Mandie's Day

Saturday, June 14, 2003

2:14PM - Long Time... NO see.

Hey Journal... It has been so long since I have been in here....I don't know why I haven't written really.... I guess just been to busy... And I haven't been on the computer that much lately either.... Oh well.... I have spent a lot of time with my friends and with my grandmother...I would rather be doing that then on here all the time... Well my computer broke...So until I get a video card...I have to use my mothers computer... ANd that really isn't a lot of fun... But hey?... What more can I do... Know what I mean?.. Heh... Well I did date Brandon for about a week... That didn't last..... I think God has something more planned for me... I don't see why that would have happened unless he wants something better for me... Although Brandon is a great friend still... Hehehe...I love to spend time with the kid... He is great... I got to see him, Kevro, Angie, Wardicus, and other people last night... It was really good to see them...I miss those guys so much... Well seeing how I don't live in Norwalk.. Yeah.... That would prevent me from seeing them... lol.... Then God is doing wonderful things in my life agian.. I mean it is amazing all of the stuff he has done... When in doubt... Give it to God... He will know what to do and how to make it happen.... I just wish I could be closer with Him.... I know I can do it... I need His help on a lot of stuff and He knows it.... The more I read the Bible.. The more I love God... I get so intrigued with it... I love it... Hehehe... OH well... I did spend some one on one time with Nate last night... Talking about stuff... He helps so much... I love talking to that kid... He is the greatest... ya know.. I would love to marry Nate or someone like him... Although I wouldn't tell him that... I guess it is all in God's timing on what he has in store for us... I really need to get back in the habit of reading my Bible, praying everyday, and worshiping the Lord... It will happen... It just needs to be now.... Well I am out of here for now...I have some things to do...Talk to you later journal...And it won't be so long..... lol.

Current mood: sick
Current music: None...Amazing...I know.
(Attempt Suicide)
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