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[08 Jan 2009|08:51pm] |

i'm more of a player than any guy i know
my mentality is so not normal for a girl. i just broke up with my boyfriend because i couldn't stand that i couldn't hook up with anybody i wanted and party whenever i wanted. i hate relationships so much. i'd rather have a fuck buddy than have a boyfriend.
i mean i'm really really happy..but i feel kinda bad about myself at the same time.
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[07 Jan 2009|07:05pm] |
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i hate doing anything for school. with all my heart. i really want to quit, but then i will feel like a failure, my parents will kill me. but i dont want it no more, i hate hate hate hate homework and making an effort.
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| post secret. :) |
[04 Jan 2009|03:00pm] |
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| from the mixed cds my fiance made me |
[03 Jan 2009|11:59am] |
ILY Robert Bailey!!
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And Im wondering what youre dreaming Wondering if its me youre seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God were together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever [[[I dont wanna miss a thing- Aerosmith]]]]
You never said you were perfect, but you always were to me. Loving you was always worth it, cause You see so much in me. And when I'm down, you're there to lift me. You come around, when I need a friend. And no one loved me like you do, Unconditional and true. You're the shoulder that I've always known And the hand that says I'm not alone More than myself, I love you more than life itself! [[[[More Then Life Itself-Kelly Osborne]]]]
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you [[[Dear God- Avenged 7x]]]]
why does tonight, have to end? why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and i. [[[Tiger Lily- Matchbook Romance]]]]]
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer Do you know you’re unlike any other? You’ll always be my thunder, and I said Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors I don’t wanna ever love another You’ll always be my thunder So bring on the rain And bring on the thunder [[[Thunder-Boys Like Girls]]]]
Future Mrs. Robert Bailey!!!! August 15 2009!!
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[03 Jan 2009|03:39pm] |
Ok, basically I've only ever has an orgasm during missionary. I guess it's because his pelvis hits my clitoris. Does anyone else have trouble cumming when they're on top or on doggy? Do you know why that is? Can you please give some good advice. The sex is really good, its just such a shame that its just not happening.
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| He bought me..... |
[02 Jan 2009|01:48pm] |
A STAR!!!!! HES SOOOO AMAZING!! AND HE MADE ME 4 MIXED CDS THAT ARE THE MOST AMAZING COMBINATIONS OF SONGS. I'LL POST THE SONG LISTS LATER WITH SOME LYRICS I LOVE HIM SOOO FLIPPING MUCH AND I CANT WAIT UNTIL WE ARE FINALLY MARRIED!! AHHH I LOVE HIM
FUTURE MRS BAILEY!!!
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[01 Jan 2009|11:32pm] |

Mine and my boyfriends new years resolution is to quit smoking. Im sure it will be a lot easier to have someone by your side supporting each other. Im worried that one of us is going to crack, which will cause the other to start up again.
..I dont want to let myself down, or him. ..And i dont want him to let me down.
any suggestions!?...any would be greatly appreciated..good remedies for quitting!?
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[28 Dec 2008|01:16pm] |

Somebody wanna tell me what is wrong with this picture?
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[28 Dec 2008|07:58am] |
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I'm going to college next fall. I'm sick of not having an answer when they ask that dreaded question: "So, just what are you doing now?" I've thrown 3 years of my life down the drain, not doing a damn thing, but smoking it up. Ugh, when did I become some stoner without drive or motivation. Who the hell have I become? I'm an intelligent girl. Very moral, good head on her shoulders... When did my path become so deviated from my fellow classmates? The same classmates who voted me "Most Likely to Succeed".
I'm ready to grow up and take responsibility for myself. With the economy so bad, I still need to find a good paying job.
Well, I have 10 months to better myself, so I can focus on school; let's not waste it, girlie...
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