to get into a fight cause she will be bye bye and then i'll cry. well i have to go. (i'm going to wake up early and make pancakes!!!)(go me)
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: sadly im not

23rd May 2004

1:31am: fun
hung w/daniellely!!!thanks again for the ice cream!!!!!!!!we saw the HOTTEST guy ever!!!!!!!!!!!!good he was hot. holy moly!!chelsea is pissed at me for smokeing!!!!i dont know what to think of that. well i just talked to eden on the phone. she kinda reminds me of cc. well thats about it. love you lots

12th May 2004

6:46pm: HIM yet again makeing me horny
hey supper day. i stole jordans hand cuffs (i know kinky, right? i was very turned ON!) then my mom was yelling but then she got cool about them. so we had to go to the store so i wore a slutty black shirt and i hung the and cuffs off the back. it was so funn. all these old people were looking. so not going to school on friday. going camping. fun fun. hey i get to hang w/ sarah! i love her so much!!!!!!Yeah so thats about all the fun. i didnt see chelsea much. cry cry.well im just setting here wanting to hump ville!!!!
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: buried alive by love-HIM

11th May 2004

6:14am: H.I.M makes me horny
today was great. not much happened but i liked it. i saw chelsea!!! i love chelsea so much. She is the one who made me listen to HIM and now i am thankful. well thats about all!!!!!!!
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: soul on fire-HIM

1st May 2004

1:38am: im just chillen
hope your guys weekend rocks the pants off your socks

30th April 2004

10:59am: fun
well i'm not at school and danielle is not calling me. we were going to hang. yesterday was fun. we danced and played smoke on the water. prank called some people. like tj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!best thing ever. talk to jon m.!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!well hope your fridays were great. and remember: keep your penis plump!!!!

28th April 2004

3:38am: sso board
im at some ladies house. what fun what fun. Im going to cry brandi got in SO MUCH TROUBLE!!!!!!im gona cry. gosh. her mom hates me. cause chelsea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1sticky fingers. thats her new name. lol. well i dont know what else to say. so luv you all
Current Mood: geeky

23rd April 2004

6:26am: plz god plz
plz let my dad say yes to the concert!!!!!!i want to go really bad. i got some new clothes. fun fun well i hope all your guys weekends rock
Current Mood: hopeful

22nd April 2004

6:19am: school
it was ok. no one was there. but thats was ok cause it was nice. and we had to go see some band so the classes weren't as long. i stayed after school to presant my sci. project. cause im a lose and i HATE talking in that class. i wish i didnt have that class. but oh well its almost over. i finished ALL my work all my homework and makeup work from a long time ago. well i hope everyone had a good day
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: blueside-rooney

18th April 2004

6:53am: school on monday.ekkkk
i did NOTHIGN! all spring break. i hung w/sammy alot that rocked my socks then the pants off my socks. kenzie gave me these really cool happy bunny things. they rocked it was like a energy drink and some cookies. hey i do know how to put pics on my journal. will someone help?

17th April 2004

4:34am: crap
i feel like crap. crap crap crap crap crap!!!!!!! but what ever i just. i really dont know what to do. im stuck. i cant do anything. god i just want to die. i went outsode so i could go and cry. then my dada started to talk to me then i shewed him away so i cold get back to feeling like crap then my dad goes "hey raymond" "hey dave". GOD! i was crying really loud to cause i thought no one was out side.crap. well hope all you guys are happy

15th April 2004

7:45am: yep
i have nothing better to do but be on the puter while everyone is haveing an awsome spring break. i sit. then i get yelled at for sitting and then when i ask to go some where these dumb butt people (not nameing any names) so i cant!!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrr. so i was bumed this morring the i went to go get something at target. i saw my love pasliy!!!! and robert was with her. i started turning really red cause i looked like poop in a draw. then i went to the gym. i found out i lost some body fat. and i lost. . . . .dum . . .. Dum. . . .. DUm. . . . . DUM DUM. . . .2" OFF MY HIPS!!!!!oh yeah!!!!i know it dosent sound like alot but it is to i was happy for alittle while. then i was talking to my mom trying to talk her into letting me die the bottom half of my hair black. then she fliped (AGAIN)!!!!! i dont know about my whole no banges. if you've seen the new jet music video "cold hard bitch" i think the bar tender is really pretty. i want that kinda hair but shorter and with the black underneath. danielle do you think your mom will do it for me? just die not cut or anything. but i feel like poop again. cause i feel ugly. grrrrrrrr on being ugly. then daniellely all im so pretty(she dosent say it but she knows in side she knows)(dont lie danielle you know).well love all you pretty people!
the ugly one

14th April 2004

12:50pm: POOP!
i'm really bumed. i don't know why i just feel like shit. maybe im still upset about my lesson that i blew? poop. i want to feel happy today. dont you hate it when your bumed and you dont want to be so you get even more bumed (or is that just me?) I hope everyone else is feeling better that me :)
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