Charisma

Lazy days [04 Sep 2003|04:53pm]

[ mood | awake ]

[ music | Audioslave ]

:; Steps out of her room, stretching her arms over her head. Just got done with Donovan, who yet again needed to be cradled into a nap, after hours and hours of endless sobbing and bawling. Rubbed her eyes; fluttering them open, and glided across the floor over to her computer. Cracked her fingers, sliding them over to her mug of hot coffee -- which yes, she tended to drink in the middle of the day. She's a new mother so what did you expect?; Sipping it as she waited for ``Blurty.com`` to load. ;:

It's been a while, I figured before Sarah sent out the search party and sent a mass amount of messages to my answering machine yet again I'd show myself. I've been kind of preoccupied and un-talky. Sorry about that. I went to the ``Open Range`` premiere with my niece on the 8th. It was nice I guess, and it made her happy so that's better. She's kind of my practice for when Donovan gets to be that age. :; Shrugs her shoulders ;: Who knows, maybe I'll let Donovan be Sarah's practice for her baby. But.. then again.. why would I let Sarah practice on anything of mine. I happen to value Donovan's life so I think that may be a bad plan. We'll see.

I see Eliza and Michelle are here. And Aly is back. You girls need to stop disappearing, I have to stay then you do too! I called Eliza and we talked for a while. Since she's in Canada with her show we can't really hang out, but it was good to talk to her again. It's great to talk to all of my costars really.. which makes a girl wonder WHERE MISS HOLLY MARIE COMBS IS. :; Coughs ;: The woman hounds me to update but then disappears herself.

Oh, and this icon is new. It's from the new thing I did with Maxim. I went back to the brown with my hair; I know you all loved it blonde -- hint the sarcasm -- but this picture is from right before I went back to that, so it's still blondish. I like it though. As if this paragraph was actually needed, but, hey, my post right? Since I'm on a random thing, where is Mr. Nicky Brendon? Did he just fall off the face of the earth?

:; Her attention was abruptly drawn to the side, as Donovan had yet again awoken and started crying. She sighed slightly, rubbing the back of her tense neck. Shifted in her seat, going back to her update ;: Ok, looks like I have to cut this one short. I'll catch you all later. :; Quickly posts, walking back into her room. ;:

( OOC ;x )

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;-* [20 Aug 2003|08:45pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

Happy Birthday James!

:-*

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See Charisma Update [17 Aug 2003|01:27pm]

[ mood | awake ]

:; Yawns, limbering her fingers over her keyboard, stretches for a moment; gazing over at Damians crib, then back to the screen, trying to figure out how to start.. yet again ;:

So, ``See Jane Date`` aired lastnight, with me and Holly on Fox Family. I don't know if anyone caught it, but I decided to watch it. I miss hanging out with Holly all the time on set. We were supposed to 'reek havoc' but I haven't been around much lately, which i'm sorry for, i'll be around more though just for you ;). Well and other people but you know alot for you. This update is already going no where.

Angel started filming in the end of July, which kinda makes a girl nostalgic. I wonder why David doesn't have a journal. Hm, well he should get his ass in gear because I miss him and i'm sure Sarah would agree that he needs to be here. Speaking of people coming here, Vinnie finally showed up. I didn't get the chance to welcome him in the welcome wagon or anything and i'm far too lazy to welcome him in one of his posts so i'll just do it here. Welcome Vinnie.

I told Sarah i'd take her out soon but I haven't gotten the chance, which is sad because we need to do some pre-baby things, and get her some clothes for when she starts showing. She'll still look like a twig but she just needs an excuse to get new clothes; and I just need an excuse to go shopping so deal with it.

I really don't know what else to say right now, i'm not really in an `Update Mood` if you will, so i'll just stop here.

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Ms Combs [09 Aug 2003|06:29pm]

[ mood | groggy ]

Ok, well, normally i'd hold out an update until atleast a couple more days. But it seems to be Ms. Holly Marie Combs mission to get me to post, so here I am, posting for her. :;Snorts slightly, giggling;: Happy Holly? Your very own Chari-post. ;) The only issue here is I haven't had much to post about.

James and I are doing fine -- much to the dismay of many of you, i'm assuming. I've been lurking quite alot though, so it's been hard to talk to many people. Not like I would anyways. I'm not big on the IMing random strangers, it just doesn't work for me. Maybe if I practice. Or.. not.

I talked to Sarah the other day, we plan on going out.. or doing something. I'm gonna help her organize when she gets later into her pregnancy; since i've been there and done that. She seems so mcuh more giddy than she was before, you've got a glow girl ;) :;Swears I haven't been watching too many TV commercials;: But no, really, it's great for her, i'm happy she's all 'on cloud 9'.

And back to Ms Holly. We need to get together also and reek some havoc upon the poor innocent people in LA. Or any city for that matter. >:D

I've been getting things more situated with my ex husband. I want to give him more time to spend with Donovan, I feel bad that due to conflicting schedules things haven't been smoothed out enough for us to sit down and talk about it. And to clarify, it's not that I don't trust him with Donovan -- I mean, it's his son for crying out loud, I know what he'd do for him. I just don't trust him relationship wise, and I don't plan on with holding privileges with his son from him, at all.

Someone should stop me from listening to all of this 'emoish' music. I came across some old CDs from god knows where and haven't been able to put them down, oops.

:;Yawns slightly, stretching. Took a sip from a cup that she had sitting on her desk as she contemplated writing more about certain things.. which seemed to be obvious, but didn't feel the need to go hostile; all that needed to be said and done had.. she shrugged it off, putting the cup down; smacking her mouse to the update button;:

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-.- [01 Aug 2003|03:37pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

:;Grumbles slightly, pushing her hair back some, trying to limber her fingers along the keyboard -- although calm is pretty much the farthest from what she is at the moment;:

It's not like I "have to" justify myself to you, but the fact of the matter is i'd rather take the time to do that then to have you fucking spreading lies all over the place; since NONE of you know the whole truth, there should be no god damn reason for you saying shit about it.

And we all know i'm talking about the James thing, so don't get all stupid on me. The truth is, it's not just me and James fucking behind Eliza's back, ok? We only even had sex one time. I'm not saying that means I did nothing wrong but I am saying that to stop the stupid ass "Chari is a sex fiend that seduced James" thing. Because that's not true, not how it happened, that has nothing to do with it. James and I have known eachother for 6 years, so it's not like that with us. Ok? Christ. We didn't even think about a relationship, because I got married and he was with Eliza. Then my husband and myself filed for divorce, and he told me that things were going bad with Eliza. I was not there to make things worse >:o It wasn't a "Lets seduce James so he will break it off with her thing". And I didn't even know they were engaged, it just kind of never came up? That's not the point, the point is he told me he was going to leave her before we even DID ANYTHING, then a while went by and that is when we had sex, not the first fucking night I got here. Unlike some people I don't just jump in the sack with anyone, it means more to me than that >:o. And the day Eliza came on, I wasn't expecting it, and I figured James had told her; then he told me he hadn't, and the nice awkward moment there was great. And then it got blurted out before I even had thing enough to think of how to tell her. So fuck off, ok?

:;Reads over the update, furrowing her brows; smacking the update button without thinking it over or redoing anything, satisfied with the amount of "angst";:

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Ehehe [25 Jul 2003|05:18pm]

[ mood | drained ]

[ music | NIN __ The Perfect Drug ]

:;Rolls her shoulders back, yawning. Limbers her digits a bit, trying to get ready to be update gal, or atleast be more than Sarah ;x;:

So, i've not been one with the socialness lately. That's kind of a lie isn't it? I've been online but I don't IM people. Oops bad Chari. Sarah thinks it's nice to link me to fifty different chats each second. It's ok though I just die in the chats anyways. I mean hi Sarah I pay so much attention to them like woah. Ehehe. Yeah; if you all didn't read her update -- which you should have; she's havin' alittle baby. She kept telling me she wished it would be like Donovan; but i'm sure hers will be just as great, because it's the child of Gellar so how can it not be? ~~And plus the father of hers is going to stick around~~.

I did go shopping with her. And can we say 'addict'? The woman tried on every piece of everything in every store. Then we went to go look at maternity stuff. She'll be the sexiest pregnant lady on the block ;). And then we looked at more things she plans on coming back and trying on god knows how many more times after she has the baby. Who knows maybe it'll be a girl and her and Donovan can grow up and get married and have little children of their own. :;Laughs;: that's probably one of the scariest things ever. A Gellar + Carpenter child. Well except if it's mine and Sarah's ;-*

That's bound to bring up some topics. Don't go speading things around now. Like i'm sure you all have been about.. other subjects. Well, not all, but come on now; i'm not completely oblivious. I'm not hiding anything either, it's not like it's a "big bad secret". :;Shrugs her shoulders lightly, shaking her head;: probably because i'm not ashamed. I'm doing what I want to do, and it's not hurting anyone that wouldn't have gotten hurt anyways. It was bound to happen, and none of you know what is going on "behind the scenes" so i'd appreciate it if the shit talking stopped until you know what is going on, atleast.

:;Blinks at her screen;: Wow, that kind of turned sour pretty quick. I think i'll end this here before I get hostile or something inappropriate like that..

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Hee [23 Jul 2003|09:14am]

[ mood | happy ]

Today is the best day on the calendar :;Beams;:

Only 'cause it's my birthday BUT STILL..

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Don't know how she gets by.. [20 Jul 2003|10:55pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | Sevendust __ Xmas day ]

:;Scurries over to the internet, pulling up this journalmabob quickly, logging in; getting ready to update. Shifts around in her seat, waiting for the page to load, wondering how she'll start off this time;:

Well, I figured i'd just on the updating bandwagon before Sarah decided to start with the 6am calls again. She swre she'd stop but you never know, never could trust her. After all she did wear purple boots, so, I have little faith. Just kidding Sarah, you know I love you.. most of the time ;) You need an icon of us that way people can be like "Wow, Buffys had the banging chicks" .. or something. Eventhough i'm a mom. I'm a hot mom ok. Really, no really look at my layout. That's hot. Like fire even.

Speaking of which, i've been taking care of Donovan all by my lonesome lately. Damian and I are still in the process of divorce, almost there, which is sad.. but a relief at the same time. It's just not there for us anymore :;Rolls her shoulders back, shrugging;: So what are you gonna do? :;Shakes her head;: hopefully that will be over and done with soon. I love Donovan though, he's the best thing in my life right now, and I don't think I would ever be the same without him.

I have to admit, though, it would be nice to get back to work. I only have one or two guest appearances on "Angel" scheduled and after that it's just me and my baby. I like to keep active, though, so it's going to be tough not doing anything for a while. It's all for the best though, I understand that. :;Nods;:

And before I forget, I got a chance to catch up with James today. We win. You lose. o_o

xo Chari

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Wow. An Update. [17 Jul 2003|11:44pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

[ music | Alanis __ Head over Feet ]

Sorry about that kids. I forgot I had this thing. I love it when peo ple call me up at 6 in the morning to let me know I need to do this thing. Stupid West Coast time. ::rubs her eyes a bit::

Raising a child on your own is tough. Yes, I am a single mother. I have a son, Donovan. Whom I gave birth to on March 24th. He's my little boy. My bundle of joy. I love him with all my heart and soul. His father and I -- my soon to be ex-husband (whom was my longterm boyfriend) Damian Hardy, are in the process of getting a divorce.

::she frowned for a moment. blinking back a few tears:: It's been kind hard. Raising a child that looks so much like the person that betrayed you, the person whom you loved for the longest time. But... yea', I'm getting by. I guess.

Also, about my situation with 'Angel'. I haven't completely left the show. I'm taking time to be with my son.. and I'll be around. Yet it'd be like how Tony did with 'Buffy', I'll do guest appearances. I also agree with Emmers that Nicky, David, Marc, and Tony need journals. I also think that cute little guy who played Andrew... ::she arched a brow slight:: Tom Lenk, I think his name was.. should get a journal. Having pretty much the entire 'Buffy' and 'Angel' gangs around here, would be a refreshing thing to see. Being that 'Buffy' is over and all. ::she laughed a bit:: I think I shall stop this rambling, to spare whomever is actually reading this from death from boredom ;]

xo Chari

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