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[23 Aug 2005|11:41am] |
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Dinner at 6 - Bamboo |
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my biggest crushie right now is...Nathan Azarcon
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[12 Jun 2005|11:17am] |
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I want you - Savage Garden |
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Got a freaking fever for almost a week and I am so damn happy I survived those bed-ridden nights hahaha. I still got this bitter taste that I hate.
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Who ever knows any band who is looking for a vocalist? Contact me!
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[14 May 2005|02:10am] |
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The First Time -Robin Beck |
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It is really uncomfortable when the whole team knows your crush. To the point that they will make horrible noises and call your name out loud when your crush passes by. Believe it or not my sup dragged my crush from the pantry introduced him to me and added " she have a crush on you". Damn feels like I wanted to hide inside the screen of the computer that time. It is so obvious and now he knows. What iritates me is the feeling of being back in high school having this high school crush. I am trying to act normal. Never thought that he also have the same name of my ex. Hello many guys have such name haha. Anyways, I dunno the time we were introduced the more I see him. Dang, this feels so weird! I hope I can know him more.
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| never felt this empty |
[07 May 2005|01:54am] |
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Used to love you - John Legend |
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geez...it's hard to feel this emptiness. I can say I am better now not like last month that I can't even stop a tear from dropping while I am taking a call. Let's stop the drama hehehe
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Never tried to asked a guy out but been thinking about it...What do you think?
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| Weeee! |
[22 Apr 2005|08:58pm] |
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My Immortal - Evanescence |
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I have met  br0wn_c0w !!!!! weird pa ang scene ..bomb threat pa lol. Ewan ko ba of all the buidling in ortigas yung sa amin pa ang napagdiskitahan. Our buidling needs reconstruction itich?! Wag naman sana.
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I'm nervous, anytime this week I will see my crush. In situation like this I can feel the emptiness... longiness...I always felt committed likas na martyr lang siguro I'll learn for sure. At least I have more time for myself. Sometimes I wish there would be some divine intervention
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| 27 degrees and rising |
[09 Apr 2005|04:52pm] |
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Through the fire- Chaka Khan |
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I haven't watched American Idol..I heard Nikko smith was booted out. Anthony Federov what on earth is keeping you in the contest huh?? lol sorry for those who like him but his performance was dreadful. Imagine him singing climb ever mountain grrr....how I wish he will have an offer as Peter Pan or Harry Potter just please don't let him sing!!!!!....okay I'll stop there.
Constantine...as what i thought may tinatago papalang baraha ang mokong. I love his performance totally unforgettable. It is still early to say but if American audience based their votes on previous perfomances, favorites, etc. then the one who will win have the A to X factor haha =P, charm, have some originality and have unforgettable performances. Mukhang lalake ang mananalo....
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I am so nervous....Monday na final interview ko after shift pa....
Getting hot in here!
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My dreams are bugging me lately. I had dream of this guy, prolly I am just comfortable with, he is always there while I stroll certain places and even meet other guys (I know for real). The setting was I am having a date with a guy and this other seem to pop out from nowhere.Weird
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| Stressful week |
[30 Mar 2005|06:27pm] |
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Caught up - Usher |
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I really need to have a "break" this weekend lol. Feels this week had been a month, if you know what I mean. I had undergone 2 consecutive interviews almost to the point that I sweat in front of them. Why??? I lack sleep, completely tired that day, to the point of hearing the creepy sound in my stomach I can hear it more than the questions. Good thing I made it to the final interview..still being scheduled for that >.< Wish me luck.
My back is hurting right now!!! It's just weird ya know my back hurts after an hour infront of a computer surfing the net but imagine I am taking calls 40 hours/week in front of a computer but I can't feel such pain.
Seems I am missing something...a hobby I believe
PRESEA, where are you????? paramdam ka naman. =P
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[20 Mar 2005|06:28pm] |
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Sinaktan mo puso ko -Michael V. |
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A forwarded email that reminded me of such pain I am going through right now. It that goes like this:
"No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry...
Don't waste your time on a man, who isn't willing to waste their time on you...
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful...."
Ouch tagos siya hanggang bituka ha!!!! It's hard but I have no choice but to move on and find the one who could really make me happy....
I am trying to find some humor even it hurts so much.
Tutulo na luha ko umurong bigla napakaganda naman kasi ng background music
"Sinaktan mo puso ko, tinadtad mo ng kutsilyo....
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| the old feeling...the old me |
[12 Feb 2005|03:08pm] |
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Bright Lights- Billy Crawford |
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Another person that I became close with will leave the country this week....It seems the past few years in my life people come and go like a revolving door. If it is death visiting my relatives it could be the same ol phrase "I'm leaving the country...." No wonder I am used with the same scenario like it is just a never ending cycle. No wonder I am not that too chummy, I have this wall that they interpret as I am intimidating. It is like the Adlerian theory that one's personality could have been influenced by past relationships with significant people. I believe it is only that I am so at ease with myself. I have flaws so who cares?
I spend a day with her as we both stared at a big serving of noodles, started talking about certain mumbo jumbo about random people at work. Alas, the topic of being contented been opened up I never even saw it coming. Flashes just came to me of persons who I encounter telling me of their ambitions in life. Most of them are telling about what the future will be for them...it annoys me if they could either feel worthless or so damn futuristic they even plan how to die with lotsa money. My friend just made me realize I am not thinking like a 22 year old happy-go-lucky girl that I am but a 27 year old gutsy woman who just suddenly realize that it is just a matter of being contented that will make people truly happy. At that moment it felt I am talking to myself, it just felt weird. I had always been happy when I was a little girl and the same old feeling just comes back day by day.
Right now all I can do is just wish her luck.... As for me, I'll continue what I do best just enjoy every day that comes by. Have a good breakfast, go to work early, have a reason for ending the shift right, wander in a mall, go home with a pasalubong, watch couple of fav shows/movies, take Zs and good dream. If i'm not enjoying the same routine hehehehe insert some of my favorite rituals.
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| IT WAS 22nd MY BDAY |
[26 Dec 2004|08:34pm] |
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GAh what a boring way to celebrate eh...I can't even remember how I spent it...gah I can't feel Xmas spirit neither m bday. Why??? After my shift I rushed to a mall bought xmas presents stared at the food and slept the whole day. Yay! I think I just let that day passed me by..hehehe but I can't wait to celebrate new year!!!!!! Can't wait to rushed in a bar again with my friends and just dance til the year ends!!!!!
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[15 Dec 2004|07:39am] |
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Reasons-Martita Roca |
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Natuloy kami sa Zamba! anak ng dagat ang daming nangyari...call it work ethics hehehehe Wala akong masabi sulit grabe!...nababangag lang siguro ako sa mga balita ngayon. Magbabago ako ng pic sa friendster waheheehe
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| farting itching november |
[22 Nov 2004|03:19am] |
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Going Under - Evanescense |
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I watched "El Crimen del Padre Amaro" Oh god Gael Bernal Garcia, I wanna be trained to be a nun under his supervision O.o! I was dying to watch that for years lol and thanks to Yvie I've seen it ^.^
Am I a fart machine or what?!Answer yes I can't control, it anymore....grrrr. Is there such thing as a fart treatment >.>;
Ya I'm such a snob, cold, stubborn but never thought someone can bring out the romantic side and can put up with me. Just so thankful...eventhough I am really trying hard to juggle my time with my CSR life(talking to irate customers and listen to them whine), family (housekeeper every Fri. Sat. and Sun. and instant babysitter of my 10-13-18 brothers), personal( couch potato, sleepyhead and food tripping) and my erm partner in crime and alter-ego(no comment =P ). Hehehe Superwoman in the making!!!! >.>;
I think I have a freaking allergy, my neck and arms are itching badly!!!! Is it possible to have an allergy in your own fart????
Miracles do happen.... I am thankful I am given a chance to take risks, make mistakes and learn from every experience. This year is slowing fading away...had been tough but I'm happy to say I am a survivor! LOL To early to recollect but I feel the coming month is a new year X.x!
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| Yo WAZZZUPPPPPPPP |
[30 Oct 2004|06:36am] |
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Thriller - Michael Jackson aka Mr. Zombie |
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I am alive again hehehehehe. Been busy.... to the point I don't know how to navigate blurty X.x
I don't know where to start, Undas nanaman....hahaha I don't want this year to end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ayoko pang tumanda ng isang taon I haven't toot toot and toot ya know HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAH
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| Having a hubby, scares me the most.... |
[21 Jun 2004|07:30pm] |
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Fever - Michael Buble |
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wala lang can't help but be curious...
If ever di magwork-out....
Pag-nagsawa kay Stuart na me....
Honestly, gah I don't like talking about HUBBIES you know >.>
But I know you'll wonder what type of guy I go for. Hell I am PICKY, I know I act stupid but that's just my way of starting some convo or freaking the hell out of the guy HEHEHHE...
BIG BIG SENSE of humor .....not the corny type
We ARGUE when we are in the mood to argue, sounds stupid right, but knows how to end a arguement in a comical way
Unconventional type, we can talk anything under the sun, won't be pissed off with each other's opinion
Acts silly infront of many people, but when the two are alone together, you talk as you haven't seen each other for ages
Not possessive, we can give each other some space to grow
Outgoing
and my list goes on and on....
Have I met this guy?, *shrugs* things could change in the end but it still up to one's decision of who you want to make a family and get old with.
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| here's something all Filipinos can be proud of . . . |
[16 Jun 2004|09:41am] |
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Got this from friendster:
Pinay wins it big in London
By Alfred Yuson
The Philippine Star 05/16/2004
Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year-old, Mass
Communications sophomore of University of the
Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud
Friday night by besting 59 other student
contestants from 37 countries in the 2004
International Public Speaking competition
conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in
London.
She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers
from all over the English-speaking world,
including the United States, United Kingdom and
Australia, reported Maranan.
The board of judges' decision was unanimous,
according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of
the British Broadcasting Corp. (BBC).
PATRICIA'S SHORT SPEECH WORTH READING....
( BLONDE AND BLUE EYES )
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[28 May 2004|11:54pm] |
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" The Way" -Clay Aiken |
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What more can I ask for? nothing more than...
1.) To see that my family happy together
2.) friends who can't always be there for you but you know they still care
3.) a boyfriend who always thinks about your happiness whether you're mountains apart.
4.) people who come and go like a revolving door but still manages to remember to look back
5.) a wise society who knows the right politicians to trust
6.) neighbors who sing their throats out in the middle of the night
7.) some good t.v. shows
8.) 4 basic needs for all: food, shelter, clothing and sleep
9.) some good music
10.) BLURTY!
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| a good time to relax... |
[18 May 2004|08:30pm] |
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Someone to watch over me - Ella Fitzgerald |
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I can't believe it, BLACK EYED PEAS will be having their concert here in Manila on May 29! I wanna see it!!
Ang pinakahuling napanuod kong concert ata eh yung kay MC Hammer hmm wait ahh yung kay Sergio Santibañez ata????? O.o wow ngayong ko lang naalala. Wala pa akong kamuang-muang nun. horrible!!!
I can't help but wonder ....how did my mother persuaded me to watch that hairy man anyway????!!!
Sakakaisip ng mga problem nakakaputi ng buhok!!! I need a breather so as my dad. I promised him that I will take him to a PBA Game, my gift for his b-day. Sana may sched na Gin Kings (my dad's fav team) vs. Coca Cola Tigers (not my fav team, only because i wanna see Rudy Hatfield) hehe.
Speaking of Rudy H., his gf Rufa Mae has a new telenovela. Damn my brother was laughing at the teaser ad.
Spin-off ng Marina!!!! wahahahaha
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| too early to tell |
[11 May 2004|08:43pm] |
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"These are the days" - Jamie Cullum |
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a victory march for FPJ...god help them!
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